Category: Marriage

  • Scorpio new moon. Time of rebirth

    Dear friend,

    The week before the 11/11 portal was tough. The weekend of the 11/11 portal was incredible, a very tired weekend perfect for sleeping, chilling, and hanging out. I didn’t get to do the work I wanted to do, but it was the perfect weekend. For me and my lover, it’s probably the best weekend we have ever had. It was romantic, sexy, sweet, we talked all weekend and about various topics that centered around us and our union.

    The weekend was perfect after the extreme week before. During our wild conversations, I told my lover that after that crazy hard week, we would be reborn this week. I was thinking of the Scorpio Phoenix who dies and is reborn over his ashes. With the 11/11 portal as the death moment, I saw the week prior as the dying week, and starting this week with the Scorpio new moon on this Monday, it’s the week of rebirth.

    11/11 portal rebirth

    Cassidy Cayne from twinflames1111.com says that 11:11 is an ascension code shown to lightworkers and twin flames. I resonated, and I saw this quote while backing up my pictures during the 11/11 portal. Divine timing is always at play, and 11/11 ends up being a time we can perceive spirit, so it’s always divine timing during the portal.

    Scorpio new moon

    I have talked about this on my previous Scorpio posts. I’m mentioning it again because it’s the perfect time of rebirth after a painful death. The new moon signifies a new beginning with the powerful Scorpio vibes.

    Ending the Scorpio month

    I strongly feel that from now until the end of Scorpio season, we will be in the rebirth process and being affected by the 11/11 portal, though the hardest part has passed.

    I’ll be traveling without my Scorpio, which is already painful but only for 1 week. I’ll be writing him poems and letters, making him videos, and writing blog posts in his honor. I’ll also be resolving some serious issues with some family members, and I’ll channel the Scorpioenergy to help with my truth telling, personal power, and assertiveness (my intention)

    What have we learned during 11/11?

    I have learned many lessons this Scorpio season but especially during the 11/11 portal. This season is perfect for discovering truth and being honest with ourselves and others. It’s also a season to get insights from spirit and to receive lots of new light. On this list, I’ll also include things that were very positive that happened between my beloved and I.

    I’ve learned many things, and as a reminder for when I read this in the future, I’ll list some of the things I’ve learned during this 11/11 rebirth period.

    • My lover appreciates my poetry. I should have already known this, but I don’t ask, I just asked him because he talked of his hard to please music taste, and I was like, “Well, do you like my poems?”… he doesn’t like the very short ones as much
    • My old poems were no good, and I’m blessed. I thought they were decent back then because otherwise, I would have quit.
    • Several great things I learned about making love with my beloved
    • I decided to write the jokes I come up with. I’m constantly laughing and making others laugh. I crack myself up, too. Don’t be surprised that it was my lover’s idea, but I’ve already changed my mind and started getting prompts to write the funny things I think about, and I’m working on my fist funny post for the future
    • Related to the last item, I made some sex jokes to my partner. It was new and new is good. New light, new energy, new vibes, renewed sexual desire, open communication lines, dropping the shame 🫠 👌 😎
    • New recipe I made even though it was an extremely lazy weekend: for my lover’s birthday: a vegan mushroom wellington. I can make a better one nect time, but it’s so delicious 😋 😍 😋
    • The wellington pastry I made as well from scratch and has me thinking of a few more recipes I can learn to make: pie, mushroom pot pie, little sweet and savory pies… delicious
    • I told my lover my secret dreams. The real dreams I didn’t discuss before due to shame… I told him of the dream when I saw about 10 of him! He joked that I should not have that kind of dream. But I don’t think like him and I didn’t do anything with the other ones, I said. Omg I’ll tell you: he said he would have taken 4 of me if it was the other way around… to do whatever he wanted with them. I just laughed, but this scenario will make it into one of my future jokes. Can you see the sex jokes being born? I can
    • Ok I told him in detail my sex dreams and I told him if the time I went lucid in my dream and how I manipulated the dream (it was very sexy, he loved it), then I told him about the time I returned to my dream to fix basically a nightmare which was totally cool.
    • My lover revealed something so divine. I was telling him how I never planned on falling on love. He then told me he always wanted to fall in love, and he was always trying to make it happen when he would fall for a girl. Of course, I told him he had me at wanting to fall in love. The handsome, sexy look, and the advanced sexual skills were not necessary. They were add ons for me
    • The list is becoming quite sexual… but I expressed how I felt shame regarding some stuff, and he then told me that he didn’t care about that with his open mind and told me what he cared about instead; instant relief
    • Did I say the lovemaking became sweeter and even more sensual? I don’t like to speak in code like this, but I expose myself enough.
    • During the week prior to 11/11, I was listening to neuroscientists talking about neurons, love, sex, gender, connection, and psychology… all of my favorite things. Well, I started to use that knowledge: I learned that stress is contagious because our hormones leak out of our body, and the alpha male and females are sharing their hormones with the beta males and females. So I flipped out realizing truths about my youth and my “friends” who influenced me in a way I would have never guessed I could have been influenced
    • Similarly, my beloved recognized that his biggest adulthood problem was coming from toxic feminines who threw him out of alignment in a money chasing way
    • We realized we are normal listening to neuroscientists. His off the charts sexual desire is healthy, and my not being interested in it is normal, too. I’d be sick if I was as sexual as he is. I learned so much from neuroscientists! Can’t even say everything, nor can I remember everything after the fact.
    • I should have written things down during the weekend because I obviously forgot most things… but I’ll ask my Scorpio
    • Truths came out in a loving but straightforward way
    • We talked and he expressed he knows he’s been talking to me like if I was his man friend (which I’ve told him before but I was ok with because I rather he’s honest) and he has decided to change then neuroscientists helped us understand how to talk to men and how to talk to women.
    • Scorpio season is actually beautiful and about love and commitment. Not about sex but about lovemaking

    Thank you for reading,

    Best Scorpio season ever,

    Eve deeply in love ❤️ 😍 💖

  • 11/11 portal. Scorpio season; union, clarity, and understanding

    Dear Lovestar,

    Cosmic portals, such as the 11/11 portal, open before and close days after the date. I strongly feel that this 11/11/23 portal has been open for a week, at least.

