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  • Twin Flame, this eclipse season Communication is a theme.

    Twin Flame, this eclipse season Communication is a theme.

    Have you talked to your twin yet? Communication is a theme during this eclipse portal and it will last for about 6 months, so start communicating, if not in the physical, talk to their soul or higher self. The universe is conspiring so twin flames might talk and deeply connect right now.

    My communication experience on eclipse day

    My experience with communication on the full moon eclipse day was extraordinary. I’m not a big talker, I’m a writer, a thinker, and an energy worker. But on this day, I had many unexpected communications with my lover, our families, my children, friends, my toddler spoke, had many  downloads…

    My children talk a lot to my mom, and their grandparents on dad’s side and have been asking a lot more to talk to them, we don’t call our parents every week and should call them more. On the lunar eclipse day, within 1 hour  both their grandpa and my mom video called me by accident, it was a sign of communication with family and loved ones.

    Also I’ve been having very profound downloads, when I feel them coming it’s like an opening within my system and then, they settle within me. It’s like an evolution of my thinking, perhaps, also because we’re in Gemini season, my twin and I have our moon in Gemini. I forgot a lot of the downloads, those might not have been for you, but for me. I have been intending on having new thoughts and that’s exactly what’s been going on for the last week.

    Post eclipse, twin flame communication evolution and understanding

    I wrote the first part of this post on the day of the full moon eclipse, I realized that communication was going to be a theme between twin flame counterparts and I was right! The universe was about to very quickly and effectively show me how true that was!

    The day after the eclipse, my twin and I got into an intense fight. He gave me the news in bed while I was sleepy, this triggered such an anger our of me! I exploded, I was screaming, so uncharacteristic! He then mirrored my anger. Everything we had kept pushed inside of us for 14 years that had not come up before, came out. We were pressure cookers and went off. Then we made up, we talked and agreed, it was so beautiful and divine timing. Talk to your twin to avoid this. What you have to talk about will come up, go over sensitive areas kindly as triggers abound right now. 

    Something twin flames lost a long time ago is returning now

    Maybe it’s time for divine Union or maybe it’s time for your Divine Union to level up. This happens within my union where I think I am finally in Union and then I am shown that there’s a whole another level of Union that we can reach. And my union keeps on ascending like this during this incredible astrological transits. Something you lost a long time ago, For us it was about 13 years ago, it’s returning. This probably means that you’ve ascended and now you’re attracting that thing that maybe you were blocked to in the past.

    What returned for us was so personal! But something that both of us thought about very recently. And so we engaged in that and it was, wow! amazing! And this brought us closer! And we talked about it, again communication is a theme this eclipse season, twin flame, talk to your twin!

    I’ll tell you what came back for us, it was makeup sex! My twin loved it when we first moved in together. This is the time when we started to get to know each other’s shadow and reject each other a little bit, it was rocky times for us, rocky, rocky times. However, it was also our honeymoon period and we could not keep our hands of each other, this is what he said, and of course he is a scorpio.

    My twin used to love makeup sex because even though we were not happy with each other during fights, we still could not keep our hands off each other and that’s hot for Scorpio. What happened is I didn’t love it, I said that wrong (he corrected me when I said this yesterday) I loved the sex but I didn’t like the idea of doing it without being happy with him and I thought maybe that was hindering our actually fixing our issues, maybe we were both right, eventually we were both in that mood to where if we fought we were withholding sex from each other, even he would do that, as a Scorpio, not a good thing.

    I’m very happy for you receiving from the Universe something you lost before, note that you might have forgotten this thing since it was so long ago. If this resonated, let us know if you can share.

    Synchronicities

    I was just reminded he’s my #11 and I’m his #11. Seeing 1111? Me too. Here are the angel numbers I’ve been seeing the most this eclipse season.

    111: you’re starting fresh, this is a new beginning, a reset.

    444: to me, this is my twin flame’s higher self giving me messages, also, receiving a Pleiadian message, our twins and our guides are close by, guiding us! Ask for assistance.

    777: angels are all around us, ask for what you need.

    888: we live in an abundant universe. Manifest.

    999: we’re closing chapters so we can start some new ones.

