Tag: journal

  • Full Moon Eclipse. Creativity Soaring.

    The full moon eclipse came full of creativity for creatives like me. What about you?

    Poetry written on full moon day, May 26th 2021

    “Your Magnetism” TF poem by Eve Lovestar

    Quotes written on full moon day

    Intuition quote by Eve Lovestar

    On the day of the eclipse, I wanted to dress cute, so I wore a new white blouse and a big bow on my head using my mermaid band. I listened to reiki Rachael multiple times during the day, she did an incredible full moon eclipse activation and meditation and it was so great when I did it right after I saw the full moon eclipse that I did it all day afterwards, I did it as a guided walking meditation and also I played it very low all day so that my subconscious could get plenty of activation.

    Eve Lovestar, before meditating under a tree

    The energy of the eclipse became available before today and will stay for about six months, according to astrology. I felt the creative light this past week and started a painting of a sun. This painting was inspired by a vision I had in 2020, almost a year ago. The vision was a beautiful sun and I decided to paint it but didn’t during almost an entire year. Well, this week out of the blue, I decided to paint! I’m not an experienced painter as I am illustrating with other materials and this is probably I didn’t take action on this creative prompt until the energy said, it’s divine timing, what are you waiting for? Paint! I had remembered all along to paint it but action came this week only. My daughters painted with me also, and they finished a lovely painting.

    Sun painting work in progress, during eclipse portal.

    Feeling bliss and blessed,

    Eve

  • Watch “Full Moon Eclipse Meditation & Intuitive Guidance šŸ’«YOU Choose What is Next!” on YouTube

    I saw the full moon eclipse this morning. I woke up at 4, earlier than ever, if I would have woken up at my regular time, I would have missed it. The moon was setting behind a house and I could see it from a corner of my yard. After it set, I went for a little walk but I could not see it anymore so I’m so grateful for this experience!

    Once the sighting was over, I did this Reiki Rachael full moon activation, setting intentions for the next 6 months. I felt lots of energy in my chest when she talked about unconditionally loving ourselves. And I worked on integrating that shadow, I saw the shadow as a dark, dying entity lifted from me, an energy that had infected my system and I shone a light on it from my heart. When I asked the shadow what it wanted to tell me, it said my twin too, so I called his higher self to help integrate the full moon energy into him and upgrade him too, it might have been a separation shadow. I continue to do the meditation and activation throughout the day, listening to it over and over again even when I couldn’t hear it.

    The only regret is I didn’t wake my twin up, I didn’t know what time he fell asleep when I got up, I went outside and noting that the moon was setting decided not to wake him and my kids up, it lasted about 10 minutes, so I’m glad I watched it but I didn’t know he wanted to watch it too. I guess I need to talk to him of my magic practices too! We’re talking so much more but clearly there’s more we need to talk about and we need to talk energy much more.

    Full moon eclipse, May 26th, @ 4.20 AM

    I took this dark video and a grainy picture on my phone of the moon which looks like a little light in the sky.

    May you be blessed today.

    Meditate and contemplate today and set intentions for the next 6 months,

    A cool and relaxed Eve

  • Spiritual protection on the go.

    Spiritual protection on the go.

    I want to always stay protected, specially while on the go. At home, I always feel protected because I have my family, my twin flame, and all my needs are met, I have my bed, my bath, my essential oils. While I’m on the go, in my car or otherwise, I want to be protected. In fact, I want to be more protected than ever while driving. There is lots of traffic, lots of accidents on these roads. Usually, my twin drives and I sit in the passenger seat singing we’re protected, we’re safe while on those heavy traffic highways.

    I have always carried something with me like my journal, essential oils, crystals, tarot cards. I now want to ensure that I am always carrying these things. I wear my crystals religiously, it’s the easiest way to carry crystals where I go. For my most recent camping trip, I brought an entire backpack full of spiritual tools and the most I do while camping is spiritual work.

    My intention now is to create a protection charm for my car, and a protection bracelet for me. I will also create a protection charm with a second twin charm to leave at home, it will signify returning home safely to mine always.

    Here’s some spiritual tools I found in my bag yesterday, still carrying today. I carry my essential oils Inna diluted spray bottle. The water I put in the bottle is drinking water and the oils are edible so I can spray in my mouth as well. This practice makes me feel like I’m home.

