New year new me! I’ve already used this phrase this year. Have you created a New Year’s resolution for 2022? I created a new podcast episode to tell you why I am not creating a New Year resolution and what I’m doing instead which is set powerful intentions that will help me manifest everything I need in the physical including twin flame Union. Listen to the podcast episode through the link 👇
The first 2 intentions I set in 2021 and I had great results with them and 2021 was a good year, not great because I did fall into the collective trap of the fear pandemic here and there but I was able to overcome that. I have set a new intention this year, to live in Love, the unconditional kind to promote twin flame union and a better family unit.
What I like best about setting intentions rather than setting goals is that the goal you either meet or not but the intention helps us manifest what is available and then there’s no limit you can accomplish 200 goals and the goals are there in the back of my mind from all the goals I have set before. I feel as though I am not missing out on anything but instead that everything is possible if I live this way. When we set a goal, it’ll feel like either we will succeed and achieve that goal or we will fail, by setting an intention we never fail.
Also listen to this podcast: Rumi Oracle reading for twin flames I did to get divine messages for 2022.
I have been podcasting spiritual poems and decided to create a video about it. On here I read “Blessings Sent” and the quote “Manifest through gratitude”. Please use these poems as you wish, I only ask that you don’t edit them. On this video I show you the Yule/ winter solstice yellow dress I made and my huge pregnant belly.
Blessed sent spiritual poem by Eve LovestarManifest through gratitude spiritual quote by Eve Lovestar
I speak about both on the video. For the twin flame inspo regarding these 2 poems, wait for my podcast episode coming tonight.
I had an amazing dream! For the first time ever, I was able to go back into a dream to complete it or fix what was going on. I was lucid too even though I didn’t completely manipulate the dream although I sort of did. First of all, I’m pregnant and in my experience (5th baby) the best dreams come about during pregnancy. I also do a lucid dream self hypnosis most nights, it’s the one I engage in the most, see link below. I usually don’t have the desired effect or don’t remember my dreams although I’ve had some really amazing dreams after listening. I know when you keep at something truly believing in it, you succeed! I had listened to this tape when I had this amazing set of two dreams. I’ll explain the actually quite weird dreams below.
The background of my unconscious fear
My best lucid dreams have included my beloved twin flame 🔥🔥 and as I became lucid, I really got romantic in those dreams. They were the best ever! But I also deal with the unconscious darkness of my traumatic past, obviously. And for me, this unconsciousness deals with jealousy which is totally unfounded in my union because I was blessed with Scorpio who is much more committed than I am to a forever relationship, I Pisces. Even before our Union flourished, he never ever gave me the slightest reason to be jealous so this is not about him, it’s totally about me. So what’s going on? Simple my dad’s a cheater and he had many affairs, as a kid the biggest experience I remember from my parents’ marriage was my mom crying or looking through my dad’s pockets, my dad lying, and this was very traumatizing for me as a young sensitive Pisces child. This is why as a kid I made the decision to never fall in love and to never marry, because I saw marriage as a way for women to suffer. Then I grew up and met Scorpio, in an entirely new country. Scorpio taught me how to love, how to feel, how to be romantic, how to get in touch with my own emotions, and provoked a big dark night of the soul for me when he let me know the world was not the way that I thought. In other words Scorpio’s touch healed me. But of course the ancestral trauma is there behind my new found Love, there to be transmuted not to punish me. It comes through in dreams most often, because I have nothing to be jealous about. So especially in the past I often dreamed that Scorpio is with another woman or that he’s cheating on me then I feel sad when I wake up but it’s just a dream stemming from the unconscious fear and ancestral energies. Ancestral not just because of my parents, my grandmother was abandoned by her husband with three young children, maybe toddlers, he left her and then married another woman, my grandfather had already abandoned his first wife with two children. On top of that in my homeland Cuba, men are pigs, there’s no other way to put it for me. I grew up thinking men always have a side woman and one at home. I was totally confused and messed up!
As I said, this unconsciousness manifested through dreams. Well, it happened last weekend. As another piece of background info, during this pregnancy, I’ve not been feeling sexy at all, which is so unlike me and Scorpio has been left a bit cold. Well last week in my weird dream, Scorpio was with another woman. I was there oddly enough with my four children. But the weird part is he didn’t know these were his children. It’s like he had forgotten me! I woke up, felt him on our bed and phew 😅 it was just a dream! I cuddled right next to him and watched him with puppy eyes! 💕
I went back into the dream and fixed it
After realizing it was a dream, I went back to sleep and then the magic happened. I went back into the dream! How many times do we have a great dream and upon waking wish we could go back to it? Well even without intending to, I went back into the dream and suddenly I was in his house (which was actually a mansion) and this other woman wasn’t there. I then talked to him, let him know my children were his children and I asked him if he didn’t remember (you absolutely need to know this) giving me up to 5 orgasms on my bed (during one lovemaking session, I’m this blessed). He was surprised. At some point I told myself in the dream, well this is a dream (lucid) and went about to show him things that might remind him of me. Then things got very weird when the mystery woman showed up and he attempted to get rid of her and she didn’t want to leave. Again it was a set of two weird dreams but I was so amazed once I woke up the second time for this had never happened to me! And the end result was lovely.
