The solar eclipse is a partial one here in Arizona, but I’m still out under the sun and enjoying the new fabulous energy.
Partial Solar Eclipse that will not harm your vision: Eclipse Art by Eve Lovestar
This was my view of the sun. I couldn’t take a good picture, so I drew it to explain to others.
I will draw this on my new poetry journal, but u had to draw my first sketch right after the experience.
Eclipse reflection
I even explained to my beloved Scorpio that we always get into a fight prior to the eclipse. By now, we have made up and are more in love than ever.
There’s always a huge emotional trigger event for us before an eclipse, and once we get over it, there is a healing that occurs when we’re better off because of it.
***Update since 5/5/23: that big Scorpio eclipse which coincided with my anniversary to Scorpio ♏️ ***
Once expectations are dropped and nothing is expected, union manifests. Of course, this statement would be ridiculous applied to a 3D relationship. Of course, in the “real world” (such as the world my parents live in), there has to be clear expectations, or they will not be met.
Lucky for me, I don’t live in the real world. In the world I live in, I don’t have to tie my lover down. He willingly comes to me all the time. My lover doesn’t have to “buy me” or do anything special to earn my affection. I am totally free of charge. I know we live in a broken world, and this is why I want to change the it.
A new dimension of love ❤️ 😍 💖
Since my last update, my beloved Scorpio and I have become closer than ever. It was unexpected, really, so I’m sure it was divine timing, and perhaps the energy accelerated due to the eclipse. It really doesn’t matter why, the lovely thing happened and now I’m very grateful.
I’m not going to give the specifics on what happened, too personal and unnecessary, but change started in my mind. Perhaps also in my beloved’s mind, I didn’t ask… In our conversations around this time, we talked about giving more to our connection (I led this conversation). Giving more in a state of gratitude for the continued Love and the increasing depth of our Love. This is totally something I’d say and not Scorpio…
The change I refer to was reaching a place together where we were more at peace, closer together, and wanting more.
A new dimension in lovemaking 😋 😋 😋
A new dimension in lovemaking is obviously yummy 😋 😜 😊 😉 😀 😍. It’s obvious and undeniable when this happens. This is a real phenomenon and not something that can be made up, not something that can be faked. Both partners feel the shift. The shift is positive, of course.
This positive shift in lovemaking, which I’m calling a new dimension, is not some magical, otherworldly move to the 5D ( 😆 ). This positive shift is a new level. We all started somewhere, let’s say, at level zero. At different rates and for different reasons, we all leveled up our sex life. I’m not assigning levels to skills. What I speak of is an energetic “feeling” thing, not a theoretical learning thing. I didn’t do anything new, I did have a new intention, and I used the power of gratitude to manifest this shift.
Manifested, or divine timing?
If I used gratitude to manifest this shift, did I manifest it, or was it divine timing 🤔? I feel like this question is a lot like What came first, the chicken or the egg? Trying to answer it is a good journaling exercise.
The shift started in my mind. There was probably plenty of assistance from my lover Scorpio. I feel his fantasies, so what I think (about sex) are not my thoughts at all. They’re at the very least shared thoughts, at most, my thoughts are his thoughts, which sounds dangerous ( 😆 🤣 😂) but I’m tuned into that vibe, so there is no harm. The power of tuning into his desires has been helpful for me because I’m the embarrassed little girl type…
I don’t believe I manifested this. Though I’m certain that you, the reader, can manifest a higher level of love and a higher level of lovemaking, the experience I write about was not manifested by me, there is a chance that it was manifested by my lover! He is Scorpio, and this shift happened under the influence of the Scorpio eclipse, and I believed going into the eclipse that he might be manifesting something… but though my lover likely helped manifest this for us, I believe this was divine timing.
Does sex get better after 16 years?
That is such a great question, and we all know the answer is no. Most of us know of couples that fall apart much sooner than that and we ourselves might have gotten tired of someone in the past, most of us also experienced cheating and we assume cheaters cheat because they get bored. We assume that sex with the same person and the same way get boring.
This is why finding a new dimension of lovemaking elevates the entire union. It suddenly becomes new again. The energy ascends, the feeling gets better, and the desire grows.
I am excited about this big change in our union and so grateful. Now that I know this is possible, I will explore it even further. More of these posts are coming.
Dear reader,
Thank you for visiting and I’m grateful for you. I have been off the blog lots because my life has changed also in the busy area but I will always keep on coming back.
I am excited to celebrate our 16th anniversary today, May 5th. We are not giving each other gifts or going out to eat. Our celebrations are very private. We eat a home-cooked meal, hang with our kids, and bond. I like to spend the day in gratitude for our connection, and, quite honestly, he wants to celebrate everything in our bedroom with an amazing display of his Scorpio power.