    Sunflower and seed collection: my last Sunflower plant opened. This one is close to our house and doesn’t get a lot of sun, it’s a smaller plant with smaller flowers but it has many flower buds on it! The top sunflower started opening the day before the eclipse. These sunflowers know when to open! My first one opened during  444 in 2020. My old sunflowers have died and now I’m collecting the seeds for next year’s garden, I should say I’m learning how to collect the right seeds for s very healthy sunflower garden next year.

    Moonlight oracle card deck: my twin bought these for me months ago, but since they were shipped from Russia, I received them the day after the lunar eclipse. They’re moon cards and so lovely, I cried when I held them.

    Moonlight oracle cards by Tatiana Vedenkina

    Butterfly: 🦋 while writing this, I saw the most beautiful butterfly flying on a spot where I have never ever seen one. Butterflies signify change, and metamorphosis.

    How are you feeling this season?

    Many blessings for your journey, and please keep twin flame Union and Ascension in your meditations this season.

    Eve

  • Full Moon Eclipse. Creativity Soaring.

    The full moon eclipse came full of creativity for creatives like me. What about you?

    Poetry written on full moon day, May 26th 2021

    “Your Magnetism” TF poem by Eve Lovestar

    Quotes written on full moon day

    Intuition quote by Eve Lovestar

    On the day of the eclipse, I wanted to dress cute, so I wore a new white blouse and a big bow on my head using my mermaid band. I listened to reiki Rachael multiple times during the day, she did an incredible full moon eclipse activation and meditation and it was so great when I did it right after I saw the full moon eclipse that I did it all day afterwards, I did it as a guided walking meditation and also I played it very low all day so that my subconscious could get plenty of activation.

    Eve Lovestar, before meditating under a tree

    The energy of the eclipse became available before today and will stay for about six months, according to astrology. I felt the creative light this past week and started a painting of a sun. This painting was inspired by a vision I had in 2020, almost a year ago. The vision was a beautiful sun and I decided to paint it but didn’t during almost an entire year. Well, this week out of the blue, I decided to paint! I’m not an experienced painter as I am illustrating with other materials and this is probably I didn’t take action on this creative prompt until the energy said, it’s divine timing, what are you waiting for? Paint! I had remembered all along to paint it but action came this week only. My daughters painted with me also, and they finished a lovely painting.

    Sun painting work in progress, during eclipse portal.

    Feeling bliss and blessed,

    Eve

  • Spiritual protection on the go.

    Spiritual protection on the go.

    I want to always stay protected, specially while on the go. At home, I always feel protected because I have my family, my twin flame, and all my needs are met, I have my bed, my bath, my essential oils. While I’m on the go, in my car or otherwise, I want to be protected. In fact, I want to be more protected than ever while driving. There is lots of traffic, lots of accidents on these roads. Usually, my twin drives and I sit in the passenger seat singing we’re protected, we’re safe while on those heavy traffic highways.

    I have always carried something with me like my journal, essential oils, crystals, tarot cards. I now want to ensure that I am always carrying these things. I wear my crystals religiously, it’s the easiest way to carry crystals where I go. For my most recent camping trip, I brought an entire backpack full of spiritual tools and the most I do while camping is spiritual work.

    My intention now is to create a protection charm for my car, and a protection bracelet for me. I will also create a protection charm with a second twin charm to leave at home, it will signify returning home safely to mine always.

    Here’s some spiritual tools I found in my bag yesterday, still carrying today. I carry my essential oils Inna diluted spray bottle. The water I put in the bottle is drinking water and the oils are edible so I can spray in my mouth as well. This practice makes me feel like I’m home.

    Heart crystals
    Rumi Oracle cards: Let Love Transform

    And of course, I’m looking for nature while on the go. Nature heals me! If I find a flower in a parking lot, I connect with it.

    With much love and light while enjoying the sunshine,

    Eve

  • Empath, keep your drama from the energy vampires

    Empath, keep your drama from the energy vampires

    I moved in with my twin flame just months after we met. After soul recognition and our intense sexual connection, it made sense to move in together. Then we found the skeletons in the other’s closet (the density in each other’s body) and hit the brakes, we were living together when this happened, then we started to drift apart and fight, I thought it was the end, one day I was at work and he called me, I can’t remember why but he totally was upset about something, I was at work so I just listened and handled it as cool as I could. The lady next to me must have been eavesdropping because immediately after the call, she asked, was he angry at you? Why is he fighting with you? No, he’s not! Was my quick answer.

