Category: journal

  • Heart Orgasm. Heart to heart poem for twin flames.

    “Heart Orgasm” poem by Eve Lovestar

    Blog post is coming about this topic. But here is the poem which took me hours yesterday to write.

    Inspired,

    Eve

  • Journaling prompt. If you switched bodies with your flame.

    Use the following as a journaling prompt. Imagine that you and your flame switched bodies, what would you feel in there? How could things be different? See how you’re the same…

    Would you treat them differently?

    Would you be happy with the way you treated them?

    Would you feel loved?

    Would you feel your love has been unconditional?

    What kind of work would you decide to do on your relationship?

  • Sex With Scorpio. Scorpio as a divine masculine/ feminine

    Sex With Scorpio. Scorpio as a divine masculine/ feminine

    Are you in union with a Scorpio? Or wish to be? Are you a Scorpio? How would Scorpio feel in bed? (Excellent šŸ‘Œ) Are they really that good? (Even better) Are they worth your time? (Certainly worth mine)

    The topic of Scorpio is huge, I will only be covering sex with the divine feminine/ masculine aspect of a Scorpio Sun or rising. I might talk about their lower energies on another post. Let me know if you want more Scorpio. If it feels like I’m talking of Scorpio as a make it’s because that has been my experience, please take what you resonate with.

    In my union I’m a Pisces and he’s the Scorpio, we’re very compatible. He’s a double Scorpio (sun and ascendant) and I’m a Pisces sun, Libra ascendant, we share our moon in Gemini for reference.

    Scorpio Sex

    My beloved loves being a Scorpio and what’s told about Scorpio’s sex abilities, it’s true, they’re sex gods/ goddesses. For Scorpio, sex is more than just sex, sex is a way to connect, a way to say I love you, a way to show you how much they care, a way to prove that they understand you, a way to blend together, a way to make you feel better. A way to bless you.

    Scorpios are the personification of sex. Scorpio and sex are one. If you know someone who is a sex god/ goddess, there’s probably some Scorpio in them, wether they know it or not. One of the best things about Scorpio is they don’t brag about their supernatural abilities even though they’re very confident about this and best of all, they’re not actually promiscuous, a healthy Scorpio craves to find a special someone to devour forever.

    They will devour you. Don’t be concerned though, you might want to be devoured, if you don’t, it might have to do with a block that prevents you from surrendering to how good sex can get, to have the best sex you surrender to the lover you’re doing it with. Let Scorpio possess your body for a while, feel it’s ok to let someone give you the most excellent internal (and external) massage of your life, leave your body in the care of an expert, Scorpio will perform a sort of energetic surgery on your sexual body’s energy and leave you feeling as close to new as possible.

    They will ask for more until they’re pleased, they will give you more and more until you’re pleased. Scorpio will tell you what they want. It’s important if you have not entered the relationship to know this will be an intense sexual connection or it might not work, you might be straight up with them if you’re not very experienced or very into it and they want to date you. If you want to be compatible with Scorpio, you should want to make love as much as they do.

    Scorpio will inform you they don’t cuddle unless you’re willing to accept that most cuddles end in the nude. They’re happy to cuddle if you are good with that. Scorpio will not like to get excited without a release, don’t ever tease them, they don’t like it. Scorpio doesn’t play around, they will never trick you, they let you know what they need and always play fair.

    Scorpio might skip the cuddle altogether and go straight to the sex during the first years of the relationship, the wonderful part is they will still make it work! Eventually, they learn the value of prolonged, and romantic make out sessions and this is really magical. To experience Scorpio’s sexual evolution means they Love you like nobody they had before.

    The truth is that Scorpio is a big lover and they have been hurt in the past just like you might have. Their high expectations have not been met by their previous lovers, they need healing too, they heal their love and sexual traumas though lovemaking with someone amazing, if you manage to be that person for Scorpio, they’ll love you forever.

    Sex ascends and becomes Lovemaking

    Sex becomes Lovemaking with Scorpio. It’s like a natural sex ascension. Eventually, sex becomes a blessed exchange of Love and energies with your Scorpio. They’re not concerned about your body as much anymore, now, they do it to feel your soul. They understand what buttons to push and sex has become a treatment of bliss, a way to help you while helping themselves. Scorpio understands this and this is why they take sex so seriously, they know it can be lifesaving. It’s their medicine.