    The week ending today, Friday 11/10, has been incredibly difficult for me, my Scorpio partner, people that I know, and I believe all the people of the world. Tiredness, unfair legal matters, disease, hospital stays, surgeries, and even death is what I’ve been hearing from people I know this week. And I didn’t even ask everyone how they were doing. Nobody I know in person has been all smiles. I smile a lot, but this week, not at all.

    The good stuff pre 11/11

    My lover and I are honest with each other, and we have built a deeper union than we expected. For us, this has been a time of deepening our connection. We had tough talks, but I was relaxed enough not to lose control. He always forgives and forgets.

    Because I was expecting to be shown secrets and to have my darkness exposed, and I have listened carefully to the truths I have heard, some of which were painful, I have used this for my growth. I had several revelations and insights. I am so much wiser now.

    My beloved was very romantic this week. It was sweet. I thought he was the sweetest he’s ever been. Also, telepathy was a thing as well as very intense new dreams. And then it got deeper and sweeter. We talked about so much, and we even discovered root cause to some of our issues in our childhood traumas. It was a week and especially a weekend dedicated to love and union.

    I have learned several things personally, which I’ll not share. This is what the portal is about: learning about ourselves and how to make ourselves better. Learning about our partner and how to connect deeper with them.

    Meaning of 1111

    Teal Swan’s meaning of 11:11

    Union. Twin flame connection deepens

    During this time, the energy is of tough love and pure truth and honesty no matter what truths and secrets come out. Triggering right now depends on how honest we have been with ourselves and our partner.

    If we are keeping secrets, it’s the time to spill them, or they could get spilled by accident, or we could be exposed. Secrets are stuck energy that needs to move. They’re begging to come out. Now is the time.

    Here is a good reason to always be honest: if we’re always honest, we will not be keeping any hurtful secrets and if we’re acting with integrity, then anything that goes unsaid will not be hurtful or painful. In the integrity case, we can take advantage of this energy and speak about our core truths, speak of the things we don’t usually talk about, discuss union and connection, have hard conversations, talk about sex… if we’re honest and live with integrity, Scorpio season will be much more manageable. But I assume that liars have an extremely tough time during the month of Scorpio.

    Scorpio season and 11/11

    The Scorpio season is already intense. Add to the mix up to 2 weeks of extra extreme energy of the 11/11 portal, and we have extreme astrological weather, im carrying my emotional umbrella. I strongly feel the week prior to 11/11 was the harshest as new light is coming in and triggering old darkness to release. This feels painful to us. But it’s growing pains. It’s like the day before we receive a very expected excellent guest, very busy and kind of stressful preparing, buying more food, cooking, cleaning, or the very extreme feeling of expecting a beloved guest and it feels like time is standing still.

    11/11 is when this energetic portal is wide open. The week after 11/11, I told my beloved we shall be reborn of our ashes. This is Scorpio season and like the Phoenix, this week we’re preparing to die, on 11/11 we will die (not literally obviously an energetic death/ ego death), and the week after 11/11 we will be reborn. So the energy should get easier. Hopefully…

    Time slowing down. Will it stop?

    It was a very long week. I felt like it was never going to stop. I even felt bored, and I don’t ever feel bored. My thinking mind told me that the week felt so long because as the days get shorter and there’s less sun we feel more tired. But now, looking back, I felt time slow down, or could it be that the new energy is coming too fast?

    Yesterday, I went to the store with my family and we waited for daddy and I felt we were waiting for 15 minutes, but I looked at the time and only 4 minutes had passed. I was amazed, and I didn’tyell at him.

    Celebrating Scorpio’s birthday

    My lover’s birthday was during this week. He was born during the 11/11 portal. During this very hard week. I told him how he was born during such a hard week, and he didn’t seem impressed. “The entire year is this hard” he replied and this is what happens if you’re a Scorpio, especially born during the 11/11 portal, you bring the intensity of this week into everyday life.

    Well, next year I will not be talking about my beloved’s birthday because he just told me he doesn’t want to celebrate them. Ok, it’s true he has told me this before, but I’m an over-celebrator of birthdays, and I didn’t get it until now.

    Is not celebrating birthdays a Scorpio thing? Well, I’m not going to lie. I’m off the hook for presents or anything planned, but I’ll continue to observe his birthday. Well, I’ll celebrate him more every day.

    Gifts for Scorpio

    Certainly, all Scorpios want different gifts from different people. Probably Scorpio’s beloved will have the most opportunity to ace gifts for him.

    True story: Over the years, my liver has told me that he looks at my pictures, and once he said he was almost hypnotized, looking at my picture. The same happens to me, but I never considered myself photogenic or beautiful, so it was a huge compliment.

    In the past I would not have given him a gift like this one but after years of saying he looks at my pictures I decided to make a collection of all my best pictures through the years and gift them to him. I have already gifted him all my physical photos, including my quinceañera (15 year old birthday) pictures.

    It was a lot of work, and I added my sexiest poems. Then he caught me looking at pictures of myself, and it was weird. In my shame, I said: I made you a collection of pictures of me. And that sounded ridiculous, so I cracked up, and I laughed so hard. He looked at me funny and shot a joke back:

    “Are you going to build a temple for me to worship you in?”

    My fastest response was the proper one. Good thing I didn’t overthink it! I replied:

    No, that place already exists, but it’s on my body. And all laughter ceased. 😃

    Gifts ideas for Scorpio males

    • Best to get to know your Scorpio and give him something meaningful to him
    • My beloved loves sexual gifts. I will not even lie. More than now, during our first year together when I was shy about it.
    • A knife or any sort of weapon. Fun fact: my lover thinks weapons are so cool that he helped me find a job making weapon parts! It’s intimidating for little Pusces here but yet so cool. Though every part leaves my desk with a blessing.
    • A homemade dinner is very special for my Scorpio. Especially baking his favorite desserts.

