Tag: personal

  • Full Moon Eclipse. Creativity Soaring.

    The full moon eclipse came full of creativity for creatives like me. What about you?

    Poetry written on full moon day, May 26th 2021

    “Your Magnetism” TF poem by Eve Lovestar

    Quotes written on full moon day

    Intuition quote by Eve Lovestar

    On the day of the eclipse, I wanted to dress cute, so I wore a new white blouse and a big bow on my head using my mermaid band. I listened to reiki Rachael multiple times during the day, she did an incredible full moon eclipse activation and meditation and it was so great when I did it right after I saw the full moon eclipse that I did it all day afterwards, I did it as a guided walking meditation and also I played it very low all day so that my subconscious could get plenty of activation.

    Eve Lovestar, before meditating under a tree

    The energy of the eclipse became available before today and will stay for about six months, according to astrology. I felt the creative light this past week and started a painting of a sun. This painting was inspired by a vision I had in 2020, almost a year ago. The vision was a beautiful sun and I decided to paint it but didn’t during almost an entire year. Well, this week out of the blue, I decided to paint! I’m not an experienced painter as I am illustrating with other materials and this is probably I didn’t take action on this creative prompt until the energy said, it’s divine timing, what are you waiting for? Paint! I had remembered all along to paint it but action came this week only. My daughters painted with me also, and they finished a lovely painting.

    Sun painting work in progress, during eclipse portal.

    Feeling bliss and blessed,

    Eve

  • Spiritual protection on the go.

    Spiritual protection on the go.

    I want to always stay protected, specially while on the go. At home, I always feel protected because I have my family, my twin flame, and all my needs are met, I have my bed, my bath, my essential oils. While I’m on the go, in my car or otherwise, I want to be protected. In fact, I want to be more protected than ever while driving. There is lots of traffic, lots of accidents on these roads. Usually, my twin drives and I sit in the passenger seat singing we’re protected, we’re safe while on those heavy traffic highways.

    I have always carried something with me like my journal, essential oils, crystals, tarot cards. I now want to ensure that I am always carrying these things. I wear my crystals religiously, it’s the easiest way to carry crystals where I go. For my most recent camping trip, I brought an entire backpack full of spiritual tools and the most I do while camping is spiritual work.

    My intention now is to create a protection charm for my car, and a protection bracelet for me. I will also create a protection charm with a second twin charm to leave at home, it will signify returning home safely to mine always.

    Here’s some spiritual tools I found in my bag yesterday, still carrying today. I carry my essential oils Inna diluted spray bottle. The water I put in the bottle is drinking water and the oils are edible so I can spray in my mouth as well. This practice makes me feel like I’m home.

    Heart crystals
    Rumi Oracle cards: Let Love Transform

    And of course, I’m looking for nature while on the go. Nature heals me! If I find a flower in a parking lot, I connect with it.

    With much love and light while enjoying the sunshine,

    Eve

  • Empath, keep your drama from the energy vampires

    Empath, keep your drama from the energy vampires

    I moved in with my twin flame just months after we met. After soul recognition and our intense sexual connection, it made sense to move in together. Then we found the skeletons in the other’s closet (the density in each other’s body) and hit the brakes, we were living together when this happened, then we started to drift apart and fight, I thought it was the end, one day I was at work and he called me, I can’t remember why but he totally was upset about something, I was at work so I just listened and handled it as cool as I could. The lady next to me must have been eavesdropping because immediately after the call, she asked, was he angry at you? Why is he fighting with you? No, he’s not! Was my quick answer.

    This woman didn’t know me and there’s nothing she could help with. This information didn’t belong to her and the only thing she could do is start some gossip over my small drama. She had no place to ask. I have no compassion for gossip! My energy will not be involved in that! She clearly was an energy vampire, looking for drama to consume, I see that as an addiction to drama and density, energies keeping the 3D enslaved in misery and chaos.

    I made a short video to talk about this topic. See link below. Follow me on Rumble for more like this and twin flame/ starseed videos.

    I believe most, if not all the readers of this blog are empaths. We feel deep, especially we have the ability to feel what other people feel and to feel for other people, not everybody is like this. I believe empaths are necessary for our ascending world, I believe that we must teach others sensibility and I believe that we can help in transmuting the heavy energies currently in the world.

    But empath, you cannot help others until you have helped yourself. This is a truth I did not realize in time, I used to think my job in the world was to help and to bless others and I never even thought that that should start with taking really good care of myself, so I fell on my face many times trying to help others and also even trying to help the wrong person and helping others the wrong way, and then I hurt over not being treated well in the past.

