On this episode I’ll tell you about my experiences fighting and arguing with my twin flame. More than 90 percent of our fights could have been avoided if we talked through our issues openly. 95 to 99 percent of our fights are due to misunderstandings or applying the wrong meaning to what is said. On this episode I talk through this and I give some tips regarding opening the communication lines. Listen through the link.
This is my 12th podcast episode now, I officially love it! Follow to not miss any episodes. The topic of the podcast is twin flames so even if I’m talking about something seemingly unrelated at a specific time, it’s all related to Union.
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On this episode I talked about making love with my twin flame, this topic is popular as twin flame sex. I think I giggled a lot. I also read my most recent sex poems and you can download them below, I just ask that they’re not changed but go ahead and dedicate them, share them on social media, even on your blog. Thanks for visiting and enjoy the spicy chat!
Listen to my new twin flame Lovestars podcast through the link below 👇. This is episode 1, an intro to the podcast and my twin flame story in about 10 minutes.
On the next 2 episodes, I narrate the beginning of my personal story at length and without holding details. On episode 2, I talk about my childhood years and childhood trauma, this part of my story will be relevant when I talk about the dark night of the soul that my twin flame would trigger in me which lasted 10 years and ended in our beautiful current union.
On episode 3, I continue talking about childhood trauma (trigger alert, I talk about rape and the sexual of children in Cuba) and I start talking about my teenage years, the culmination of this chapter of my life was me and my twin meeting and divine timing working perfectly for us to meet. The universe set us up certainly, we always felt this, even before we thought of each other as our twin flame. 🔥🔥
On my next episode, 4, I’ll talk about the best part so far: meeting my twin in the physical, recognition, divine timing, love at first sight, dating, twin flame sex, and end this episode with moving in together. So if this interests you, don’t forget to check back in.
On episode 5, the story will turn dark-ish with my dark night of the soul but twill have a happy ending being a spiritual awakening and the realization that this man, my partner of 10 years and father of my children was my twin flame 🔥💗🔥 and healing will happen.
On the episodes next to this I’ll talk about the twin flame magic ✨✨✨ and I can’t wait! So far I’m loving my podcast so listen if my story interests you and I’ll let you know as soon as the podcasts get magical.
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I have been visualizing how my twin with his energy woke up my heart from a deep sleep 😴 or a coma.
My heart was unable to feel. So was my skin. Also my emotions were shut. I was a cold, cold girl and young woman. I assume this started as some sort of protection mechanism and honestly, it saved me from marrying the wrong guy or something like that. No, I never wanted to nor did I believe in marriage. However, my hormones did wake up in time. And guys, there were plenty. I lived in communist Cuba, in darkness.
Then, at the perfect time in my life, I moved to the US with my family. After almost 2 years of getting used to my new life, learning English, getting my first jobs… And at the perfect time in my life, out of nowhere and totally by chance (or fate) my beloved and I met. It was the perfect time for both and a recognition would have been impossible previous to this. He was older than I and he was looking for Love and family, he was looking for me and I was looking for nothing, so I did not have any love blocks at that moment.
We never left each other’s side and have healed side by side. Reaching an undeniable union and growing our family. In this stage, it’s easy to see the illusions of the past. It’s easy to understand and it’s easy to forgive. In union you realize all that has happened, has gotten you to this perfect union. All the drama and issues were to trigger healing to wounds so deep, that you had no idea you had to heal because they’re not even our own wounds. Wounds that unhealed, would promote separation instead of union.
Union is filled with knowings, signs, synchronicities, putting 2 and 2 together, a greater understanding of everything. Union exposes the mysterious side of a spiritual Love connection.
My heart was cold, broken, and unable to Love but when I was placed in front of my twin my skin awakened. When he kissed me, his kiss was the sweetest honey and with every touch, he would shock my skin with his energy, which felt magnificent at the time was healing me too. Like a mini lightning ⚡ his touch woke my every cell up to Love. My heart needed lots of power to become vibrant once more. But his touch was loving and patient. With every touch, his energy traveled through me and all the way to my heart. I see this as a doctor trying to resucitate a dying heart, with electricity, and being successful. And this is the story of how my heart was revived through the sweet continued touch of my beloved. He wasn’t consciously doing this with the purpose of saving my life but this is what what happening.
Today, when I write these utterly romantic but also, in case you have not seen them, these very sensual poems for my beloved and people as ask if I really feel like this, non twin flames, we could say. But how else could I talk about Love. If I write Love with a capital L is not by mistake. Love, for me is the closest I feel to God and so far, the most healing I’ve experienced on Earth.
Blessed be Love and blessed all lovers. 💗 I know your heart still hurts but it hurts over the past or what it hurts over, soon will come to pass. Open your heart to Love. Let Love revitalize and totally renew your heart and become a new you from the inside out.
On this video, I talk about how in my experience, I have set a powerful intention and the intention alone has worked in my healing. Also how this intention works as consent for my twin flame to come through and heal me with his beautiful energy.
I was inspired to make this video while I was chatting with my dear Rebecca Bond, a starseed cartographer is her YouTube channel. Rebecca is a Buddhist and out of the blue, she was guided to send me a Tara picture
Tara
I have two tarot decks with goddesses and Tara and White Tara are part of them. I picked a card and I pulled Tara, I didn’t know of her and put the card down, I picked another and Tara came through again, I then posted a card on the wall as a reminder to work with her.