    Did I miss anything

    With love,

    Eve

  • Stage 2 of Scorpio Love: The Addiction. Love Addiction Poetry. Pisces + Scorpio compatibility 🔥🔥

    Stage 2 of Scorpio Love: The Addiction. Love Addiction Poetry. Pisces + Scorpio compatibility 🔥🔥

    Hi Lovestar,

    Happy first day of Scorpio season 2023! 🤪 it’s so cool that I’m caught off guard writing about Scorpio and its Scorpio season day 1. During this season, we all become ♏️. Cool, huh? 😎 😍 fun fact: During my weekend, I felt ridiculous writing about this topic, so I didn’t work on it. I guess I was supposed to finish it during the Scorpio season!

    Scorpio season is about delving into the subconscious and figuring out your truth. This is the real deal dark night of the soul. Will you embrace it?

    Are you madly in love with a Scorpio? Are you unable to control yourself? Has their intensity become a drug to you? If you answered yes, you are probably already obsessed (read my previous post about Scorpio obsession). Are you wondering if this obsession has turned into an addiction?

    My Scorpio reminded me last weekend 🤪 of the time I told him that he was my favorite drug, and I told him I’m addicted to his body, his presence, his energy, his smell, his voice… it’s true, we both know it and now you know it.

    Something sillier I remember telling him is this:

    If someone could put the Scorpio energy in a bottle and sell it, they would be the richest person in the world because most would get instantly hooked and pay for it!

    Hello 👋 I am Eve, and I’m a Scorpio addict! I use the Scorpio ♏️ drug multiple times a day. Perhaps I’m high on it all day long. It activates me and then consumes me. And the best part is, I’m never getting off it! In fact, I intend to use more… I do love Mars, I need Mars! 😍 Mars is the only flavor of man I desire but don’t get any ideas Aries… I love Scorpio’s depth! ♏️ 🤪 💗

    I’m every day writing mushy love poems. You already knew I was obsessed if you have read this blog and especially my last post. Don’t worry 😉 he just told me he is obsessed with me too, I can’t tell the details because he is quite private.

    This addiction started for us on our first date! Our interest and obsession happened before we went out while we were talking online.

    I’m having loads of fun unpacking and explaining my deep, deep, deep feelings for my beloved 🔥🔥Scorpio. Today, I’ll talk about and share my poems that express the vibe of my neverending addiction to his energy and sexual might. 😌 ✨️ 💕

    I am excited to talk about the next stages!

    Stage 2 of Scorpio love. What is a love addiction?

    The condition of being addicted to a substance, activity, or person is an addiction. Or energy…

    To be addicted is to be physically and mentally dependent on this substance, activity, or person and to be unable to stop using it. Also, to choose not to stop regardless of consequence…

    Experts (not me… I’m only an expert on how to kiss Scorpio) suggest there is also a type of love addiction that is not as awful as a drug addiction but can also be destructive to the addict and/ or the recipient of such addictive love.

    I don’t recommend anyone get love addicted but sometimes it happens naturally, and then you have to deal with it or address it.

    Scorpio’s energy is very addictive. Like a drug (I have no experience with hard drugs), their energy is enticing, it’s new, it’s enigmatic, it takes us over, and its delicious.

    This is the energy of a dragon, the energy of Mars, the energy of a thunderstorm in the middle of the night on the mountains, it’s the energy of a full moon eclipse, the energy of seduction… can you see why it’s so addictive? We humans have an addictive personality, and it’s difficult to go against the Scorpio energy and not get hooked!

    Additionally, we females literally get addicted to our man through unprotected sex (this is why we should never sleep around). My experience is that coming against Scorpio’s sex god energy, it’s impossible not to get hooked. And once we swim the Scorpio waters, going too deep feels almost natural. Like, I’ve never done this before, and what if I try it now in the pro arms of this Scorpio male?

    The Scorpio energy feels dark and taboo. It fillls me with energy, too. It makes me feel powerful. It definitely feels sexy to earn Scorpio energy from a Scorpio man. This energy makes me feel alive. It makes my heart and my skin feel. It makes me feel romantic, sexy, and a little dangerous. This energy is the very best energy I’ve ever felt.

    In my previous post, I explained who this energy is not for. It’s absolutely not for everyone. Go read and find out if Scorpio is incompatible with you.

    Obsession is the stage before addiction. On this post, I tell you who is not compatible with Scorpio.

    The Scorpio energy makes me want to experiment, explore, and get lost in it (body, mind, and soul). It makes me weak for him but strong in front of everyone else. It feels like an energizing drug.

    Is a love addiction okay?

    My addiction is only healthy because it’s reciprocated, we love this closeness, and are very compatible because we already know addictions can become destructive, even deadly. Do not play with this. It’s very serious! Could this addiction even be broken? I don’t know, again, handle this Love with care. You might never get out of it. Or you could be destroyed if Scorpio decided not to reciprocate if you’re already addicted.

    If there’s a scenario when a person is addicted to a Scorpio who doesn’t belong with them (an ex or someone who is not interested…) Then they would feel like they’re suffering. I will not tell anyone what to do, but if it was me, I would try to get over it in a healthy way without bothering the Scorpio who is unavailable. I would work on integrating the Scorpio energy into me because maybe it is their raw pawer that is desired, and then the Scorpio season might be the ideal time to become a Scorpio, this integrating the Scorpio energy and hopefully getting over tge addiction to an unavailable Scorpio. Another option would be to fall for an available Scorpio, and this could help because they might have similar energies.

    Scorpio Addiction Poetry from a Pisces, beloved of and addicted to a Scorpio male.

