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  • Lion’s Gate poetry

    Lion’s Gate poetry

    It’s not new for me to write the most beautiful and touching poems during the Lion’s Gate portal.

    In 2020, when my broken heart was miraculously healed, and I was finally able to love, I wrote 8 of my favorite poems ever!

    I don’t write these down with my intellect, I hear them as thoughts. Sometimes complete thoughts that rhyme and/ or have rhythm, other times a word gets stuck in my head or a title.

    This is my favorite thing to do.

    “Grateful for you,” a twin flame healing poem. This made me so emotional 😢 that I had to go to the bathroom and dry my tears!

    This is my truth, and this was my path to union.

    How we finally reached Union (16 years together in a 3D union, never separated)

    I was illuminated during the Lion’s Gate 2023. Someone from spirit told me all the things about myself that were creating separation in our union. One of these things was that I was a feminist but I didn’t realize it. Once I opened up to him and explained everything, he was soooo sweet that he said I didn’t need to apologize. Let’s just make it better. I then wrote him a 14-page letter, which was a journaling exercise, too, and I discovered so much about myself.

    Now, we call each other every lunchtime we’re separated, and we have been super kind to each other.

    I still have a long way to go (and I’m certain he does too) but the results have been electrifying!

    I’m super grateful 🙏 🥲 🙂

    I’ll talk about this at length because it’s so important and it was easy though it took 16 years for me to be illuminated!

    Thanks for reading, and may your union flourish, too!

    Eve

  • Enhancing the natural spaces around us. Mother Earth Love.

    Dear friend,

    Look at the Earth for your good deed today. Even if you have already performed one good deed today, there is always room and need for more kindness, and we can never get too much good karma! I have a new goal, friend, and that is to enhance the natural spaces around me. I’m sharing this not only with the intention to inspire someone to do the same but also as a reminder to self and writing this works as intention setting.

    Whenever I have to be somewhere not for fun, such as for work, school, business, at the doctor, legal matters, etc. on any break I have, I connect with nature. I don’t do this as intentionally on my days off when I’m hanging out with my family in the safety of my house. As I reflect on this, this new me (I was just renewed) is able and happy to intentionally connect with nature at home.

    This post is not about gardening. Instead, I want to talk about already established natural spaces that exist all around us, such as parks and public gardens, etc.

    There is a tiny park behind my work. It’s a sweet little park with lots of flowers, about 15 trees, and green grass, which is uncommon in the AZ desert where I live, so it’s worth mentioning.

    This is a new dream job I manifested in divine timing, and it’ll be 3 months on 8/10 (yes, during the powerful 888 Lions gate portal, did I mention divine timing?) One of the most amazing things about this job is the park! It’s the little things, friend! Meet the friend I made at this park, my tree friend.

    I have been hanging out with trees for a long time. Even before I had my spiritual awakening, I was speaking for the trees. I was always a tree hugger, but for the last three years, I have been practicing connecting with the spirit of the trees. I had never heard one (it’s a practice), but it’s the most natural, relaxing, easy thing I know how to do.

    An easy way to connect to nature is to touch a tree. If there are people around and hugging the tree 😆 🤣 😂 literally feels weird, sit against the tree, lean against it, and/or be in its shade. To level up the practice, use your mind. Acknowledge the trees. Once this is not weird, acknowledge the spirit of the trees. You might be surprised to feel a deep relaxation. It’s easier than meditation, but you get a similar feeling.

    Eventually, you might feel that you have made friends with a tree. This is how I feel now to this beautiful tree I’m sitting in front of. Is making friends with a tree just plain weird for you? What is a friend? Friends spend time together. Friends hold space for each other. Friends support each other. Friends make each other feel good. Friends do good things for each other. A tree can, in fact, do all those things. Just like with an animal such as a human being or a dog, it might take time, or you might just resonate with the spirit of this stranger with the potential to become a friend. Weird is attractive. Don’t fear being a weirdo!

    Eve holds a pinecone, one of her favorite things to collect, and she has many decorating her home. PS, it was 111-114 degrees and has been hotter. It does not get in Eve’s way of getting fresh air and hanging out with the trees.