    Today I was thinking of the situations in which people request way too much information, more than they need to know and for the wrong reasons we could call this people nosy, drama queens, etc. There’s karma involved in what these people do, disengage from the drama blankets other people weave. There’s no room for gossip in love and light.

    Do follow me on Rumble if you’re there please, I’m working to increase my following. Also, if you have any topics you’d like to see covered here, ask please.

    With much Love,

    Eve

  • Sunflowers, the Eve garden.

    Sunflowers, the Eve garden.

    Sunflowers have become my favorite flower since 2020. What’s interesting is I didn’t have a favorite flower before 2020, even though I loved all flowers. Sunflowers 🌻 grew where I grew up too, and I remember a lovely sunflower garden close to my childhood home. Now, I have my own beautiful sunflowers growing in my daughters’ princess garden. See the video of our new sunflowers through the link below.

    In 2020 a sunflower grew in my garden without being planted, back then, I saw it as a magical sunflower and figured it was a sign from my twin flame, I saved the seeds  and planted them in 2021, these are the flowers that grew from those seeds. The original “mother” sunflower 🌻 opened on 4/4/2020 (444 portal) it was a big deal in my life. This was a profound and very spiritual time for me, and I was learning how to connect with my twin flame’s higher self, but before I opened up and truly connected which happened during the 888 portal 2020. Shortly before the sunflower opened in 2020 the pandemic had started and I started this blog around that time. I remember blogging about my sunflower 🌻 in 2020.

    I’m so grateful for my garden! My tomatoes and corn are doing great for the first time!

    With much love,

    Eve

  • Twin Flame anniversary poetry

    Twin Flame anniversary poetry

    I celebrated the 14th anniversary of my physical union with my twin flame, so I wrote some poems.

    We celebrate as our anniversary the date of our first date. 💖 We celebrate our first date as our anniversary because we’re unmarried but also because that’s the date when soul recognition happened, the date we became inseparable, the date we first touched each other. It only made sense to celebrate this date.

    What’s next for us is to celebrate each other like this every day. Suddenly, we’re on it!

    During my time of loss, and then right afterwards my anniversary, what I have learned is that what I want to get from my twin flame I should give him, he has no choice but to give it right back to me.

    We already know that twin Flames are mirrors and we forget what that means, I have found through experience that this means that if I want something from my twin flame and I give him that something, he gives it right back. If I wanted him to help me, I could help him, or if I wanted him to be happy with me I should be happy with him, whatever I’ll give him, he gives me right back. And I spent the previous 13 years of our life unhappy due to my judgment of my twin flame in the physical and then I would feel judged by him while I was judging him, so then we got in a fight. What happened during my drama was I woke up and as I changed he realized I’d woken up, I had changed, and then he realized that he loved the new changed me, and then he changed. It always works.  The only way that this does not work is if you do the work from a place of judgment because then the mirror shows you judgement.

    Happy ascension work twins,

    Much love, talk soon, I have a new poem!

    Eve

  • Twin flame: why I should be kinder to mine

    Twin flame: why I should be kinder to mine

    Background: my twin and I have been together since we met, today we celebrate the 14th anniversary of our first love encounter, the day we fell in love and became inseparable. However, we have not had an easy journey, there have been obstacles, mainly in my energy system and my mind. I’m waking up to this truth once and for all! And suddenly, our connection has become lovely!

    Watch my video to listen more about this and I will be talking about this in the future!

    Thanks for your time, blessings,

    Eve

  • I manifest what I’m grateful for. Gratitude challenge.

    I manifest what I’m grateful for. Gratitude challenge.

    I found myself in the presence of an older lady yesterday, I was telling her about my recent loss experience, she was encouraging. There was a sign on her wall though which really inspired me and I thought that’s exactly what I was there for. It was about gratitude.

    “What if you wake up tomorrow with only the things you were grateful for today?”

    I was super moved by this quote and was inspired to be even more grateful

    So I decided to continue with my gratitude challenge and this sign must have been the sign for me.

    What I’m grateful for today:

    • My twin flame connection. When I think of him, I think how could I be so asleep to take him for granted? He’s the best soul and the only one for me. Being without him would not work out.
    • My children.
    • My house, my car, my wealth
    • My garden
    • I’m very grateful for you reading this also, thanks for being here.
    • My garden: did you see my blooming sunflower 🌻?
    • Arts and crafts, I finished a crochet blanket for my toddler while I was going through the miscarriage
    • I’m grateful for friends who send me sweet texts and say sweet things, I’m grateful for presents and long talks.
    • I’m grateful for poetry and inspiration coming back.
    • What are you grateful for?
    Manifest through gratitude poem by Eve Lovestar
  • What I’m grateful for today. The time when I fell hard on my face.

