Lovestar TemplešŸ”„ šŸ”„

Category: Marriage

  • Great sex. The secret to a long lasting relationship?

    Trigger alert āš ļø  I talk about sex, lovemaking, and long relationships here. Read only if these topics will not trigger an unwanted response in you. Thank you.

    Dear friends,

    Since I’ve been reunited with my beloved, lovemaking has been a dream. We have been under a spell of attraction, and we’re loving every second of it. If cameras started rolling and a movie was made of our lives, it would be a sexy romance. We were separated not because we wanted to but for work and family travel.

    Today, a thought occurred to me. Is good sex or lovemaking the secret to a long-lasting relationship?

    I was deep in thought, figuring out if lovemaking creates a lasting relationship. A long relationship would not be as fulfilling if the sex was not good for most couples (this post is very basic and does not cover sexless unions, which I know exist, but I’m not an expert in)

    Great sex will cause this in your relationship

    • The better the sex, the least likely a couple is to cheat because we’re less likely to get bored.
    • Having great sex as their fun secret, a couple is likely to feel fun and relaxed to others and, therefore, be magnetic.
    • People who have great sex are likely to have high self steem since their bodies are the object of much pleasure to their partners. And people who have high self steem are likely to have more sex. It’s a sexy cycle.
    • Couples who have great sex are likely to have much more of it than couples who have less than the greatest sex.
    • People who have great sex give each other orgasms and regular orgasms might make the couples more relaxed and laid back.
    • People who have great sex might be in touch with their internal world due to heightened daydreaming and fantasizing.
    • Great sex will make you closer as a couple.
    • Couples who have great sex are probably much more open and honest when talking to each other since they’re very open and vulnerable with their bodies.
    • Couples who have great, regular sex might hold hands, hug, touch, look each other in the eyes, and smile at each other more often because they’re comfortable in their skin and comfortable sharing with their partner, and they crave their partner’s touch.
    • Please let me know in the comments what great sex causes in couples.

    But will great sex cause a relationship to be long-lasting? To extend a relationship that without great sex might break up? Or could two people who are not right for each other stay together due to great sex?

    What is great sex? Great sex is sex you feel lucky to have had. Sex you don’t regret. Sex you look forward to having again. Sex you feel lucky to have in your life. Sex that you remember with a warm smile. šŸ˜ Sex that brings about much pleasure and makes your day better. Sex that results in 2+ orgasms. Sex that you never want to say no to. Sex that relaxes. Sex that makes you closer as a couple. Sex that you dream, daydream, and fantasize about. Conscious sex.

    I don’t think great sex alone should extend a relationship that is meant to end. Also, people don’t only cheat because their sex life is lacking. They also cheat looking for emotional connection and support. I believe everyone should consider all aspects of their relationship when deciding to stay with someone or end a relationship.

    There might be couples who have great sex and are not meant to be with each other. But they might not be as happy. There are many reasons to break up with a person, and I don’t think they should be ignored due to the great sex. People might feel afraid to leave a partner they have great sex with and be left with something worse. Yet again, nobody is perfect, and we should be patient (my lover was very patient with me).

    My personal experience

    Many years ago, before I started calling my partner beloved and started seeing our connection as God sent, we already had great sex. And I remember being quite bothered by our great sex. I wondered if the amazing sex was the best of our relationship because we were going through a rough patch.

    Not that I thought the great sex was a bad thing, I wondered if there was nothing deeper. What would keep us together once the sex is gone? Obviously, I craved the closeness that would be in our future, our now present.

    It’s possible my partner would have dumped me if the sex wasn’t great from the beginning. He is Scorpio, a very passionate lover, and he connects through sex. Without great sex, there is no connection. In fact, our dating would not probably have turned into a relationship if our sex wasn’t mind-blowing.

    However, I thought we would break up because we were not as connected, and that is what I was after. So, both partners might feel differently, and it depends on how high the partners value sex. It depends on the people within the union whether or not to stay together. A partner might value physical connection more, and another partner might value an emotional connection. The partner who values emotional connection might be OK having less than great sex but the person who values physical intimacy would not settle for an emotional connection that lacks in the bedroom department.

    Time to take great sex more seriously

    In my unpacking the question of whether or not great sex extends the life of relationships, one thing I realized is, of course, it does. But more importantly, great sex should be taken more seriously as part of the foundation of a relationship. Later, we will get old, and we can revisit this topic, but while young and energetic, we can enjoy this gift.