    I have been following new witch YouTubers. No, I’m not a witch, but I like to watch them. And there’s a new witch I followed, The Witch of Wonderlust. Interestingly enough, she talked about talking to trees on a podcast, which was interesting to me, and I followed her. Below, I have linked one of her videos, which I syncronistically found while writing this post. In this video, she talked about the same exact thing I’m doing now.

    Witch of Wonderlust: How to connect to local spirits.

    In this video, she talked about the exact thing I’ve been doing, something I’ve intended to do for a long time. Picking up trash while out in nature. I took her advice from the first video I watched her in when she talked about talking to the tree spirits. I talked to this tree friend of mine, and I started getting funny synchronicities, which I took as the tree responding.

    I felt that the tree was asking me to pick up a bunch of trash left around it, and I did. Now, every day I walk around, I pick up a piece of trash at least. I will start carrying around trash bags like Wonderlust does in thar video. And, since this is my journal, I’ll speak about this again.

    Thank you for reading, and if you feel called, pick up the next piece of trash you find in nature.

    Thank you and blessings to you

    Eve

  • Sex. Don’t Fake Till You Make it. Do this instead…

    TRIGGER ALERT!!! This post could trigger sexual trauma and open unhealed wounds. I intend this brings you. healing. If you are aware of unhealed sexual trauma, don’t read this, instead message me through the Contact tool under Menu.

    “Fake it till you make it”

    Obviously, when we fake it, we are not being vulnerable, we’re not honestly showing our struggle, or we don’t know how to show our learning progress. Perhaps we feel embarrassed and  though we don’t talk about this, there’s a fake element to faking it.

    Some would fake it to appear smarter, more able to learn or perform, to appear “better” than they feel they are. This, I believe, stems from feeling inadequate, insecure, or not enough. This is, in my humble opinion, putting on a false mask that makes you appear able to do what you’re faking while buying you time to learn at a slower pace.

    The point we miss is that we’re all different and learning is a process. It’s obviously not only ok but expected to not know what you’re learning on day 1. There’s studying and practicing before we’re successful in whatever we’re learning and this includes sex. We will not be a sex god or goddess on day 1! Nor should we be.

    In sex, what does it mean to fake it?

    We fake it when we pretend to be enjoying ourselves during sex. We might act as if we had an orgasm, making the noises and movements that we believe we would make if we were having a real orgasm. We might vocalize, some might scream or say they’re having an orgasm like we see on the movies.

    In pretending to be enjoying ourselves, our partner would falsely believe that they are more able than they are to basically get us off sexually. Typically, when our partner has an amazing time while we have sex, we feel great about ourselves and therefore our self esteem is heightened. When we fake it, our partner might think they’re able to give us an orgasm when in truth they’re unable to or we’re not able to have an orgasm ourselves regardless of their ability.

    Typically and sadly, women fake orgasms. Nowadays, it’s well known that only a small percentage of women can actually achieve an orgasmic reaction to vaginal sex only. Many of us need much more than just vaginal sex to achieve it, some of us have never had one. Some of us, lucky ones, will find a special person later on who will be so incredible that we will finally reach the desired outcome.

    When we fake it, we exaggerate these noises and movements and if we don’t know what an orgasm really feels like, we might look and/ or feel fake. Therefore many are aware that their partner can fake it or might doubt their partner’s overt reactions! Watch out because if you get caught faking it, this might cause your partner’s self esteem to drop as if they’re unable to bring you to the gates of heaven through that most elusive female orgasm and they might be able to give you one if they just knew what to give you and how.

    Why do we fake it?

    I believe that some people might not even realize they are faking it, some people might think that they’re meant to make a bunch of noise or do certain things that might indicate they’re having a great time. It doesn’t help that porn is readily available for free and even movies paint a picture about sex that’s unreal, unnatural, and fake. It also doesn’t help that we’re exposed to that perversion of lovemaking early on. We seem to forget that is acting and obviously not real, and if we imitate it, we might not meet our expectations and/ or our partner’s expectations.

