Breathe in gold light. Anchor your roots deep into the Earth, and let her heartbeat sync with yours.
Feel the stars crown your consciousness as the Goddess whispers:
“You are the bridge. You are the temple. You are the love that births new worlds.”Walk this day as priestess, as creator, as flame.
12/12 is your reminder that you carry the codes of unity within. Activate them through acts of beauty, compassion, and sacred self-expression, your presence is the portal.
The week before the 11/11 portal was tough. The weekend of the 11/11 portal was incredible, a very tired weekend perfect for sleeping, chilling, and hanging out. I didn’t get to do the work I wanted to do, but it was the perfect weekend. For me and my lover, it’s probably the best weekend we have ever had. It was romantic, sexy, sweet, we talked all weekend and about various topics that centered around us and our union.
The weekend was perfect after the extreme week before. During our wild conversations, I told my lover that after that crazy hard week, we would be reborn this week. I was thinking of the Scorpio Phoenix who dies and is reborn over his ashes. With the 11/11 portal as the death moment, I saw the week prior as the dying week, and starting this week with the Scorpio new moon on this Monday, it’s the week of rebirth.
11/11 portal rebirth
Cassidy Cayne from twinflames1111.com says that 11:11 is an ascension code shown to lightworkers and twin flames. I resonated, and I saw this quote while backing up my pictures during the 11/11 portal. Divine timing is always at play, and 11/11 ends up being a time we can perceive spirit, so it’s always divine timing during the portal.
Scorpio new moon
I have talked about this on my previous Scorpio posts. I’m mentioning it again because it’s the perfect time of rebirth after a painful death. The new moon signifies a new beginning with the powerful Scorpio vibes.
Ending the Scorpio month
I strongly feel that from now until the end of Scorpio season, we will be in the rebirth process and being affected by the 11/11 portal, though the hardest part has passed.
I’ll be traveling without my Scorpio, which is already painful but only for 1 week. I’ll be writing him poems and letters, making him videos, and writing blog posts in his honor. I’ll also be resolving some serious issues with some family members, and I’ll channel the Scorpioenergy to help with my truth telling, personal power, and assertiveness (my intention)
What have we learned during 11/11?
I have learned many lessons this Scorpio season but especially during the 11/11 portal. This season is perfect for discovering truth and being honest with ourselves and others. It’s also a season to get insights from spirit and to receive lots of new light. On this list, I’ll also include things that were very positive that happened between my beloved and I.
I’ve learned many things, and as a reminder for when I read this in the future, I’ll list some of the things I’ve learned during this 11/11 rebirth period.
My lover appreciates my poetry. I should have already known this, but I don’t ask, I just asked him because he talked of his hard to please music taste, and I was like, “Well, do you like my poems?”… he doesn’t like the very short ones as much
My old poems were no good, and I’m blessed. I thought they were decent back then because otherwise, I would have quit.
Several great things I learned about making love with my beloved
I decided to write the jokes I come up with. I’m constantly laughing and making others laugh. I crack myself up, too. Don’t be surprised that it was my lover’s idea, but I’ve already changed my mind and started getting prompts to write the funny things I think about, and I’m working on my fist funny post for the future
Related to the last item, I made some sex jokes to my partner. It was new and new is good. New light, new energy, new vibes, renewed sexual desire, open communication lines, dropping the shame 🫠 👌 😎
New recipe I made even though it was an extremely lazy weekend: for my lover’s birthday: a vegan mushroom wellington. I can make a better one nect time, but it’s so delicious 😋 😍 😋
The wellington pastry I made as well from scratch and has me thinking of a few more recipes I can learn to make: pie, mushroom pot pie, little sweet and savory pies… delicious
I told my lover my secret dreams. The real dreams I didn’t discuss before due to shame… I told him of the dream when I saw about 10 of him! He joked that I should not have that kind of dream. But I don’t think like him and I didn’t do anything with the other ones, I said. Omg I’ll tell you: he said he would have taken 4 of me if it was the other way around… to do whatever he wanted with them. I just laughed, but this scenario will make it into one of my future jokes. Can you see the sex jokes being born? I can
Ok I told him in detail my sex dreams and I told him if the time I went lucid in my dream and how I manipulated the dream (it was very sexy, he loved it), then I told him about the time I returned to my dream to fix basically a nightmare which was totally cool.
