It’s not new for me to write the most beautiful and touching poems during the Lion’s Gate portal.
In 2020, when my broken heart was miraculously healed, and I was finally able to love, I wrote 8 of my favorite poems ever!
I don’t write these down with my intellect, I hear them as thoughts. Sometimes complete thoughts that rhyme and/ or have rhythm, other times a word gets stuck in my head or a title.
This is my favorite thing to do.
“Grateful for you,” a twin flame healing poem. This made me so emotional 😢 that I had to go to the bathroom and dry my tears!
This is my truth, and this was my path to union.
How we finally reached Union (16 years together in a 3D union, never separated)
I was illuminated during the Lion’s Gate 2023. Someone from spirit told me all the things about myself that were creating separation in our union. One of these things was that I was a feminist but I didn’t realize it. Once I opened up to him and explained everything, he was soooo sweet that he said I didn’t need to apologize. Let’s just make it better. I then wrote him a 14-page letter, which was a journaling exercise, too, and I discovered so much about myself.
Now, we call each other every lunchtime we’re separated, and we have been super kind to each other.
I still have a long way to go (and I’m certain he does too) but the results have been electrifying!
I’m super grateful 🙏 🥲 🙂
I’ll talk about this at length because it’s so important and it was easy though it took 16 years for me to be illuminated!
Thanks for reading, and may your union flourish, too!
Divine timing is always, but there are energies that assist in the manifestation of union. When we’re under the influence of these energies, we attract what we want so much easier, we might become master manifestors, if we are open to the energy. The energy is not everything, though! Even in the ideal energy of union, we have to take some steps to manifest this union into the physical. In other words, we must do mundane things here in the 3D to manifest our perfect union.
I only wanted to share with you these 3 amazing readings on YouTube. Partly because I can listen to whatever at work (perfect job), I have been indulging in hours of spoken content, and these videos will help! But there’s something else I want to address.
This season, if you are open, honest, and vulnerable with yourself and you work with the energies, you will find secret, hidden truths about yourself. It’s important to ensure these things are coming from your soul, which will bring you closer to union and not coming from ego, which will manifest separation.
If you have not discovered anything new about yourself and you want that, set the powerful intention and do the work that will help you learn these things about yourself.
If you’re in a twin flame relationship, it is important to understand that your beloved helped design you to be his/ her perfect lover. It is important to not feel fear at the things we discover within us. And something I have learned from experience is don’t be afraid, much less ashamed about exposing your inner truth to your beloved. This person might be waiting for you to embody your inner lioness/ lion! Your person is manifesting who you are becoming, and don’t be afraid of changing (transformation is in the air) because it will likely manifest union.
And now I have to talk to my beloved partner. I need to take my advice up there, and it is very scary, though extremely 😬 😳 😐 freeing to finally be who I am rather than trying to be too safe and nice, which is so fake… no offense here because I’m speaking about myself, and this is how I beat myself into submission. 😌 😎 ✨️
Finally, I’m having a tough time right now saying what I need to say, and you know I’m a weirdo, so I’m writing a long letter to explain my feelings to my beloved. You will not get to read it! But I’m thinking of writing a post about how to write a letter from the soul!
My fav spiritual influencers on August and Lion’s Gate energy.
Have you learned something new about yourself?
How has union improved for you during August or the Lion’s Gate season?
Here we are, in the middle of the time of the year with the most potential to reach union for those of us who seek union. Better yet, it’s the best time to hear spirit. Spirit is always with us and can always hear us. We are the ones who are spiritually deaf. During this time of the year, you may hear your spirit friends. This has been my experience. If you do hear voices in your head right now, you’re not crazy! My beloved heard the voices, too.
Not only is the Lion’s Gate portal open, but there are a bunch of other cosmic events going on. Have you ever realized how, during a powerful portal, there are other events such as an eclipse, a super full moon, something making the time more intense? 🤔🤔🤔
Cosmic Events affecting this Lion’s Gate portal.
First of all, the rain in AZ is significant! It’s been so dry and hot that it feels as a significant cosmic blessing. We can’t have a Lion’s Gate without the blessing of rainfall in AZ! Very little rain, but something is something, and mermaids like me love the rainfall, too.
