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  • The power of conscious sex

    Trigger alert! āš ļøšŸšØāš ļø I will be talking about unconscious sex!!! Read only if you will not have an unwanted response!

    Sex can be many things. It can be sweet lovemaking. It can be deceptive, stolen, and sold. Sex can hurt, or it can heal. Sex can be very unconscious. But can sex be conscious?

    Dear friend, I am not writing this post withĀ  judgment in my heart. I have settled for the lower vibing sex, too. Though I judge myself a bit because we tend to be stricter, tougher on ourselves than others, I am not judging your experience. My intention with this post is to debate this topic. I am journaling. I am also not putting conscious sex on a pedestal because I feel I appreciate conscious sex much more after experiencing unconscious sex.

    What is conscious sex?

    Sex can be very unconscious. So then, by contrast, there has to be conscious sex. Sex is obviously very private, and we don’t get to know, like we know people who are conscious about their diet, conscious about their speech, or conscious about their appearance, but many of the people we know should be engaging in conscious sex. And if they’re not, there’s something wrong with this world. I do believe there’s something wrong with this world, but I believe we can help balance the energies through conscious sex.

    According to the dictionary, to be conscious is to be aware of and respond to our surroundings. In the context of sex, I would say conscious sex is when we engage in sex in a way that we are aware of what we’re doing. There are no tricks played, and both partners engage openly and willingly.  Responding to our surroundings during conscious sex sounds to me, like engaging with a positive intention, responding to our partner, being sensitive, and being open.

    Being conscious can also mean being awake. Awake neaning aware, knowing something that some don’t know exist, to bring that which is unconscious into our consciousness. In the context of sex, and in a more spiritual light, I would say conscious sex can be to engage, knowing secrets about sex that are not available to all (if you have any such secrets, please blow the whistle on the comments). To engage in a ritualistic way (for the light). To perform sexual magic, etc.

    Is conscious sex lovemaking? Conscious sex is lovemaking, but not all lovemaking is conscious.

    My personal experience

    I was all messed up when I was matched by the universe with my beloved twin flame. Previous to meeting him, I didn’t understand, appreciate, or love myself. Unfortunately,Ā  when those things are lacking, we tend to give ourselves easier than when our self-love is strong.

    I was also heartbroken from childhood trauma. My chakras were out of alignment. I was not my healthiest or most beautiful.

    This was until my beloved worked his magic on me. I’m a different woman now that I’ve been touched by him. I believe he shone a light into me. It was a light so bright that anything that was not in alignment with it was obliterated. And so he blessed me from the inside out with the power of conscious sex. This is his superpower and the superpower of twin flame sex.

    The power of conscious sex

    Conscious sex heals. It can heal sexual trauma. It can even help heal us from sexual abuse.

    Conscious sex helps us ascend. It shines a light on low vibing energies within the body and, therefore, it can raise our vibration.

    Conscious sex can free us from heavy, ancestral energies, karma, and even curses. Set up a powerful intention as you engage.

    Conscious sex is a powerful tool for manifestation. Using the energies of the exchange to create the world we want to live in and be a part of.

    Conscious sex can create a beloved family.

    Conscious sex is a way to connect to source, spirit, and the universe. It’s a prayer of love.

    Conscious sex can help ascend the low sex vibes on Earth. The low vibes are all around us, and we’re all interacting with these energies. Through Conscious sex, just like it can support our bodies and get the low sex energies out of our bodies, so to can Conscious sex work the low sex energies in our planet until eventually, if we’re successful in our mission of love, one day there will be more Conscious than unconscious sex on Earth and healing will come. Sex will have ascended on Earth.

    Please tell me on the comments of your experience or opinions about conscious sex.

    Also, share how and what you manifest through conscious sex.

    With love and light,

    Eve

  • Great sex. The secret to a long lasting relationship?

    Trigger alert āš ļø  I talk about sex, lovemaking, and long relationships here. Read only if these topics will not trigger an unwanted response in you. Thank you.

    Dear friends,

    Since I’ve been reunited with my beloved, lovemaking has been a dream. We have been under a spell of attraction, and we’re loving every second of it. If cameras started rolling and a movie was made of our lives, it would be a sexy romance. We were separated not because we wanted to but for work and family travel.

    Today, a thought occurred to me. Is good sex or lovemaking the secret to a long-lasting relationship?