    I think great sex is an excellent tool to become more connected with our partner. And we should limit sex with not worthy partners because it can become addicting.

    I will encourage all committed relationships who are not already taking advantage of the power of connecting through sex to start taking steps to a better sex life. There is always another deeper level of connection, and what more connected state of being than making love with your partner? Open up lovers to the power of conscious sex.

    With much Love and respect,

    Eve

  • Valentine’s Love Letters save the day.

    Valentine’s Love Letters save the day.

    Dear Lovestars,

    What a terrible day I had today with family drama.

    In my panic, my beloved called. Immediately, I felt relaxed and protected,Ā  like surrounded by an angel even though he’s many thousands of miles away, and he could not physically help me. But his good vibes made me feel safe.

    When I started writing about my trauma over my family’s situation, I deleted a post I wanted to share with you, but I was kind of embarrassed and on a different,  much lower vibe and didn’t share the lovey post. It was called Valentine’s Love Letters and on it I was going yo tell you while I was away from my beloved on Valentine’s, I jokingly said I would write him a Love letter. Then I decided I would and I sent him 3. 

    I ended up writing 3 letters, which I took pictures of to share with you. I inserted a rose petal in each and put a drop of my signature doTERRA oils on each letter as pictured below.

    I deleted the post when I fell into a depression and started writing about my trauma. But then, as the situation worsened, my beloved called to raise my vibe. This is why I believe in twin flames.

    He asked if I only sent him 3 letters. I said yes, and why did he ask. He said he didn’t want to miss one because they were what he really needed to hear, and they went right to his heart. I was so touched that I cried. I shared my last letter with him, the gratitude Love letter I share last on this post. One I have not sent him yet, but I’ll deliver to him personally since I’m finally going home!

    Valentine’s Love Letter
    Sexy and Romantic Valentine’s Love Letter
    10 Things I Love Most About You Love Letter
    10 Things I Love Most About You Love Letter
    Gratitude Love Letter
    Gratitude Love Letter

    I wrote these letters in the middle of the night. I wrote at 2, 3, 4 in the morning.  I wrote while my head rested on my pillow, and  my penmanship really suffered. I was so embarrassed about the look of my letters that I considered not sending them to him. I was embarrassed to show them to you because of how really ugly they look. I thought my beloved might get offended that I’d send him such poor work, and I was concerned that I could have done so much better. 

    Yet, I overcame my embarrassment, and I sent the letters anyway. The letters touched his heart. Since I’ve been away for such a long time, he was feeling alone and even doubtful, and it just so happened that I answered his questions with my letters.

    I hope you enjoyed this lighthearted post and that you feel inspired to share your love with your beloved also.

    With much Love,

    Eve

  • Love Poems.

    Here are my most recent poems.

    Living in Love poem by Eve Lovestar

    Chained poem by Eve Lovestar

    Sometimes poem by Eve Lovestar

    Unconditional Love poem by Eve Lovestar

    Sexy, Handsome, and Tall by Eve Lovestar

    Are you here? Poem by Eve Lovestar

  • Sex. Don’t Fake Till You Make it. Do this instead…

    TRIGGER ALERT!!! This post could trigger sexual trauma and open unhealed wounds. I intend this brings you. healing. If you are aware of unhealed sexual trauma, don’t read this, instead message me through the Contact tool under Menu.

    “Fake it till you make it”

    Obviously, when we fake it, we are not being vulnerable, we’re not honestly showing our struggle, or we don’t know how to show our learning progress. Perhaps we feel embarrassed and  though we don’t talk about this, there’s a fake element to faking it.

    Some would fake it to appear smarter, more able to learn or perform, to appear “better” than they feel they are. This, I believe, stems from feeling inadequate, insecure, or not enough. This is, in my humble opinion, putting on a false mask that makes you appear able to do what you’re faking while buying you time to learn at a slower pace.

    The point we miss is that we’re all different and learning is a process. It’s obviously not only ok but expected to not know what you’re learning on day 1. There’s studying and practicing before we’re successful in whatever we’re learning and this includes sex. We will not be a sex god or goddess on day 1! Nor should we be.

    In sex, what does it mean to fake it?