    “Addicted to you” is a new piece of art for this topic.
    What is an addiction, if not a chemical reaction, that changes our chemistry in a way that please us and makes us need more? The Scorpio sexual energy is the addictive substance. Play safe! One night stands with Scorpio will leave one addicted!
    When you’re addicted, no other flavor will interest you. Scorpio will have ruined you for any other man. Marry Scorpio, at this point, if you can.
    When you’re addicted, your drug hacks your chemistry. Well, Scorpio energy resets my mood! Well, that is a very sexual poem…
    When you’re addicted, you might give the object of your addiction more credit than they deserve. Watch out because this addiction to the wrong man can destroy you.
    Maybe Scorpio and Pisces were made for each other! How could it be that our weaknesses are their strengths and vice versa?
    Enough said
    Intoxicated by the Scorpio drug.
    When we make love with a man without protection, we become addicted to them literally. They stay within us. Scorpio takes it a step further and leaves an imprint so deep. It feels like a soul imprint.
    They say Scorpios take your soul, but we, their beloved, are very excited to share it!
    I just had to add this poem because I love it
    My vessel is a ship for my beloved. I identify as a red convertible 1995 Lamborghini 😆 😂 🤣 (shhh, I forgot the name of the car, but it’s his favorite vehicle)

    Need more Scorpio? Get ready for the season.

    Learn cool, new to me, Scorpio secrets from the Kabalah from this video.

    Cool Scorpio secrets from the Kabalah and how to handle the Scorpio season, which began today. Are you feeling it yet? I am

    Thanks for reading,

    If you love Scorpio, visit again because I’ll be talking about it during the season. And we’re about to have an eclipse so ground and relax!

    With love,

    Eve

  • Stage 1 of Scorpio Love: The Obsession. Love Obsession Poetry. Pisces + Scorpio compatibility 🔥🔥

    Dear Lovestar,

    I had so much fun with my first official Scorpio poem (because, as I explained, all my poems are dedicated to Scorpio as is this blog).

    I want to share more poems dedicated to the Scorpio-ness of my beloved. I love my very Scorpio man. Other men can’t make me feel, no offense. He woke up my skin and made my heart beat again.

    I didn’t know this about myself, but I need an obsessive type of Love that is deep, heavy, and takes me over. I found my match in a very Scorpio man. 😆 🤣 😂 He’s has 6 Scorpio placements, including his Sun, rising, Mercury, Mars, North Node, and I forgot the last one. He is a super Scorpio! I am Pisces, and I love him so much. Love at first sight doesn’t describe it. He fell for my picture, and I fell for him while talking online and I didn’t have a good picture of him!

    He is a total powerhouse of energy. That man is deep, mysterious, very masculine, and totally sexy. I’m going to try to explain how loving a Scorpio man feels, and hopefully, you will know whether this type of Love is for you or not. I’m not speaking about Pisces + Scorpio compatibility (we’re 100 % compatible if you wonder…) on this blog post. Maybe another post. This is a post about how it feels to Love a Scorpio man but written by a Pisces.

    Stages of loving a Scorpio (my experience)

    • Obsession and craving sex
    • Addiction to his energy and sexual might
    • Healing through sex ascension
    • Total Union: physical, emotional, energetic, soul union.

    I am having fun with this post, too, but it’s really true what they say about Scorpio ruling the bedroom scene! I think my Scorpio’s sexual energy is unmatched. Do I think I’m the luckiest woman in the world? Yes! I am grateful for this man and our experience every day!

    Scorpio and you are not compatible if:

    This love is not for everyone! There are almost no words to describe this Love! Here is what will break up your relationship with a Scorpio man.

    • Scorpio love is not for people who date casually,
    • or for those who don’t want to have lots of sex,
    • not for people who want a shallow relationship,
    • not for women who post their butt pictures on Instagram,
    • this love is not for people who are not open and honest with their partner.
    • Scorpio love might be too much if you’re a feminist
    • This love might scare away people who are too independent
    • This love is definitely not your cup of tea if you’re interested in sleeping around
    • Do not fall for a Scorpio if you’re jealous because just like you will get obsessed, Scorpio’s exes are obsessed, and women throw themselves at them wherever they go
    • Don’t date Scorpio if you don’t want to be “owned”
    • Don’t get involved with a Scorpio if you can’t handle someone becoming obsessed with you because his love is like an anaconda… he traps you, eats you, then you’re part of his body 😋
    • And there are a lot more things that would make you incompatible with Scorpio. Please comment and help with this list.

    Scorpio obsession feels like this: 🤪😋 😋

    Scorpio Obsession: I was obsessed when I could not stop thinking about my lover. I lost control of my feelings, and that’s when Scorpio won some sort of control over my body. He didn’t request this “control”, it just happened automatically because I messed around with him too much and became more than obsessed (I’ll explain what happened next on my next Scorpio post). 😆

    More than being very interested in Scorpio, I started to belong to him before he tried to own me, or maybe both happened simultaneously… I know these are scary words for the inexperienced in loving Scorpio, but Scorpio knows how to own his woman’s body in this way: he hacks his woman’s body, and gives her everything she needs forever after, who is strong enough to not get obsessed with that? Not me. I gave in and swam too deep with him, and then I was his. This happened after 1 date to both of us (twin flame recognition with Scorpio intensity… I lost my mind, i thought i was crazy for years! Im still crazy but i own it now! Lol)

    After her body (especially as a Pisces female) being owned (likely for the first time ever), Scorpio has won control, and us, their beloved women, we have lost control to an obsession. This feels like desiring what they desire. No worries, though. It feels great! Read post 3 of this series coming in the near future.

    Scorpio likes it this hot, and if this happens right, Scorpio will be obsessed, too. Not a love for the faint of heart, not a love for people who don’t deeply commit, not a love to play around with, not a lover to play with, disrespect, or break their heart. Why would a love obsession be ok? Wait for my post on the last stage, the healing, and discover why I believe it’s worth it.

    An obsession feels like a neverending desire to be with them. One might ruin a good thing getting obsessed so it’s best not to get obsessed but it can’t be helped if you are spending too much time with Scorpio because his energy is the energy of a strong drug. His energy will do things to your body that no other energy could come close to doing…

    Obsession is the energy of Scorpio’s ex-girlfriends, actually. Don’t get into any fights. Don’t become a bitter Scorpio ex by acting cool while totally obsessed, dont chase them. Once you’re nice and obsessed, if Scorpio likes it, he will give you so much attention and love that you will probably become addicted (see my next Scorpio post)! My lover just explained to me how his ex became a fighter and literally had to fight his previous ex who attacked her with a knife! Darn, I’m lucky I met him late in life because I would not have fought the obsessed phycho!