On May 5th, there’s also the lunar eclipse in Scorpio. I am excited to celebrate during the eclipse, though I’m aware the energies could get very tough. I wonder how the Scorpio eclipse will affect my Scorpio man. Will the Scorpio energy be too much for him? Will he become more aroused as the Scorpio energy is sexy? Will he choose introspection?
Will secrets be revealed? I love secrets, and we have been sharing lots of deep, held back facts. Held for up to 16 years. Nothing major. It’s the little things that count. I am open to secrets flowing.
It has been a wild ride up to the eclipse. My lover already let me know the mood is not perfect for celebrating. My tactic tomorrow will be smooth. I’ll opt for meditation, writing, and poetry writing. Perhaps I’ll write him a love letter since this was very well received in the past and I only in 2023, after 15 years as lovers that I decided to write him (and share) a love letter. I did it as a fun thing, and I’ll probably do this tomorrow.
Please be safe during this eclipse (like if it was a weather storm) and be forgiving to people because everyone should be triggered.
To he energy has been as I strong, my twin and I (both Gemini moons) have been all over the place and this is what happens when I do not blog. We’ve been clearing years (or lifetimes) or stuff! It’s been very healing, yet excessively triggering for both of us. Once this part is over, I’ll be excited to see who we’ve become.
Remember that this eclipse season is all about communication, talk to your twin!
I will be doing this reiki activation over and over again until after the new moon eclipse.
Have you talked to your twin yet? Communication is a theme during this eclipse portal and it will last for about 6 months, so start communicating, if not in the physical, talk to their soul or higher self. The universe is conspiring so twin flames might talk and deeply connect right now.
My communication experience on eclipse day
My experience with communication on the full moon eclipse day was extraordinary. I’m not a big talker, I’m a writer, a thinker, and an energy worker. But on this day, I had many unexpected communications with my lover, our families, my children, friends, my toddler spoke, had many downloads…
My children talk a lot to my mom, and their grandparents on dad’s side and have been asking a lot more to talk to them, we don’t call our parents every week and should call them more. On the lunar eclipse day, within 1 hour both their grandpa and my mom video called me by accident, it was a sign of communication with family and loved ones.
Also I’ve been having very profound downloads, when I feel them coming it’s like an opening within my system and then, they settle within me. It’s like an evolution of my thinking, perhaps, also because we’re in Gemini season, my twin and I have our moon in Gemini. I forgot a lot of the downloads, those might not have been for you, but for me. I have been intending on having new thoughts and that’s exactly what’s been going on for the last week.
Post eclipse, twin flame communication evolution and understanding
I wrote the first part of this post on the day of the full moon eclipse, I realized that communication was going to be a theme between twin flame counterparts and I was right! The universe was about to very quickly and effectively show me how true that was!
The day after the eclipse, my twin and I got into an intense fight. He gave me the news in bed while I was sleepy, this triggered such an anger our of me! I exploded, I was screaming, so uncharacteristic! He then mirrored my anger. Everything we had kept pushed inside of us for 14 years that had not come up before, came out. We were pressure cookers and went off. Then we made up, we talked and agreed, it was so beautiful and divine timing. Talk to your twin to avoid this. What you have to talk about will come up, go over sensitive areas kindly as triggers abound right now.
Something twin flames lost a long time ago is returning now
Maybe it’s time for divine Union or maybe it’s time for your Divine Union to level up. This happens within my union where I think I am finally in Union and then I am shown that there’s a whole another level of Union that we can reach. And my union keeps on ascending like this during this incredible astrological transits. Something you lost a long time ago, For us it was about 13 years ago, it’s returning. This probably means that you’ve ascended and now you’re attracting that thing that maybe you were blocked to in the past.
What returned for us was so personal! But something that both of us thought about very recently. And so we engaged in that and it was, wow! amazing! And this brought us closer! And we talked about it, again communication is a theme this eclipse season, twin flame, talk to your twin!
I’ll tell you what came back for us, it was makeup sex! My twin loved it when we first moved in together. This is the time when we started to get to know each other’s shadow and reject each other a little bit, it was rocky times for us, rocky, rocky times. However, it was also our honeymoon period and we could not keep our hands of each other, this is what he said, and of course he is a scorpio.
My twin used to love makeup sex because even though we were not happy with each other during fights, we still could not keep our hands off each other and that’s hot for Scorpio. What happened is I didn’t love it, I said that wrong (he corrected me when I said this yesterday) I loved the sex but I didn’t like the idea of doing it without being happy with him and I thought maybe that was hindering our actually fixing our issues, maybe we were both right, eventually we were both in that mood to where if we fought we were withholding sex from each other, even he would do that, as a Scorpio, not a good thing.
I’m very happy for you receiving from the Universe something you lost before, note that you might have forgotten this thing since it was so long ago. If this resonated, let us know if you can share.
Synchronicities
I was just reminded he’s my #11 and I’m his #11. Seeing 1111? Me too. Here are the angel numbers I’ve been seeing the most this eclipse season.
111: you’re starting fresh, this is a new beginning, a reset.