Let us divine feminines share our light with one another and assist each other in our awakenings.
Out of the blue, the visual of my twin’s heart and mine, aligned (my previous heart orgasm post talked about heart alignment) came to me. Suddenly, an infinity symbol started from my heart, went to his, then back and again. It was a beautiful visual during the lion’s gate portal which is the best for heart healing. I quickly started using this visual in meditation. See my video for more and how the visual turned into an infinity loop connecting each of our chakras for a total body alignment and Union.
Have you talked to your twin yet? Communication is a theme during this eclipse portal and it will last for about 6 months, so start communicating, if not in the physical, talk to their soul or higher self. The universe is conspiring so twin flames might talk and deeply connect right now.
My communication experience on eclipse day
My experience with communication on the full moon eclipse day was extraordinary. I’m not a big talker, I’m a writer, a thinker, and an energy worker. But on this day, I had many unexpected communications with my lover, our families, my children, friends, my toddler spoke, had many downloads…
My children talk a lot to my mom, and their grandparents on dad’s side and have been asking a lot more to talk to them, we don’t call our parents every week and should call them more. On the lunar eclipse day, within 1 hour both their grandpa and my mom video called me by accident, it was a sign of communication with family and loved ones.
Also I’ve been having very profound downloads, when I feel them coming it’s like an opening within my system and then, they settle within me. It’s like an evolution of my thinking, perhaps, also because we’re in Gemini season, my twin and I have our moon in Gemini. I forgot a lot of the downloads, those might not have been for you, but for me. I have been intending on having new thoughts and that’s exactly what’s been going on for the last week.
Post eclipse, twin flame communication evolution and understanding
I wrote the first part of this post on the day of the full moon eclipse, I realized that communication was going to be a theme between twin flame counterparts and I was right! The universe was about to very quickly and effectively show me how true that was!
The day after the eclipse, my twin and I got into an intense fight. He gave me the news in bed while I was sleepy, this triggered such an anger our of me! I exploded, I was screaming, so uncharacteristic! He then mirrored my anger. Everything we had kept pushed inside of us for 14 years that had not come up before, came out. We were pressure cookers and went off. Then we made up, we talked and agreed, it was so beautiful and divine timing. Talk to your twin to avoid this. What you have to talk about will come up, go over sensitive areas kindly as triggers abound right now.
Something twin flames lost a long time ago is returning now
Maybe it’s time for divine Union or maybe it’s time for your Divine Union to level up. This happens within my union where I think I am finally in Union and then I am shown that there’s a whole another level of Union that we can reach. And my union keeps on ascending like this during this incredible astrological transits. Something you lost a long time ago, For us it was about 13 years ago, it’s returning. This probably means that you’ve ascended and now you’re attracting that thing that maybe you were blocked to in the past.
What returned for us was so personal! But something that both of us thought about very recently. And so we engaged in that and it was, wow! amazing! And this brought us closer! And we talked about it, again communication is a theme this eclipse season, twin flame, talk to your twin!
I’ll tell you what came back for us, it was makeup sex! My twin loved it when we first moved in together. This is the time when we started to get to know each other’s shadow and reject each other a little bit, it was rocky times for us, rocky, rocky times. However, it was also our honeymoon period and we could not keep our hands of each other, this is what he said, and of course he is a scorpio.
My twin used to love makeup sex because even though we were not happy with each other during fights, we still could not keep our hands off each other and that’s hot for Scorpio. What happened is I didn’t love it, I said that wrong (he corrected me when I said this yesterday) I loved the sex but I didn’t like the idea of doing it without being happy with him and I thought maybe that was hindering our actually fixing our issues, maybe we were both right, eventually we were both in that mood to where if we fought we were withholding sex from each other, even he would do that, as a Scorpio, not a good thing.
I’m very happy for you receiving from the Universe something you lost before, note that you might have forgotten this thing since it was so long ago. If this resonated, let us know if you can share.
Synchronicities
I was just reminded he’s my #11 and I’m his #11. Seeing 1111? Me too. Here are the angel numbers I’ve been seeing the most this eclipse season.
111: you’re starting fresh, this is a new beginning, a reset.
444: to me, this is my twin flame’s higher self giving me messages, also, receiving a Pleiadian message, our twins and our guides are close by, guiding us! Ask for assistance.
777: angels are all around us, ask for what you need.
888: we live in an abundant universe. Manifest.
999: we’re closing chapters so we can start some new ones.
Sunflower and seed collection: my last Sunflower plant opened. This one is close to our house anddoesn’t get a lot of sun, it’s a smaller plant with smaller flowers but it has many flower buds on it! The top sunflower started opening the day before the eclipse. These sunflowers know when to open! My first one opened during 444 in 2020. My old sunflowers have died and now I’m collecting the seeds for next year’s garden, I should say I’m learning how to collect the right seeds for s very healthy sunflower garden next year.
Moonlight oracle card deck: my twin bought these for me months ago, but since they were shipped from Russia, I received them the day after the lunar eclipse. They’re moon cards and so lovely, I cried when I held them.
Moonlight oracle cards by Tatiana Vedenkina
Butterfly: 🦋 while writing this, I saw the most beautiful butterfly flying on a spot where I have never ever seen one. Butterflies signify change, and metamorphosis.
How are you feeling this season?
Many blessings for your journey, and please keep twin flame Union and Ascension in your meditations this season.
Lovestar Temple🔥 🔥 