    Eventually Scorpio softens. Mine learned to love kissing and hugs/ cuddling. He didn’t like to kiss at all when we met, which I was triggered by. Eventually, he liked the attention of me kissing him, and now he has officially informed me that he loves to kiss, and cuddle, and we should hug more often (not that we don’t already a lot, but he wants more!). This is what I have manifested. He loves to please me so what I love now he loves, it goes the other way around too but this is not a sex with Pisces post…

    Sex never gets old with Scorpio

    Scorpio has a very take charge energy when it comes to sex, they will take care of you, they want to please you so they will discover what you love in bed, even if you don’t know what you love. Therefore they will forever find all the things you love and nobody gets tired of getting all the things they love the most forever and to find new things they also love. Scorpio might be inventing new ways to kiss your body right now!

    Scorpio loves to explore so you will not be getting tired, also because Scorpio will perfect their approach and their skills. And because both of you will relax and open with each other and heal, after years of sex, it will become even better, 8t gets better every day!

    Scorpio wants more than sex

    Scorpio wants sex more than anything carnal but he also wants soul connections and soul ascension wether Scorpio knows this or not. They only show their softest core to their soulmate.

    The healing energy of sex with Scorpio

    Since Scorpio figures out what you love, gives it to you over and over again, and finds layer upon layer of delicious acts that please you. This power of Scorpio is healing. Scorpio can help you heal through sex. It might be that you never before have you let loose until Scorpio gets ahold of you and they will loosen you up, you will love every second of it and this is healing.

    Scorpio makes it their mission to put you in a state of bliss. Scorpio will learn your body and reaction to every touch.

    The Scorpio sex treatment is like an effective exercise routine that will get your body’s energies moving in the right direction, with Scorpio’s sexual energies within you, their energies will work in your body even when not together to free you from any lower energies, specifically love and sex blocks. You might feel revitalized by Scorpio’s attention, or you might feel triggered if you have a lot of trauma in your body.

    If you have never had an orgasm or enjoyed sex before, Scorpio will become your god/goddess. If possible, let Scorpio know where you stand so that they might know what they’re working with. Subconsciously, the will know which treatment to give you.

    If you have experienced any kind of sexual abuse (me too), Scorpio will assist in your healing. Scorpio can help you transmute heavy, dense traumatic energies out if your body with their immense sexual energy.

    If you have issues with body positivity or doubt your worth, Scorpio will inspire you to love yourself more. Suddenly you have a god/ goddess who thinks your body is like heaven, would you consider yourself ugly or unworthy when Scorpio wants to eat you alive?

    Lovemaking with Scorpio tips from experience

    • Don’t go out with Scorpio if you plan to turn down sex, lack of sex is the same as lack of Love for Scorpio, it will hurt their feelings and your relationship.
    • If sex becomes painful or uncomfortable, let them know right away, they will adjust to your highest liking, the worse thing you could do is deny them sex because it’s not great for you, Scorpio wants you to enjoy it so they will help you.
    • Taste them and let them taste you.
    • Be open. Talk about sex. Tell them how much you love what they did to you. Withholding sex or your emotions is not hot for Scorpio, let it all out!
    • If Scorpio is a male, in a relationship with a female, he will want anal sex, can you handle that? How can you make it better? Email paperdollme@mail.com if you need help in this area. He will be saddened when you say no.
    • Scorpio will become your body’s number 1 fan, show it off and they’ll appreciate it. They will think your privates are a portal to another dimension.
    • Enjoy your Scorpio ā™
    • Don’t judge their sexual nature or the things they desire, it would slow your union evolution.
    • Fantasize, I believe Scorpio can feel what you fantasize about, they might not know it but the things you fantasize about might become the things he asks you to do later on.
    • Don’t ever fake it! Ever with anyone! Your lover needs real feedback, not some false idea that they’re having success! Why fake this anyways?
    • If Scorpio feels naughty (taking your pic in the bath or something like that) take it as a compliment!

    Did you resonate with this? Will you date Scorpio? What are your thoughts about sex with Scorpio?

