Tag: 12/21

On 12/12/2020 I involuntary went into ancestry healing work. I had “heard” my mother’s line and done some mild work there before and it felt great. I had always kept my dad’s side of the family cut off energetically. He and mom are together but their relationship has been messy and I was heartbroken and was easy to blame and cut off my dad.

I knew my next healing work was going to be forgiving dad and I set the intention for forgiving, healing and a beautiful relationship going forward. I had help from unseen friends and on 12/12/2020, out of the blue, and violently, my body went into work. Obviously, there had been a lot of previous work behind the scenes and dreams for a long long time showed me the signs, when it happened, I knew what was going on.

Pre 12/12, I perceived this negativity in my dad’s home in my dreams, it was scary. I had many images of possible case scenarios of what might have happened in what appeared to be one room. And the darkness might be way older than the house itself. On 12/12 it was clear I was clearing the “dark room”. I did all kinds of work consciously, I meditated, prayed, blessed, called my angels and my beloved twin flame and Oshun who I’ve been working with.

I thought of having a mass prayer in the house (it’s in another country, Cuba. I’m in USA) I then saw my angels and spirit friends there blessing the house, they were the prayer circle. The house might just be a sign to the paternal line and there might be nothing about the house itself. The dark room in my dad’s house might signify the darkness in his line, the divine masculine dwarfed by the patriarchy.

12/12 night comes, in my dreams I was in the house and I had just arrived and was saying hello to the prayer circle when I said, “Well take me to the room”. That’s all I remember about the dream but I cleared the darkness partly awake, partly asleep, partly by the spirits I prayed to and surprise, surprise I’m suddenly very friendly with my dad. 🌹👌🌻
I did message to ask him all about his house, I didn’t tell him all I’ve been going through, baby steps in that area, I’m just happy to feel forgiving and understanding of my father and his ancestors. Integrating the DM through my ancestry, I felt this was healing to my TF relationship. Now I’m certain my parents are twin flames who were stuck in a cycle of separation and its likely that while my TF and I are coming into union, they are too. I saw my parents as coming to bless their respective lines and coming together was divine.

This is not how I wanted to spend 12/12, the eclipse etc, I had planned a sweet and romantic weekend with my lover 🌹😋😍, some mass meditations and the likes, I was hoping to open the communication lines with my spirits (this happened to me during the 888 portal)  but, the universe knows best. I would have never done this work without my spiritual team, I might be still stuck in blame and fear and shame!

This is the best time of my life. 2020 has been the best year of my life! It has been nothing short of the excitement I expected!
I guess it’s the age of aquarius and ascension next! I’m so grateful ❤️👌🌻

Thanks for sharing this time with me,

Eve Lovestar 🌻 🔥🔥🌻