Hello Lovestars,
I just started a podcast for me to talk to you. I’m this podcast I introduced you to who I am and what I’ll talk about.
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Twin Flame Sex Ascension. Twin Flame Lovestars podcast
https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Twin-Flame-Sex–Ascension-in-Lovemaking-e1bmt20
On this episode I talked about making love with my twin flame, this topic is popular as twin flame sex. I think I giggled a lot. I also read my most recent sex poems and you can download them below, I just ask that they’re not changed but go ahead and dedicate them, share them on social media, even on your blog. Thanks for visiting and enjoy the spicy chat!
Twin Flame sex poetry Eve
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Twin Flame Lovestars podcast: intro to who I am and my twin flame story.
Dear twins,
Listen to my new twin flame Lovestars podcast through the link below 👇. This is episode 1, an intro to the podcast and my twin flame story in about 10 minutes.
On the next 2 episodes, I narrate the beginning of my personal story at length and without holding details. On episode 2, I talk about my childhood years and childhood trauma, this part of my story will be relevant when I talk about the dark night of the soul that my twin flame would trigger in me which lasted 10 years and ended in our beautiful current union.
On episode 3, I continue talking about childhood trauma (trigger alert, I talk about rape and the sexual of children in Cuba) and I start talking about my teenage years, the culmination of this chapter of my life was me and my twin meeting and divine timing working perfectly for us to meet. The universe set us up certainly, we always felt this, even before we thought of each other as our twin flame. 🔥🔥
On my next episode, 4, I’ll talk about the best part so far: meeting my twin in the physical, recognition, divine timing, love at first sight, dating, twin flame sex, and end this episode with moving in together. So if this interests you, don’t forget to check back in.
On episode 5, the story will turn dark-ish with my dark night of the soul but twill have a happy ending being a spiritual awakening and the realization that this man, my partner of 10 years and father of my children was my twin flame 🔥💗🔥 and healing will happen.
On the episodes next to this I’ll talk about the twin flame magic ✨✨✨ and I can’t wait! So far I’m loving my podcast so listen if my story interests you and I’ll let you know as soon as the podcasts get magical.
I’ll continue to share my episodes here, so you will not miss any of you visit me often.
I share each episode first on Telegram, check out the community over there.
Twin Flame Lovestars
Twin Flame inspiration and insights.
https://t.me/twinflamelovestarWith Love and light 💗
Eve
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Twin Flame Lovestars podcast. Childhood trauma and teenage years.
Friend,
I started the podcast telling my story with my twin flame. On this episode I talked about my teenage years in Cuba and the heavy energies that I was swimming in. On my previous episode, I talked about childhood trauma.
Welcome to the Lovestars podcast. For as white I’ve been intending in podcasting again and I’m loving it.
On the next episode, I talked about meeting my twin,on the next dark night of the soul, and next my spiritual awakening and union. I am today going to publish my first poetry collection, the Love poems, all dedicated to my twin flame.
I hope you will listen and enjoy my podcast, for questions or suggestions, please comment.
Much Love,
Eve
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New podcast, my twin flame story, childhood trauma in Cuba. New video.
Watch my latest video where, first of all, I show you my pregnant belly, link below 👇. I just realized I need some pregnancy pictures!
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I made this video to introduce my new podcast, Twin Flame Lovestars. I decided to start the podcast by narrating my twin flame story. I started my story at the beginning, with my childhood experiences in my home country, communist socialist Cuba. Trigger alert, this part of my story is dark. I felt it was important to start with the background info of my childhood trauma, at least what I’m aware of. I have forgotten a lot about my childhood by the way. There’s lots to say, the podcast is almost 1 hour long and I didn’t hold any details back, so if this part of my story interests you, head over to my new podcast through the link below 👇. I will be sharing future episode links on this blog of course, so if you love podcasts as I do, don’t miss any episodes by following me here or search podcast on this blog.