    With so much Love,

    Eve,

  • Empath, keep your drama from the energy vampires

    Empath, keep your drama from the energy vampires

    I moved in with my twin flame just months after we met. After soul recognition and our intense sexual connection, it made sense to move in together. Then we found the skeletons in the other’s closet (the density in each other’s body) and hit the brakes, we were living together when this happened, then we started to drift apart and fight, I thought it was the end, one day I was at work and he called me, I can’t remember why but he totally was upset about something, I was at work so I just listened and handled it as cool as I could. The lady next to me must have been eavesdropping because immediately after the call, she asked, was he angry at you? Why is he fighting with you? No, he’s not! Was my quick answer.

    This woman didn’t know me and there’s nothing she could help with. This information didn’t belong to her and the only thing she could do is start some gossip over my small drama. She had no place to ask. I have no compassion for gossip! My energy will not be involved in that! She clearly was an energy vampire, looking for drama to consume, I see that as an addiction to drama and density, energies keeping the 3D enslaved in misery and chaos.

    I made a short video to talk about this topic. See link below. Follow me on Rumble for more like this and twin flame/ starseed videos.

    I believe most, if not all the readers of this blog are empaths. We feel deep, especially we have the ability to feel what other people feel and to feel for other people, not everybody is like this. I believe empaths are necessary for our ascending world, I believe that we must teach others sensibility and I believe that we can help in transmuting the heavy energies currently in the world.

    But empath, you cannot help others until you have helped yourself. This is a truth I did not realize in time, I used to think my job in the world was to help and to bless others and I never even thought that that should start with taking really good care of myself, so I fell on my face many times trying to help others and also even trying to help the wrong person and helping others the wrong way, and then I hurt over not being treated well in the past.

    Today I was thinking of the situations in which people request way too much information, more than they need to know and for the wrong reasons we could call this people nosy, drama queens, etc. There’s karma involved in what these people do, disengage from the drama blankets other people weave. There’s no room for gossip in love and light.

    Do follow me on Rumble if you’re there please, I’m working to increase my following. Also, if you have any topics you’d like to see covered here, ask please.

    With much Love,

    Eve

  • Meaning of sunflowers. Greek myth

    Meaning of sunflowers. Greek myth

    Dear Lovestar,

    Sunflowers are not only pretty and delightful, but they also have healing properties.

    Healing Properties

    Sunflower is an expectorant, it’s also used to aid with coughs and colds, stomach issues, even nosebleeds. It’s very good for the kidneys. Don’t forget the seeds are very nutritional as well.

    Spiritual Meaning

    What is the meaning of sunflowers? Asked someone in my twin flame Lovestars group on Telegram. I had looked while I had my 2020 sunflower, I even made a post about the meaning of flowers in dreams, see the link to that post below. On this post I also share the picture of the original mother sunflower from 2020, the one we never planted. Then I looked at the meaning of sunflowers again.

    https://loveandlight888.art.blog/2020/05/03/meaning-of-sunflowers/

    Synchronistically, while I was looking for the meaning of sunflowers, one of my daughters showed me a cutout from a magazine with different bouquets and the meanings of the flowers and of course the first bouquet had as the main flower sunflowers, it was so amazing.

    For giving flower bouquets, sunflowers say “BE STRONG” and were placed in the get well bouquet! I was impressed because I’ve needed the sunflower strength during this rough time when my 2021 sunflowers have been enjoying my garden. I’ve been going through (not over yet) a miscarriage and the worse time, I have hit rock bottom and therefore needed to feel the sunflower strength and the healing bouquet. I’m so grateful for them.


    Greek Myth of Apollo and Clytie:

    Clytie was a sea nymph who loved Apollo and at first, Apollo loved her, later though, he fell for another. Clytie became so jealous, she told the other woman’s father and her father buried her alive. Apollo then turned Clytie into a flower 🌻 but she loved him so much that she still followed Apollo everyday and, according to the ancient Greeks, this is why sunflowers look at the sun.

    Sunflower meanings: because of the Apollo Clytie myth, sunflowers are seen as a sign of adoration and loyalty (twin flame flower all the way, in my case, my 2020 sunflower was a present from my twin’s soul or the spirirs that surround us, it was a divine, magical event that was very meaningful in my twin flame universe). I’m his sunflower and he’s my sun, I just texted my twin!