Venus retrograde (partnership review).
For those of us in a loving, committed relationship, this time will be fabulous. For my beloved Scorpio who is an excellent lover and was misunderstood (by me), it’s excellent because now I know he’s perfect and I’ve been the bitch (excusemy French, I dont speak like this but a string word us needed to describe the energy I have been in the past. For those in great relationships who have been holding back, it’ll be a time of opening up and dropping the walls.
For committed relationships with lack of sexual desire, it can be the time when they get a boost. The sex is going to be mind-blowing if you’re ready for that. It is a time of sexual revolution for committed lovers. Are you ready? No worries, you have 2 weeks to catch up, or you can wait for the next Lion’s Gate! I’m not missing this chance, but I’ll be honest, I can’t tell you the details because my lover is quite private, so this diary entry will be missing details.
However, for many people, it’ll be a terrible time. Those in poor relationships will be going through every hurt in their mind. The review will hurt those who are not meant to be together. 😢 😔 😕 People in karmic relationships will feel the urge to leave their toxic partners, and if they ignore the signs, it’ll hurt way way way more! Don’t mess with the universe! If the universe is trying to break your relationship, it’s for a reason. 💯 ✨️ 👌 Listen to the universe and talk to your spirit and spiritual team.
Opening up new heart portals! Said Molly of the Venus retrograde energy during the Lion’s Gate portal. It’s big union energy.
Super Full Moon in Aquarius. 8/1
Already happened 😳 😅 😢 but this energy is available up to 2 days later, and this energy is being amplified since it’s affecting the Lion’s Gate. Also, tune into this energy during the entire Lion’s Gate.
This energy screams to be authentic, and this is scary as hell! Honestly, I am going through this right now, starting about 2 days prior to the full moon (can be felt 2 days before). I discovered a new part of me, a hidden secret part and it svared me so much. I can’t tell you because then, it would not be a secret… and I was able to start to open up and speak honestly for the first time ever. The first person I was being dishonest with was myself by thinking I was something that I was not!
My lover loved the new energy, but he doesn’t suspect there is much more to be told. Actually, of course, he suspects because he knows me better than i know myself. Again, because after I was able to see myself honestly as what I am, I quickly stopped judging this person I am. Long story short, I became a new person overnight! I’m still very concerned about what it means for me, but I’m mostly excited. 😊 🤗 🤪
However, note that this was a super moon! A full moon on steroids. So this energy will be strong. Emotions might be running high. If you feel the transformation and you are not sure of how your partner is feeling, consider his/ her emotions.
To start the conversation, start by setting a powerful intention, then charge the energy with this intention, then send love to your connection and union, send love to the moment when you’re having this conversation, then see the outcome of the conversation as very positive, 😀 😊 ☺️ assume that your counterpart is going to be blessed by what you’re about to tell them, feel your counterpart begging you to give them that high vibe conversation that’ll change your luck and unlock something divine within.
Once in a blue moon
How would you like to extend the energy of the Lion’s Gate? Apparently, time can be bent, and we can extend the energy by connecting to this energy before the portal opens (it has been open) or by extending the energy with rituals after the portal officially closes. For me, this ride started with the 7/7 portal, and I’m taking this energy all the way to the fall!
During the Lion’s Gate 2023, there is a unique opportunity to extend the magic for the rest of August (which has become my favorite month since its been the only month I have clearly heard spirit, peoplefind it weird that August is my favorite month).
On 8/31/23, we have a second super full moon in August. The first, another super full moon, is on 8/1/23. It seems to me that by engaging in some moon magic, we can start on or before 8/1 and continue the practice until the 31st. The moon rituals will be bridged by the insane energy of the Lion’s Gate portal. This has the potential to be the best Lion’s Gate portal, yet at least for newbies like me (3rd year in this practice).
I’m not an astrologer, but the last time I remember this happening was October 2020 on Halloween. A blue moon is a second full moon in a month and it’s kind of a big deal, see below.
The impossible is possible this August and I don’t know about you but I am determined to make this energy my bitch. Lol 😆 🤣 😂
From the astrologers
August astrology. What an amazing month.
I pulled other significant moon cards that called to my energy.
