Dear diary,
***Update since 5/5/23: that big Scorpio eclipse which coincided with my anniversary to Scorpio ♏️ ***
Once expectations are dropped and nothing is expected, union manifests. Of course, this statement would be ridiculous applied to a 3D relationship. Of course, in the “real world” (such as the world my parents live in), there has to be clear expectations, or they will not be met.
Lucky for me, I don’t live in the real world. In the world I live in, I don’t have to tie my lover down. He willingly comes to me all the time. My lover doesn’t have to “buy me” or do anything special to earn my affection. I am totally free of charge. I know we live in a broken world, and this is why I want to change the it.
A new dimension of love ❤️ 😍 💖
Since my last update, my beloved Scorpio and I have become closer than ever. It was unexpected, really, so I’m sure it was divine timing, and perhaps the energy accelerated due to the eclipse. It really doesn’t matter why, the lovely thing happened and now I’m very grateful.
I’m not going to give the specifics on what happened, too personal and unnecessary, but change started in my mind. Perhaps also in my beloved’s mind, I didn’t ask… In our conversations around this time, we talked about giving more to our connection (I led this conversation). Giving more in a state of gratitude for the continued Love and the increasing depth of our Love. This is totally something I’d say and not Scorpio…
The change I refer to was reaching a place together where we were more at peace, closer together, and wanting more.
A new dimension in lovemaking 😋 😋 😋
A new dimension in lovemaking is obviously yummy 😋 😜 😊 😉 😀 😍. It’s obvious and undeniable when this happens. This is a real phenomenon and not something that can be made up, not something that can be faked. Both partners feel the shift. The shift is positive, of course.
This positive shift in lovemaking, which I’m calling a new dimension, is not some magical, otherworldly move to the 5D ( 😆 ). This positive shift is a new level. We all started somewhere, let’s say, at level zero. At different rates and for different reasons, we all leveled up our sex life. I’m not assigning levels to skills. What I speak of is an energetic “feeling” thing, not a theoretical learning thing. I didn’t do anything new, I did have a new intention, and I used the power of gratitude to manifest this shift.
Manifested, or divine timing?
If I used gratitude to manifest this shift, did I manifest it, or was it divine timing 🤔? I feel like this question is a lot like What came first, the chicken or the egg? Trying to answer it is a good journaling exercise.
The shift started in my mind. There was probably plenty of assistance from my lover Scorpio. I feel his fantasies, so what I think (about sex) are not my thoughts at all. They’re at the very least shared thoughts, at most, my thoughts are his thoughts, which sounds dangerous ( 😆 🤣 😂) but I’m tuned into that vibe, so there is no harm. The power of tuning into his desires has been helpful for me because I’m the embarrassed little girl type…
I don’t believe I manifested this. Though I’m certain that you, the reader, can manifest a higher level of love and a higher level of lovemaking, the experience I write about was not manifested by me, there is a chance that it was manifested by my lover! He is Scorpio, and this shift happened under the influence of the Scorpio eclipse, and I believed going into the eclipse that he might be manifesting something… but though my lover likely helped manifest this for us, I believe this was divine timing.
Does sex get better after 16 years?
That is such a great question, and we all know the answer is no. Most of us know of couples that fall apart much sooner than that and we ourselves might have gotten tired of someone in the past, most of us also experienced cheating and we assume cheaters cheat because they get bored. We assume that sex with the same person and the same way get boring.
This is why finding a new dimension of lovemaking elevates the entire union. It suddenly becomes new again. The energy ascends, the feeling gets better, and the desire grows.
I am excited about this big change in our union and so grateful. Now that I know this is possible, I will explore it even further. More of these posts are coming.
Dear reader,
Thank you for visiting and I’m grateful for you. I have been off the blog lots because my life has changed also in the busy area but I will always keep on coming back.
Much love,
Eve
Lovestar Temple🔥 🔥 