    How Scorpios manifest lovers

    If Scorpio has chosen you (this was my experience), you might not be able to get away from them! Scorpio has the ability to manifest love/ partners/ lovers. It is said that Scorpios operate behind the scenes. They have mastered tricks we can only dream of. They can put thoughts in our heads, feelings in our hearts, and shivers in our bodies before a conversation is had. They might be doing this on purpose or not even realize they’re doing it! This is their superpower.

    Scorpio can manifest the lover they desire with their powerful energy. They don’t like to express their feelings for you, and they are used to the woman they’re interested in begging for their attention. How can Scorpio make a strong, sexy, modern woman who has plenty of suitors go out of her way to chase them? They manifested her attention. But how?

    Some of this manifestation is intentional: this is how my lover got my attention. I wasn’t interested in dating, and I was using people to practice my English… I got my way because he taught me how to speak English very well. He got his way, too, because I changed my entire life to be his woman. He chose me from a picture, and I asked how he even recognized me from a picture, and he was unsure (he didn’t know it was recognition) but went with his gut. He decided I would be his woman, and the rest is history. He could have gotten a better one, I thought, but I was the chosen one. Whatever energy he sent me, I don’t know. But he hooked me pretty fast and interesting because I’m a Pisces.

    Some of this manifestation is unintentional: they’re just living their lives and walk by you. You feel their magnetic energy and wonder who that hot guy is and how can I get his number?

    In conversation with my Scorpio, I told him I thought he manifested me in his life (I told him I literally was created by God just for him, designed by his specifications) he didn’t think so until then. He thought we received help from the universe, but you only receive this kind of help from the universe when you’re in alignment and living a decent life, and at what point is a miracle a manifestation? Well, I let Scorpio know that by wishing for a certain woman in a certain way, if the vibes are right, the universe can deliver her. This is, I believe, how Scorpio manifests the love of their life.

    It could be that because he has desired love so deeply, he manifested it in those ways they speak of in The Secret. It could be that their spirit is seeking the love they truly deserve and manifesting that love for them. Scorpios find the Love with Capital L. Love we did not know existed in this world, Scorpio inspires females to love them that way. There’s no end to this Love, it only grows. You will find Scorpios all over the place married for 20 years with children, and their wives are loyal, committed, happy, and have plenty of orgasms!

    I could write books about how this man makes me feel, so instead, I’ll hurry up and share some obsession poetry…

    Poems about my little Scorpio obsession 🤪 😍 ✨️

    Lovemaking with Scorpio is so good that we get obsessed! More please, and tomorrow, the day after… I’ll be thinking about it!
    Very sexual poem to Scorpio. Obsessively, I’ll let him devour me all day long, then ask for more! That’s an addiction… (see the next post for the addiction poems)
    I feel like many of these poems have the same vibe suddenly! Same message in different words. Because they all describe my obsession with Scorpio and, in this case, the lovemaking, which is one of a kind!

    PS. I wrote this about my beloved Scorpio twin flame, the one I always write about on this blog. Please 🙏 comments about our relationship are not necessary. You can ask questions about my opinion. However, no two relationships are the same.

    Beware of the unevolved Scorpio man, I’m writing about an evolved one. He’s very sweet and attentive instead of the infamous unevolved Scorpio who’s a heartbreaker who will leave you addicted.

    If this triggered you, perhaps you’re not an ideal lover for a Scorpio, but I could not know. Please don’t judge my over the top and very colorful expressions of love as my unique expression works for me and Scorpio. We will not change except to become even closer. No amount of criticism would make us change our love language, which is definitely a hot obsessed addiction.

    By the way, I am Pisces, and I am very compatible with Scorpio. Beyond our sun signs, my beloved and I are extremely compatible all over our charts! That’s how we were set up to be together by the universe.

    Next, we will talk about the Scorpio addiction 🤪 😌 😆

    Thanks for reading,

    Eve

  • Stages of loving a Scorpio. Scorpio Pisces Love. 1 of 5.

    Dear Lovestar,

    If you’re reading this, you’re probably a Scorpio in love with a Pisces or a Pisces in love with a Scorpio.

    Or, you could be someone who loves a Scorpio, and you would like to know what it’s like to be in a relationship with one.

    Welcome to my public journal, where I tell you all my secrets about my love life with my beloved Scorpio, who I call my twin flame.

    Let’s talk about the truth of loving a Scorpio. I’m speaking of real love, much more than a relationship. I’m speaking of the kind of love you’re in when you spend decades with a person, until death do us apart! Because you can find that with a Scorpio, that is what they’re looking for!

    This post is an introduction to a 5 article series named:

    The stages of loving a Scorpio

    Each stage article will come with poetry written by me, Pisces for him, Scorpio. The poems will speak of all the feelings in these stages. There are four stages which I just made up for fun. See below. Yes, this is just for fun, and I’m not an astrologer!

    There is only one sign I know well, Scorpio. After living with my beloved for 16 years, I’m an expert and number 1 fan, though fellow Scorpio wives might think they’re the number 1 fan! Because the truth is, us beloved by Scorpios and really anyone touched by Scorpio, or actually anyone who meets a Scorpio can become attracted at first sight to the point of obsession!

    I’m not going to tell you how to attract a Scorpio because mine showed up at my door and I did not have to do much, or how to keep a Scorpio around because mine has been trying to make it work from the beginning, I’ll definitely not tell you how to get rid of a Scorpio because I’ve no intention of doing so!

    Stages of loving a Scorpio ♏️

    How Pisces Loves Scorpio

    Pisces has a tendency to want to escape this cruel world, and Scorpio is the sweetest escape! Forget drugs or alcohol. Nothing feels better than Scorpio.

    Pisces can be all over the place and needs desperately to ground, Scorpio is like an anchor.