My best previous lucid dreams were also during previous pregnancies. It’s one of the best parts of being pregnant. Scorpio’s fears also come through during his dreams. I’ve had other fears come through in dreams but the fear of being cheated on is the biggest I hold I guess. Wow it’s possible it’s worse than my fear or tyranny or communism because I never really dream about those!
Do you have any tips for lucid dreaming and would you share your experiences?
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Union is not telling my lover beautiful words, after all, words can be used to deceive too and we should not fall in love with words. Some aspects of union can’t be explained. How to put the feelings into words? Words lack the depth. Words can’t make me feel joy like union can and therefore I’m out of words right now and can’t define Union.
I intend to reach a stage of union when words are not needed to communicate, when our hearts are so close that they can communicate for us. When we don’t have to check in with each other or ask how you feel, a place where I know and feel what he feels. I intend to reach a stage of union where words melt into a gaze.
When We’re Old. Union poetry
Stay strong Lovestars. In my personal life I just found a great darkness, a part of what I came to call a family curse and not even in me so I’m having a tough time dealing with this.
I understand I’m a master of the darkness and I was born into this family to balance that darkness. Life is good because I enjoy union though so the darkness can not scare me.
The full moon eclipse came full of creativity for creatives like me. What about you?
Poetry written on full moon day, May 26th 2021
“Your Magnetism” TF poem by Eve Lovestar
Quotes written on full moon day
Intuition quote by Eve Lovestar
On the day of the eclipse, I wanted to dress cute, so I wore a new white blouse and a big bow on my head using my mermaid band. I listened to reiki Rachael multiple times during the day, she did an incredible full moon eclipse activation and meditation and it was so great when I did it right after I saw the full moon eclipse that I did it all day afterwards, I did it as a guided walking meditation and also I played it very low all day so that my subconscious could get plenty of activation.
Eve Lovestar, before meditating under a tree
The energy of the eclipse became available before today and will stay for about six months, according to astrology. I felt the creative light this past week and started a painting of a sun. This painting was inspired by a vision I had in 2020, almost a year ago. The vision was a beautiful sun and I decided to paint it but didn’t during almost an entire year. Well, this week out of the blue, I decided to paint! I’m not an experienced painter as I am illustrating with other materials and this is probably I didn’t take action on this creative prompt until the energy said, it’s divine timing, what are you waiting for? Paint! I had remembered all along to paint it but action came this week only. My daughters painted with me also, and they finished a lovely painting.
Sun painting work in progress, during eclipse portal.
The single best Pisces traits video I’ve ever watched by Roshan Sylvia.
If you’re a Pisces or if you are connected with a Pisces, you might want to watch this video. She talks about Pisces women embodying every other sign in the zodiac because of being the last sign, and how we can really change from the traits of one sign to the traits of another sign.
I’ve been studying astrology, mainly my signs, my twins signs, and starting to get into our childrens’ signs, since astrology is complex and everybody has several signs it is a lot but I’ve learned so much about myself, my lover, our connection, our children’s reactions, etc. Learning is beautiful.
Feeling like the Full moon energy has hit me today. It’s good though. Just don’t want to talk (small talk excessively) let’s stay high vibing!
Hello dearest friend, today I wanted to show you these lovely oracle cards. I have many dreamy cards and want to show you all of them before I do any readings on video.
To turn this video into a pick a card, simply stop the video at a random time and see which card was being shown.
How do you love tarot and Oracle cards Lovestar?
If you have a twin flame question, please email paperdollme@mail.com and use subject Lovestar.
I want to always stay protected, specially while on the go. At home, I always feel protected because I have my family, my twin flame, and all my needs are met, I have my bed, my bath, my essential oils. While I’m on the go, in my car or otherwise, I want to be protected. In fact, I want to be more protected than ever while driving. There is lots of traffic, lots of accidents on these roads. Usually, my twin drives and I sit in the passenger seat singing we’re protected, we’re safe while on those heavy traffic highways.
I have always carried something with me like my journal, essential oils, crystals, tarot cards. I now want to ensure that I am always carrying these things. I wear my crystals religiously, it’s the easiest way to carry crystals where I go. For my most recent camping trip, I brought an entire backpack full of spiritual tools and the most I do while camping is spiritual work.
My intention now is to create a protection charm for my car, and a protection bracelet for me. I will also create a protection charm with a second twin charm to leave at home, it will signify returning home safely to mine always.
Here’s some spiritual tools I found in my bag yesterday, still carrying today. I carry my essential oils Inna diluted spray bottle. The water I put in the bottle is drinking water and the oils are edible so I can spray in my mouth as well. This practice makes me feel like I’m home.
Heart crystalsRumi Oracle cards: Let Love Transform
And of course, I’m looking for nature while on the go. Nature heals me! If I find a flower in a parking lot, I connect with it.
With much love and light while enjoying the sunshine,
Lovestar Temple🔥 🔥 