My lover revealed something so divine. I was telling him how I never planned on falling on love. He then told me he always wanted to fall in love, and he was always trying to make it happen when he would fall for a girl. Of course, I told him he had me at wanting to fall in love. The handsome, sexy look, and the advanced sexual skills were not necessary. They were add ons for me
The list is becoming quite sexual… but I expressed how I felt shame regarding some stuff, and he then told me that he didn’t care about that with his open mind and told me what he cared about instead; instant relief
Did I say the lovemaking became sweeter and even more sensual? I don’t like to speak in code like this, but I expose myself enough.
During the week prior to 11/11, I was listening to neuroscientists talking about neurons, love, sex, gender, connection, and psychology… all of my favorite things. Well, I started to use that knowledge: I learned that stress is contagious because our hormones leak out of our body, and the alpha male and females are sharing their hormones with the beta males and females. So I flipped out realizing truths about my youth and my “friends” who influenced me in a way I would have never guessed I could have been influenced
Similarly, my beloved recognized that his biggest adulthood problem was coming from toxic feminines who threw him out of alignment in a money chasing way
We realized we are normal listening to neuroscientists. His off the charts sexual desire is healthy, and my not being interested in it is normal, too. I’d be sick if I was as sexual as he is. I learned so much from neuroscientists! Can’t even say everything, nor can I remember everything after the fact.
I should have written things down during the weekend because I obviously forgot most things… but I’ll ask my Scorpio
Truths came out in a loving but straightforward way
We talked and he expressed he knows he’s been talking to me like if I was his man friend (which I’ve told him before but I was ok with because I rather he’s honest) and he has decided to change then neuroscientists helped us understand how to talk to men and how to talk to women.
Scorpio season is actually beautiful and about love and commitment. Not about sex but about lovemaking
Cosmic portals, such as the 11/11 portal, open before and close days after the date. I strongly feel that this 11/11/23 portal has been open for a week, at least.
The week ending today, Friday 11/10, has been incredibly difficult for me, my Scorpio partner, people that I know, and I believe all the people of the world. Tiredness, unfair legal matters, disease, hospital stays, surgeries, and even death is what I’ve been hearing from people I know this week. And I didn’t even ask everyone how they were doing. Nobody I know in person has been all smiles. I smile a lot, but this week, not at all.
The good stuff pre 11/11
My lover and I are honest with each other, and we have built a deeper union than we expected. For us, this has been a time of deepening our connection. We had tough talks, but I was relaxed enough not to lose control. He always forgives and forgets.
Because I was expecting to be shown secrets and to have my darkness exposed, and I have listened carefully to the truths I have heard, some of which were painful, I have used this for my growth. I had several revelations and insights. I am so much wiser now.
My beloved was very romantic this week. It was sweet. I thought he was the sweetest he’s ever been. Also, telepathy was a thing as well as very intense new dreams. And then it got deeper and sweeter. We talked about so much, and we even discovered root cause to some of our issues in our childhood traumas. It was a week and especially a weekend dedicated to love and union.
I have learned several things personally, which I’ll not share. This is what the portal is about: learning about ourselves and how to make ourselves better. Learning about our partner and how to connect deeper with them.
Meaning of 1111
Teal Swan’s meaning of 11:11
Union. Twin flame connection deepens
During this time, the energy is of tough love and pure truth and honesty no matter what truths and secrets come out. Triggering right now depends on how honest we have been with ourselves and our partner.
If we are keeping secrets, it’s the time to spill them, or they could get spilled by accident, or we could be exposed. Secrets are stuck energy that needs to move. They’re begging to come out. Now is the time.
Here is a good reason to always be honest: if we’re always honest, we will not be keeping any hurtful secrets and if we’re acting with integrity, then anything that goes unsaid will not be hurtful or painful. In the integrity case, we can take advantage of this energy and speak about our core truths, speak of the things we don’t usually talk about, discuss union and connection, have hard conversations, talk about sex… if we’re honest and live with integrity, Scorpio season will be much more manageable. But I assume that liars have an extremely tough time during the month of Scorpio.