    This woman didn’t know me and there’s nothing she could help with. This information didn’t belong to her and the only thing she could do is start some gossip over my small drama. She had no place to ask. I have no compassion for gossip! My energy will not be involved in that! She clearly was an energy vampire, looking for drama to consume, I see that as an addiction to drama and density, energies keeping the 3D enslaved in misery and chaos.

    I made a short video to talk about this topic. See link below. Follow me on Rumble for more like this and twin flame/ starseed videos.

    I believe most, if not all the readers of this blog are empaths. We feel deep, especially we have the ability to feel what other people feel and to feel for other people, not everybody is like this. I believe empaths are necessary for our ascending world, I believe that we must teach others sensibility and I believe that we can help in transmuting the heavy energies currently in the world.

    But empath, you cannot help others until you have helped yourself. This is a truth I did not realize in time, I used to think my job in the world was to help and to bless others and I never even thought that that should start with taking really good care of myself, so I fell on my face many times trying to help others and also even trying to help the wrong person and helping others the wrong way, and then I hurt over not being treated well in the past.

    Today I was thinking of the situations in which people request way too much information, more than they need to know and for the wrong reasons we could call this people nosy, drama queens, etc. There’s karma involved in what these people do, disengage from the drama blankets other people weave. There’s no room for gossip in love and light.

    Do follow me on Rumble if you’re there please, I’m working to increase my following. Also, if you have any topics you’d like to see covered here, ask please.

    With much Love,

    Eve

  • Sunflowers, the Eve garden.

    Sunflowers, the Eve garden.

    Sunflowers have become my favorite flower since 2020. What’s interesting is I didn’t have a favorite flower before 2020, even though I loved all flowers. Sunflowers 🌻 grew where I grew up too, and I remember a lovely sunflower garden close to my childhood home. Now, I have my own beautiful sunflowers growing in my daughters’ princess garden. See the video of our new sunflowers through the link below.

    In 2020 a sunflower grew in my garden without being planted, back then, I saw it as a magical sunflower and figured it was a sign from my twin flame, I saved the seeds  and planted them in 2021, these are the flowers that grew from those seeds. The original “mother” sunflower 🌻 opened on 4/4/2020 (444 portal) it was a big deal in my life. This was a profound and very spiritual time for me, and I was learning how to connect with my twin flame’s higher self, but before I opened up and truly connected which happened during the 888 portal 2020. Shortly before the sunflower opened in 2020 the pandemic had started and I started this blog around that time. I remember blogging about my sunflower 🌻 in 2020.

    I’m so grateful for my garden! My tomatoes and corn are doing great for the first time!

    With much love,

    Eve

  • Twin Flame anniversary poetry

    Twin Flame anniversary poetry

    I celebrated the 14th anniversary of my physical union with my twin flame, so I wrote some poems.

    We celebrate as our anniversary the date of our first date. 💖 We celebrate our first date as our anniversary because we’re unmarried but also because that’s the date when soul recognition happened, the date we became inseparable, the date we first touched each other. It only made sense to celebrate this date.

    What’s next for us is to celebrate each other like this every day. Suddenly, we’re on it!

    During my time of loss, and then right afterwards my anniversary, what I have learned is that what I want to get from my twin flame I should give him, he has no choice but to give it right back to me.

    We already know that twin Flames are mirrors and we forget what that means, I have found through experience that this means that if I want something from my twin flame and I give him that something, he gives it right back. If I wanted him to help me, I could help him, or if I wanted him to be happy with me I should be happy with him, whatever I’ll give him, he gives me right back. And I spent the previous 13 years of our life unhappy due to my judgment of my twin flame in the physical and then I would feel judged by him while I was judging him, so then we got in a fight. What happened during my drama was I woke up and as I changed he realized I’d woken up, I had changed, and then he realized that he loved the new changed me, and then he changed. It always works.  The only way that this does not work is if you do the work from a place of judgment because then the mirror shows you judgement.