    We fake it when we pretend to be enjoying ourselves during sex. We might act as if we had an orgasm, making the noises and movements that we believe we would make if we were having a real orgasm. We might vocalize, some might scream or say they’re having an orgasm like we see on the movies.

    In pretending to be enjoying ourselves, our partner would falsely believe that they are more able than they are to basically get us off sexually. Typically, when our partner has an amazing time while we have sex, we feel great about ourselves and therefore our self esteem is heightened. When we fake it, our partner might think they’re able to give us an orgasm when in truth they’re unable to or we’re not able to have an orgasm ourselves regardless of their ability.

    Typically and sadly, women fake orgasms. Nowadays, it’s well known that only a small percentage of women can actually achieve an orgasmic reaction to vaginal sex only. Many of us need much more than just vaginal sex to achieve it, some of us have never had one. Some of us, lucky ones, will find a special person later on who will be so incredible that we will finally reach the desired outcome.

    When we fake it, we exaggerate these noises and movements and if we don’t know what an orgasm really feels like, we might look and/ or feel fake. Therefore many are aware that their partner can fake it or might doubt their partner’s overt reactions! Watch out because if you get caught faking it, this might cause your partner’s self esteem to drop as if they’re unable to bring you to the gates of heaven through that most elusive female orgasm and they might be able to give you one if they just knew what to give you and how.

    Why do we fake it?

    I believe that some people might not even realize they are faking it, some people might think that they’re meant to make a bunch of noise or do certain things that might indicate they’re having a great time. It doesn’t help that porn is readily available for free and even movies paint a picture about sex that’s unreal, unnatural, and fake. It also doesn’t help that we’re exposed to that perversion of lovemaking early on. We seem to forget that is acting and obviously not real, and if we imitate it, we might not meet our expectations and/ or our partner’s expectations.

    People imitate the actions of movie stars, who are clearly acting, and not having a real orgasm for several reasons. It might look sexy from the outside looking in but reminder!!! that’s not what sex is like. When we engage in sex, we’re in the inside experiencing, not on the outside looking in! When we experience, we are not making a show for outsiders who can’t feel the act and our partner can feel us so there’s no need to put on a show.

    There’s probably many different reasons why people fake it. Certainly, a reason is we want to please our partner. We might feel that our partner wants the hot porn star, yet, in faking an orgasm, we’re not giving our partner the choice to please us. In truth, if our partner wants some hot movie star, then perhaps this is not the article for you, or if you’re in a soulmate or twin flame relationship, then perhaps you’re out of alignment, I’ve been there too! Finally, if you have been faking it, your partner might think it’s hot because it looks like a movie, yet they might be deprived of giving you the real experience.

    I’ll be honest with you, I’ve never faked it! Ever. First of all, I don’t believe in giving a mediocre partner a sense that they are able to bring me to an orgasm! And you might guess that I have indeed had sex with a mediocre partner and it’s true, I’m in the process of forgiving myself. An orgasm is something that I’ve only been able to achieve with my beloved, the one I call my twin flame, my one true love. It’s not something a woman achieves with anyone.

    Don’t Fake it. Instead do this.

    Females rejoice! We really have it good in sex! We don’t have the pressure males have when it comes to having one massive orgasm where if they fail to have one, they’ll have the hated “blue balls”. The universe blessed us with the incredible ability to have multiple orgasms, even to enjoy orgasm after orgasm and feel like the sex act was one massive orgasm, we have the ability to orgasm from the beginning to the end of the sexual encounter. We’re the orgasm queens and goddesses on this planet. So first of all relax and have fun with this. It can be a project, a self growth goal, a quest even, or something like a new year resolution or goal.

    But even if we’re unable to ask about what we need (I totally understand) there’s really no need to act as if we’re having an orgasm we’re not having and the joke is on us if we make our partner believe we love something we don’t even like and then we get that treatment daily! Instead start little by little indicating what you do love, whether it’s a kiss, a touch, a sight that is delightful. There’s always something truly pleasing if you are in a committed relationship. Our partners respond to what we love by paying close attention to our response and giving us more of what they believe we love and this is why you should not fake it if you want a truly enjoyable and healthy sex life.