I share my episodes first on Telegram, it’s so easy to share there so if you’re on Telegram, follow me here
Twin Flame Lovestars
Twin Flame inspiration and insights.
https://t.me/twinflamelovestarAs always, thanks for visiting
With much Love and light 💗
Eve 💗✨
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Lucid dreams. How I went back and fixed my weird dream.
I had an amazing dream! For the first time ever, I was able to go back into a dream to complete it or fix what was going on. I was lucid too even though I didn’t completely manipulate the dream although I sort of did. First of all, I’m pregnant and in my experience (5th baby) the best dreams come about during pregnancy. I also do a lucid dream self hypnosis most nights, it’s the one I engage in the most, see link below. I usually don’t have the desired effect or don’t remember my dreams although I’ve had some really amazing dreams after listening. I know when you keep at something truly believing in it, you succeed! I had listened to this tape when I had this amazing set of two dreams. I’ll explain the actually quite weird dreams below.
The background of my unconscious fear
My best lucid dreams have included my beloved twin flame 🔥🔥 and as I became lucid, I really got romantic in those dreams. They were the best ever! But I also deal with the unconscious darkness of my traumatic past, obviously. And for me, this unconsciousness deals with jealousy which is totally unfounded in my union because I was blessed with Scorpio who is much more committed than I am to a forever relationship, I Pisces. Even before our Union flourished, he never ever gave me the slightest reason to be jealous so this is not about him, it’s totally about me. So what’s going on? Simple my dad’s a cheater and he had many affairs, as a kid the biggest experience I remember from my parents’ marriage was my mom crying or looking through my dad’s pockets, my dad lying, and this was very traumatizing for me as a young sensitive Pisces child. This is why as a kid I made the decision to never fall in love and to never marry, because I saw marriage as a way for women to suffer. Then I grew up and met Scorpio, in an entirely new country. Scorpio taught me how to love, how to feel, how to be romantic, how to get in touch with my own emotions, and provoked a big dark night of the soul for me when he let me know the world was not the way that I thought. In other words Scorpio’s touch healed me. But of course the ancestral trauma is there behind my new found Love, there to be transmuted not to punish me. It comes through in dreams most often, because I have nothing to be jealous about. So especially in the past I often dreamed that Scorpio is with another woman or that he’s cheating on me then I feel sad when I wake up but it’s just a dream stemming from the unconscious fear and ancestral energies. Ancestral not just because of my parents, my grandmother was abandoned by her husband with three young children, maybe toddlers, he left her and then married another woman, my grandfather had already abandoned his first wife with two children. On top of that in my homeland Cuba, men are pigs, there’s no other way to put it for me. I grew up thinking men always have a side woman and one at home. I was totally confused and messed up!
As I said, this unconsciousness manifested through dreams. Well, it happened last weekend. As another piece of background info, during this pregnancy, I’ve not been feeling sexy at all, which is so unlike me and Scorpio has been left a bit cold. Well last week in my weird dream, Scorpio was with another woman. I was there oddly enough with my four children. But the weird part is he didn’t know these were his children. It’s like he had forgotten me! I woke up, felt him on our bed and phew 😅 it was just a dream! I cuddled right next to him and watched him with puppy eyes! 💕
I went back into the dream and fixed it
After realizing it was a dream, I went back to sleep and then the magic happened. I went back into the dream! How many times do we have a great dream and upon waking wish we could go back to it? Well even without intending to, I went back into the dream and suddenly I was in his house (which was actually a mansion) and this other woman wasn’t there. I then talked to him, let him know my children were his children and I asked him if he didn’t remember (you absolutely need to know this) giving me up to 5 orgasms on my bed (during one lovemaking session, I’m this blessed). He was surprised. At some point I told myself in the dream, well this is a dream (lucid) and went about to show him things that might remind him of me. Then things got very weird when the mystery woman showed up and he attempted to get rid of her and she didn’t want to leave. Again it was a set of two weird dreams but I was so amazed once I woke up the second time for this had never happened to me! And the end result was lovely.