    Happy ascension work twins,

    Much love, talk soon, I have a new poem!

    Eve

  • Twin flame: why I should be kinder to mine

    Twin flame: why I should be kinder to mine

    Background: my twin and I have been together since we met, today we celebrate the 14th anniversary of our first love encounter, the day we fell in love and became inseparable. However, we have not had an easy journey, there have been obstacles, mainly in my energy system and my mind. I’m waking up to this truth once and for all! And suddenly, our connection has become lovely!

    Watch my video to listen more about this and I will be talking about this in the future!

    Thanks for your time, blessings,

    Eve

  • I manifest what I’m grateful for. Gratitude challenge.

    I manifest what I’m grateful for. Gratitude challenge.

    I found myself in the presence of an older lady yesterday, I was telling her about my recent loss experience, she was encouraging. There was a sign on her wall though which really inspired me and I thought that’s exactly what I was there for. It was about gratitude.

    “What if you wake up tomorrow with only the things you were grateful for today?”

    I was super moved by this quote and was inspired to be even more grateful

    So I decided to continue with my gratitude challenge and this sign must have been the sign for me.

    What I’m grateful for today:

    • My twin flame connection. When I think of him, I think how could I be so asleep to take him for granted? He’s the best soul and the only one for me. Being without him would not work out.
    • My children.
    • My house, my car, my wealth
    • My garden
    • I’m very grateful for you reading this also, thanks for being here.
    • My garden: did you see my blooming sunflower 🌻?
    • Arts and crafts, I finished a crochet blanket for my toddler while I was going through the miscarriage
    • I’m grateful for friends who send me sweet texts and say sweet things, I’m grateful for presents and long talks.
    • I’m grateful for poetry and inspiration coming back.
    • What are you grateful for?
    Manifest through gratitude poem by Eve Lovestar

  • What I’m grateful for today. The time when I fell hard on my face.

    I started writing this post on Sunday, it’s Thursday now… I was unwell then, now I am in the worse predicament of my life. But I will not ever stop seeing the light. The farther I fall, the stronger my come back!

    Today (Sunday) I’m grateful to be alive and mostly well. I’m very grateful for my spiritual and healing tools such as my tarot cards, my crystals, and essential oils. I’m grateful for epsom salts baths, and candles. I’m grateful for prayer and meditation.

    I’m mostly grateful for my children. I’ve spent so much time with them this weekend! Playing with Legos and paper dolls, drawing and coloring paper dolls, gardening, and creating a new garden relax hangout play area.

    Bad news stroke me yesterday, so I had to look at what I do have and be grateful for that. I was pregnant, went to have my first ultrasound and found the baby had no heartbeat. Now I’m expecting a miscarriage. It’s very sad.

    I’m actually grateful that I’m doing as well as I’m doing right now. I have really stay as calm as possible. I have my spiritual team and my tools to thank for how good I’ve done. (Sunday)

    (Thursday) now though, things have escalated. It started with my body being really sad. I could not feel it with my head, only my body felt it. I knew I was sad because my body was showing the symptoms, I was unable to smile or laugh, unable to sing or dance. I was just getting by… I guess I forgot to take care of myself during this crucial time and I just descended as low as I could. Now today’s lowest is not as low as this would have been 5 or gosh, 10 years ago! I’m so much stronger now but I still forget to take care of myself and my needs.

    My connection is safe and strong, I will remain in union. And I will beat all the odds as I always do. Bit I have to dig myself out of a hole I dug. I don’t even know how to talk about this and I don’t know if I will to you, and I don’t want to bother you with my issues.

    I will however continue posting as much as I can bear and in fact, I had really fell in love with blogging prior to my bad news on Saturday and so I shall blog as therapy also.

    Love and light to all reading this, thanks for caring,

    Eve

  • Gratitude challenge, the Eve and princess gardens

    I’m super grateful for the new flowers and new growth in my garden and my daughters’s princess garden.

    I shaped the princess garden into 2 large hearts, it’s beautiful ❤️

    Sunflower 🌻 baby