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  • Lucid dreams. How I went back and fixed my weird dream.

    I had an amazing dream! For the first time ever, I was able to go back into a dream to complete it or fix what was going on. I was lucid too even though I didn’t completely manipulate the dream although I sort of did. First of all, I’m pregnant and in my experience (5th baby) the best dreams come about during pregnancy. I also do a lucid dream self hypnosis most nights, it’s the one I engage in the most, see link below. I usually don’t have the desired effect or don’t remember my dreams although I’ve had some really amazing dreams after listening. I know when you keep at something truly believing in it, you succeed! I had listened to this tape when I had this amazing set of two dreams. I’ll explain the actually quite weird dreams below.

    The background of my unconscious fear

    My best lucid dreams have included my beloved twin flame 🔥🔥 and as I became lucid, I really got romantic in those dreams. They were the best ever! But I also deal with the unconscious darkness of my traumatic past, obviously. And for me, this unconsciousness deals with jealousy which is totally unfounded in my union because I was blessed with Scorpio who is much more committed than I am to a forever relationship, I Pisces. Even before our Union flourished, he never ever gave me the slightest reason to be jealous so this is not about him, it’s totally about me. So what’s going on? Simple my dad’s a cheater and he had many affairs, as a kid the biggest experience I remember from my parents’ marriage was my mom crying or looking through my dad’s pockets, my dad lying, and this was very traumatizing for me as a young sensitive Pisces child. This is why as a kid I made the decision to never fall in love and to never marry, because I saw marriage as a way for women to suffer. Then I grew up and met Scorpio, in an entirely new country. Scorpio taught me how to love, how to feel, how to be romantic, how to get in touch with my own emotions, and provoked a big dark night of the soul for me when he let me know the world was not the way that I thought. In other words Scorpio’s touch healed me. But of course the ancestral trauma is there behind my new found Love, there to be transmuted not to punish me. It comes through in dreams most often, because I have nothing to be jealous about. So especially in the past I often dreamed that Scorpio is with another woman or that he’s cheating on me then I feel sad when I wake up but it’s just a dream stemming from the unconscious fear and ancestral energies. Ancestral not just because of my parents, my grandmother was abandoned by her husband with three young children, maybe toddlers, he left her and then married another woman, my grandfather had already abandoned his first wife with two children. On top of that in my homeland Cuba, men are pigs, there’s no other way to put it for me. I grew up thinking men always have a side woman and one at home. I was totally confused and messed up!

    As I said, this unconsciousness manifested through dreams. Well, it happened last weekend. As another piece of background info, during this pregnancy, I’ve not been feeling sexy at all, which is so unlike me and Scorpio has been left a bit cold. Well last week in my weird dream, Scorpio was with another woman. I was there oddly enough with my four children. But the weird part is he didn’t know these were his children. It’s like he had forgotten me! I woke up, felt him on our bed and phew 😅 it was just a dream! I cuddled right next to him and watched him with puppy eyes! 💕

    I went back into the dream and fixed it

    After realizing it was a dream, I went back to sleep and then the magic happened. I went back into the dream! How many times do we have a great dream and upon waking wish we could go back to it? Well even without intending to, I went back into the dream and suddenly I was in his house (which was actually a mansion) and this other woman wasn’t there. I then talked to him, let him know my children were his children and I asked him if he didn’t remember (you absolutely need to know this) giving me up to 5 orgasms on my bed (during one lovemaking session, I’m this blessed). He was surprised. At some point I told myself in the dream, well this is a dream (lucid) and went about to show him things that might remind him of me. Then things got very weird when the mystery woman showed up and he attempted to get rid of her and she didn’t want to leave. Again it was a set of two weird dreams but I was so amazed once I woke up the second time for this had never happened to me! And the end result was lovely.

    My best previous lucid dreams were also during previous pregnancies. It’s one of the best parts of being pregnant. Scorpio’s fears also come through during his dreams. I’ve had other fears come through in dreams but the fear of being cheated on is the biggest I hold I guess. Wow it’s possible it’s worse than my fear or tyranny or communism because I never really dream about those!

    Do you have any tips for lucid dreaming and would you share your experiences?

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    Thanks for reading 💘

    Eve

  • Gratitude challenge and dream journal

    Gratitude challenge and dream journal

    I think this is day 4 and I’m just excited to be blogging again. I have lots to be grateful for this morning 🌄 (now afternoon)

    I am so grateful, and so excited about the dreams I had last night, I had many. You may or may not know that I am currently pregnant with my fifth child and pregnancy is an awesome time for having really deep dreams and remembering the dreams you had.