    Heart crystals
    Rumi Oracle cards: Let Love Transform

    And of course, I’m looking for nature while on the go. Nature heals me! If I find a flower in a parking lot, I connect with it.

    With much love and light while enjoying the sunshine,

    Eve

  • Empath, keep your drama from the energy vampires

    Empath, keep your drama from the energy vampires

    I moved in with my twin flame just months after we met. After soul recognition and our intense sexual connection, it made sense to move in together. Then we found the skeletons in the other’s closet (the density in each other’s body) and hit the brakes, we were living together when this happened, then we started to drift apart and fight, I thought it was the end, one day I was at work and he called me, I can’t remember why but he totally was upset about something, I was at work so I just listened and handled it as cool as I could. The lady next to me must have been eavesdropping because immediately after the call, she asked, was he angry at you? Why is he fighting with you? No, he’s not! Was my quick answer.

    This woman didn’t know me and there’s nothing she could help with. This information didn’t belong to her and the only thing she could do is start some gossip over my small drama. She had no place to ask. I have no compassion for gossip! My energy will not be involved in that! She clearly was an energy vampire, looking for drama to consume, I see that as an addiction to drama and density, energies keeping the 3D enslaved in misery and chaos.

    I made a short video to talk about this topic. See link below. Follow me on Rumble for more like this and twin flame/ starseed videos.

    I believe most, if not all the readers of this blog are empaths. We feel deep, especially we have the ability to feel what other people feel and to feel for other people, not everybody is like this. I believe empaths are necessary for our ascending world, I believe that we must teach others sensibility and I believe that we can help in transmuting the heavy energies currently in the world.

    But empath, you cannot help others until you have helped yourself. This is a truth I did not realize in time, I used to think my job in the world was to help and to bless others and I never even thought that that should start with taking really good care of myself, so I fell on my face many times trying to help others and also even trying to help the wrong person and helping others the wrong way, and then I hurt over not being treated well in the past.

    Today I was thinking of the situations in which people request way too much information, more than they need to know and for the wrong reasons we could call this people nosy, drama queens, etc. There’s karma involved in what these people do, disengage from the drama blankets other people weave. There’s no room for gossip in love and light.

    Do follow me on Rumble if you’re there please, I’m working to increase my following. Also, if you have any topics you’d like to see covered here, ask please.

    With much Love,

    Eve

  • Sunflowers, the Eve garden.

    Sunflowers, the Eve garden.

    Sunflowers have become my favorite flower since 2020. What’s interesting is I didn’t have a favorite flower before 2020, even though I loved all flowers. Sunflowers 🌻 grew where I grew up too, and I remember a lovely sunflower garden close to my childhood home. Now, I have my own beautiful sunflowers growing in my daughters’ princess garden. See the video of our new sunflowers through the link below.

    In 2020 a sunflower grew in my garden without being planted, back then, I saw it as a magical sunflower and figured it was a sign from my twin flame, I saved the seedsĀ  and planted them in 2021, these are the flowers that grew from those seeds. The original “mother” sunflower 🌻 opened on 4/4/2020 (444 portal) it was a big deal in my life. This was a profound and very spiritual time for me, and I was learning how to connect with my twin flame’s higher self, but before I opened up and truly connected which happened during the 888 portal 2020. Shortly before the sunflower opened in 2020 the pandemic had started and I started this blog around that time. I remember blogging about my sunflower 🌻 in 2020.

    I’m so grateful for my garden! My tomatoes and corn are doing great for the first time!

    With much love,

    Eve

  • Twin Flame anniversary poetry

    Twin Flame anniversary poetry

    I celebrated the 14th anniversary of my physical union with my twin flame, so I wrote some poems.

    We celebrate as our anniversary the date of our first date. šŸ’– We celebrate our first date as our anniversary because we’re unmarried but also because that’s the date when soul recognition happened, the date we became inseparable, the date we first touched each other. It only made sense to celebrate this date.

    What’s next for us is to celebrate each other like this every day. Suddenly, we’re on it!

    During my time of loss, and then right afterwards my anniversary, what I have learned is that what I want to get from my twin flame I should give him, he has no choice but to give it right back to me.