    I was deep in thought, figuring out if lovemaking creates a lasting relationship. A long relationship would not be as fulfilling if the sex was not good for most couples (this post is very basic and does not cover sexless unions, which I know exist, but I’m not an expert in)

    Great sex will cause this in your relationship

    • The better the sex, the least likely a couple is to cheat because we’re less likely to get bored.
    • Having great sex as their fun secret, a couple is likely to feel fun and relaxed to others and, therefore, be magnetic.
    • People who have great sex are likely to have high self steem since their bodies are the object of much pleasure to their partners. And people who have high self steem are likely to have more sex. It’s a sexy cycle.
    • Couples who have great sex are likely to have much more of it than couples who have less than the greatest sex.
    • People who have great sex give each other orgasms and regular orgasms might make the couples more relaxed and laid back.
    • People who have great sex might be in touch with their internal world due to heightened daydreaming and fantasizing.
    • Great sex will make you closer as a couple.
    • Couples who have great sex are probably much more open and honest when talking to each other since they’re very open and vulnerable with their bodies.
    • Couples who have great, regular sex might hold hands, hug, touch, look each other in the eyes, and smile at each other more often because they’re comfortable in their skin and comfortable sharing with their partner, and they crave their partner’s touch.
    • Please let me know in the comments what great sex causes in couples.

    But will great sex cause a relationship to be long-lasting? To extend a relationship that without great sex might break up? Or could two people who are not right for each other stay together due to great sex?

    What is great sex? Great sex is sex you feel lucky to have had. Sex you don’t regret. Sex you look forward to having again. Sex you feel lucky to have in your life. Sex that you remember with a warm smile. šŸ˜ Sex that brings about much pleasure and makes your day better. Sex that results in 2+ orgasms. Sex that you never want to say no to. Sex that relaxes. Sex that makes you closer as a couple. Sex that you dream, daydream, and fantasize about. Conscious sex.

    I don’t think great sex alone should extend a relationship that is meant to end. Also, people don’t only cheat because their sex life is lacking. They also cheat looking for emotional connection and support. I believe everyone should consider all aspects of their relationship when deciding to stay with someone or end a relationship.

    There might be couples who have great sex and are not meant to be with each other. But they might not be as happy. There are many reasons to break up with a person, and I don’t think they should be ignored due to the great sex. People might feel afraid to leave a partner they have great sex with and be left with something worse. Yet again, nobody is perfect, and we should be patient (my lover was very patient with me).

    My personal experience

    Many years ago, before I started calling my partner beloved and started seeing our connection as God sent, we already had great sex. And I remember being quite bothered by our great sex. I wondered if the amazing sex was the best of our relationship because we were going through a rough patch.

    Not that I thought the great sex was a bad thing, I wondered if there was nothing deeper. What would keep us together once the sex is gone? Obviously, I craved the closeness that would be in our future, our now present.

    It’s possible my partner would have dumped me if the sex wasn’t great from the beginning. He is Scorpio, a very passionate lover, and he connects through sex. Without great sex, there is no connection. In fact, our dating would not probably have turned into a relationship if our sex wasn’t mind-blowing.

    However, I thought we would break up because we were not as connected, and that is what I was after. So, both partners might feel differently, and it depends on how high the partners value sex. It depends on the people within the union whether or not to stay together. A partner might value physical connection more, and another partner might value an emotional connection. The partner who values emotional connection might be OK having less than great sex but the person who values physical intimacy would not settle for an emotional connection that lacks in the bedroom department.

    Time to take great sex more seriously

    In my unpacking the question of whether or not great sex extends the life of relationships, one thing I realized is, of course, it does. But more importantly, great sex should be taken more seriously as part of the foundation of a relationship. Later, we will get old, and we can revisit this topic, but while young and energetic, we can enjoy this gift.

    I think great sex is an excellent tool to become more connected with our partner. And we should limit sex with not worthy partners because it can become addicting.

    I will encourage all committed relationships who are not already taking advantage of the power of connecting through sex to start taking steps to a better sex life. There is always another deeper level of connection, and what more connected state of being than making love with your partner? Open up lovers to the power of conscious sex.

    With much Love and respect,

    Eve

  • Valentine’s Love Letters save the day.

    Valentine’s Love Letters save the day.

    Dear Lovestars,

    What a terrible day I had today with family drama.

    In my panic, my beloved called. Immediately, I felt relaxed and protected,Ā  like surrounded by an angel even though he’s many thousands of miles away, and he could not physically help me. But his good vibes made me feel safe.

    When I started writing about my trauma over my family’s situation, I deleted a post I wanted to share with you, but I was kind of embarrassed and on a different,  much lower vibe and didn’t share the lovey post. It was called Valentine’s Love Letters and on it I was going yo tell you while I was away from my beloved on Valentine’s, I jokingly said I would write him a Love letter. Then I decided I would and I sent him 3. 

    I ended up writing 3 letters, which I took pictures of to share with you. I inserted a rose petal in each and put a drop of my signature doTERRA oils on each letter as pictured below.

