There was a moment when I realized that if I waited to feel “ready,” Lovestar Temple would never exist. I would keep writing love poems in the cracks of my day, mothering five children, scrolling past other people’s dreams, and telling myself I needed more time, more money, more structure, more permission. But under all of that, there was a softer, truer confession: I was afraid of being seen as what I really am, a priestess of the feminine body-temple, a woman who turned her own desire for ritual into a living sanctuary.
I grew up in the church, where ritual had a time, a place, and a building. I miss that sometimes: the predictable rhythm, the way you always knew when the candles would be lit and the songs would rise. That cadence shaped my nervous system. It taught me that ritual is not just “woo”; it is structure, medicine, calendar, container. But as a working mother of five, those old forms of ritual no longer fit my life. I do not have two hours to prepare elaborate altars every week. I have ten minutes in my bathroom. I have the walk from the kitchen to the laundry. I have the curve of my own hip and the softness of my own voice. Somewhere along the line, I realized: what if my body is the sanctuary now?
Lovestar Temple was born from that question. It is my mission-led, ongoing experiment in turning a human woman’s life into a temple of love. The “Temple” is not a distant marble building; it is the way I treat my body when I am tired, the way I speak to my reflection, the way I write to you about love, goddess, and desire. It is the poetry I share on Facebook and Threads, the free ebooks I give away, the romantasy tales and goddess activations that invite you back into your own softness and power. Lovestar Temple is my promise to keep choosing this path publicly, even when my voice shakes.
Starting this business terrifies me because it is not a mask; it is my real heart. There is no safe distance between “brand” and “being.” So I made a quiet oath for 2026: to stop using fear as proof I should wait, and start using fear as proof that I am entering holy ground. Every time the fear voice says, “Who do you think you are?” I answer, “I am the woman who was lonely for ritual and built herself a temple.” And I offer that temple to you, not as something you must believe in, but as a mirror. Your body is a temple, too. Your longing is an altar. Your daily life can become a ritual of love. Lovestar Temple is simply one way I am learning to live that truth out loud, so you never have to walk back to your own temple alone.
I cycle back to beloved activities, so I land now again at the feet of journaling and please forgive me for staying away for so long.
I used my voice recorder to record a huge recording and using the awesome tech of speech to text, I present to you, my new journal page for more conformation of my crazy, I created this as a huge spoken word poem type of creation.
Journal Entry ~ To Be Human is to Judge
Today I sat with myself and all the noise in my head. I keep circling the same question:
To be human is to judge. How do I know? How do I know what’s underneath what I feel? How do I know when I’m facing the real problem… or when I’m completely wrong? When am I mistaken, when is my mind a wreck, when did I misunderstand something crucial? And how do I know if what I feel is truly mine or something borrowed from others, leaking into me?
I don’t know what it was, but I felt something and let it win.
I exist in this mess of thoughts, in this strange chaos where nothing feels solid. At my best, I’m still a mess. I wonder: do I need a doctor, do I need rest, do I need a psychiatrist or simply a bed? How will I know for real when what’s coming is death when every other day feels like dying already?
For now, this is how I live. I’m learning and growing, trying to crawl out of it somehow. I don’t choose to create from a sad state, but what else can I do except what I know? I learn as I go. I grow.
The future feels like a puzzle I can’t solve. When it comes, it’s just another “now.” The present turns into the past, the future arrives as the present, and the tongue-twister never ends. So I judge the past with today’s awareness, knowing that in the future I’ll judge today just as harshly. Will I call my present mistakes failures later? Most likely.
And it’s not just my fate: it’s humanity’s mess. Some of us make it, some of us never had the chance. Maybe judgment itself is the source of unease. Maybe acceptance of my human mess is the only way to relax.
I try. I really do. But sometimes I break under the weight of my own expectations. Sometimes I lose my calm, collapse under pressure, and throw everything away. It makes me wonder if failure itself is proof that I’m human.
