Tag: triggers

Heal your sexual trauma! I’ll help for free. Please and thank you!

I am asking you kindly to please share your sexual traumas with me as I’ve been called very clearly to help the collective right now and I can’t ignore the collective trauma anymore! Please let me help you. I have been able to transmute my own sexual trauma and now I’m ready to give back.

I’m not asking for anything except that you let me help. What do I gain? Experience of course, I need to practice sharing my gifts and need to get comfortable. I’ve been able to do this dark healing work for myself but now I feel I’ll only feel successful by helping others.

In my dreams I’m a writer/ poet. I did not expect previously to spend so much time speaking and writing about sex, sexual trauma, and sexual healing! Truly, I was very triggered by this. I’ll not lie friend, as a Cuban girl, I’ve been sexually abused several times, I don’t even know how many times. But don’t feel bad for me for I’m healed (with the help of my beloved) and now I’m ready to help you and the collective.

Now it’s time for me to give back! And what keeps on coming through as part of my life purpose, though it has been so difficult to open up and share, is sex trauma healing. It helps that this is where I have most experience personally.

I feel I’m receiving spiritual downloads at all times and it’s easy for me to understand these extremely complex topics such as the darkness that comes with sexual abuse and what it does to our pain bodies and the sad part when we have to accept where we’re at. Understanding seems to be the first step to transmute the really dark energies that so hurt us in sexual energy. Forgiveness appears to be the real deal in healing our energy and I was born with that ability though it was so much harder to forgive myself than the abusers.

Write me through the contact option under the menu button of this blog or by emailing me at paperdollme@mail.com subject should be HELP and if possible reference this post so I’ll know what the help is about.

Additionally, let me know how you would like to connect regarding sexual healing. I’m not big on Facebook anymore, where do you create a group for safe group chats?

In the meantime, I’ve created a secret YouTube playlist to help. I need to create videos now.

Additionally, see my sex podcasts that might help:

https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Twin-Flame-Sex–Ascension-in-Lovemaking-e1bmt20

https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Supernatural-Twin-Flame-Love–Telepathy-e1boj34

https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Twin-Flame-Magic–Sex-magic–energy-transfer–healing–union-dreams-and-more-e1c2n7v

With Love and healing light,

Your friend Eve

12/28/2022
Camping bliss, May/ Jun 2021

My family and I have been camping a lot since 2020. In 2020, during the pandemic, when we stopped going out to the public so much we started going into nature a lot more, it was the silver lining. We discovered off-grid camping sites, which I blogged about in my previous post and that became the height of my blogging and spiritual experience. It gave me so much content for this blog, it’s kept it afloat.

For the memorial day holiday weekend, we decided on a lake camping experience. It is my youngest daughters’ birthday this week and she wanted to go so we decided to do it for her. It was amazing, we could hear the waves in our tent, yet nowhere near as spiritual as our off-grid camping adventures. There were too many people and lots of party beasts and the energy became heavy, specially as the families left and we were left with the party crowd. We camped for 2 days.

Still, we loved it and we were safe, except from the Mercury Retrograde… My beloved and I got into the biggest misunderstanding situation (fight) ever, I don’t even know how to get over it yet! We both became so triggered, over different reasons. I am doing a lot of soul searching right now and found another dark energy body inside of my system, a huge cloud that stemmed from influential males in my life’s criticism of me. It feels it initiated from me feeling judged and feeling inadequate as a result, I felt the judgement and made that my own feeling, I then judged myself. This, of course, started in childhood. Yet of course, this is the energy coming from females in my line also, it’s not just me, it’s been there. I’ve inherited a lot of trauma and so have all other females.

I have to talk to my twin again. We talked while feelings were hot, now it’s my time, I’ve to talk about what happened after the fact. It’s amazing how our twins know which traumas we carry inside our bodies and how to trigger and stir those until we’re healed. I believe it’s because they know through the triggers and needed healing, we’ll become the perfect angel they knew us to be in the other side of the veil. Our twin’s heart knows we’re their perfect angel 😇.

But we love each other and all of this is for our learning and ascension. I will not tell you the details because he would not want me to but it was sooo strong. The purge out of my trigger, still pulling trash out if my system! I will be a much lighter person when this is finally over. I’m so grateful 😊❤️😊

Let’s not forget, this eclipse season, communication is a huge theme! This was proven to me at camp again.

Birthday girl

The boy who can’t be contained in a tent

View from our tent

Funniest camper girl

Little ones stick together

Our camping setup will be ascending! We sleep 6 in this tent

His oldest sister calls him blueberry eyes

I felt like we were there after leaving!

We will probably camp again this month, we don’t usually plan it ahead of time, we’ll see.

Still feeling tired from camping for 2 days,

Eve

06/04/2021