    I started writing this post on Sunday, it’s Thursday now… I was unwell then, now I am in the worse predicament of my life. But I will not ever stop seeing the light. The farther I fall, the stronger my come back!

    Today (Sunday) I’m grateful to be alive and mostly well. I’m very grateful for my spiritual and healing tools such as my tarot cards, my crystals, and essential oils. I’m grateful for epsom salts baths, and candles. I’m grateful for prayer and meditation.

    I’m mostly grateful for my children. I’ve spent so much time with them this weekend! Playing with Legos and paper dolls, drawing and coloring paper dolls, gardening, and creating a new garden relax hangout play area.

    Bad news stroke me yesterday, so I had to look at what I do have and be grateful for that. I was pregnant, went to have my first ultrasound and found the baby had no heartbeat. Now I’m expecting a miscarriage. It’s very sad.

    I’m actually grateful that I’m doing as well as I’m doing right now. I have really stay as calm as possible. I have my spiritual team and my tools to thank for how good I’ve done. (Sunday)

    (Thursday) now though, things have escalated. It started with my body being really sad. I could not feel it with my head, only my body felt it. I knew I was sad because my body was showing the symptoms, I was unable to smile or laugh, unable to sing or dance. I was just getting by… I guess I forgot to take care of myself during this crucial time and I just descended as low as I could. Now today’s lowest is not as low as this would have been 5 or gosh, 10 years ago! I’m so much stronger now but I still forget to take care of myself and my needs.

    My connection is safe and strong, I will remain in union. And I will beat all the odds as I always do. Bit I have to dig myself out of a hole I dug. I don’t even know how to talk about this and I don’t know if I will to you, and I don’t want to bother you with my issues.

    I will however continue posting as much as I can bear and in fact, I had really fell in love with blogging prior to my bad news on Saturday and so I shall blog as therapy also.

    Love and light to all reading this, thanks for caring,

    Eve

  • Gratitude challenge, the Eve and princess gardens

    I’m super grateful for the new flowers and new growth in my garden and my daughters’s princess garden.

    I shaped the princess garden into 2 large hearts, it’s beautiful ❤️

    Sunflower 🌻 baby
  • Moldavite, Twin Flame Healing Crystal, watch on Rumble

    Moldavite, Twin Flame Healing Crystal, watch on Rumble

    I refer to Moldavite on this post as a crystal, rock, and stone. Moldavite is actually a glass. 💎💎💎

    Beloved of the universe, since I last posted my gratitude challenge/ journal, amazing things have happened to me that I have certainly been very grateful about. I missed one blog challenge day on Sunday and I think it just means that I should not try to blog on Sunday. I should just give myself that day and blog everyday from Monday through Saturday, that was a very clear message to me, however I did stay in that energy of gratitude and like I said that energy has attracted more wonderful things to be grateful about. It’s just a beautiful cycle of feeling grateful and having new things to be grateful about, I am loving it.

    In one of my gratitude posts I mentioned my twin flame gifted me some moldavite jewelry. I had never heard of moldavite and he found out about it during his shopping spree of tarot cards and crystals for me and I immediately wanted one when I learned that the Moldavite is an ET Stone, since it was created due to a meteorite crash.

    I received my moldavite jewelry on Monday, two rings, and one pendant I immediately wore the rings and love them. I have not worn the pendant yet because I did not have the right chain, because I have not worn jewelry in a very, very long time except for one ring that I wore here and there that I will talk about in the video below. My twin bought me since 5 chains in different lengths, soon I’ll be wearing my pendant too.

    This is the second day that I have been wearing my two rings, I wore them to sleep, the shower everything and I just wanted to tell everybody what great experience I have been having with them in this little bit of time.

    When my beloved twin flame told me about the moldavite, I immediately did a search (not on Google, because I do my best not to Google) online to find out about the spiritual properties of this Crystal. As I read the lists and lists and lists of amazing properties attribute to this Crystal, my twin could not believe it. Either way I was in love with the stone and he then bought me the two rings and the pendant, the story of how he bought them is really cute also and I tell it on this video below.

    The video was not long enough or planned in advance for me to actually tell all the things that I have found since I started wearing it, for example the fact that I manifested over $900 out of the blue in day one of wearing the rings, that was not a coincidence at all. I also felt so connected to the universe and my intuition was so heightened, and I had the most beautiful feeling all day long.

    Apparently moldavite can be too much for some people it can be too strong and some people advised to use the rock with other stones such as rose quartz. But I love the energy and have since called them the twin flame healing crystal. I’ll talk more about this in videos and blog posts.

    So you own moldavite? This crystal is rare and one day will be extinct which means that is getting more and more expensive and if you do want some, it is advised to purchase it as soon as possible, do share your experience if you own moldavite.

    With love and light,

    Eve