    I deleted the post when I fell into a depression and started writing about my trauma. But then, as the situation worsened, my beloved called to raise my vibe. This is why I believe in twin flames.

    He asked if I only sent him 3 letters. I said yes, and why did he ask. He said he didn’t want to miss one because they were what he really needed to hear, and they went right to his heart. I was so touched that I cried. I shared my last letter with him, the gratitude Love letter I share last on this post. One I have not sent him yet, but I’ll deliver to him personally since I’m finally going home!

    Valentine’s Love Letter
    Sexy and Romantic Valentine’s Love Letter
    10 Things I Love Most About You Love Letter
    10 Things I Love Most About You Love Letter
    Gratitude Love Letter
    Gratitude Love Letter

    I wrote these letters in the middle of the night. I wrote at 2, 3, 4 in the morning.  I wrote while my head rested on my pillow, and  my penmanship really suffered. I was so embarrassed about the look of my letters that I considered not sending them to him. I was embarrassed to show them to you because of how really ugly they look. I thought my beloved might get offended that I’d send him such poor work, and I was concerned that I could have done so much better. 

    Yet, I overcame my embarrassment, and I sent the letters anyway. The letters touched his heart. Since I’ve been away for such a long time, he was feeling alone and even doubtful, and it just so happened that I answered his questions with my letters.

    I hope you enjoyed this lighthearted post and that you feel inspired to share your love with your beloved also.

    With much Love,

    Eve

  • Sex. Don’t Fake Till You Make it. Do this instead…

    TRIGGER ALERT!!! This post could trigger sexual trauma and open unhealed wounds. I intend this brings you. healing. If you are aware of unhealed sexual trauma, don’t read this, instead message me through the Contact tool under Menu.

    “Fake it till you make it”

    Obviously, when we fake it, we are not being vulnerable, we’re not honestly showing our struggle, or we don’t know how to show our learning progress. Perhaps we feel embarrassed and  though we don’t talk about this, there’s a fake element to faking it.

    Some would fake it to appear smarter, more able to learn or perform, to appear “better” than they feel they are. This, I believe, stems from feeling inadequate, insecure, or not enough. This is, in my humble opinion, putting on a false mask that makes you appear able to do what you’re faking while buying you time to learn at a slower pace.

    The point we miss is that we’re all different and learning is a process. It’s obviously not only ok but expected to not know what you’re learning on day 1. There’s studying and practicing before we’re successful in whatever we’re learning and this includes sex. We will not be a sex god or goddess on day 1! Nor should we be.

    In sex, what does it mean to fake it?

    We fake it when we pretend to be enjoying ourselves during sex. We might act as if we had an orgasm, making the noises and movements that we believe we would make if we were having a real orgasm. We might vocalize, some might scream or say they’re having an orgasm like we see on the movies.

    In pretending to be enjoying ourselves, our partner would falsely believe that they are more able than they are to basically get us off sexually. Typically, when our partner has an amazing time while we have sex, we feel great about ourselves and therefore our self esteem is heightened. When we fake it, our partner might think they’re able to give us an orgasm when in truth they’re unable to or we’re not able to have an orgasm ourselves regardless of their ability.

    Typically and sadly, women fake orgasms. Nowadays, it’s well known that only a small percentage of women can actually achieve an orgasmic reaction to vaginal sex only. Many of us need much more than just vaginal sex to achieve it, some of us have never had one. Some of us, lucky ones, will find a special person later on who will be so incredible that we will finally reach the desired outcome.

    When we fake it, we exaggerate these noises and movements and if we don’t know what an orgasm really feels like, we might look and/ or feel fake. Therefore many are aware that their partner can fake it or might doubt their partner’s overt reactions! Watch out because if you get caught faking it, this might cause your partner’s self esteem to drop as if they’re unable to bring you to the gates of heaven through that most elusive female orgasm and they might be able to give you one if they just knew what to give you and how.

    Why do we fake it?

    I believe that some people might not even realize they are faking it, some people might think that they’re meant to make a bunch of noise or do certain things that might indicate they’re having a great time. It doesn’t help that porn is readily available for free and even movies paint a picture about sex that’s unreal, unnatural, and fake. It also doesn’t help that we’re exposed to that perversion of lovemaking early on. We seem to forget that is acting and obviously not real, and if we imitate it, we might not meet our expectations and/ or our partner’s expectations.

    People imitate the actions of movie stars, who are clearly acting, and not having a real orgasm for several reasons. It might look sexy from the outside looking in but reminder!!! that’s not what sex is like. When we engage in sex, we’re in the inside experiencing, not on the outside looking in! When we experience, we are not making a show for outsiders who can’t feel the act and our partner can feel us so there’s no need to put on a show.