    Pisces might have been taken advantage of in the past, and if so, they might be hesitant of men/ dating/ love. When Pisces meets Scorpio’s intense energy, she can open her heart.

    Pisces needs a strong lover, and we’re soft enough to handle that. Scorpio is the strongest lover!

    Pisces is a super romantic, and Scorpio craves romance. Scorpio would love to find a woman who can give him the kind of attention he has been giving the wrong women all along.

    Pisces is emotional and cries a lot. Scorpio is emotional, too. He simply learned a long time ago not to show it. They will appreciate each other’s sensitivity.

    Pisces is spiritual and cares a lot of things that others see as nonsense. We might be tree huggers, animal lovers, and feed the homeless, for example. Scorpio is super focused and understands the physical plane. They can help each other out. Pisces helps Scorpio’s rough edges and helps him navigate the spiritual realm, and Scorpio can teach Pisces about the setting boundaries, keeping safe, and how to throw some punches. Scorpio is like a magician, though, and loves Pisces spiritual tendencies.

    Pisces is a lover and hates and avoids confrontation. Scorpio will protect Pisces to the death if necessary.

    Pisces loves to please her beloved, and of course, Scorpio loves to be pleased.

    It seems like this is a match made in heaven, and there is so much potential! Potential to start a family and be together forever. ❤️ 💛 💓 Potential to find your soulmate. In Scorpio, I found my twin flame.

    Pisces Scorpio compatibility

    Pisces and Scorpio are very compatible. Either they have the same likes and dislikes, or one has what the other lacks. These two can fall in love at first sight. This is my experience with my Scorpio.

    This pair can heal each other just by loving and accepting the other person. Because likely, others have been trying to change both of them, others have rejected their sensitivity, others have abused their kindness, others have made fun of them, others have bullied them, and likely they were told they were weird, they needed to change…

    They have a way of understanding each other, and this is healing. If they can open up and have the necessary deep conversations, they can stand the test of time.

    I have been speaking about an evolved Scorpio man. He has told me it would not have worked out with his unevolved younger self. And, I, Pisces, have never considered myself toxic, but I was brokenhearted when we met. We did meet at the perfect time because I, too, was extremely careless previously…

    If this topic interests you, do not miss my next 4 posts where I will talk about each of the loving a Scorpio stages and will share poems I’ve written for my Scorpio man which speak of each of the stages.

    Thank you for reading, and please love your Scorpio (or your Pisces) because they deserve it 💗 💖 ❤️

    With love and light,

    Your Pisces friend (with Lillith in Scorpio),

    Eve

  • Lion’s Gate poetry

    Lion’s Gate poetry

    It’s not new for me to write the most beautiful and touching poems during the Lion’s Gate portal.

    In 2020, when my broken heart was miraculously healed, and I was finally able to love, I wrote 8 of my favorite poems ever!

    I don’t write these down with my intellect, I hear them as thoughts. Sometimes complete thoughts that rhyme and/ or have rhythm, other times a word gets stuck in my head or a title.

    This is my favorite thing to do.

    “Grateful for you,” a twin flame healing poem. This made me so emotional 😢 that I had to go to the bathroom and dry my tears!

    This is my truth, and this was my path to union.

    How we finally reached Union (16 years together in a 3D union, never separated)

    I was illuminated during the Lion’s Gate 2023. Someone from spirit told me all the things about myself that were creating separation in our union. One of these things was that I was a feminist but I didn’t realize it. Once I opened up to him and explained everything, he was soooo sweet that he said I didn’t need to apologize. Let’s just make it better. I then wrote him a 14-page letter, which was a journaling exercise, too, and I discovered so much about myself.

    Now, we call each other every lunchtime we’re separated, and we have been super kind to each other.

    I still have a long way to go (and I’m certain he does too) but the results have been electrifying!

    I’m super grateful 🙏 🥲 🙂

    I’ll talk about this at length because it’s so important and it was easy though it took 16 years for me to be illuminated!

    Thanks for reading, and may your union flourish, too!

    Eve

  • Pisces to Scorpio love letter

    Beloved Scorpio,

    I, Pisces, love you, Scorpio. I love your depth, your intensity,  your sensitivity, and your sensual power. Scorpio, you rule my daydreams and my fantasies. I feel most fulfilled in your presence. I feel most feminine in your arms. I feel most powerful when I am noticed by you.

    Scorpio, I am grateful that you are my perfect match, and I am your perfect match. You have what I need and I have what you need. We were made, perfect, for each other.

    Thank you for noticing me within the sea of countless women, and especially thank you for choosing me over all the other Pisces girls who would have loved to have you.

    Please know that my love is pure and deep and blessed by the light. I could only surrender to you. I can only be vulnerable with you. No energy comes close to yours. I am forever yours.

    And Scorpio, don’t worry, I will match your intensity when you need it most.

    With so much love and gratitude,

    Your Eve,

  • Lovemaking meditation. Stop overactive mind to reach orgasm.

    TRIGGER ALERT!!! WE DISCUSS SEX,  ORGASMS, AND THE LACK OF ON THIS POST. MEANT FOR FEMALES. READ FOR INFORMATIONAL PURPOSES. ENGAGING SEXUALLY WITH A FEMALE? COME GET INSIGHT. WRITTEN WITH LOVE AND LIGHT FOR THE COLLECTIVE OF FEMALES.

    Dear friend,

    I was in a deep conversation with my beloved ❤️ when he mentioned how many women go their entire lives without experiencing an orgasm. We discussed the topic further and were baffled that only a tiny percentage of females are able to have an orgasm through vaginal intercourse alone. Lucky us, and how do we spread the awareness that this is within reach for many more?

    Why do I care about orgasms?

    There are many reasons. One is my partner believes it’s hot. Whether he vocalizes it or not, my partner gets off getting me off. It not only deepens the connection and makes me open to more sex, but also my partner gets confirmation that he’s doing something very well and that I’m enjoying myself with him.