    People imitate the actions of movie stars, who are clearly acting, and not having a real orgasm for several reasons. It might look sexy from the outside looking in but reminder!!! that’s not what sex is like. When we engage in sex, we’re in the inside experiencing, not on the outside looking in! When we experience, we are not making a show for outsiders who can’t feel the act and our partner can feel us so there’s no need to put on a show.

    There’s probably many different reasons why people fake it. Certainly, a reason is we want to please our partner. We might feel that our partner wants the hot porn star, yet, in faking an orgasm, we’re not giving our partner the choice to please us. In truth, if our partner wants some hot movie star, then perhaps this is not the article for you, or if you’re in a soulmate or twin flame relationship, then perhaps you’re out of alignment, I’ve been there too! Finally, if you have been faking it, your partner might think it’s hot because it looks like a movie, yet they might be deprived of giving you the real experience.

    I’ll be honest with you, I’ve never faked it! Ever. First of all, I don’t believe in giving a mediocre partner a sense that they are able to bring me to an orgasm! And you might guess that I have indeed had sex with a mediocre partner and it’s true, I’m in the process of forgiving myself. An orgasm is something that I’ve only been able to achieve with my beloved, the one I call my twin flame, my one true love. It’s not something a woman achieves with anyone.

    Don’t Fake it. Instead do this.

    Females rejoice! We really have it good in sex! We don’t have the pressure males have when it comes to having one massive orgasm where if they fail to have one, they’ll have the hated “blue balls”. The universe blessed us with the incredible ability to have multiple orgasms, even to enjoy orgasm after orgasm and feel like the sex act was one massive orgasm, we have the ability to orgasm from the beginning to the end of the sexual encounter. We’re the orgasm queens and goddesses on this planet. So first of all relax and have fun with this. It can be a project, a self growth goal, a quest even, or something like a new year resolution or goal.

    But even if we’re unable to ask about what we need (I totally understand) there’s really no need to act as if we’re having an orgasm we’re not having and the joke is on us if we make our partner believe we love something we don’t even like and then we get that treatment daily! Instead start little by little indicating what you do love, whether it’s a kiss, a touch, a sight that is delightful. There’s always something truly pleasing if you are in a committed relationship. Our partners respond to what we love by paying close attention to our response and giving us more of what they believe we love and this is why you should not fake it if you want a truly enjoyable and healthy sex life.

    So don’t fake it! If you can, speak up. If you can’t speak up, fantasize! It’s a simple way to manifest what you truly desire. Well, I came to realize after years of fantasizing, that fantasies are not private at all, fantasies are energy that gets shared, just like thoughts are. What you’re fantasizing about, those thoughts are interacting with your partner! Also because when you fantasize, you’re working yourself closer to the place you need to be to reach the desired orgasm. Personally, when I needed to warm up, I go to my special place (in my head) which is our first night together, the night I had my first orgasm, I call this my master fantasy.

    What to do instead of faking it. Tips and tricks.

    • Relax and have fun
    • Be honest and vulnerable
    • Don’t make them think you love something you don’t love
    • Fantasize about what you want in bed
    • Create a master fantasy (for me it’s my first night with my beloved)
    • Respond to what you love in the natural way your body responds
    • Don’t block the natural response: scream or moan if you feel you should, be quiet if that’s more natural. If you’re having a full on body response and start shaking uncontrollably, let that be, and if your body tenses up, then allow that too. If you can speak, say their name or the expression that comes most naturally, and if it’s not possible to say anything, don’t force it. There’s no one size fits all.
    • Don’t watch porn or movies about sex to learn. No judgement if you do or have but figure out your own personal response rather than imitating acting from a movie.
    • Take charge and do what you love most
    • Experiment! You might enjoy even some things you thought you didn’t like

    The spiritual significance of faking it

    My beloved is Scorpio and don’t fake it with Scorpio because not only is Scorpio more than able to “get you off” but they can feel you and when they figure out you have been faking it, they might feel betrayed. Don’t lie to Scorpio! They would question why you did it and they will wonder what else you have been faking. Additionally, they might feel as though you are fake or not trustworthy.