Look at the Earth for your good deed today. Even if you have already performed one good deed today, there is always room and need for more kindness, and we can never get too much good karma! I have a new goal, friend, and that is to enhance the natural spaces around me. I’m sharing this not only with the intention to inspire someone to do the same but also as a reminder to self and writing this works as intention setting.
Whenever I have to be somewhere not for fun, such as for work, school, business, at the doctor, legal matters, etc. on any break I have, I connect with nature. I don’t do this as intentionally on my days off when I’m hanging out with my family in the safety of my house. As I reflect on this, this new me (I was just renewed) is able and happy to intentionally connect with nature at home.
This post is not about gardening. Instead, I want to talk about already established natural spaces that exist all around us, such as parks and public gardens, etc.
There is a tiny park behind my work. It’s a sweet little park with lots of flowers, about 15 trees, and green grass, which is uncommon in the AZ desert where I live, so it’s worth mentioning.
This is a new dream job I manifested in divine timing, and it’ll be 3 months on 8/10 (yes, during the powerful 888 Lions gate portal, did I mention divine timing?) One of the most amazing things about this job is the park! It’s the little things, friend! Meet the friend I made at this park, my tree friend.
I have been hanging out with trees for a long time. Even before I had my spiritual awakening, I was speaking for the trees. I was always a tree hugger, but for the last three years, I have been practicing connecting with the spirit of the trees. I had never heard one (it’s a practice), but it’s the most natural, relaxing, easy thing I know how to do.
An easy way to connect to nature is to touch a tree. If there are people around and hugging the tree 😆 🤣 😂 literally feels weird, sit against the tree, lean against it, and/or be in its shade. To level up the practice, use your mind. Acknowledge the trees. Once this is not weird, acknowledge the spirit of the trees. You might be surprised to feel a deep relaxation. It’s easier than meditation, but you get a similar feeling.
Eventually, you might feel that you have made friends with a tree. This is how I feel now to this beautiful tree I’m sitting in front of. Is making friends with a tree just plain weird for you? What is a friend? Friends spend time together. Friends hold space for each other. Friends support each other. Friends make each other feel good. Friends do good things for each other. A tree can, in fact, do all those things. Just like with an animal such as a human being or a dog, it might take time, or you might just resonate with the spirit of this stranger with the potential to become a friend. Weird is attractive. Don’t fear being a weirdo!
Eve holds a pinecone, one of her favorite things to collect, and she has many decorating her home. PS, it was 111-114 degrees and has been hotter. It does not get in Eve’s way of getting fresh air and hanging out with the trees.
I have been following new witch YouTubers. No, I’m not a witch, but I like to watch them. And there’s a new witch I followed, The Witch of Wonderlust. Interestingly enough, she talked about talking to trees on a podcast, which was interesting to me, and I followed her. Below, I have linked one of her videos, which I syncronistically found while writing this post. In this video, she talked about the same exact thing I’m doing now.
Witch of Wonderlust: How to connect to local spirits.
In this video, she talked about the exact thing I’ve been doing, something I’ve intended to do for a long time. Picking up trash while out in nature. I took her advice from the first video I watched her in when she talked about talking to the tree spirits. I talked to this tree friend of mine, and I started getting funny synchronicities, which I took as the tree responding.
I felt that the tree was asking me to pick up a bunch of trash left around it, and I did. Now, every day I walk around, I pick up a piece of trash at least. I will start carrying around trash bags like Wonderlust does in thar video. And, since this is my journal, I’ll speak about this again.
Thank you for reading, and if you feel called, pick up the next piece of trash you find in nature.
I just logged into my old Instagram account to follow some new witch creators I found. I even had to download the app because I had not been on there for years!
Immediately, my feed came alive. It’s hard to ignore. Because I’m careful curating who I follow, twin flame posts filled my feed. At a glance, I was in heaven with love quotes and pictures of couples kissing. It got a bit intense with literal drawings of sexual activities 😳 😅 😂. I’m still ok as I understand Instagram is soft porn and if I was going to watch any porn, it’d be so soft it would not count as porn.