    During an orgasm, there is a huge release of sexual energy that has interacted with my attentive lover. This energy has manifestation power. It’s a perfect time to set an intention.

    Having an orgasm is a huge self steem boost, and it makes me feel better. My theory is that it also makes me look better, at least while the orgasm has the effect and their spell last a while.

    I believe there are health benefits to having orgasms. Additionally, I believe it helps balance hormones, can help balance feminine and masculine energies within my body, and can help ground me. I can not prove these beliefs. I don’t have orgasms for their health benefits either. They just feel really, really good. They feel like bliss.

    There is a healing power to having orgasms. Energetic, mental, and health manifestations of the two. Regular orgasms can be powerful, like therapy with a good therapist, orgasms can help get stuck energy out of the body, and this has helped me ascend, grow, transform, heal, and become who I am today.

    Regular orgasms help manifest union. With my theory about them helping remove stuck energy out of the body, regular orgasms could trigger running and chasing but ultimately should help bring the lovers to union.

    It’s said that orgasms increase the chances of becoming pregnant. (If not trying to get pregnant, use caution)

    My personal experience

    I, too, have experienced orgasmless sex. That is the sex that sucks that I wish I would have never settled for. I didn’t even think female orgasms existed until I was a woman and read about it in a magazine! I was told and taught about the monumental male orgasm with their creative power but never even informed about the bliss I too could experience and I would not feel that bliss until I met my beloved, and luckily for me, I was only 20.

    If teenage girls were taught about the female orgasm, they would be less likely to give their bodies to undeserving partners and would not go into long-term relationships with mediocre partners.  Girls would grow into women who are confident in their bodies and who are comfortable sharing their opinions and talking openly with their partners. Please do your part and let someone know of the incredible power of having an orgasm as a female.

    My beloved 🔥🔥 who was made for me by God and set up to date me by the universe, is my orgasm giver. It’s his superpower, and I have been blessed, I know. I speak from my experience of what I have noticed in going from not enjoying sex to loving every moment of it and wanting more with the right partner. The right partner was key.

    In my youth, in Cuba, I remember people said that girls fell in love with the first guy they had sex with. I never believed that. I believe that girls fall in love with the first guy who gives them an orgasm. She would be powerless to not fall in love.

    What I believe is that in a relationship, if a girl still doesn’t love a man before he gives her her first orgasm, she will fall in love the moment she feels it.

    Why am I not having orgasms?

    I could be judging myself. If I’m thinking I don’t look good enough during sex, if I’m wondering if I look good or bad, if I’m trying to hide perceived body imperfections, if I’m trying to look a certain way rather than being vulnerably me, I can’t have an orgasm. But I have realized that in any position, we look hot. The imperfections are not noticeable.  He is not looking at my huge belly. He is looking at his favorite part of me, and he does a great job of finding my sexiest side.

    I could be judging my performance. If I’m thinking I’m doing a poor job during sex, I’ll likely not experience bliss. If I’m trying too hard, if I’m competing with his previous lover, or with some idea of what I should be doing, or if I mistakenly believe I have to act like some porn star, I will not have an orgasm. As a woman, I have found that I don’t have to be any of those things for my partner. The only way is to surrender without judgment! If I let go completely, I’ll feel bliss.

    I could be judging my partner. Perhaps we are fighting or mad at each other. I will not have an orgasm if I choose to have sex with the wrong partner. It would not work if I dared compared him to a previous partner. For me, I have to feel safe with a man to even come close. His energy has to feel right. I should not have any questions of whether or not he’s cheating. I’m definitely not cheating. It’s not a one-time stand, a mistake, or a partner I want to break up with. It starts with the right partner, and I’m giving all of me because I trust him.

    I could be judging the experience. If instead of enjoying every second of it, I’m in my mind, concerned if it’s too soon, too late, if I’m overcome by jealousy, if I think I will regret the experience, I would not expect to have an orgasm. However, I have learned in my connection that to enjoy lovemaking, I have to be present in that moment, and that means not thinking about anything that is not part of that experience or that could enhance the experience.

    Tips to reach an orgasm

    As a woman, since I only surrender my body to my beloved, the right guy, and my orgasm giver, only my overactive thinking mind could prevent me from enjoying the lovemaking experience, peaking with an orgasm. My belief is that to have a fulfilling sex life, a female must first have a worthy partner, and once that is accomplished, she needs to simply calm that overactive mind that prevents her from enjoying herself to the max through overthinking.

    Thinking during the sexual act is the biggest thing I’ve noticed that can stop my pleasure. I don’t know how this works for males and only speak about what I know. If, during sex, a woman starts thinking about work or family drama, she will not have an orgasm. If her shopping list pops in her mind or her bills, her pleasure will fade. If a woman becomes preoccupied with anything at all during sex, she will not enjoy it much because, as a woman, this experience is internal.

    For those of us who practice meditation, it’s easy to realize that lovemaking is the perfect meditative experience. After all, being in the moment is not letting our thoughts wander into the past or future, being in our current energy, feeling what we are feeling, being patient, and not rushing the experience, accepting, surrendering to the moment, being in a receptive mode, letting go of judgements…

    Letting go of thoughts is difficult! It might even be impossible to be in a non thinking state unless someone has been practicing for a while. Yet, while making love, when thoughts come through my mind, just like when I meditate, I don’t let that thought become a conversation that would take my concentration out of my beloved. I don’t want to miss a second of my lover’s attention, so I’ve practiced. If my mind is going 1000 miles a second and not being helpful, I use willpower and take my thoughts to an extremely powerful and sexy moment in our connection, such as our first time.

    If my mind is overactive, I visualize my beloved and I making love. This practice tames the overthinking mind and adds another layer of sexy, the mind suddenly working to my benefit.

    Prior to lovemaking

    • Set a romantic and mainly safe stage for lovemaking.
    • Relax body and mind.
    • Set a powerful intention such as to receive as much pleasure as is given, to reach union, to become more aligned.
    • Surrender to lover’s touch. Decide that all of him is worthy of all of me.
    • Calm overactive mind by reassuring that all is well. Remember the first time or a time when total surrender caused an orgasm.