Words are all I have to bear it. Confusion, too, is a strange comfort, it’s a place I can stand when I don’t know how to feel or what to say. Maybe I’ll always feel like I’m not enough, unworthy, unwell. But speaking helps. Writing helps.
I don’t write this for anyone else, not for validation, not to be understood. Still, I know that sometimes my words carry the weight of feelings others have too. If you’ve ever felt alone in confusion, you’re not alone. If you’ve ever struggled with judgment, both of yourself and others, you’re not alone.
Because to be human is to err. And to be human is to judge.
The poem is extremely long, read the entire thing for free here:
The Lion’s Gate is the yearly reminder of spiritual work for me. As spiritual as I am, in my busy daily life, I completely neglect my spiritual work because I am so caught up in my arts and the books I am writing.
Then the Lion’s Gate portal opens and no matter how busy I am, things start to happen that are so mysterious that they are unexplainable, strange synchronicities, much needed healing, the deepening of union right on time, and finally, the spirit talk.
It was during the Lion’s Gate that I returned to spirit, that I first connected to spirit, and more. To me it signifies Union, but that is unique to me and my beloved.
This time around I am talking to Aphrodite. She married my soul to my lover’s previously. I got into a fight with my man, and I was surprisingly mad at him (we have made up since big time, but Aphrodite talked to me and said:
Aphrodite said, nice try. Good girl! Enjoyed your game? You cannot leave him, what fun, but reminder, I married your souls that night and you are bound for life. The end.
And I gave up my anger.
Writing a Temple of Aphrodite Story
During the season, I have been writing a secret book, a different one than my Siren Chants super long-term book project, my romantasy book.
If you notice the trend is I am writing Aphrodite in everything I can. She wants to be on social media going viral and I got the cell phone.
But the truth is that even though I also write historical fiction, romance, and romantasy, Aphrodite, my muse is real.
I have been writing an adorable siren romance story since March but at once I stopped thinking about fantasy and turned my romance to antiquity and at once I created a story where Aphrodite interacts with her priests and priestesses.
Temple of Aphrodite
I have an amazing Temple of Aphrodite poem.
It is natural that I would write about this sacred space and not surprisingly during the Lion’s Gate, I am creating magical chants for Aphrodite.
I will soon share more about this project; however, it will be in a book, it is not meant to be discussed everywhere/ This is a sensitive topic also.
I have shown you some of the sexy text messages I have sent my lover, Scorpio. Today, I’ll do more of it.
I do this because it’s free content and for inspiration. Let me know if it helped. Feel free to copy me as long as you share these feelings for your person.
I believe the world would be a better place if we were all a little more romantic, and I’m just doing my part. This is part of my life mission. My intention is that visitors to this bold blog will become more romantic. You’re welcome.
I have started doing my part by becoming more romantic, I’m on the way to becoming even more romantic. There’s always a next level.
I have helped my lover be more romantic after he was left cold from several heartbreaks. And I’ll continue to romantically attract that man out of his mind.
I have inspired my children to aspire to romance.
I have poured my soul on the web to share my vision of a romantic world.
And now I share with you some of my most vulnerable text messages to my beloved, who I call Scorpio.
I meant something I couldn’t do before…
That’s it for now.
However, because I text this love of mine with this intensity all the time, I’ll collect more of these for future posts.
I became sad today. Just out of nowhere came a heaviness, and then my vibe sank.
Sometimes, I don't feel well Whether I show it or not. Some feelings I can't explain Some energies I don't translate. When I get in my own way I simply go away and cry My eyes put, all alone.
Was it really out of nowhere? I was listening to a fabulous Mel Robbins podcast about attachment styles that explained how they relate to our childhood traumas and the core wounds of every style. The podcast was so good that I took notes, and I might have figured out my own attachment style. It should have been a moment of joy at discovering such a huge part of me. Additionally, Mel’s guest explained that we can actually change our attachment style, which is very empowering, and that was the first time I heard that.
However, rather than feeling empowered, out of me came a heaviness.
Is it because my birthday is coming and I feel strangely alone?