Then I realized even the twin flame accounts on Instagram are not about union, healing, or anything divine. The sex pictures are just clickbait, and those accounts (at least ones I had previously followed) should just be love and relationship accounts, 🙃 which would be perfect, of course.
The comments on Instagram show that all people care about there is soft porn and people channel their inner divas to post, and they channel their cultural or political opinions to comment.
So right away, I decided to share my high vibing poems (inner diva) with the Instagram community. And I know they will not be well received unless they’re soft porn but plenty of my work is very sexual too so I’m not concerned.
Of course, I will not be reading the comments 😒 🙄 😑 and who has time for that?
If you feel so inclined, follow me for the kind of soft porn you read (I know I’m a bit sarcastic and sorry if this bothers you). See you soon.
“Body and Soul” poem by Eve Lovestar “Your superpower” by Eve Lovestar “Sex Magic” by Eve Lovestar “Half Good” poem by Eve before the spiritual awakening. That is my real last name…
***Update since 5/5/23: that big Scorpio eclipse which coincided with my anniversary to Scorpio ♏️ ***
Once expectations are dropped and nothing is expected, union manifests. Of course, this statement would be ridiculous applied to a 3D relationship. Of course, in the “real world” (such as the world my parents live in), clear expectations are needed, or they will not be met.
Lucky for me, I don’t live in the real world. In the world I live in, I don’t have to tie my lover down. He willingly comes to me all the time. My lover doesn’t have to “buy me” or do anything special to earn my affection. I am totally free of charge. I know we live in a broken place, and this is why I want to change the world.
A new dimension of love ❤️ 😍 💖
Since my last update, my beloved Scorpio and I have become closer than ever. It was unexpected, really, so I’m sure it was divine timing, and perhaps the energy accelerated due to the eclipse. It really doesn’t matter why, the lovely thing happened and now I’m very grateful.
I’m not going to give the specifics on what happened, too personal and unnecessary, but change started in my mind. Perhaps also in my beloved’s mind, I didn’t ask… In our conversations around this time, we talked about giving more to our connection. Giving more in a state of gratitude for the continued Love and the increasing depth of our Love.
Long story short, I felt what I could only explain as a new dimension of love. More specifically, this change manifested as a new dimension in lovemaking.
A new dimension in lovemaking 😋 😋 😋
A new dimension in lovemaking is obviously yummy 😋 😜 😊 😉 😀 😍. It’s obvious and undeniable when this happens. This is a real phenomenon and not something that can be made up, not something that can be faked. Both partners feel the shift. The shift is positive, of course.
This positive shift in lovemaking, which I’m calling a new dimension, is not some magical, otherworldly move to the 5D ( 😆 ). This positive shift is a new level. We all started somewhere, let’s say, at level zero. At different rates and for different reasons, we all leveled up our sex life. I’m not assigning levels to skills. What I speak of is an energetic “feeling” thing, not a theoretical learning thing. I didn’t do anything new, I did have a new intention, and I used the power of gratitude to manifest this shift.
Manifested, or divine timing?
If I used gratitude to manifest this shift, did I manifest it, or was it divine timing 🤔? I feel like this question is a lot like What came first, the chicken or the egg? Trying to answer it is a good journaling exercise.
The shift started in my mind. There was probably plenty of assistance from my lover Scorpio. I feel his fantasies, so what I think (about sex) are not my thoughts at all. They’re at the very least shared thoughts, at most, my thoughts are his thoughts, which sounds dangerous ( 😆 🤣 😂) but I’m tuned into that vibe, so there is no harm. The power of tuning into his desires has been helpful for me because I’m the embarrassed little girl type…
I don’t believe I manifested this. Though I’m certain that you, the reader, can manifest a higher level of love and a higher level of sex, the experience I write about was not manifested by me, there is a chance that it was manifested by my lover! He is Scorpio, and this shift happened under the influence of the Scorpio eclipse.
Gratitude manifests a higher love
My takeaway from this journaling exercise is if something manifested this new dimension of love was my gratitude 🥹 🙏 🙌 for my beloved and his love for me as well as my gratitude for the universe for bringing us together and I feel more and more grateful everyday!
Today, during the summer solstice, ☀️ 🌞 ☀️ I plan on picking yellow flowers, picking pinecones, drawing suns with my children, and hope to make a fire.