    I don’t have an official dream journal, if my dreams are awesome enough I’ll blog about them, or write a poem. Last night I went to sleep early and I slept forever, and then I woke up at midnight and I could not go back to sleep, when I realized I had been up for 2 hours, I decided to go for my usual self-hypnosis. (I’m so grateful for self hypnosis tapes). See link below.

    My favorite spiritual hypnosis is to connect with a spirit guide in a lucid dream, I do this specific one most nights and I love it, it relaxes me like nothing else, and puts me to sleep like nothing else can. As I was starting the meditation I asked to go to Sedona in my dreams, I got what I asked for, my dream came true and next thing I knew I was in Sedona with my beloved TF and our three daughters, our little toddler boy was not in the dream.

    Sedona did not look like Sedona in my dream and this happens often, in fact whenever I dream I’m in Sedona it does not look like Sedona. Often times Sedona in my dreams looks very old, in my dream last night it looked like I was in Cuba where I’m from, or like it was from another age, 100 years ago or something, but I always have the knowing that I am in Sedona. I also have dreamed I’m traveling to Sedona, even by foot!

    My family and I went to hotel (in the dream) and the hotel was nothing like we’ve seen in Sedona, it was weird because my three daughters had their own hotel room. I talked to my oldest daughter about this dream this morning, (she is eight) thinking about the fact that she and her younger sisters will have their own room she determined that this is in the future because there’s no way we will leave them in their own room today but in the future obviously they could, she said my mind probably showed me something in the future. 🤔

    Then things got weird as my twin flame was suddenly on a mission, what’s really weird is that he actually doesn’t usually remember his dreams but when he does remember them, he is on a mission. His mission was to get some crystals. This doesn’t surprise me because he has been buying crystals, first for me, then for our daughters, and now also for himself which is really cool! In fact last night while I was sleeping early he was sweetly picking up Moldavite jewelry for me which I’m so grateful for today and I cannot wait to get them! I’m also really, really grateful that yesterday he bought me a really cool Crystal dagger which I plan to use in my altars that I will be creating this year, and for spiritual work. It’s so amazing.

    Back to the dream. So he was leaving on foot to another city to get this crystals the other City really seemed like he was in another country and I was thinking how is he going to make it on foot? He was determined and not willing to listen to my questions or feedback about it being quite impossible! At some point he took off running and I had to catch up. I started running as well and then I saw him he had met some people and was choosing tools for digging he was actually going to go dig for these crystals, it was quite the adventure. Meanwhile I was thinking are the kids okay in the hotel? I’m trying to get to him that we had to go back to get the kids but he would not listen he was just going on and on and on and then I woke up and that was it, so I did not get to see the crystals but I think that my obsession last night with the Moldavite, a black obsidian that he bought and just other crystals that I have coming in the mail and that I just received really came through in my dreams I think it was a good positive sign that one, the Moldavite willl have a positive great effect on me, and that the black obsidian will also be great for my beloved Twin Flame who is a Scorpio. Also there was fresh homegrown food in Sedona (the dream) so grateful for that!

    I had a second dream that I remember and it was I have received my essential oils which I am expecting since 2 days ago, I just can’t wait to get them. In my dream I was opening them and sampling them and showing them to other people and sharing them which was so amazing and I think there’s a positive sign too, I think they’ll come today. I bought a peppermint, a lavender, a lemon, an orange, and a Rosemary essential oil from doTERRA, my fav oil company, and one I’ve supported for years.

    On top of the beautiful dreams and the awesome jewelry and crystals and I’m also grateful for my new Tarot collection, I’m just really grateful to be alive and well, very grateful to be happy and healthy! This is usually not in my gratitude list but this morning (I don’t like sharing this with you) but I was driving on my favorite road, it was closed down and I had to take a detour and actually there was a very bad accident and likely somebody died.  I was late to where I was going but I was just really thinking about the family of the person and just sending them my blessing and just realizing that being late is nothing compared to the fact that it’s possible that somebody lost their life and yeah just feeling grateful that I am healthy and strong. Still sending love and light to the family of the person involved and I blessed the ambulances and police men on the scene so they might be safe and catching real  criminals instead of messing with the wrong person.

    Anyways gratitude journaling is such a great exercise and I should totally do this more often, also I love the challenge! It reminds me to come online. Usually I think I don’t even have anything to say or whatever is keeping me down is keeping me down and not blogging but the challenge part of it keeps me coming back and often times I wake up and in the morning I remember to login and be grateful about it.

    Also I feel the more I share my gratitude, the more things I have to be grateful for!

    I’m very grateful for you reading this until the end! Have a blessed safe day!

    Eve

    https://youtu.be/KZ-saayeXco
    Here’s my favorite hypnosis on youtube.