    Love Poem From Clytie to Helios

    Helios, the sun god, is my love.
    He had loved me long before;
    His love was never moderate.
    Were my charms not enough
    For the shimmering sun god?
    Dear goddess Aphrodite,
    Am I out of grace? Am I to blame?
    Am I jealous? I desire you always.
    Your cold gaze looked away
    And found love elsewhere,
    Leaving me in so much pain.
    I told her father; now she’s dead.
    A dead girl cannot sway
    The only one who is my fate.
    But, beloved, why are you angry?
    Look my way, grace me again:
    Remember my youth on your bed,
    The one who truly loves you,
    The one who always follows you,
    Grant me your gaze once again,
    Dear beloved sun of my life.
    Every day I follow your sunrays,
    Sunny, cloudy, under rain.
    My sustenance, your love rays;
    At night, I mourn.

    In China sunflowers mean good luck, long life.

    Sunflowers symbolize faith and are used in different religions and faiths mainly because of their resemblance to the sun, we know that the sun blesses us and helps us ascend, so sunflowers are reminders to look at the light always.

    Oshun’s Flower

    In Santeria which is observed in Cuba where I’m from but originated in Africa and was brought to America by slaves, there’s the river goddess, Oshun. The best offering to Oshun is sunflowers, which are observed as her flower.

    Oshun is a fearless and fun super powerful divine feminine. Oshun is also dressed in yellow as this is her color. Sunflowers representĀ  empowerment and Oshun is most empowering, her daughters are very empowered.

    In native American cultures sunflowers meanĀ harvest and bounty.

    The Incas used sunflowers to represent their Sun God and their priestesses wore them on their hair.

    Meaning of the color yellow

    We cannot talk about sunflowers and ignore their lovely yellow color. Yellow flowers have become my favorite flower since the birth of my sunflower in 2020 and also I realized that I needed yellow for my third chakra. The color yellow symbolizes friendship, vitality, and intelligence.

    Third chakra: the third chakra’s color is yellow šŸ’› and being exposed to this color can help balance it. It is important to balance this chakra because it is our center of personal power. In my own healing I was guided first to use the color orange and then to use the yellow color.


    Ask Eve a question: just like I created this blog post to answer a question from a reader, I will do my best to answer your questions. See the options below.

    Thanks for the visit friends,

    Much love and light always ā¤ļø

    Eve

  • Divine Feminine, you look your most beautiful to your Twin Flame.

    Divine Feminine, you look your most beautiful to your Twin Flame.

    Divine feminine, smile, you look your most beautiful to your twin flame. šŸ”„šŸ”„

    I realized this over a period of time with the final awakening moment this mother day weekend when I went camping (pics will follow). On this video I tell you how I realized this truth.

    Looks are not the most important thing, of course, but I understand the feeling of women who feel they’re fighting with another woman over their man, and feeling like your looks are being judged, I’ve seen it plenty, including in my family. I don’t think your twin is judging your looks at all, your twin might be judgingĀ  something other than your looks, I’ve seen the guy leave with the other woman who looks sexy but I’ve also seen the guy leave the sexy woman for the one who is good to him (the sexy woman can’t believe this because she thinks she’s more powerful than she is, she’s given all power to her looks and become real shallow), and I’ve seen guys chose the least beautiful woman because what men prefer is sweet, kind, loving women in their arms, their homes, and their hearts, they don’t want a shallow woman at all, twin love is designed to go deep, he’s just as deep as you are. They do love to have a woman who is great in bed, but you don’t have to be “beautiful” to rock his world, and for the most part, he will want his world rocked! Don’t doubt your beauty šŸ˜‰ while you’re getting undressed to engage your vessels into a divine energy exchange.

    I just heard that when you understand this truth, your union will “ascend” because suddenly, you’re not the woman who’s obsessed with her looks, like the dense, 3D woman. Your twin wants you to relax in their arms, your twin wants you to totally surrender to his Love, to have no blocks keeping you from accessing that Love. Once you realize that no matter what you look like, he wants you, you will relax, you will even be healthier and happier. If you have this as a block, it’s keeping you from reaching union.