Am I being crushed under my own high expectations of me?
Is my cup empty?
All I know is I felt so sad today that I was unable to cook dinner.
Is it because I’m being reminded of my dad wound that was opened wide last year at around this same time. A wound that destroyed my birthday last year and lasted so long that I was unable to enjoy my child’s birthday also?
And then my lover shows up and asks:
Is it because I’m pregnant? I will be taking a pregnancy test.
Or is it because I need to do more healing? Always
Either way, between Olaf and my beloved Scorpio, I was in a good place again.
And then I'm well again: After journaling, And the creation of poetry I am well again. With word play I found the power To keep going again. My beloved shared his energy With me and we made love. I wore crystals, I wore yellow, And this powered me to go Well beyond where I was stuck In my mind. I then spent lots of time In the sun And I talked to the people I Love. I am happy again. All is well.
Dear friend,
I do my best to be a positive influence on the internet to somewhat balance the negative influences.
However, acting as though I’m always happy would be dishonest, and I don’t want to lie to you.
I don’t have this figured out, and that is why I journal. Why am I so bold to journal publicly, often exposing secrets? It saves me time because I don’t have to write something else to post here and also because some of my best wisdom comes this way. There’s a power in journaling that might be more powerful than poetry.
On that topic, and away from my feelings, journaling precedes poetry! If you aspire to be a poet or want to make your poetry better, start journaling! This is the wisdom I was referring to and why journaling is so powerful. It pulls information out of us. It translates our baggage into text, and it’s so healing.
Poems are like spells
If you asked me how to be happy, I’d tell you to journal and read good poetry! But I’m not a happiness expert!
I’m a Love expert, though. I made myself laugh. My Muses are funny, too! This reminded me of the movie Frozen when Christoff tells Ana and Olaf his family members, who are trolls, are love experts, and Olaf hilariously says he is a love expert! That is my favorite part of that movie. My favorite part in the second movie is when Olaf, the wisest character in the movir, explains to Elsa that water has memory, and with that knowledge, her powers increased, an epic moment in the movie. We’re in the Elsa topic because Olaf makes me smile. When I drew Elsa about 6 years ago, I racked my brains, trying to figure out the main lesson in the movie. It wasn’t, I found, any of the catchy lines from the songs. The line I wrote in my picture was Love Thaws. That is the main lesson from the first movie.
I have much more to learn about love, too! I guess I’m not an expert at all
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Hello, I am Pisces and I had not realized my birthday was coming so soon. And I only now realized that it’s Pisces season.
Is it a wonder then that I’ve been so creative lately? NO! Creativity is in the air!
Pisces season 2024:
The Pisces season started Feb. 18 and it will end Mar. 19
In March, I will celebrate my birthday and the birthday of my youngest daughter, she will be 2 years old. I turn 37! I’m already telling people I’m 37.
What is the Pisces energy like?
Pisces energy is often described as intuitive, compassionate, and imaginative. People with strong Piscean traits tend to be sensitive, empathetic, and creative. They are often dreamers, deeply in tune with their emotions and the emotions of others. Pisces individuals are also known for their adaptability and willingness to go with the flow, but they can sometimes struggle with boundaries and may need to guard against escapism or being overly idealistic.
How I plan to celebrate my birthday in 2024
That’s easy! I will be celebrating myself with you, my friend.
I’m going all out and doing new things, of course. I already started working on a magnificent long-form poem. My longest yet. It is a beautiful piece and so far, I am working on the 13th stanza! I wonder if I should write 37 stanzas to celebrate my birthday… 🤔
In past years, I had a poetry podcast called Love and Light poetry and for my birthday I had a series of poetry about me. I’m thinking of sharing and writing poems about me until my birthday.
I blew it on Valentine’s! Let’s talk of a few things.
I created a personalized Valentine’s card for a friend
Time capsule
I loved creating a personalized Valentine’s card! It was a very fun and rewarding experience. I loved creating generic E-cards to share with you, but those poems speak of how I feel. They might not reflect how you feel.
