A mermaid rides fiercely upon a horse, waves parting beneath her as sunlight glints off the sea. She is motion in its purest form, undaunted, passionate, unstoppable. The sea does not tame her; it carries her.
Dear Lovestar, this card calls you to move boldly toward your calling. The Goddess of Fire and Ocean within you is awake, ready to merge desire with direction. You are being asked to trust your own surge of energy, your ideas, your passion, your instincts. When you act from your heart’s flame, the sea itself will conspire to carry you forward.
Do not fear being “too much.” This is your moment to gallop across the tides, to follow that vision that excites and scares you in equal measure. The Knight of Wands is not about waiting for permission. It’s about becoming the permission.
✨ Goddess whispers:
Let your passion be the current that guides you.
Your confidence is sacred fire, protect it, nurture it, and let it shine.
Ride forward before the wave breaks; movement is your magic.
To bring this energy into your life: Dance before a mirror. Speak your desires aloud to the ocean, to the sky, or to your own reflection. Begin what you’ve delayed. Take one bold step today in the direction of your dream. The universe will meet you halfway
Follow this blog and return next Friday for another Goddess Message.
Have you talked to your twin yet? Communication is a theme during this eclipse portal and it will last for about 6 months, so start communicating, if not in the physical, talk to their soul or higher self. The universe is conspiring so twin flames might talk and deeply connect right now.
My communication experience on eclipse day
My experience with communication on the full moon eclipse day was extraordinary. I’m not a big talker, I’m a writer, a thinker, and an energy worker. But on this day, I had many unexpected communications with my lover, our families, my children, friends, my toddler spoke, had many downloads…
My children talk a lot to my mom, and their grandparents on dad’s side and have been asking a lot more to talk to them, we don’t call our parents every week and should call them more. On the lunar eclipse day, within 1 hour both their grandpa and my mom video called me by accident, it was a sign of communication with family and loved ones.
Also I’ve been having very profound downloads, when I feel them coming it’s like an opening within my system and then, they settle within me. It’s like an evolution of my thinking, perhaps, also because we’re in Gemini season, my twin and I have our moon in Gemini. I forgot a lot of the downloads, those might not have been for you, but for me. I have been intending on having new thoughts and that’s exactly what’s been going on for the last week.
Post eclipse, twin flame communication evolution and understanding
I wrote the first part of this post on the day of the full moon eclipse, I realized that communication was going to be a theme between twin flame counterparts and I was right! The universe was about to very quickly and effectively show me how true that was!
The day after the eclipse, my twin and I got into an intense fight. He gave me the news in bed while I was sleepy, this triggered such an anger our of me! I exploded, I was screaming, so uncharacteristic! He then mirrored my anger. Everything we had kept pushed inside of us for 14 years that had not come up before, came out. We were pressure cookers and went off. Then we made up, we talked and agreed, it was so beautiful and divine timing. Talk to your twin to avoid this. What you have to talk about will come up, go over sensitive areas kindly as triggers abound right now.
Something twin flames lost a long time ago is returning now
Maybe it’s time for divine Union or maybe it’s time for your Divine Union to level up. This happens within my union where I think I am finally in Union and then I am shown that there’s a whole another level of Union that we can reach. And my union keeps on ascending like this during this incredible astrological transits. Something you lost a long time ago, For us it was about 13 years ago, it’s returning. This probably means that you’ve ascended and now you’re attracting that thing that maybe you were blocked to in the past.
What returned for us was so personal! But something that both of us thought about very recently. And so we engaged in that and it was, wow! amazing! And this brought us closer! And we talked about it, again communication is a theme this eclipse season, twin flame, talk to your twin!
I’ll tell you what came back for us, it was makeup sex! My twin loved it when we first moved in together. This is the time when we started to get to know each other’s shadow and reject each other a little bit, it was rocky times for us, rocky, rocky times. However, it was also our honeymoon period and we could not keep our hands of each other, this is what he said, and of course he is a scorpio.
My twin used to love makeup sex because even though we were not happy with each other during fights, we still could not keep our hands off each other and that’s hot for Scorpio. What happened is I didn’t love it, I said that wrong (he corrected me when I said this yesterday) I loved the sex but I didn’t like the idea of doing it without being happy with him and I thought maybe that was hindering our actually fixing our issues, maybe we were both right, eventually we were both in that mood to where if we fought we were withholding sex from each other, even he would do that, as a Scorpio, not a good thing.
I’m very happy for you receiving from the Universe something you lost before, note that you might have forgotten this thing since it was so long ago. If this resonated, let us know if you can share.