    So don’t fake it! If you can, speak up. If you can’t speak up, fantasize! It’s a simple way to manifest what you truly desire. Well, I came to realize after years of fantasizing, that fantasies are not private at all, fantasies are energy that gets shared, just like thoughts are. What you’re fantasizing about, those thoughts are interacting with your partner! Also because when you fantasize, you’re working yourself closer to the place you need to be to reach the desired orgasm. Personally, when I needed to warm up, I go to my special place (in my head) which is our first night together, the night I had my first orgasm, I call this my master fantasy.

    What to do instead of faking it. Tips and tricks.

    • Relax and have fun
    • Be honest and vulnerable
    • Don’t make them think you love something you don’t love
    • Fantasize about what you want in bed
    • Create a master fantasy (for me it’s my first night with my beloved)
    • Respond to what you love in the natural way your body responds
    • Don’t block the natural response: scream or moan if you feel you should, be quiet if that’s more natural. If you’re having a full on body response and start shaking uncontrollably, let that be, and if your body tenses up, then allow that too. If you can speak, say their name or the expression that comes most naturally, and if it’s not possible to say anything, don’t force it. There’s no one size fits all.
    • Don’t watch porn or movies about sex to learn. No judgement if you do or have but figure out your own personal response rather than imitating acting from a movie.
    • Take charge and do what you love most
    • Experiment! You might enjoy even some things you thought you didn’t like

    The spiritual significance of faking it

    My beloved is Scorpio and don’t fake it with Scorpio because not only is Scorpio more than able to “get you off” but they can feel you and when they figure out you have been faking it, they might feel betrayed. Don’t lie to Scorpio! They would question why you did it and they will wonder what else you have been faking. Additionally, they might feel as though you are fake or not trustworthy.

    Spiritually speaking, and for those of us who believe in manifestation, it is possible that we’re manifesting what we don’t love most by faking an orgasm. We might be mistakenly manifesting  not our highest and most rewarding sex life. Additionally, it feels that by faking it, we’re aligning to something that’s not our highest vibe. Perhaps, we have mistakenly calibrated to a lower vibe, perhaps we’ve even calibrated to some perverted porn vibe. And if any perverted vibes have entered our reality, it’s entirely possible that lower, even dark energies (even entities) are feeding off our sexual energy which feels to be our highest creation energy.

    This is nothing to be feared and probably most of us have at some point picked up lower sex vibes. We could have picked up some lower sex vibes from friends, past lovers, abuse, trauma, karma, ancestral energy, curses, or by choosing/ accepting this energy by mistake. I understand, for some, this is crazy superstition but if you read this blog, does that resonate?

    Is it making love if I fake it?

    When we make love we are vulnerable and share ourselves completely with a willing and loving partner. This is the opposite of faking it. Sex can be faked but lovemaking is the real thing.

    If you’re lucky enough to have sex with your twin flame, don’t fake it.

    If you are lucky enough to have sex with your twin flame, don’t fake it! It is a great honor to actually engage in this way with your twin and don’t taint the energy with fake vibes! This might sound harsh but if you’re interested in having an honest relationship with your twin, then please engage with complete honesty. It could be considered running (and us twins don’t like that) from ourselves…

    Respectfully and never in judgement,

    with Love and light,

    Eve

  • Heal your sexual trauma! I’ll help for free. Please and thank you!

    I am asking you kindly to please share your sexual traumas with me as I’ve been called very clearly to help the collective right now and I can’t ignore the collective trauma anymore! Please let me help you. I have been able to transmute my own sexual trauma and now I’m ready to give back.

    I’m not asking for anything except that you let me help. What do I gain? Experience of course, I need to practice sharing my gifts and need to get comfortable. I’ve been able to do this dark healing work for myself but now I feel I’ll only feel successful by helping others.

    In my dreams I’m a writer/ poet. I did not expect previously to spend so much time speaking and writing about sex, sexual trauma, and sexual healing! Truly, I was very triggered by this. I’ll not lie friend, as a Cuban girl, I’ve been sexually abused several times, I don’t even know how many times. But don’t feel bad for me for I’m healed (with the help of my beloved) and now I’m ready to help you and the collective.

    Now it’s time for me to give back! And what keeps on coming through as part of my life purpose, though it has been so difficult to open up and share, is sex trauma healing. It helps that this is where I have most experience personally.

    I feel I’m receiving spiritual downloads at all times and it’s easy for me to understand these extremely complex topics such as the darkness that comes with sexual abuse and what it does to our pain bodies and the sad part when we have to accept where we’re at. Understanding seems to be the first step to transmute the really dark energies that so hurt us in sexual energy. Forgiveness appears to be the real deal in healing our energy and I was born with that ability though it was so much harder to forgive myself than the abusers.

