We have a full moon on Leo today. This could be excellent for us, we could feel like Lions and lionesses, we could shower someone in attention or receive lots of attention, or we could become the life of this party! Heart activations occurring during this time. This is a powerful moon during this as 222 portal.
Moon Book. Lunar Magic to Change Your Life by Sarah Faith Gottesdiener
I took my children to the library not expecting to get a book for myself. Then I saw a new book on display about witchcraft and decided to borrow it. Then I looked through the adult non fiction section and found this moon book and borrowed it so I could share with you.
What I learned so far from this book is that the moon is full for such a tiny amount of time and the energy is available 2 days before and 2 days after, so instead of obsessing over having a ritual on full moon day as I have in the past, it’s best to go through the full moon and see what signs and synchronicities we received, see what we can learn and then work on the full moon ritual after we have processed this information during the next two days after the full moon.
Today I learned that to avoid burnout during the full moon, it’s best to prepare ahead of time such as to meal prep the week before, to schedule time off, to ensure that we are not very busy on a week or a day or a couple of days where we know we will not be sleeping well and we will be feeling sleepy as I feel today and I typically feel sleepy and full moon days because I am not sleeping well enough. I just learned this today and will be doing this starting next month, this month is already too late for example I left some school work that I was going to help my youngest school daughter with for the day before the full moon, I should have planned ahead and finished this at least a full two days prior. Another idea I got from reading this was to do laundry the previous week, have the house clean going into the full moon week, have a movie night!
Blessings for you on this full 🌕 and rest as much as you can.
Hello friend, I had 2 crazy dreams in a row showing me secret hidden shadow and darkness within my subconscious. I unpacked these dreams, the energies, and what I know about these topics on my newest podcast episode, though the link👇. I talked about info I received from my twin flame (he is a community of beings and I talked about that in this episode). I also talked about how to turn the challenges we’re experiencing during this 222 portal into healing experiences. And, as I saw another coyote, 2 during this portal, I read the meaning from my spirit song Tarot and it was very fitting to the topic of this episode. Thanks for listening and thank you for your support always,
To see the picture of this card and screenshot of the meaning from the book, click on the following link to read my previous post about this cards when I saw the first coyote or listen to the podcast.
During this 222 portal (2/2/2022 – 2/22/2022) challenges abound. I created a podcast episode to give you some divine messages to help navigate through these intense energies and come out the other side of the portal much more aligned with our higher self and spirit and to use these challenges to help with our ascension instead of being overwhelmed by them.
To get the full message please listen to the podcast through the link 👇
SpiritSong tarot reading for 222 portal challengesFour of feathers (swords) Bear. Sanctuary and rest. Bear 🐻 card meaning part 1Bear meaning part 2Ten of acorns. Donkey 🐴. Responsibility and dedication. Donkey card meaning part 1Donkey card meaning part 2The star. ⭐ Swan 🦢. Peace and healingThe swan meaning part 1The swan meaning part 2Knight of feathers. Coyote 🐺. Action and focusCoyote card meaning from the book.
Thanks for reading, listening, and supporting this blog. I appreciate you 🤗
With much Love and light and sending you much healing energy,
I have been busy with a few projects: completing the move from my doctor to midwife, setting appointments, shopping etc. I’m at the phase of my pregnancy when I’m cleaning and organizing the house and I’m planning for the birth. I also have a few projects going for my children and myself, for example, since we last talked, I made 2 hats for my youngest children and I’ve been making a blanket for my youngest daughter. On top of all this as busyness, my 2 oldest children started school post holiday this week and this adds another level to already busy. And I got sick yesterday, so I was unable to blog when my phone let me know it was time for it.
Today, I had to podcast! On this new episode I gave an update on hiring a midwife and my experience with my first 2 appointments. I talked about twin flames and diet and a big awakening I had (getting sick) and new dietary changes as a result. And I completed the podcast with another chat about twin flame children.
Lovely friends, I would love to share my latest Rumble Vlogs with you. These are every day videos I create with my dear children and some of my newest spiritual videos.
I’m also on YouTube just because I’ve had the channel for years, not uploading spiritual vids but have lots of older poetry videos there. Also the children vlogs. I’m not a fan on YouTube anymore due to their censorship, which is why I chose Rumble. Yet you can find me there as Eve Lovestar if you wish.
New year new me! I’ve already used this phrase this year. Have you created a New Year’s resolution for 2022? I created a new podcast episode to tell you why I am not creating a New Year resolution and what I’m doing instead which is set powerful intentions that will help me manifest everything I need in the physical including twin flame Union. Listen to the podcast episode through the link 👇
The first 2 intentions I set in 2021 and I had great results with them and 2021 was a good year, not great because I did fall into the collective trap of the fear pandemic here and there but I was able to overcome that. I have set a new intention this year, to live in Love, the unconditional kind to promote twin flame union and a better family unit.