Thank you for your visit, and I wish you a lovely solstice and cancer season,
***Update since 5/5/23: that big Scorpio eclipse which coincided with my anniversary to Scorpio ♏️ ***
Once expectations are dropped and nothing is expected, union manifests. Of course, this statement would be ridiculous applied to a 3D relationship. Of course, in the “real world” (such as the world my parents live in), there has to be clear expectations, or they will not be met.
Lucky for me, I don’t live in the real world. In the world I live in, I don’t have to tie my lover down. He willingly comes to me all the time. My lover doesn’t have to “buy me” or do anything special to earn my affection. I am totally free of charge. I know we live in a broken world, and this is why I want to change the it.
A new dimension of love ❤️ 😍 💖
Since my last update, my beloved Scorpio and I have become closer than ever. It was unexpected, really, so I’m sure it was divine timing, and perhaps the energy accelerated due to the eclipse. It really doesn’t matter why, the lovely thing happened and now I’m very grateful.
I’m not going to give the specifics on what happened, too personal and unnecessary, but change started in my mind. Perhaps also in my beloved’s mind, I didn’t ask… In our conversations around this time, we talked about giving more to our connection (I led this conversation). Giving more in a state of gratitude for the continued Love and the increasing depth of our Love. This is totally something I’d say and not Scorpio…
The change I refer to was reaching a place together where we were more at peace, closer together, and wanting more.
A new dimension in lovemaking 😋 😋 😋
A new dimension in lovemaking is obviously yummy 😋 😜 😊 😉 😀 😍. It’s obvious and undeniable when this happens. This is a real phenomenon and not something that can be made up, not something that can be faked. Both partners feel the shift. The shift is positive, of course.
This positive shift in lovemaking, which I’m calling a new dimension, is not some magical, otherworldly move to the 5D ( 😆 ). This positive shift is a new level. We all started somewhere, let’s say, at level zero. At different rates and for different reasons, we all leveled up our sex life. I’m not assigning levels to skills. What I speak of is an energetic “feeling” thing, not a theoretical learning thing. I didn’t do anything new, I did have a new intention, and I used the power of gratitude to manifest this shift.
Manifested, or divine timing?
If I used gratitude to manifest this shift, did I manifest it, or was it divine timing 🤔? I feel like this question is a lot like What came first, the chicken or the egg? Trying to answer it is a good journaling exercise.
The shift started in my mind. There was probably plenty of assistance from my lover Scorpio. I feel his fantasies, so what I think (about sex) are not my thoughts at all. They’re at the very least shared thoughts, at most, my thoughts are his thoughts, which sounds dangerous ( 😆 🤣 😂) but I’m tuned into that vibe, so there is no harm. The power of tuning into his desires has been helpful for me because I’m the embarrassed little girl type…
I don’t believe I manifested this. Though I’m certain that you, the reader, can manifest a higher level of love and a higher level of lovemaking, the experience I write about was not manifested by me, there is a chance that it was manifested by my lover! He is Scorpio, and this shift happened under the influence of the Scorpio eclipse, and I believed going into the eclipse that he might be manifesting something… but though my lover likely helped manifest this for us, I believe this was divine timing.
Does sex get better after 16 years?
That is such a great question, and we all know the answer is no. Most of us know of couples that fall apart much sooner than that and we ourselves might have gotten tired of someone in the past, most of us also experienced cheating and we assume cheaters cheat because they get bored. We assume that sex with the same person and the same way get boring.
This is why finding a new dimension of lovemaking elevates the entire union. It suddenly becomes new again. The energy ascends, the feeling gets better, and the desire grows.
I am excited about this big change in our union and so grateful. Now that I know this is possible, I will explore it even further. More of these posts are coming.
Dear reader,
Thank you for visiting and I’m grateful for you. I have been off the blog lots because my life has changed also in the busy area but I will always keep on coming back.
So much has happened since the Scorpio eclipse! Many good things, including the “bad” things which turned out to be necessary, practical, and timely. Don’t get me wrong, I cried my eyes out and got into a couple fights but looking back, it was a needed detox and I’m much better today as a result. I pray that anyone reading this has also received many blessings and will continue to be blessed. Let’s talk.