This experience was fun because as soon as my friend answered a few questions, I knew what the poem should be about as if he wrote it. I channeled him!
25 year old marriage. What keeps him in love?
This friend of mine is quite the character! He’s smart, funny, and creative, too. He is a Capricorn. So I asked what he likes about his wife so I could write a poem for her that felt very personal. I believe she’s an Aquarius.
He said: he jokes to her that he married her for the physical aspects he loves about her, but in truth, what he loves is her personality. Her infectious crazy laugh, the way she daydreams about their future, how awesome a mom she is, how much she takes care of her family. She is a sweet feminine woman, and her cooking is restaurant style.
What I learned from this interaction is that strong men love soft women who are kind. It’s not her looks that matter most contrary to what we have been led to believe. My entire life, I thought I was not beautiful enough to attract men, and later in life, I attracted the hottest alpha male I have ever met. I felt so uncomfortable because I thought he was way out of my league. Of course, I call this man Scorpio today, and he loves me deeper than he knows how to express. I guess this is a topic for another time, but reminder to the ladies:
Life lesson I have learned. Download this Eve quote from my poetry collection. Link below
Scorpio loves me without a doubt (he might or might not like me 😆). Yet, he has never celebrated Valentine’s with me. I asked to make sure it was not just me and LOL it sounded like this is his most romantic stage. 😂 It was so hilarious. He said that for a short period of time, he tried to take girls out on dates and be normal. It was a very short period of time when he was trying to fit in. It didn’t work for him. Scorpio is unconventional and does not like to fit in. 🙃 Scorpio doesn’t celebrate Hallmark holidays. Don’t tell him/ her how to celebrate.
Some Scorpio memes to explain this lol moment
Scorpio men think too much and were very attached to their exes a lot. It took a lot for them to break up with their toxic exes. They spend a lot of time revisiting their old relationships. This appears to be healing for them.This is a true story, and we both laughed out loud. It was sort of a joke but sort of true. Scorpio people are notorious for not telling you what they like about you. Their girlfriends might not know how they feel about us.
These two Scorpio memes can be downloaded from my poetry collection (together with quotes, poems, and E-cards). Scorpio lobe art gallery. Link below:
But Scorpio doesn’t only not celebrate Valentine’s (which is a silly celebration anyway), he doesn’t celebrate Christmas, even birthdays. His non celebration of my birthday was the hardest thing for me because I’ve always been celebrated…
To the point that I might not know how to celebrate myself. I blew it this Valentine’s. I feel as though I’m unconsciously returning to my childhood when others would celebrate me. But can I learn to celebrate myself without expecting this from others?
My plan was to cook and bake as well as do Valentine’s crafts with my children. Well, I dressed up in a red dress in the evening, and then my kids did not care to dress up or do Valentine’s stuff. I let them do what they wanted because, after all, I observe Valentine’s by myself (and with you), but I have a plan to change this for the future. I plan to celebrate Valentine’s with my daughters. Truly, we celebrate love all year round, so it’s not even a big deal. Oh, Scorpio cooked and fed the family! It might have been his way to celebrate, and he kissed me like he had not seen me in months. This kiss was extremely sweet and very well received.
Scorpio felt he should write me a letter
Remember the AI vs. me letter contest I posted yesterday? The letter I wrote for Scorpio and I sent it to him. Of course, I have always sent him poetry, and I post it around the house, but he usually doesn’t even acknowledge my romantic efforts. He is a stoic. This is how come I’m learning telepathy. I’m in his mind now, so he can’t keep secrets. I also made friends with his higher self. I have secret abilities, too! Scorpio better watch out!
At night, having dinner, he told me he thought he wasn’t doing enough. With a chuckle, I explained that, in fact, I don’t want a Valentine’s celebration (I’d like that, but it would not be genuine for Scorpio yo be doing that. He’s not fake, and I don’t like fake) I would not settle for a fake celebration. And he’s Scorpio. He can’t be fake. I understand that very perfectly, which is why I celebrate by myself.