What I like best about setting intentions rather than setting goals is that the goal you either meet or not but the intention helps us manifest what is available and then there’s no limit you can accomplish 200 goals and the goals are there in the back of my mind from all the goals I have set before. I feel as though I am not missing out on anything but instead that everything is possible if I live this way. When we set a goal, it’ll feel like either we will succeed and achieve that goal or we will fail, by setting an intention we never fail.
Also listen to this podcast: Rumi Oracle reading for twin flames I did to get divine messages for 2022.
I have been podcasting spiritual poems and decided to create a video about it. On here I read “Blessings Sent” and the quote “Manifest through gratitude”. Please use these poems as you wish, I only ask that you don’t edit them. On this video I show you the Yule/ winter solstice yellow dress I made and my huge pregnant belly.
Blessed sent spiritual poem by Eve LovestarManifest through gratitude spiritual quote by Eve Lovestar
I speak about both on the video. For the twin flame inspo regarding these 2 poems, wait for my podcast episode coming tonight.
I had an amazing dream! For the first time ever, I was able to go back into a dream to complete it or fix what was going on. I was lucid too even though I didn’t completely manipulate the dream although I sort of did. First of all, I’m pregnant and in my experience (5th baby) the best dreams come about during pregnancy. I also do a lucid dream self hypnosis most nights, it’s the one I engage in the most, see link below. I usually don’t have the desired effect or don’t remember my dreams although I’ve had some really amazing dreams after listening. I know when you keep at something truly believing in it, you succeed! I had listened to this tape when I had this amazing set of two dreams. I’ll explain the actually quite weird dreams below.
The background of my unconscious fear
My best lucid dreams have included my beloved twin flame 🔥🔥 and as I became lucid, I really got romantic in those dreams. They were the best ever! But I also deal with the unconscious darkness of my traumatic past, obviously. And for me, this unconsciousness deals with jealousy which is totally unfounded in my union because I was blessed with Scorpio who is much more committed than I am to a forever relationship, I Pisces. Even before our Union flourished, he never ever gave me the slightest reason to be jealous so this is not about him, it’s totally about me. So what’s going on? Simple my dad’s a cheater and he had many affairs, as a kid the biggest experience I remember from my parents’ marriage was my mom crying or looking through my dad’s pockets, my dad lying, and this was very traumatizing for me as a young sensitive Pisces child. This is why as a kid I made the decision to never fall in love and to never marry, because I saw marriage as a way for women to suffer. Then I grew up and met Scorpio, in an entirely new country. Scorpio taught me how to love, how to feel, how to be romantic, how to get in touch with my own emotions, and provoked a big dark night of the soul for me when he let me know the world was not the way that I thought. In other words Scorpio’s touch healed me. But of course the ancestral trauma is there behind my new found Love, there to be transmuted not to punish me. It comes through in dreams most often, because I have nothing to be jealous about. So especially in the past I often dreamed that Scorpio is with another woman or that he’s cheating on me then I feel sad when I wake up but it’s just a dream stemming from the unconscious fear and ancestral energies. Ancestral not just because of my parents, my grandmother was abandoned by her husband with three young children, maybe toddlers, he left her and then married another woman, my grandfather had already abandoned his first wife with two children. On top of that in my homeland Cuba, men are pigs, there’s no other way to put it for me. I grew up thinking men always have a side woman and one at home. I was totally confused and messed up!
As I said, this unconsciousness manifested through dreams. Well, it happened last weekend. As another piece of background info, during this pregnancy, I’ve not been feeling sexy at all, which is so unlike me and Scorpio has been left a bit cold. Well last week in my weird dream, Scorpio was with another woman. I was there oddly enough with my four children. But the weird part is he didn’t know these were his children. It’s like he had forgotten me! I woke up, felt him on our bed and phew 😅 it was just a dream! I cuddled right next to him and watched him with puppy eyes! 💕
I went back into the dream and fixed it
After realizing it was a dream, I went back to sleep and then the magic happened. I went back into the dream! How many times do we have a great dream and upon waking wish we could go back to it? Well even without intending to, I went back into the dream and suddenly I was in his house (which was actually a mansion) and this other woman wasn’t there. I then talked to him, let him know my children were his children and I asked him if he didn’t remember (you absolutely need to know this) giving me up to 5 orgasms on my bed (during one lovemaking session, I’m this blessed). He was surprised. At some point I told myself in the dream, well this is a dream (lucid) and went about to show him things that might remind him of me. Then things got very weird when the mystery woman showed up and he attempted to get rid of her and she didn’t want to leave. Again it was a set of two weird dreams but I was so amazed once I woke up the second time for this had never happened to me! And the end result was lovely.
My best previous lucid dreams were also during previous pregnancies. It’s one of the best parts of being pregnant. Scorpio’s fears also come through during his dreams. I’ve had other fears come through in dreams but the fear of being cheated on is the biggest I hold I guess. Wow it’s possible it’s worse than my fear or tyranny or communism because I never really dream about those!
Do you have any tips for lucid dreaming and would you share your experiences?
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