Hello friend, I had 2 crazy dreams in a row showing me secret hidden shadow and darkness within my subconscious. I unpacked these dreams, the energies, and what I know about these topics on my newest podcast episode, though the link👇. I talked about info I received from my twin flame (he is a community of beings and I talked about that in this episode). I also talked about how to turn the challenges we’re experiencing during this 222 portal into healing experiences. And, as I saw another coyote, 2 during this portal, I read the meaning from my spirit song Tarot and it was very fitting to the topic of this episode. Thanks for listening and thank you for your support always,
To see the picture of this card and screenshot of the meaning from the book, click on the following link to read my previous post about this cards when I saw the first coyote or listen to the podcast.
I had an amazing dream! For the first time ever, I was able to go back into a dream to complete it or fix what was going on. I was lucid too even though I didn’t completely manipulate the dream although I sort of did. First of all, I’m pregnant and in my experience (5th baby) the best dreams come about during pregnancy. I also do a lucid dream self hypnosis most nights, it’s the one I engage in the most, see link below. I usually don’t have the desired effect or don’t remember my dreams although I’ve had some really amazing dreams after listening. I know when you keep at something truly believing in it, you succeed! I had listened to this tape when I had this amazing set of two dreams. I’ll explain the actually quite weird dreams below.
The background of my unconscious fear
My best lucid dreams have included my beloved twin flame 🔥🔥 and as I became lucid, I really got romantic in those dreams. They were the best ever! But I also deal with the unconscious darkness of my traumatic past, obviously. And for me, this unconsciousness deals with jealousy which is totally unfounded in my union because I was blessed with Scorpio who is much more committed than I am to a forever relationship, I Pisces. Even before our Union flourished, he never ever gave me the slightest reason to be jealous so this is not about him, it’s totally about me. So what’s going on? Simple my dad’s a cheater and he had many affairs, as a kid the biggest experience I remember from my parents’ marriage was my mom crying or looking through my dad’s pockets, my dad lying, and this was very traumatizing for me as a young sensitive Pisces child. This is why as a kid I made the decision to never fall in love and to never marry, because I saw marriage as a way for women to suffer. Then I grew up and met Scorpio, in an entirely new country. Scorpio taught me how to love, how to feel, how to be romantic, how to get in touch with my own emotions, and provoked a big dark night of the soul for me when he let me know the world was not the way that I thought. In other words Scorpio’s touch healed me. But of course the ancestral trauma is there behind my new found Love, there to be transmuted not to punish me. It comes through in dreams most often, because I have nothing to be jealous about. So especially in the past I often dreamed that Scorpio is with another woman or that he’s cheating on me then I feel sad when I wake up but it’s just a dream stemming from the unconscious fear and ancestral energies. Ancestral not just because of my parents, my grandmother was abandoned by her husband with three young children, maybe toddlers, he left her and then married another woman, my grandfather had already abandoned his first wife with two children. On top of that in my homeland Cuba, men are pigs, there’s no other way to put it for me. I grew up thinking men always have a side woman and one at home. I was totally confused and messed up!
As I said, this unconsciousness manifested through dreams. Well, it happened last weekend. As another piece of background info, during this pregnancy, I’ve not been feeling sexy at all, which is so unlike me and Scorpio has been left a bit cold. Well last week in my weird dream, Scorpio was with another woman. I was there oddly enough with my four children. But the weird part is he didn’t know these were his children. It’s like he had forgotten me! I woke up, felt him on our bed and phew 😅 it was just a dream! I cuddled right next to him and watched him with puppy eyes! 💕
I went back into the dream and fixed it
After realizing it was a dream, I went back to sleep and then the magic happened. I went back into the dream! How many times do we have a great dream and upon waking wish we could go back to it? Well even without intending to, I went back into the dream and suddenly I was in his house (which was actually a mansion) and this other woman wasn’t there. I then talked to him, let him know my children were his children and I asked him if he didn’t remember (you absolutely need to know this) giving me up to 5 orgasms on my bed (during one lovemaking session, I’m this blessed). He was surprised. At some point I told myself in the dream, well this is a dream (lucid) and went about to show him things that might remind him of me. Then things got very weird when the mystery woman showed up and he attempted to get rid of her and she didn’t want to leave. Again it was a set of two weird dreams but I was so amazed once I woke up the second time for this had never happened to me! And the end result was lovely.