Synchronicities
I was just reminded he’s my #11 and I’m his #11. Seeing 1111? Me too. Here are the angel numbers I’ve been seeing the most this eclipse season.
111: you’re starting fresh, this is a new beginning, a reset.
444: to me, this is my twin flame’s higher self giving me messages, also, receiving a Pleiadian message, our twins and our guides are close by, guiding us! Ask for assistance.
777: angels are all around us, ask for what you need.
888: we live in an abundant universe. Manifest.
999: we’re closing chapters so we can start some new ones.
Sunflower and seed collection: my last Sunflower plant opened. This one is close to our house anddoesn’t get a lot of sun, it’s a smaller plant with smaller flowers but it has many flower buds on it! The top sunflower started opening the day before the eclipse. These sunflowers know when to open! My first one opened during 444 in 2020. My old sunflowers have died and now I’m collecting the seeds for next year’s garden, I should say I’m learning how to collect the right seeds for s very healthy sunflower garden next year.
Moonlight oracle card deck: my twin bought these for me months ago, but since they were shipped from Russia, I received them the day after the lunar eclipse. They’re moon cards and so lovely, I cried when I held them.
Moonlight oracle cards by Tatiana Vedenkina
Butterfly: 🦋 while writing this, I saw the most beautiful butterfly flying on a spot where I have never ever seen one. Butterflies signify change, and metamorphosis.
How are you feeling this season?
Many blessings for your journey, and please keep twin flame Union and Ascension in your meditations this season.
On this video, I talk about a download I received from my twin flame regarding how I felt in my body others desiring me in a sexual way . Do you like them? or do they like you? Learn to discern this if you have not yet.
Time has slowed down. The current Coronavirus pandemic situation has a lot of people home. However, I believe time has slowed down for everyone, even people who are still working, like me.
Time might have started slowing down even before Covid-19. I noticed it, did you?
I think it’s a time thing. It’s time to stop time. Time is a thing of the past. What is time? Time to forget time. Time to change time. Time to move beyond time. I love to talk about time since I know nothing about it.
How did I notice such a thing? I’m never late anymore, no matter what time I leave my house, I’m either early, or very early, or at the perfect time, depending on what I need. I have more time in my day, I get so much more done. When I think it’s 2:00 PM, it’s actually 11:00 AM. I don’t follow the clock anymore (I’m still working and my daughter has school through the pandemic).
I noticed this because I had a thing about time, often being late or running late. Missing appointments and due dates. Forgetting birthdays. Counting years to know my age. Not knowing what date it is. Not being able to keep a schedule. The list goes on.
I’m happy to announce this is no more. I still live on Earth. I still have a schedule. But I’m not bound by time. I feel that now I’m in charge of time. I’m skipping through time. I say I’ll be there at 2 and I am. I’ll wake up at 6 and I do. No stress because I know I won’t be late. I can go to sleep whenever, it’s never too late anymore. Sometimes time glitches so I can get there on time or I can do something I need… I’m bending time.
Then again, it could be that the collective (now quarantined) is feeling so bored at home that time has massively slowed for them and they’re making it slower for us.
There are benefits to time slowing down in my case and in my opinion. I report a great increase in productivity as of March. That is if you take advantage of your time and manage it well vs letting time manage and run you, living every second waiting for the next in which case you’ll report boredom.
I report: more “time” to be with my children, more time with my husband, more time to clean, more time to work, more time to read, more time to draw, more time to relax, more time to meditate, more time to contemplate, more time to craft and garden, more time to talk to my mom, more time to blog and podcast, more time to journal and write, more time to clean, I already said that.
Did someone turn all the clocks back 3 hours? That’s how many more hours feel I get in a day vs 2019. What is time anyways? It’s something we can not taste, or see, or smell, or hear. We can track it using clocks but what if something mysterious made all the clocks suddenly defective, why do we rely on the clocks as if they’re running our life. Machines won’t run us!
How could we know at all if time stretched? Think about it for a minute. I don’t know how it’s happening but I know it is happening.
So, does this qualify as an energy reading? It’s my energy and I’m reading it (writing it) for you. I don’t have answers, only questions. I’m inspired to make people question even what we see, feel, know, are. We don’t know it all. There’s magic all around us and we haven’t taken the time to see it, well, that’s changing, because we just got a lot more time.
Thank you guys for reading. If you like this, listen to the Love and Light Energy Readings podcast. You can download the episodes for free on Spreaker. Please do comment and let me know what you think.
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