    Write me through the contact option under the menu button of this blog or by emailing me at paperdollme@mail.com subject should be HELP and if possible reference this post so I’ll know what the help is about.

    Additionally, let me know how you would like to connect regarding sexual healing. I’m not big on Facebook anymore, where do you create a group for safe group chats?

    In the meantime, I’ve created a secret YouTube playlist to help. I need to create videos now.

    Additionally, see my sex podcasts that might help:

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Twin-Flame-Sex–Ascension-in-Lovemaking-e1bmt20

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Supernatural-Twin-Flame-Love–Telepathy-e1boj34

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Twin-Flame-Magic–Sex-magic–energy-transfer–healing–union-dreams-and-more-e1c2n7v

    With Love and healing light,

    Your friend Eve

  • Cast Love Spell on Yourself. Midnight Bath Love Spell.

    Because casting a love spell on someone else feels unethical, unloving, and bound to backfire, let’s cast a spell on ourselves, with our own divine permission.

    What do I mean?

    Just like everything else, by clumsily following the signs of the universe with a very open mind, I became intrigued by the idea of Love spells! The first time I looked into it, I giggled about it so much. Then I saw I could mix a Love potion oil and I already mix oils and have great ingredients, I was interested! I realized I have been casting Love spells intuitively for years and today I get to savor my exquisite manifestations. I understand that the world lacks Love and passion and I can understand someone, who brokenhearted, might want to cast a love spell on someone but, for the most part, you would not want the kind of love spell I describe below casted on you, what if someone you’re not supposed to love puts a spell on yo?

    Casting a spell, I feel is usingĀ  magic to force someone to fall in Love with you. Now, we, twin flames, soulmates, starseeds, lightworkers, and spiritual people of all kinds know that we can’t violate someone’s free will and there could devastating consequences, karma for messing around. It’s not worth it! During my research, I found provocative, intriguing, and quite sexy Etsy Love spell listings with hundreds of 5 star reviews, although many customers state they are still waiting for results. It sounded fun and interesting but I noted some red flags such as a sex spell for threesomes? I knew there was something other than light there and I found the seller to say they are a mistress of white and black magic. NO, THANKS!

    Luckily for me, I don’t need to cast a love spell, I already have Love. But I already get involved in a lot of manifestation work, you might say, with my TF. I have explained this to my beloved and he has granted me permission to manifest his pure Love, so I’m free to cast my White magic šŸ¤

    Midnight Bath. The Love Spell Bath. 

    When the clock strikes midnight,
    In my secret Love bath,
    I am casting Love spells,
    Manifesting the Love of my life. 
    In the quietest night,
    I talk to my heart 
    And I make it attract 
    Unconditional Love to my life.

    Love Bath ingredients

    • Warm water
    • Soap
    • Epsom salts
    • Essential oils: Rose, Lavender
    • Relaxing music
    • Love crystals: pink quartz, pink crystals, any special crystal gifted to you by your beloved.
    • Pink Himalayan salt
    • Rose petals

    Mix ingredients into bath. Use caution with your crystals and understand each one’s unique needs, some can’t get wet.

    When mixing ingredients, set a powerful intention to attract Love to your life. Don’t put a name or face to this if possible, intend on becoming more loving yourself which should attract the perfect lover to you if that is in your cards. Make it sexy, playful and have fun. Choose a Love mantra, it can be something simple like I am loved. Or I am Love. Invite Love into your life. Open your heart by visualizing a rainbow coming from your heart to the heart of your true Love. Go with your instinct, you might pray, meditate, or visualize. Reminder that the magic spell is in the intention, set a powerful one.

    If you are a twin flame, you might take a bath with your twin’s soul intending to infuse more Love into your union without expecting your physical twin to show up to your door with flowers. Simply invite your twin’s soul in, they’re always with you and will love to connect. Talking to their higher self or soul is not violating their physical free will and they are always available for you.

    If you are in a current union this will be fun because you should already have permission to fantasize with them and invite them into your dream. Imagine that you welcome them into the bath and you just hold each other while you send them unconditional Love.

    This would be a powerful practice for the coming eclipse!

    Please let me know how this goes for you, and let me know if you enjoyed this type of post.