    Spiritually speaking, and for those of us who believe in manifestation, it is possible that we’re manifesting what we don’t love most by faking an orgasm. We might be mistakenly manifesting  not our highest and most rewarding sex life. Additionally, it feels that by faking it, we’re aligning to something that’s not our highest vibe. Perhaps, we have mistakenly calibrated to a lower vibe, perhaps we’ve even calibrated to some perverted porn vibe. And if any perverted vibes have entered our reality, it’s entirely possible that lower, even dark energies (even entities) are feeding off our sexual energy which feels to be our highest creation energy.

    This is nothing to be feared and probably most of us have at some point picked up lower sex vibes. We could have picked up some lower sex vibes from friends, past lovers, abuse, trauma, karma, ancestral energy, curses, or by choosing/ accepting this energy by mistake. I understand, for some, this is crazy superstition but if you read this blog, does that resonate?

    Is it making love if I fake it?

    When we make love we are vulnerable and share ourselves completely with a willing and loving partner. This is the opposite of faking it. Sex can be faked but lovemaking is the real thing.

    If you’re lucky enough to have sex with your twin flame, don’t fake it.

    If you are lucky enough to have sex with your twin flame, don’t fake it! It is a great honor to actually engage in this way with your twin and don’t taint the energy with fake vibes! This might sound harsh but if you’re interested in having an honest relationship with your twin, then please engage with complete honesty. It could be considered running (and us twins don’t like that) from ourselves…

    Respectfully and never in judgement,

    with Love and light,

    Eve

  • Full Moon on Leo. Twin Flame Lovestars Podcast.

    Happy full moon dear friends,

    We have a full moon on Leo today. This could be excellent for us, we could feel like Lions and lionesses, we could shower someone in attention or receive lots of attention, or we could become the life of this party! Heart activations occurring during this time. This is a powerful moon during this as 222 portal.

    Podcasts where I talked about this full moon:

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Leo-Full-Moon–Valentines-Challenge–Oracle-Readings–Moon-Book–Intuitive-Messages-e1e8nc5

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Full-Moon-in-Leo–Moon-Book-When-the-Full-Moon-is-Hard-for-You–Ancestral-Affirmation-e1efm5v

    Moon Book. Lunar Magic to Change Your Life by Sarah Faith Gottesdiener

    I took my children to the library not expecting to get a book for myself. Then I saw a new book on display about witchcraft and decided to borrow it. Then I looked through the adult non fiction section and found this moon book and borrowed it so I could share with you.

    What I learned so far from this book is that the moon is full for such a tiny amount of time and the energy is available 2 days before and 2 days after, so instead of obsessing over having a ritual on full moon day as I have in the past, it’s best to go through the full moon and see what signs and synchronicities we received, see what we can learn and then work on the full moon ritual after we have processed this information during the next two days after the full moon.

    Today I learned that to avoid burnout during the full moon, it’s best to prepare ahead of time such as to meal prep the week before, to schedule time off, to ensure that we are not very busy on a week or a day or a couple of days where we know we will not be sleeping well and we will be feeling sleepy as I feel today and I typically feel sleepy and full moon days because I am not sleeping well enough. I just learned this today and will be doing this starting next month, this month is already too late for example I left some school work that I was going to help my youngest school daughter with for the day before the full moon, I should have planned ahead and finished this at least a full two days prior. Another idea I got from reading this was to do laundry the previous week, have the house clean going into the full moon week, have a movie night!

    Blessings for you on this full 🌕 and rest as much as you can.

    Much love,

    Eve

  • Healing with your twin flame in union, separation, or in the 5D. Twin Flame Lovestars podcast.

    Listen to the podcast episode through the link below.

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Healing-with-your-twin-flame-in-union–separation–or-the-5D-e1bq6i5

    See all my episodes through this link

    https://anchor.fm/eve520

  • https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/My-Twin-Flame-Union-after-much-self-healing-and-a-spiritual-awakening-e1bi23a

  • Is Karma Blocking Your Relationship?

    https://www.twinflames1111.com/blog/twin-flame-essentials/karma-quiz/

    I took this quiz a second time, months to a year after the first time and was so excited that my relationship karma seems to have lowered

    The quiz is by Cassady Cause and I have very much come to trust her insights. She shared her twin flame union story and her twin is in spirit, he’s not in the physical so I thought that was so interesting. It taught me that twin flame unions come in all shapes and forms.

