With the Coronavirus drama, I’ve been feeling a bit drained. I want to be in peace and meditating but the reality for me right now is I have 4 children, including a 6 month old baby, an essential job, a fearful lover, and family members who got the virus including both my parents, my sister and her husband, cousins, etc (they are well by now) but it was traumatic.
I realized I needed to do what I do best, create, write. Yesterday I said no more YouTube tarot… π and I decided to write. It was not very easy… I’m not used to not having something to write about. Actually, I can’t complain, in about 10 minutes I wrote this poem/ quote.
Typically, I don’t have to think to write, poems come through my head like it’s the poetry highway π€ and honestly, I believe these awesome poems are downloaded from somewhere magical, be it from an πΌ or who knows. It’s awesome though to be creative just because.
Nowadays, I have not been creating much because I’ve been through a dark night of the soul π with the ridiculous virus drama.
Let’s talk later.
Let’s see what wonderful π wisdom I can connect with next
The energy I’m feeling right now is about shadow work, more specifically ego work. I’ve heard that the first step in healing is noticing that there is something to be healed and that’s where I am with my ego. I have noticed that sometimes my Ego needs a lot of quieting! And of course that might be putting it mildly. And that is why I decided to write this silly quote/ poem. Please feel free to download/ print/ share so long as is not edited.
It is a long story, the story of my ego. I am not some egotistical maniac first of all. I talk about my Ego in a spiritual awakening sense, meaning I have recognized what is my soul and called what is not soul Ego. In this worldly 3D Matrix, we have all been programmed to believe that we are the Apex creation. We are at it. No other animal is better. We where created in God’s image and we are here to dominate all other creatures.
I want to reach the depths of my soul and I am willing to sacrifice my Ego to achieve this.
This will be a process and you will read / hear about this again. Please let me know what you think.