Scorpio season and 11/11
The Scorpio season is already intense. Add to the mix up to 2 weeks of extra extreme energy of the 11/11 portal, and we have extreme astrological weather, im carrying my emotional umbrella. I strongly feel the week prior to 11/11 was the harshest as new light is coming in and triggering old darkness to release. This feels painful to us. But it’s growing pains. It’s like the day before we receive a very expected excellent guest, very busy and kind of stressful preparing, buying more food, cooking, cleaning, or the very extreme feeling of expecting a beloved guest and it feels like time is standing still.
11/11 is when this energetic portal is wide open. The week after 11/11, I told my beloved we shall be reborn of our ashes. This is Scorpio season and like the Phoenix, this week we’re preparing to die, on 11/11 we will die (not literally obviously an energetic death/ ego death), and the week after 11/11 we will be reborn. So the energy should get easier. Hopefully…
Time slowing down. Will it stop?
It was a very long week. I felt like it was never going to stop. I even felt bored, and I don’t ever feel bored. My thinking mind told me that the week felt so long because as the days get shorter and there’s less sun we feel more tired. But now, looking back, I felt time slow down, or could it be that the new energy is coming too fast?
Yesterday, I went to the store with my family and we waited for daddy and I felt we were waiting for 15 minutes, but I looked at the time and only 4 minutes had passed. I was amazed, and I didn’tyell at him.
Celebrating Scorpio’s birthday
My lover’s birthday was during this week. He was born during the 11/11 portal. During this very hard week. I told him how he was born during such a hard week, and he didn’t seem impressed. “The entire year is this hard” he replied and this is what happens if you’re a Scorpio, especially born during the 11/11 portal, you bring the intensity of this week into everyday life.
Well, next year I will not be talking about my beloved’s birthday because he just told me he doesn’t want to celebrate them. Ok, it’s true he has told me this before, but I’m an over-celebrator of birthdays, and I didn’t get it until now.
Is not celebrating birthdays a Scorpio thing? Well, I’m not going to lie. I’m off the hook for presents or anything planned, but I’ll continue to observe his birthday. Well, I’ll celebrate him more every day.
Gifts for Scorpio
Certainly, all Scorpios want different gifts from different people. Probably Scorpio’s beloved will have the most opportunity to ace gifts for him.
True story: Over the years, my liver has told me that he looks at my pictures, and once he said he was almost hypnotized, looking at my picture. The same happens to me, but I never considered myself photogenic or beautiful, so it was a huge compliment.
In the past I would not have given him a gift like this one but after years of saying he looks at my pictures I decided to make a collection of all my best pictures through the years and gift them to him. I have already gifted him all my physical photos, including my quinceañera (15 year old birthday) pictures.
It was a lot of work, and I added my sexiest poems. Then he caught me looking at pictures of myself, and it was weird. In my shame, I said: I made you a collection of pictures of me. And that sounded ridiculous, so I cracked up, and I laughed so hard. He looked at me funny and shot a joke back:
“Are you going to build a temple for me to worship you in?”
My fastest response was the proper one. Good thing I didn’t overthink it! I replied:
No, that place already exists, but it’s on my body. And all laughter ceased. 😃
Gifts ideas for Scorpio males
Best to get to know your Scorpio and give him something meaningful to him
My beloved loves sexual gifts. I will not even lie. More than now, during our first year together when I was shy about it.
A knife or any sort of weapon. Fun fact: my lover thinks weapons are so cool that he helped me find a job making weapon parts! It’s intimidating for little Pusces here but yet so cool. Though every part leaves my desk with a blessing.
A homemade dinner is very special for my Scorpio. Especially baking his favorite desserts.
To celebrate this powerful 222 portal I decided to share a guided meditation for union and heart alignment. This came through on 2/22/2022 but it’s really a timeless meditation you can do any time.
This meditation is based on the meditations I do myself with my twin flame’s soul or higher self.
Hello friend, I had 2 crazy dreams in a row showing me secret hidden shadow and darkness within my subconscious. I unpacked these dreams, the energies, and what I know about these topics on my newest podcast episode, though the link👇. I talked about info I received from my twin flame (he is a community of beings and I talked about that in this episode). I also talked about how to turn the challenges we’re experiencing during this 222 portal into healing experiences. And, as I saw another coyote, 2 during this portal, I read the meaning from my spirit song Tarot and it was very fitting to the topic of this episode. Thanks for listening and thank you for your support always,
To see the picture of this card and screenshot of the meaning from the book, click on the following link to read my previous post about this cards when I saw the first coyote or listen to the podcast.