My best previous lucid dreams were also during previous pregnancies. It’s one of the best parts of being pregnant. Scorpio’s fears also come through during his dreams. I’ve had other fears come through in dreams but the fear of being cheated on is the biggest I hold I guess. Wow it’s possible it’s worse than my fear or tyranny or communism because I never really dream about those!
Do you have any tips for lucid dreaming and would you share your experiences?
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Twin Flame Lovestars
Twin Flame inspiration and insights.
https://t.me/twinflamelovestarThanks for reading 💘
Eve
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Seeing 444. My special meaning.
I’m seeing 444 today. This is my favorite angel number, could it be for the awesome witchy time coming during Halloween or Samhain, the old tradition still celebrated by some spiritual people?
Could it be to prepare for 111 (Nov 1st) when the veil is so thin you could make contact! See details about Samhain below.And of course, as The Pleiades comes out at night for us in the Northern hemisphere through Nov, the Pleiades month… Do you know how far away the Pleiades is from Earth? I love this distance,
The Pleiades is approximately 444.2 light-years away from us! Some websites have differing distances and some offer a range.I’m also getting ready to celebrate by twin flame’s birthday in November and yes November is associate with The Pleiades all the way! Obviously I believe 444 to be closely related to the Pleiades and plan to celebrate it’s month big this year! I’m excited.
Below I share a video I made about my special meaning for the number 444. You might or might not resonate, this meaning was very personal but just in case, I’m sure there’s another soul who’s seeing 444 who is getting a Pleiadian download. I foresee poetry month coming! Happy Scorpio season.
Are you seeing 1111? 444?
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New Rumble videos and words.
I have not been creating spiritual videos like I intended, friends. This is sad for me but I can’t be a hypocrite and for a little while, I have been on such a shock with the state of the world and specially the government overreach in USA, my adopted country. I have admitted before that coming from the trash of communist socialism in Cuba, I placed the USA on a pedestal, my twin flame, a spectacular Scorpio who must be informed and has to get to the bottom of everything informed me about the also trashy USA government, this started my awakening and a dark night of the soul that would last 10 years and I would only come out of it through Love and my newly found spirituality. I told my beloved things that were happening in other countries would not come to the USA, I was certain and very good during the beginning of the pandemic until recently when the tyranny of other countries showed it’s face on the demented Biden.
Of course I am facing the situation the same way I faced communist persecution which in my personal case was in school, with rebelliousness. I don’t respond well to orders and my DNA is only to be triggered, awakened, inspired, and expanded by the light of source. So the nutcases nowadays, sorcerers of evil, don’t get to penetrate my body which would totally be rape and I don’t consent. Obviously, I believe in free will and don’t intend to tell you what to do. It’s your life and you do what you understand. Clearly, I expect my free will to be respected right back and will not tolerate anyone telling me what to do. So you might leave this blog and never come back if you dare think you can tell me what I should do. No exceptions!
That out of the way, I’ve been cleaning my phone and decided to show you some videos (not new). Here are vlogs of my personal life.
The last videos I made are linked on my last post and talk about my not wanting to be vaccinated and my vaccine experience being owned by communism. Below I show you more personal videos about the things I love to do most and with my beloved children. My twin flame does not love being filmed and would not like to be featured I’m sure.
Camping
Arizona
Garden
Other activities I enjoy are arts and crafts and lately I’ve been sewing a lot, I made a skirt for my daughter and finished a dress for myself. I also started crocheting again and I made a few no sew blankets and scarves. And very recently, I decided to love cooking, changed my diet and now I spend lots of time in my kitchen making delicious vegan, low lectin meals. The most I’ve been doing lately is organizing my home, something I was never good at being an artist, cooking is something I didn’t love also because I didn’t want to eat my craft 😂 but everyone gets a second chance and I’m a Pisces, I need change in my life. If I’m not changing, I’m thinking about what to change next. So it’s safe to say I’m growing right now, getting back into my crafts, learning to love to cook, and thinking about a bigger garden that feeds us, as well as learning to eventually move into the country and start over again.