  • The Twin Flame Heart Orgasm

    The Twin Flame Heart Orgasm

    I’ve felt a heart orgasm by connecting my heart with my twin flame’s in an accepting, loving embrace, and it was better than sex! Let’s discuss.

    Sex happening with the body can be limited, to get the best results, I’ve learned to engage my soul and energy body as well. This isn’t difficult, you set your intentions, open your heart, and invite your soul, say a mantra… (let your intuition guide you). Of course our souls will not engage with a sexual connection that is not a heart connection. This post is for twin flames after all but I believe you can do this with a soulmate or the most loving connection to varying degrees. I’m sure it’ll get better for me also!

    Heart to heart 💗

    The background: my flame was a hardened man who didn’t like to kiss or hug, he told me plenty! After years of manifesting hugs and kisses on my part, he let me know he loved both! What a happy year!

    My flame is a tall guy and I’m a very short woman, so even after years of hugging and lovemaking, our hearts were not always physically aligned due to our height difference (and this is also a metaphor for what was happening energetically when our hearts were not aligned) 

    Heart Orgasm ❤️

    Then it happened. We looked into each other’s eyes and then we embraced. Our hugs have been getting more powerful than I ever expected they could become. Then I felt a new dimension of embracing. I had an orgasm 😂 in my heart. This was unexplainable, so I tried to understand it 😂. When this happened, our hearts were directly aligned and the closest they can get to each other and we fully intended that hug, it was miraculous.

    Set a powerful intention

    Miracles do exist but we have to help too. So, I’ll tell you my secrets. First of all my intention for lovemaking and kissing or hugging is to give all of me and to receive all of him and total Union, now, as I read this I realize I need to extend this intention to communication too 🤯. I also ask the angels and our guides to Bless this union. And after that I stay in the moment, I’ve trained myself over the years to not think and if I have a busy mind and can’t stop thinking, then I use my awesome visualization skills from being an artist and visualize what’s going on or what I’m trying to manifest. Or, another trick I use is to think about our first date or something romantic or sweet. But clearly the best is no thought and being totally in the moment to receive their highest medicine.

    Love and lovemaking heal. This is my biggest message. 💕

    Continue sharing your Love please, your efforts do make a difference

    And thanks for all the work you do 😊❤️😊

  • The supernatural side of twin flame healing

    On this video, I talk about how in my experience, I have set a powerful intention and the intention alone has worked in my healing. Also how this intention works as consent for my twin flame to come through and heal me with his beautiful energy.

    I was inspired to make this video while I was chatting with my dear Rebecca Bond, a starseed cartographer is her YouTube channel. Rebecca is a Buddhist and out of the blue, she was guided to send me a Tara picture

    Tara

    I have two tarot decks with goddesses and Tara and White Tara are part of them. I picked a card and I pulled Tara, I didn’t know of her and put the card down, I picked another and Tara came through again, I then posted a card on the wall as a reminder to work with her.

    Let us divine feminines share our light with one another and assist each other in our awakenings.

    Many blessings.

  • When we’re old. Union poem and reflection.

    Union is not telling my lover beautiful words, after all, words can be used to deceive too and we should not fall in love with words.
    Some aspects of union can’t be explained. How to put the feelings into words? Words lack the depth. Words can’t make me feel joy like union can and therefore I’m out of words right now and can’t define Union.

    I intend to reach a stage of union when words are not needed to communicate, when our hearts are so close that they can communicate for us. When we don’t have to check in with each other or ask how you feel, a place where I know and feel what he feels. I intend to reach a stage of union where words melt into a gaze.

    When We’re Old. Union poetry

    Stay strong Lovestars. In my personal life I just found a great darkness, a part of what I came to call a family curse and not even in me so I’m having a tough time dealing with this.

    I understand I’m a master of the darkness and I was born into this family to balance that darkness. Life is good because I enjoy union though so the darkness can not scare me.

    Much Love