During this 222 portal (2/2/2022 – 2/22/2022) challenges abound. I created a podcast episode to give you some divine messages to help navigate through these intense energies and come out the other side of the portal much more aligned with our higher self and spirit and to use these challenges to help with our ascension instead of being overwhelmed by them.
To get the full message please listen to the podcast through the link 👇
SpiritSong tarot reading for 222 portal challengesFour of feathers (swords) Bear. Sanctuary and rest. Bear 🐻 card meaning part 1Bear meaning part 2Ten of acorns. Donkey 🐴. Responsibility and dedication. Donkey card meaning part 1Donkey card meaning part 2The star. ⭐ Swan 🦢. Peace and healingThe swan meaning part 1The swan meaning part 2Knight of feathers. Coyote 🐺. Action and focusCoyote card meaning from the book.
Thanks for reading, listening, and supporting this blog. I appreciate you 🤗
With much Love and light and sending you much healing energy,
First of all, a big thank you to all who have followed this blog, listened to my podcast or liked a post. It lets me know which content to post more of.
Today I have a lovely topic, even for 2022. I did share my hard to swallow predictions and my wish for you is that you’re prepared for the ugly happening all around us but there’s light too, and next, we get the powerful 222 portal. Listen to my thoughts about it through the link below.
It is 12/12 and I didn’t celebrate it much. Something I didn’t like about being pregnant is I have not celebrated the cosmic holidays as much as when I wasn’t pregnant. My beloved was in a celebratory mood and that was great except he didn’t want me to sleep so much 😴. The beginning of 2022 approaches and I’m excited about that.
I didn’t receive lots of insights. I simply had to sleep a lot this weekend. Rest rest rest. I also learned a big lesson in not trusting the illusion and trusting my gut. Anyways, I decided to pull some cards for some last minute insights.
I pulled the Justice card and immediately felt that justice will be served on Earth but carefully I figure that we must first be fair ourselves or justice could be served on us. Too many times we can judge and this is never enlightening, our judgements add density and we don’t have time to clear more density, let’s simply become lighter. And just because justice will be served… eventually, doesn’t mean that we should not be protected and prepared for what’s to come. I intend to leave behind the fear of this current storm and instead, focus all my energy on instead being ready to thrive no matter what.
Then I pulled the chariot, and this specific card (from the Tarot of Dreams) has a lovely picture of a chariot on the sea, the artwork reminded me of Aquarius, the current age and it spoke of riding the wave, which takes me to my previous message. I’ve been thrown under this wave and it’s time for me to ride the wave again. Time to reawaken. The book speaks of a confident approach and this as reminds me again to be prepared and build strength.
The page of wands made me feel that I should be most careful in falling for the games of others. Not everyone cares for my best interest and even those closest to u as could have an ulterior motive or a paradise demon attached to them, or dark pattern that tries to play us. Learning something new or starting a new practice is a good idea right now. This portal will remain open until the winter solstice and we have some time to work with the current energies. What are we ready to leave behind? What are we working on next? Let’s manifest the future we want to see I also feel suddenly.
Intending to know where twin flames are healing, I pulled a Whispers of healing card. The awareness card. In the card a baby looks at me from within a spiral which contains the universe. It reminds me of my baby, tucked within my tummy, safe, not realizing what the world is outside, being peaceful and calm just trusting her connection to me and the familiar voices of her family. All the energy I’m putting into the moment in which I’ll deliver her, which I plan to do on my home. But I’m reminded to enjoy the present too. Maybe there’s no baby in your stomachs but you’re putting so much energy into birthing something or simply expecting change in the current events, the politics, the division, the current state of affairs in the world today. I’m reminded to enjoy the present. Do not fall into despair not knowing what is coming and let’s focus into what we’re trying to create. Whatever situation we face, awareness is key to a better, healthier experience.
I did get one last piece of info for this night. I don’t need to know all about a wound to be able to heal it. Also, watch out for the spiritual teachers and the way they describe twin flames. It’s not a terrible journey. I listened to someone today who claimed the divine mascot is really just a jerk basically, I thought she went out with totally the wrong guy!
And now I’m going to meditate. Enjoy your night Lovestars 💗
Lovestar Temple🔥 🔥 