My best previous lucid dreams were also during previous pregnancies. It’s one of the best parts of being pregnant. Scorpio’s fears also come through during his dreams. I’ve had other fears come through in dreams but the fear of being cheated on is the biggest I hold I guess. Wow it’s possible it’s worse than my fear or tyranny or communism because I never really dream about those!
Do you have any tips for lucid dreaming and would you share your experiences?
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Here is my lengthy comment on this most delightful post by Cassidy Cayne
Eve Sanchez poet (that’s me) :
Thanks for this.🦉🌻🦅 What an amazing idea that of Twin Flame Starseeds 🦋🦋🦋 I’m so excited about it, that this is my first time leaving a comment here even though I’ve been addicted to this site and your work for months now (since I found you). The thing is I follow all talks about starseeds. The topic fascinates me so much, only second to the twin flame topic 🌻. To marry both topics is a dream come true. I didn’t see myself as a starseed, still questioning it now even though I relate to everything on this list. I’ve had a lot of density (which I’m dropping) and have been dead asleep until I met my Twin Flame that is 🔥, he woke me right up. What a delightful match we made of as other might see us “weirdos” for lack of better word. As I learnt about starseeds, I knew he was one. It’s obvious, he has all the signs, he’s seen spaceships, demons, reptilians, he’s been awake for many years, is very smart, very empathic, and totally sexy 😍 but I doubted that I was one, I felt that I’ve been on Earth for ever, like this is my planet but why did I keep on consuming all starseed material I resonated with? I figured there’s a chance I was one on the account of many starseed signs I do posses but I didn’t really believe it. I guess I have to drop more density. I’m taking this as confirmation that I certainly am one. Since I’ve researched the topic lots and since having an Spiritual awakening I’ve had so many awesome synchronicities, I should add that I feel I have a connection to Sirius. One day I woke up with Sirius in my mind, I thought how can I wake up with a word in my mind? Then I research it and it was right before the Sirian portal time in 2019. So awesome. Also when I did tarot Readings regarding starseed origin, my personality is apparently very Sirian! My twin love identifies with the Pleiadians. I just got goose bumps. Now I’ll comment on the other posts!
Love always, Your student and fan
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I had a dream last night. It was awesome even though I don’t remember all of it. I have been meaning to get a solid dream journal but I have not so I have decided to start blogging about my dreams because I see them as spiritual signs.
Some of them are very clear signs, some not so clear. Of course some of them are simply whatever it’s going through the day coming back, memories etc. but some of them are very spiritual and with very profound meanings
Last night I saw sunflowers in my dream. If you have been following my blog since the 444 portal that was April 4th 2020 you might have seen me talk a lot about sunflowers. Since last month sunflowers became my favorite flower. I have always loved them but I never really had a favorite flower which was kind of weird to me, but now I do, it’s the sunflower.
Some things about my dream last night I can’t remember. But something I remembered clearly is sunflowers. I was in my living room looking out into the yard, then there was an interruption, I do not remember what kind of interaction but I believe somebody talked to me and it could have been my love because I remember he was in the dream but I don’t remember the actual event. After the interruption, I looked at the yard again and a garden of sunflowers had sprouted complete with beautiful yellow sunflowers.
I searched the meaning of sunflowers during the 444 portal and of course they mean good luck. I started seeing sunflowers everywhere. I started using the Sunflower emoji a lot as well.
Meaning of bright colored flowers growing in gardens in dreams means pleasure and gain if they are fresh
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