444: to me, this is my twin flame’s higher self giving me messages, also, receiving a Pleiadian message, our twins and our guides are close by, guiding us! Ask for assistance.
777: angels are all around us, ask for what you need.
888: we live in an abundant universe. Manifest.
999: we’re closing chapters so we can start some new ones.
Sunflower and seed collection: my last Sunflower plant opened. This one is close to our house anddoesn’t get a lot of sun, it’s a smaller plant with smaller flowers but it has many flower buds on it! The top sunflower started opening the day before the eclipse. These sunflowers know when to open! My first one opened during 444 in 2020. My old sunflowers have died and now I’m collecting the seeds for next year’s garden, I should say I’m learning how to collect the right seeds for s very healthy sunflower garden next year.
Moonlight oracle card deck: my twin bought these for me months ago, but since they were shipped from Russia, I received them the day after the lunar eclipse. They’re moon cards and so lovely, I cried when I held them.
Moonlight oracle cards by Tatiana Vedenkina
Butterfly: 🦋 while writing this, I saw the most beautiful butterfly flying on a spot where I have never ever seen one. Butterflies signify change, and metamorphosis.
How are you feeling this season?
Many blessings for your journey, and please keep twin flame Union and Ascension in your meditations this season.
My Moldavites have wanted to stay off my body during the eclipse, it’s been most interesting because I wear them always and I have 3. At first, I thought I forgot them, then quickly realized I wasn’t supposed to wear them because I kept on forgetting them and even misplaced my necklace which is so unlikely. I believe it’s because I should be grounded and grounding the eclipse energies, not to be lifted by the moldavites! Intuition is a precious gift!
Update: in the afternoon, they called me and I’m now wearing them, I believe it’s to connect with my spiritual team.
I have been needing so much sleep and lots of water. And getting overwhelmed, sometimes, I didn’t even know why, just felt a tightness in my chest. Now, I feel like a wave is going through my body, it’s been intense but in a very good way. I’m excited about seeing the eclipse this morning. And the colors of the sunset were dreamy, the color was so different than usual
Many blessings and please keep twin flame union and ascension in your meditation.
The full moon eclipse came full of creativity for creatives like me. What about you?
Poetry written on full moon day, May 26th 2021
“Your Magnetism” TF poem by Eve Lovestar
Quotes written on full moon day
Intuition quote by Eve Lovestar
On the day of the eclipse, I wanted to dress cute, so I wore a new white blouse and a big bow on my head using my mermaid band. I listened to reiki Rachael multiple times during the day, she did an incredible full moon eclipse activation and meditation and it was so great when I did it right after I saw the full moon eclipse that I did it all day afterwards, I did it as a guided walking meditation and also I played it very low all day so that my subconscious could get plenty of activation.
Eve Lovestar, before meditating under a tree
The energy of the eclipse became available before today and will stay for about six months, according to astrology. I felt the creative light this past week and started a painting of a sun. This painting was inspired by a vision I had in 2020, almost a year ago. The vision was a beautiful sun and I decided to paint it but didn’t during almost an entire year. Well, this week out of the blue, I decided to paint! I’m not an experienced painter as I am illustrating with other materials and this is probably I didn’t take action on this creative prompt until the energy said, it’s divine timing, what are you waiting for? Paint! I had remembered all along to paint it but action came this week only. My daughters painted with me also, and they finished a lovely painting.
Sun painting work in progress, during eclipse portal.
I saw the full moon eclipse this morning. I woke up at 4, earlier than ever, if I would have woken up at my regular time, I would have missed it. The moon was setting behind a house and I could see it from a corner of my yard. After it set, I went for a little walk but I could not see it anymore so I’m so grateful for this experience!
Once the sighting was over, I did this Reiki Rachael full moon activation, setting intentions for the next 6 months. I felt lots of energy in my chest when she talked about unconditionally loving ourselves. And I worked on integrating that shadow, I saw the shadow as a dark, dying entity lifted from me, an energy that had infected my system and I shone a light on it from my heart. When I asked the shadow what it wanted to tell me, it said my twin too, so I called his higher self to help integrate the full moon energy into him and upgrade him too, it might have been a separation shadow. I continue to do the meditation and activation throughout the day, listening to it over and over again even when I couldn’t hear it.
The only regret is I didn’t wake my twin up, I didn’t know what time he fell asleep when I got up, I went outside and noting that the moon was setting decided not to wake him and my kids up, it lasted about 10 minutes, so I’m glad I watched it but I didn’t know he wanted to watch it too. I guess I need to talk to him of my magic practices too! We’re talking so much more but clearly there’s more we need to talk about and we need to talk energy much more.
Full moon eclipse, May 26th, @ 4.20 AM
I took this dark video and a grainy picture on my phone of the moon which looks like a little light in the sky.
May you be blessed today.
Meditate and contemplate today and set intentions for the next 6 months,
Lovestar Temple🔥 🔥 