    During lovemaking

    • Don’t hold anything back. When the intention is to reach an orgasm, there is a need to be open to one’s lover.
    • Don’t judge the experience, myself, my lover.
    • Be grateful. Gratitude makes everything sweeter and is a powerful manifestation technique.
    • Be open. During this experience, we might pick up our partner’s thoughts, desires, and fantasies. Accept them without judgment.
    • Be vulnerable.
    • Share the best of me.
    • Curve overactive mind by only engaging with thoughts that promote pleasure in my body. Visualizing my partner and I making love.
    • If thinking too much: open eyes and feast off the view of my beloved.
    • Surrender completely to the experience. Know that this is divine. I am worthy of this experience. I am worthy of feeling this much pleasure.
    • Intend that my lover will receive my love, gratitude, and appreciation from this exchange.
    • This exchange is an energetic one. Intend that our bodies will know how to interact with one another and provide each other the sweetest and most memorable experience.
    • Let go of the need to have an orgasm.  This will be an amazing experience regardless, and if I’m trying to hard, it will not happen.

    After lovemaking

    • Tell him how much I enjoyed it, or if not bold enough, let it be known.
    • Be grateful. Tell him or not, feel gratitude for this experience.
    • Sit in the vibe of lovemaking. A sexy energy was left behind, feel it.
    • Understand I am worth the pleasure felt, and there is nothing wrong with what we did. On the contrary, as a spiritual experience, lovemaking gets us closer to God. .
    • Feel my lover’s gratitude. He might not say it or recognize its gratitude, but he will be feeling it.
    • Decide to do this again.

    Dear friend, as a female, I reclaim my feminine power in the arms of my beloved. Our exchange is a safe experience where I can be my most vulnerable self. We engage with Love, respect, and passion. Our intention is to become closer, to please each other, and to feel pleasure ourselves, and we believe this is a gift from God, we will not judge or reject this gift from God.

    If you’re inspired, I invite you to engage with your beloved in lovemaking with the knowledge that not only can you have the most delicious orgasm but it will make your life more enjoyable and, dare I say, will make the world a better place.

    I pray this post will be useful, and if you find it enjoyable, please share it with a friend.

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    Thanks for reading,

    Please let me know if this was helpful,

    With love and light,

    Eve

  • The power of conscious sex

    Trigger alert! ⚠️🚨⚠️ I will be talking about unconscious sex!!! Read only if you will not have an unwanted response!

    Sex can be many things. It can be sweet lovemaking. It can be deceptive, stolen, and sold. Sex can hurt, or it can heal. Sex can be very unconscious. But can sex be conscious?

    Dear friend, I am not writing this post with  judgment in my heart. I have settled for the lower vibing sex, too. Though I judge myself a bit because we tend to be stricter, tougher on ourselves than others, I am not judging your experience. My intention with this post is to debate this topic. I am journaling. I am also not putting conscious sex on a pedestal because I feel I appreciate conscious sex much more after experiencing unconscious sex.

    What is conscious sex?

    Sex can be very unconscious. So then, by contrast, there has to be conscious sex. Sex is obviously very private, and we don’t get to know, like we know people who are conscious about their diet, conscious about their speech, or conscious about their appearance, but many of the people we know should be engaging in conscious sex. And if they’re not, there’s something wrong with this world. I do believe there’s something wrong with this world, but I believe we can help balance the energies through conscious sex.

    According to the dictionary, to be conscious is to be aware of and respond to our surroundings. In the context of sex, I would say conscious sex is when we engage in sex in a way that we are aware of what we’re doing. There are no tricks played, and both partners engage openly and willingly.  Responding to our surroundings during conscious sex sounds to me, like engaging with a positive intention, responding to our partner, being sensitive, and being open.

    Being conscious can also mean being awake. Awake neaning aware, knowing something that some don’t know exist, to bring that which is unconscious into our consciousness. In the context of sex, and in a more spiritual light, I would say conscious sex can be to engage, knowing secrets about sex that are not available to all (if you have any such secrets, please blow the whistle on the comments). To engage in a ritualistic way (for the light). To perform sexual magic, etc.

    Is conscious sex lovemaking? Conscious sex is lovemaking, but not all lovemaking is conscious.

    My personal experience

    I was all messed up when I was matched by the universe with my beloved twin flame. Previous to meeting him, I didn’t understand, appreciate, or love myself. Unfortunately,  when those things are lacking, we tend to give ourselves easier than when our self-love is strong.

    I was also heartbroken from childhood trauma. My chakras were out of alignment. I was not my healthiest or most beautiful.

    This was until my beloved worked his magic on me. I’m a different woman now that I’ve been touched by him. I believe he shone a light into me. It was a light so bright that anything that was not in alignment with it was obliterated. And so he blessed me from the inside out with the power of conscious sex. This is his superpower and the superpower of twin flame sex.

    The power of conscious sex

    Conscious sex heals. It can heal sexual trauma. It can even help heal us from sexual abuse.

    Conscious sex helps us ascend. It shines a light on low vibing energies within the body and, therefore, it can raise our vibration.

    Conscious sex can free us from heavy, ancestral energies, karma, and even curses. Set up a powerful intention as you engage.

    Conscious sex is a powerful tool for manifestation. Using the energies of the exchange to create the world we want to live in and be a part of.

    Conscious sex can create a beloved family.

    Conscious sex is a way to connect to source, spirit, and the universe. It’s a prayer of love.

    Conscious sex can help ascend the low sex vibes on Earth. The low vibes are all around us, and we’re all interacting with these energies. Through Conscious sex, just like it can support our bodies and get the low sex energies out of our bodies, so to can Conscious sex work the low sex energies in our planet until eventually, if we’re successful in our mission of love, one day there will be more Conscious than unconscious sex on Earth and healing will come. Sex will have ascended on Earth.

    Please tell me on the comments of your experience or opinions about conscious sex.

    Also, share how and what you manifest through conscious sex.

    With love and light,

    Eve