    With Love and light,

    Eve

  • God called. Divine Timing is Now. For Twin Flames šŸ”„šŸ”„

    God called. Twin Flame divine timing poem

    I have been visualizing how my twin with his energy woke up my heart from a deep sleep šŸ˜“ or a coma.

    My heart was unable to feel. So was my skin. Also my emotions were shut. I was a cold, cold girl and young woman. I assume this started as some sort of protection mechanism and honestly, it saved me from marrying the wrong guy or something like that. No, I never wanted to nor did I believe in marriage. However, my hormones did wake up in time. And guys, there were plenty. I lived in communist Cuba, in darkness.

    Then, at the perfect time in my life, I moved to the US with my family. After almost 2 years of getting used to my new life, learning English, getting my first jobs… And at the perfect time in my life, out of nowhere and totally by chance (or fate) my beloved and I met. It was the perfect time for both and a recognition would have been impossible previous to this. He was older than I and he was looking for Love and family, he was looking for me and I was looking for nothing, so I did not have any love blocks at that moment.

    We never left each other’s side and have healed side by side. Reaching an undeniable union and growing our family. In this stage, it’s easy to see the illusions of the past. It’s easy to understand and it’s easy to forgive. In union you realize all that has happened, has gotten you to this perfect union. All the drama and issues were to trigger healing to wounds so deep, that you had no idea you had to heal because they’re not even our own wounds. Wounds that unhealed, would promote separation instead of union.

    Union is filled with knowings, signs, synchronicities, putting 2 and 2 together, a greater understanding of everything. Union exposes the mysterious side of a spiritual Love connection.

    My heart was cold, broken, and unable to Love but when I was placed in front of my twin my skin awakened. When he kissed me, his kiss was the sweetest honey and with every touch, he would shock my skin with his energy, which felt magnificent at the time was healing me too. Like a mini lightning āš” his touch woke my every cell up to Love. My heart needed lots of power to become vibrant once more. But his touch was loving and patient. With every touch, his energy traveled through me and all the way to my heart. I see this as a doctor trying to resucitate a dying heart, with electricity, and being successful. And this is the story of how my heart was revived through the sweet continued touch of my beloved. He wasn’t consciously doing this with the purpose of saving my life but this is what what happening.

    Today, when I write these utterly romantic but also, in case you have not seen them, these very sensual poems for my beloved and people as ask if I really feel like this, non twin flames, we could say. But how else could I talk about Love. If I write Love with a capital L is not by mistake. Love, for me is the closest I feel to God and so far, the most healing I’ve experienced on Earth.

    Blessed be Love and blessed all lovers. šŸ’— I know your heart still hurts but it hurts over the past or what it hurts over, soon will come to pass. Open your heart to Love. Let Love revitalize and totally renew your heart and become a new you from the inside out.

    Eve

  • The Twin Flame Heart Orgasm

    The Twin Flame Heart Orgasm

    I’ve felt a heart orgasm by connecting my heart with my twin flame’s in an accepting, loving embrace, and it was better than sex! Let’s discuss.

    Sex happening with the body can be limited, to get the best results, I’ve learned to engage my soul and energy body as well. This isn’t difficult, you set your intentions, open your heart, and invite your soul, say a mantra… (let your intuition guide you). Of course our souls will not engage with a sexual connection that is not a heart connection. This post is for twin flames after all but I believe you can do this with a soulmate or the most loving connection to varying degrees. I’m sure it’ll get better for me also!

    Heart to heart šŸ’—

    The background: my flame was a hardened man who didn’t like to kiss or hug, he told me plenty! After years of manifesting hugs and kisses on my part, he let me know he loved both! What a happy year!

    My flame is a tall guy and I’m a very short woman, so even after years of hugging and lovemaking, our hearts were not always physically aligned due to our height difference (and this is also a metaphor for what was happening energetically when our hearts were not aligned) 

    Heart Orgasm ā¤ļø

    Then it happened. We looked into each other’s eyes and then we embraced. Our hugs have been getting more powerful than I ever expected they could become. Then I felt a new dimension of embracing. I had an orgasm šŸ˜‚ in my heart. This was unexplainable, so I tried to understand it šŸ˜‚. When this happened, our hearts were directly aligned and the closest they can get to each other and we fully intended that hug, it was miraculous.