    This is such an awesome topic, I loved to explore it and I have much more like this. I also have a few videos I still need to post. Follow for more twin flame wisdom, poetry, health, and spiritual practices. Join the chat on Twin Flame Lovestars on Telegram. Please comment with questions for potential new topics. Love and light twins.

    https://rumble.com/vgu56v-twin-flame-you-look-your-most-beautiful-to-yours..html

    Thanks for your visit, šŸ’ž

    Eve

  • Twin flame: why I should be kinder to mine

    Twin flame: why I should be kinder to mine

    Background: my twin and I have been together since we met, today we celebrate the 14th anniversary of our first love encounter, the day we fell in love and became inseparable. However, we have not had an easy journey, there have been obstacles, mainly in my energy system and my mind. I’m waking up to this truth once and for all! And suddenly, our connection has become lovely!

    Watch my video to listen more about this and I will be talking about this in the future!

    Thanks for your time, blessings,

    Eve

  • What I’m grateful for today. The time when I fell hard on my face.

    I started writing this post on Sunday, it’s Thursday now… I was unwell then, now I am in the worse predicament of my life. But I will not ever stop seeing the light. The farther I fall, the stronger my come back!

    Today (Sunday) I’m grateful to be alive and mostly well. I’m very grateful for my spiritual and healing tools such as my tarot cards, my crystals, and essential oils. I’m grateful for epsom salts baths, and candles. I’m grateful for prayer and meditation.

    I’m mostly grateful for my children. I’ve spent so much time with them this weekend! Playing with Legos and paper dolls, drawing and coloring paper dolls, gardening, and creating a new garden relax hangout play area.

    Bad news stroke me yesterday, so I had to look at what I do have and be grateful for that. I was pregnant, went to have my first ultrasound and found the baby had no heartbeat. Now I’m expecting a miscarriage. It’s very sad.

    I’m actually grateful that I’m doing as well as I’m doing right now. I have really stay as calm as possible. I have my spiritual team and my tools to thank for how good I’ve done. (Sunday)

    (Thursday) now though, things have escalated. It started with my body being really sad. I could not feel it with my head, only my body felt it. I knew I was sad because my body was showing the symptoms, I was unable to smile or laugh, unable to sing or dance. I was just getting by… I guess I forgot to take care of myself during this crucial time and I just descended as low as I could. Now today’s lowest is not as low as this would have been 5 or gosh, 10 years ago! I’m so much stronger now but I still forget to take care of myself and my needs.

    My connection is safe and strong, I will remain in union. And I will beat all the odds as I always do. Bit I have to dig myself out of a hole I dug. I don’t even know how to talk about this and I don’t know if I will to you, and I don’t want to bother you with my issues.

    I will however continue posting as much as I can bear and in fact, I had really fell in love with blogging prior to my bad news on Saturday and so I shall blog as therapy also.

    Love and light to all reading this, thanks for caring,

    Eve

  • Gratitude challenge, the Eve and princess gardens

    I’m super grateful for the new flowers and new growth in my garden and my daughters’s princess garden.

    I shaped the princess garden into 2 large hearts, it’s beautiful ā¤ļø

    Sunflower 🌻 baby
  • Gratitude Challenge

    Gratitude Challenge

    Today I am so grateful for these:

    Peppermint and Lavender doTERRA Essential oils
    Lemon and Rosemary doTERRA Essential oils
    Wild Orange doTERRA Essential oil
    doTERRA Orange essential oil supplement facts.

    I received my essential oils as I called them yesterday in my dream.🄰 I loved them so much.

    I am also grateful for this wooden box my beloved gifted me to store my new Tarot cards. He bought it on Etsy and the quality is great. The box is lovely.

    Handmade “the lovers” wooden tarot box
    Handmade “the lovers” wooden tarot box
    Handmade “the lovers” wooden tarot box

    Also, I received these lovely crystals (and 3 small cute rocks)Ā  as a free gift from the tarot box’s store. I’m so grateful for these

    My daughters were also grateful as they each received a crystal heart.

    Gratitude is contagious.

    What are you grateful for?