What would a Scorpio letter be like? I really hope he writes it! Would he swear, talk about the economy, politics, and aliens? Will he joke? Will the tone be serious? I’m very curious 🤔 👀 😏
Letter writing tip: spiritual beats romantic
I sent Scorpio my love letter from yesterday, and he said it was sweet. He has expressed his love for my letters in the past. I already knew he would appreciate it. Then he pointed out a punctuation mistake 😆 🤣 😂 which I appreciated because I fixed it before I shared my letter with you. But even though he did not say more until dinner time, he had been thinking… 🤔
Then there was this huge sincronicity! Yesterday, on my Eve vs. AI letter post I shared links to all my previous letter writing posts, and as I looked for such posts, I was reminded about the union letter I wrote for him: an insanely long 17 page letter speaking of our union connection.
This letter is the real deal with a drawing of us and a poem I did share. This letter is so secret that it’s the one I’ve not shared. For that letter, I dropped into a very receptive state, I prayed and intended that what I wrote would bring us closer, then I asked spirit to take my hand and write. I wrote for hours at night until the morning. Things so secret that I didn’t know came out. I honestly was a bit embarrassed and hoped he would not read that letter, but somehow, 2 pages showed up on the couch. 😅
It’s possible that I swiped this letter because it made me feel so vulnerable and because I talk about twin flame stuff, which is still something I’m trying to figure out, I don’t want to be a liar by saying something I think which might not be the full truth. But, I got those letter pages and I’ll read them again. It’ll be a very enlightening experience to read them again, and I hope I can use them for inspiration to write a twin flame union post.
I guess I just rambled…
Thank you for reading, and I pray you took something positive from this chat.
Do you need help writing letters? Read yesterday’s post.
Eve, writing so much I don’t have enough time to share.
My lover, Scorpio, doesn’t like to celebrate holidays or birthdays. Actually, I lied, he celebrates 🍾 everything on the bed… because priorities. I’m okay with it, of course. But I love Love and Valentine’s, which is why I celebrate with you. I celebrate this man most days (I will not lie. Sometimes I don’t, but I’m working on it). But this year, I have decided to do something new! I just made the flash decision of celebrating Valentine’s this year, and I’ll be giving him a proper Valentine’s card.
I’m not going to lie to you. I am an artist first and foremost, and I intend to make my arts my career. That’s why I dedicate so much time to sharing, and something I would love to create to sell would be Valentine’s cards! I don’t know that it would be a prosperous business, 😆 🤣 😂 but it’s something I would love to do. No! I’m not trying to sell you anything. This paragraph is to preface what I’m about to say:
I’m designing the perfect card for my beloved. It has to be handmade, artistic, romantic, sexy, personalized, and inspirational. I’m going to share my designs with you. OMG 😲 of course I should do this and create a gallery on my poetry collection 😍. I’ll make them downloadable! OMG, that is such a great idea.
Valentine’s cards to download for free. Celebrate your lover with me.
1st official Valentine’s E-card by Eve Lovestar. That rhymed! I get so excited when I rhyme by accident!
Download this card not signed with my pen name on my poetry collection. I have just created a new gallery to share this card and my future ones, too. I signed this one to protect my content a bit. I will be creating Valentine’s cards until Feb 14th. I wonder if I’ll have time to create 14 of them… download this and future cards by joining me at my secret hideout, my poetry collection app:
First of all, a new inspirational poem for the new year resolutions and goals I have.
“Twinkle and Gleam”
Nothing can slow me down. I'm gaining momentum. Nothing can stop me now. This is fundamental.
I inhabit in my dreams With my twinkle and my gleam. It's my favorite place to be Of all the places I've been.
I left every fear behind me. Now I finally feel free. I am who I want to be. My seed grew into a tree.
Fear put me in a box Where I couldn't even breathe. Until I finally said, stop! Fearlessness grew as my skill.
I left very long ago My comfort zone in that box. I live in my zone of growth A place where my dreams are home.
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