    We already know that twin Flames are mirrors and we forget what that means, I have found through experience that this means that if I want something from my twin flame and I give him that something, he gives it right back. If I wanted him to help me, I could help him, or if I wanted him to be happy with me I should be happy with him, whatever I’ll give him, he gives me right back. And I spent the previous 13 years of our life unhappy due to my judgment of my twin flame in the physical and then I would feel judged by him while I was judging him, so then we got in a fight. What happened during my drama was I woke up and as I changed he realized I’d woken up, I had changed, and then he realized that he loved the new changed me, and then he changed. It always works.Ā  The only way that this does not work is if you do the work from a place of judgment because then the mirror shows you judgement.

    Happy ascension work twins,

    Much love, talk soon, I have a new poem!

    Eve

  • Twin flame: why I should be kinder to mine

    Twin flame: why I should be kinder to mine

    Background: my twin and I have been together since we met, today we celebrate the 14th anniversary of our first love encounter, the day we fell in love and became inseparable. However, we have not had an easy journey, there have been obstacles, mainly in my energy system and my mind. I’m waking up to this truth once and for all! And suddenly, our connection has become lovely!

    Watch my video to listen more about this and I will be talking about this in the future!

    Thanks for your time, blessings,

    Eve

  • I manifest what I’m grateful for. Gratitude challenge.

    I manifest what I’m grateful for. Gratitude challenge.

    I found myself in the presence of an older lady yesterday, I was telling her about my recent loss experience, she was encouraging. There was a sign on her wall though which really inspired me and I thought that’s exactly what I was there for. It was about gratitude.

    “What if you wake up tomorrow with only the things you were grateful for today?”

    I was super moved by this quote and was inspired to be even more grateful

    So I decided to continue with my gratitude challenge and this sign must have been the sign for me.

    What I’m grateful for today:

    • My twin flame connection. When I think of him, I think how could I be so asleep to take him for granted? He’s the best soul and the only one for me. Being without him would not work out.
    • My children.
    • My house, my car, my wealth
    • My garden
    • I’m very grateful for you reading this also, thanks for being here.
    • My garden: did you see my blooming sunflower 🌻?
    • Arts and crafts, I finished a crochet blanket for my toddler while I was going through the miscarriage
    • I’m grateful for friends who send me sweet texts and say sweet things, I’m grateful for presents and long talks.
    • I’m grateful for poetry and inspiration coming back.
    • What are you grateful for?
    Manifest through gratitude poem by Eve Lovestar
  • Gratitude challenge, the Eve and princess gardens

    I’m super grateful for the new flowers and new growth in my garden and my daughters’s princess garden.

    I shaped the princess garden into 2 large hearts, it’s beautiful ā¤ļø

    Sunflower 🌻 baby
  • Gratitude Challenge

    Gratitude Challenge

    It’s 11:11 PM and that counts as Saturday for me, so left me tell you what I am grateful for today, it has been a great day!

    Sodalite Heart and crystal

    I’m so grateful for my sodalite crystal heart, it’s not brand new anymore but I’mĀ  now learning how to use it and the properties and uses. I am grateful with my meditation with this Heart this morning. I’m also very grateful for the bath I took in the morning.

    I went to a new location of my old doctor today, I’m very grateful that it went very great. I took my Sodalite heart and my lavender essential oil, I even did a quick meditation while waiting in my room, I went through tests (because I’m pregnant) and I didn’t even feel a thing.

    I’m really grateful for new growth in my garden, I have baby plants coming up and new flowers, I was so excited I spent a lot of time there. I’m also grateful I just got my shipment of garden food, I’ll be upping my game by next week.

    I’m grateful that it’s the weekend and what great weather I had! Again, it was just an amazing day.

    Cool Etsy dagger

    Awesome rocks, not sure what they are but they’re sure beautiful, both of these were presents from my beloved.

    Finally, before it turns midnight, I’m grateful for how strong and healthy I’m feeling, being pregnant, I’m coming from a month of feeling sick and wanting to sleep all day long so it’s been awesome and I think it’s because I’ve been using my new essential oils for 2 days and I’ve been using my healing crystals.

    I’m grateful to hat you’re here reading this and also I’m excited for the new moon coming up!

    Much love,

    Eve