Manifestation
The week after the massive Scorpio eclipse, I was hired for a dream job. It came out of nowhere, and it felt like a huge blessing. I had been searching for the next step in my career, and it happened miraculously right after the eclipse. I wonder if I should put that on my resume… 🤔 😆 🤣 I would say powerful manifestor right underneath hopeless romantic, under Union magnet.🧲 😆 🤣 …Joking aside… I became magnetic.
Drama
Obviously, the eclipse brought a culmination to several issues that were bothering me for a while. Like a super full moon on steroids, all things that bother me bothered me more.
I started by finding out my mother took my father back after his nasty cheating scandal. This deeply saddened and worried me. I got into a fight with both. My mom just ignores me and shuts me off. She said the thing she’s most worried about is my hate. She obviously doesn’t know me well enough…
Then I told my dad how I felt, and he went off on me. You can read the story of what happened a few blog posts back. He blamed me of starting rumors about him, which I didn’t, of course. He blamed me about brainwashing my siblings, and he was so mean to me. He would never acknowledge his faults and just deflects to make me look guilty. I unfriended him on Facebook and blocked him because his pictures with my mom triggered me. And that’s the end of that story for now.
Union
The day of the eclipse was my 16th anniversary with Scorpio. Scorpio did not take the eclipse’s energy well! He was drained of energy, quiet, bothered even. I had warned him that there was an eclipse on his sign, but I might not have been specific at all. I should have told him he would feel the energy. I should have warned him!
But, I didn’t warn him. Then, the energy turned on me, and I was bothered that he didn’t pay enough attention to me on our date. After he found me, hiding in the tub, crying my eyes out (fighting with my dad and finally coming to terms with the fact that there’s no changing that monster), he was sweet to me and I got into a fight with him also!
Then we made out, and I apologized. I knew I was wrong. Really, the most upsetting thing was I cooked a huge meal, including Scorpio’s fav cake, I was so selfish and thought I should have left him starve. Just kidding 😂 😜 🤪 he would have been fine if I made pasta. After all, that’s his favorite.
Finally, yesterday, we came together again, I was not fully open until just yesterday. The beauty of 16 tears is that I know what to expect and what to offer, and I’m learning to get the things I want without asking!
How has your life turned around since the eclipse?
I am excited to celebrate our 16th anniversary today, May 5th. We are not giving each other gifts or going out to eat. Our celebrations are very private. We eat a home-cooked meal, hang with our kids, and bond. I like to spend the day in gratitude for our connection, and, quite honestly, he wants to celebrate everything in our bedroom with an amazing display of his Scorpio power.
On May 5th, there’s also the lunar eclipse in Scorpio. I am excited to celebrate during the eclipse, though I’m aware the energies could get very tough. I wonder how the Scorpio eclipse will affect my Scorpio man. Will the Scorpio energy be too much for him? Will he become more aroused as the Scorpio energy is sexy? Will he choose introspection?
Will secrets be revealed? I love secrets, and we have been sharing lots of deep, held back facts. Held for up to 16 years. Nothing major. It’s the little things that count. I am open to secrets flowing.
It has been a wild ride up to the eclipse. My lover already let me know the mood is not perfect for celebrating. My tactic tomorrow will be smooth. I’ll opt for meditation, writing, and poetry writing. Perhaps I’ll write him a love letter since this was very well received in the past and I only in 2023, after 15 years as lovers that I decided to write him (and share) a love letter. I did it as a fun thing, and I’ll probably do this tomorrow.
Please be safe during this eclipse (like if it was a weather storm) and be forgiving to people because everyone should be triggered.
I am a lover. I’m the most romantic person that I know. The most important thing for me is my union. I write poems and love letters to my lover. I write a blog called Divine Love. I’m very passionate. Not surprisingly, I took this female archetype quiz, and I was the lover. Which archetype are you?
Here is the video about the masculine archetypes. I feel very confident that my beloved Scorpio was a warrior-lover in his youth, and today, he’s a lover-magician.
PS. The videos are corny with the archetypes being portrayed as Hollywood stars I didn’t feel any connection to.
Lovestar Temple🔥 🔥 