Thanks for visiting my corner of the internet, may you be blessed 🙏
Sending you Love and light,
Eve
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God called. Divine Timing is Now. For Twin Flames 🔥🔥
God called. Twin Flame divine timing poem I have been visualizing how my twin with his energy woke up my heart from a deep sleep 😴 or a coma.
My heart was unable to feel. So was my skin. Also my emotions were shut. I was a cold, cold girl and young woman. I assume this started as some sort of protection mechanism and honestly, it saved me from marrying the wrong guy or something like that. No, I never wanted to nor did I believe in marriage. However, my hormones did wake up in time. And guys, there were plenty. I lived in communist Cuba, in darkness.
Then, at the perfect time in my life, I moved to the US with my family. After almost 2 years of getting used to my new life, learning English, getting my first jobs… And at the perfect time in my life, out of nowhere and totally by chance (or fate) my beloved and I met. It was the perfect time for both and a recognition would have been impossible previous to this. He was older than I and he was looking for Love and family, he was looking for me and I was looking for nothing, so I did not have any love blocks at that moment.
We never left each other’s side and have healed side by side. Reaching an undeniable union and growing our family. In this stage, it’s easy to see the illusions of the past. It’s easy to understand and it’s easy to forgive. In union you realize all that has happened, has gotten you to this perfect union. All the drama and issues were to trigger healing to wounds so deep, that you had no idea you had to heal because they’re not even our own wounds. Wounds that unhealed, would promote separation instead of union.
Union is filled with knowings, signs, synchronicities, putting 2 and 2 together, a greater understanding of everything. Union exposes the mysterious side of a spiritual Love connection.
My heart was cold, broken, and unable to Love but when I was placed in front of my twin my skin awakened. When he kissed me, his kiss was the sweetest honey and with every touch, he would shock my skin with his energy, which felt magnificent at the time was healing me too. Like a mini lightning ⚡ his touch woke my every cell up to Love. My heart needed lots of power to become vibrant once more. But his touch was loving and patient. With every touch, his energy traveled through me and all the way to my heart. I see this as a doctor trying to resucitate a dying heart, with electricity, and being successful. And this is the story of how my heart was revived through the sweet continued touch of my beloved. He wasn’t consciously doing this with the purpose of saving my life but this is what what happening.
Today, when I write these utterly romantic but also, in case you have not seen them, these very sensual poems for my beloved and people as ask if I really feel like this, non twin flames, we could say. But how else could I talk about Love. If I write Love with a capital L is not by mistake. Love, for me is the closest I feel to God and so far, the most healing I’ve experienced on Earth.
Blessed be Love and blessed all lovers. 💗 I know your heart still hurts but it hurts over the past or what it hurts over, soon will come to pass. Open your heart to Love. Let Love revitalize and totally renew your heart and become a new you from the inside out.
Eve
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Twin Flame, this eclipse season Communication is a theme.
Have you talked to your twin yet? Communication is a theme during this eclipse portal and it will last for about 6 months, so start communicating, if not in the physical, talk to their soul or higher self. The universe is conspiring so twin flames might talk and deeply connect right now.
My communication experience on eclipse day
My experience with communication on the full moon eclipse day was extraordinary. I’m not a big talker, I’m a writer, a thinker, and an energy worker. But on this day, I had many unexpected communications with my lover, our families, my children, friends, my toddler spoke, had many downloads…
My children talk a lot to my mom, and their grandparents on dad’s side and have been asking a lot more to talk to them, we don’t call our parents every week and should call them more. On the lunar eclipse day, within 1 hour both their grandpa and my mom video called me by accident, it was a sign of communication with family and loved ones.
Also I’ve been having very profound downloads, when I feel them coming it’s like an opening within my system and then, they settle within me. It’s like an evolution of my thinking, perhaps, also because we’re in Gemini season, my twin and I have our moon in Gemini. I forgot a lot of the downloads, those might not have been for you, but for me. I have been intending on having new thoughts and that’s exactly what’s been going on for the last week.
