“It’s not easy being me” speaks to the challenge of being a poet—someone who deeply values words, their meaning, and how they’re crafted. Writing allows you to take time, reflect, and carefully select the perfect words to express your thoughts and emotions. But when it comes to speaking, there’s less control, and that same level of precision can feel harder to achieve. 🌿✍️
For poets, especially spiritual ones, words are not just communication—they are magic, spells, and art. So, while writing allows for the creation of something perfect and intentional, speaking feels raw, unfiltered, and sometimes harder to manage.
The poem expresses how the poet’s true self shines on paper, where every word is chosen with care and meaning, but when it comes to speaking, it can feel more difficult to convey the same depth and beauty.
And you, how is your communication most effective?
On this episode I’ll tell you about my experiences fighting and arguing with my twin flame. More than 90 percent of our fights could have been avoided if we talked through our issues openly. 95 to 99 percent of our fights are due to misunderstandings or applying the wrong meaning to what is said. On this episode I talk through this and I give some tips regarding opening the communication lines. Listen through the link.
This is my 12th podcast episode now, I officially love it! Follow to not miss any episodes. The topic of the podcast is twin flames so even if I’m talking about something seemingly unrelated at a specific time, it’s all related to Union.
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My family and I have been camping a lot since 2020. In 2020, during the pandemic, when we stopped going out to the public so much we started going into nature a lot more, it was the silver lining. We discovered off-grid camping sites, which I blogged about in my previous post and that became the height of my blogging and spiritual experience. It gave me so much content for this blog, it’s kept it afloat.
For the memorial day holiday weekend, we decided on a lake camping experience. It is my youngest daughters’ birthday this week and she wanted to go so we decided to do it for her. It was amazing, we could hear the waves in our tent, yet nowhere near as spiritual as our off-grid camping adventures. There were too many people and lots of party beasts and the energy became heavy, specially as the families left and we were left with the party crowd. We camped for 2 days.
Still, we loved it and we were safe, except from the Mercury Retrograde… My beloved and I got into the biggest misunderstanding situation (fight) ever, I don’t even know how to get over it yet! We both became so triggered, over different reasons. I am doing a lot of soul searching right now and found another dark energy body inside of my system, a huge cloud that stemmed from influential males in my life’s criticism of me. It feels it initiated from me feeling judged and feeling inadequate as a result, I felt the judgement and made that my own feeling, I then judged myself. This, of course, started in childhood. Yet of course, this is the energy coming from females in my line also, it’s not just me, it’s been there. I’ve inherited a lot of trauma and so have all other females.
I have to talk to my twin again. We talked while feelings were hot, now it’s my time, I’ve to talk about what happened after the fact. It’s amazing how our twins know which traumas we carry inside our bodies and how to trigger and stir those until we’re healed. I believe it’s because they know through the triggers and needed healing, we’ll become the perfect angel they knew us to be in the other side of the veil. Our twin’s heart knows we’re their perfect angel 😇.
But we love each other and all of this is for our learning and ascension. I will not tell you the details because he would not want me to but it was sooo strong. The purge out of my trigger, still pulling trash out if my system! I will be a much lighter person when this is finally over. I’m so grateful 😊❤️😊
Let’s not forget, this eclipse season, communication is a huge theme! This was proven to me at camp again.
Birthday girlThe boy who can’t be contained in a tentView from our tentFunniest camper girlLittle ones stick togetherOur camping setup will be ascending! We sleep 6 in this tentHis oldest sister calls him blueberry eyes
I felt like we were there after leaving!
We will probably camp again this month, we don’t usually plan it ahead of time, we’ll see.
Lovestar Temple🔥 🔥 