    Set a powerful intention

    Miracles do exist but we have to help too. So, I’ll tell you my secrets. First of all my intention for lovemaking and kissing or hugging is to give all of me and to receive all of him and total Union, now, as I read this I realize I need to extend this intention to communication too šŸ¤Æ. I also ask the angels and our guides to Bless this union. And after that I stay in the moment, I’ve trained myself over the years to not think and if I have a busy mind and can’t stop thinking, then I use my awesome visualization skills from being an artist and visualize what’s going on or what I’m trying to manifest. Or, another trick I use is to think about our first date or something romantic or sweet. But clearly the best is no thought and being totally in the moment to receive their highest medicine.

    Love and lovemaking heal. This is my biggest message. šŸ’•

    Continue sharing your Love please, your efforts do make a difference

    And thanks for all the work you do šŸ˜Šā¤ļøšŸ˜Š

  • When we’re old. Union poem and reflection.

    Union is not telling my lover beautiful words, after all, words can be used to deceive too and we should not fall in love with words.
    Some aspects of union can’t be explained. How to put the feelings into words? Words lack the depth. Words can’t make me feel joy like union can and therefore I’m out of words right now and can’t define Union.

    I intend to reach a stage of union when words are not needed to communicate, when our hearts are so close that they can communicate for us. When we don’t have to check in with each other or ask how you feel, a place where I know and feel what he feels. I intend to reach a stage of union where words melt into a gaze.

    When We’re Old. Union poetry

    Stay strong Lovestars. In my personal life I just found a great darkness, a part of what I came to call a family curse and not even in me so I’m having a tough time dealing with this.

    I understand I’m a master of the darkness and I was born into this family to balance that darkness. Life is good because I enjoy union though so the darkness can not scare me.

    Much Love

  • Camping bliss, May/ Jun 2021

    Camping bliss, May/ Jun 2021

    My family and I have been camping a lot since 2020. In 2020, during the pandemic, when we stopped going out to the public so much we started going into nature a lot more, it was the silver lining. We discovered off-grid camping sites, which I blogged about in my previous post and that became the height of my blogging and spiritual experience. It gave me so much content for this blog, it’s kept it afloat.

    For the memorial day holiday weekend, we decided on a lake camping experience. It is my youngest daughters’ birthday this week and she wanted to go so we decided to do it for her. It was amazing, we could hear the waves in our tent, yet nowhere near as spiritual as our off-grid camping adventures. There were too many people and lots of party beasts and the energy became heavy, specially as the families left and we were left with the party crowd. We camped for 2 days.

    Still, we loved it and we were safe, except from the Mercury Retrograde… My beloved and I got into the biggest misunderstanding situation (fight) ever, I don’t even know how to get over it yet! We both became so triggered, over different reasons. I am doing a lot of soul searching right now and found another dark energy body inside of my system, a huge cloud that stemmed from influential males in my life’s criticism of me. It feels it initiated from me feeling judged and feeling inadequate as a result, I felt the judgement and made that my own feeling, I then judged myself. This, of course, started in childhood. Yet of course, this is the energy coming from females in my line also, it’s not just me, it’s been there. I’ve inherited a lot of trauma and so have all other females.

    I have to talk to my twin again. We talked while feelings were hot, now it’s my time, I’ve to talk about what happened after the fact. It’s amazing how our twins know which traumas we carry inside our bodies and how to trigger and stir those until we’re healed. I believe it’s because they know through the triggers and needed healing, we’ll become the perfect angel they knew us to be in the other side of the veil. Our twin’s heart knows we’re their perfect angel šŸ˜‡.

    But we love each other and all of this is for our learning and ascension. I will not tell you the details because he would not want me to but it was sooo strong. The purge out of my trigger, still pulling trash out if my system! I will be a much lighter person when this is finally over. I’m so grateful šŸ˜Šā¤ļøšŸ˜Š

    Let’s not forget, this eclipse season, communication is a huge theme! This was proven to me at camp again.

    Birthday girl
    The boy who can’t be contained in a tent
    View from our tent
    Funniest camper girl
    Little ones stick together
    Our camping setup will be ascending! We sleep 6 in this tent
    His oldest sister calls him blueberry eyes

    I felt like we were there after leaving!

    We will probably camp again this month, we don’t usually plan it ahead of time, we’ll see.

    Still feeling tired from camping for 2 days,

    Eve