I am excited to celebrate our 16th anniversary today, May 5th. We are not giving each other gifts or going out to eat. Our celebrations are very private. We eat a home-cooked meal, hang with our kids, and bond. I like to spend the day in gratitude for our connection, and, quite honestly, he wants to celebrate everything in our bedroom with an amazing display of his Scorpio power.
On May 5th, there’s also the lunar eclipse in Scorpio. I am excited to celebrate during the eclipse, though I’m aware the energies could get very tough. I wonder how the Scorpio eclipse will affect my Scorpio man. Will the Scorpio energy be too much for him? Will he become more aroused as the Scorpio energy is sexy? Will he choose introspection?
Will secrets be revealed? I love secrets, and we have been sharing lots of deep, held back facts. Held for up to 16 years. Nothing major. It’s the little things that count. I am open to secrets flowing.
It has been a wild ride up to the eclipse. My lover already let me know the mood is not perfect for celebrating. My tactic tomorrow will be smooth. I’ll opt for meditation, writing, and poetry writing. Perhaps I’ll write him a love letter since this was very well received in the past and I only in 2023, after 15 years as lovers that I decided to write him (and share) a love letter. I did it as a fun thing, and I’ll probably do this tomorrow.
Please be safe during this eclipse (like if it was a weather storm) and be forgiving to people because everyone should be triggered.
I celebrated the 14th anniversary of my physical union with my twin flame, so I wrote some poems.
We celebrate as our anniversary the date of our first date. đź’– We celebrate our first date as our anniversary because we’re unmarried but also because that’s the date when soul recognition happened, the date we became inseparable, the date we first touched each other. It only made sense to celebrate this date.
What’s next for us is to celebrate each other like this every day. Suddenly, we’re on it!
During my time of loss, and then right afterwards my anniversary, what I have learned is that what I want to get from my twin flame I should give him, he has no choice but to give it right back to me.
We already know that twin Flames are mirrors and we forget what that means, I have found through experience that this means that if I want something from my twin flame and I give him that something, he gives it right back. If I wanted him to help me, I could help him, or if I wanted him to be happy with me I should be happy with him, whatever I’ll give him, he gives me right back. And I spent the previous 13 years of our life unhappy due to my judgment of my twin flame in the physical and then I would feel judged by him while I was judging him, so then we got in a fight. What happened during my drama was I woke up and as I changed he realized I’d woken up, I had changed, and then he realized that he loved the new changed me, and then he changed. It always works. The only way that this does not work is if you do the work from a place of judgment because then the mirror shows you judgement.