Post eclipse, twin flame communication evolution and understanding
I wrote the first part of this post on the day of the full moon eclipse, I realized that communication was going to be a theme between twin flame counterparts and I was right! The universe was about to very quickly and effectively show me how true that was!
The day after the eclipse, my twin and I got into an intense fight. He gave me the news in bed while I was sleepy, this triggered such an anger our of me! I exploded, I was screaming, so uncharacteristic! He then mirrored my anger. Everything we had kept pushed inside of us for 14 years that had not come up before, came out. We were pressure cookers and went off. Then we made up, we talked and agreed, it was so beautiful and divine timing. Talk to your twin to avoid this. What you have to talk about will come up, go over sensitive areas kindly as triggers abound right now.
Something twin flames lost a long time ago is returning now
Maybe it’s time for divine Union or maybe it’s time for your Divine Union to level up. This happens within my union where I think I am finally in Union and then I am shown that there’s a whole another level of Union that we can reach. And my union keeps on ascending like this during this incredible astrological transits. Something you lost a long time ago, For us it was about 13 years ago, it’s returning. This probably means that you’ve ascended and now you’re attracting that thing that maybe you were blocked to in the past.
What returned for us was so personal! But something that both of us thought about very recently. And so we engaged in that and it was, wow! amazing! And this brought us closer! And we talked about it, again communication is a theme this eclipse season, twin flame, talk to your twin!
I’ll tell you what came back for us, it was makeup sex! My twin loved it when we first moved in together. This is the time when we started to get to know each other’s shadow and reject each other a little bit, it was rocky times for us, rocky, rocky times. However, it was also our honeymoon period and we could not keep our hands of each other, this is what he said, and of course he is a scorpio.
My twin used to love makeup sex because even though we were not happy with each other during fights, we still could not keep our hands off each other and that’s hot for Scorpio. What happened is I didn’t love it, I said that wrong (he corrected me when I said this yesterday) I loved the sex but I didn’t like the idea of doing it without being happy with him and I thought maybe that was hindering our actually fixing our issues, maybe we were both right, eventually we were both in that mood to where if we fought we were withholding sex from each other, even he would do that, as a Scorpio, not a good thing.
I’m very happy for you receiving from the Universe something you lost before, note that you might have forgotten this thing since it was so long ago. If this resonated, let us know if you can share.
Synchronicities
I was just reminded he’s my #11 and I’m his #11. Seeing 1111? Me too. Here are the angel numbers I’ve been seeing the most this eclipse season.
111: you’re starting fresh, this is a new beginning, a reset.
444: to me, this is my twin flame’s higher self giving me messages, also, receiving a Pleiadian message, our twins and our guides are close by, guiding us! Ask for assistance.
777: angels are all around us, ask for what you need.
888: we live in an abundant universe. Manifest.
999: we’re closing chapters so we can start some new ones.
Sunflower and seed collection: my last Sunflower plant opened. This one is close to our house and doesn’t get a lot of sun, it’s a smaller plant with smaller flowers but it has many flower buds on it! The top sunflower started opening the day before the eclipse. These sunflowers know when to open! My first one opened during 444 in 2020. My old sunflowers have died and now I’m collecting the seeds for next year’s garden, I should say I’m learning how to collect the right seeds for s very healthy sunflower garden next year.
Moonlight oracle card deck: my twin bought these for me months ago, but since they were shipped from Russia, I received them the day after the lunar eclipse. They’re moon cards and so lovely, I cried when I held them.
Moonlight oracle cards by Tatiana Vedenkina Butterfly: 🦋 while writing this, I saw the most beautiful butterfly flying on a spot where I have never ever seen one. Butterflies signify change, and metamorphosis.
How are you feeling this season?
Many blessings for your journey, and please keep twin flame Union and Ascension in your meditations this season.
Eve
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