    There’s probably many different reasons why people fake it. Certainly, a reason is we want to please our partner. We might feel that our partner wants the hot porn star, yet, in faking an orgasm, we’re not giving our partner the choice to please us. In truth, if our partner wants some hot movie star, then perhaps this is not the article for you, or if you’re in a soulmate or twin flame relationship, then perhaps you’re out of alignment, I’ve been there too! Finally, if you have been faking it, your partner might think it’s hot because it looks like a movie, yet they might be deprived of giving you the real experience.

    I’ll be honest with you, I’ve never faked it! Ever. First of all, I don’t believe in giving a mediocre partner a sense that they are able to bring me to an orgasm! And you might guess that I have indeed had sex with a mediocre partner and it’s true, I’m in the process of forgiving myself. An orgasm is something that I’ve only been able to achieve with my beloved, the one I call my twin flame, my one true love. It’s not something a woman achieves with anyone.

    Don’t Fake it. Instead do this.

    Females rejoice! We really have it good in sex! We don’t have the pressure males have when it comes to having one massive orgasm where if they fail to have one, they’ll have the hated “blue balls”. The universe blessed us with the incredible ability to have multiple orgasms, even to enjoy orgasm after orgasm and feel like the sex act was one massive orgasm, we have the ability to orgasm from the beginning to the end of the sexual encounter. We’re the orgasm queens and goddesses on this planet. So first of all relax and have fun with this. It can be a project, a self growth goal, a quest even, or something like a new year resolution or goal.

    But even if we’re unable to ask about what we need (I totally understand) there’s really no need to act as if we’re having an orgasm we’re not having and the joke is on us if we make our partner believe we love something we don’t even like and then we get that treatment daily! Instead start little by little indicating what you do love, whether it’s a kiss, a touch, a sight that is delightful. There’s always something truly pleasing if you are in a committed relationship. Our partners respond to what we love by paying close attention to our response and giving us more of what they believe we love and this is why you should not fake it if you want a truly enjoyable and healthy sex life.

    So don’t fake it! If you can, speak up. If you can’t speak up, fantasize! It’s a simple way to manifest what you truly desire. Well, I came to realize after years of fantasizing, that fantasies are not private at all, fantasies are energy that gets shared, just like thoughts are. What you’re fantasizing about, those thoughts are interacting with your partner! Also because when you fantasize, you’re working yourself closer to the place you need to be to reach the desired orgasm. Personally, when I needed to warm up, I go to my special place (in my head) which is our first night together, the night I had my first orgasm, I call this my master fantasy.

    What to do instead of faking it. Tips and tricks.

    • Relax and have fun
    • Be honest and vulnerable
    • Don’t make them think you love something you don’t love
    • Fantasize about what you want in bed
    • Create a master fantasy (for me it’s my first night with my beloved)
    • Respond to what you love in the natural way your body responds
    • Don’t block the natural response: scream or moan if you feel you should, be quiet if that’s more natural. If you’re having a full on body response and start shaking uncontrollably, let that be, and if your body tenses up, then allow that too. If you can speak, say their name or the expression that comes most naturally, and if it’s not possible to say anything, don’t force it. There’s no one size fits all.
    • Don’t watch porn or movies about sex to learn. No judgement if you do or have but figure out your own personal response rather than imitating acting from a movie.
    • Take charge and do what you love most
    • Experiment! You might enjoy even some things you thought you didn’t like

    The spiritual significance of faking it

    My beloved is Scorpio and don’t fake it with Scorpio because not only is Scorpio more than able to “get you off” but they can feel you and when they figure out you have been faking it, they might feel betrayed. Don’t lie to Scorpio! They would question why you did it and they will wonder what else you have been faking. Additionally, they might feel as though you are fake or not trustworthy.

    Spiritually speaking, and for those of us who believe in manifestation, it is possible that we’re manifesting what we don’t love most by faking an orgasm. We might be mistakenly manifesting  not our highest and most rewarding sex life. Additionally, it feels that by faking it, we’re aligning to something that’s not our highest vibe. Perhaps, we have mistakenly calibrated to a lower vibe, perhaps we’ve even calibrated to some perverted porn vibe. And if any perverted vibes have entered our reality, it’s entirely possible that lower, even dark energies (even entities) are feeding off our sexual energy which feels to be our highest creation energy.

    This is nothing to be feared and probably most of us have at some point picked up lower sex vibes. We could have picked up some lower sex vibes from friends, past lovers, abuse, trauma, karma, ancestral energy, curses, or by choosing/ accepting this energy by mistake. I understand, for some, this is crazy superstition but if you read this blog, does that resonate?

    Is it making love if I fake it?

    When we make love we are vulnerable and share ourselves completely with a willing and loving partner. This is the opposite of faking it. Sex can be faked but lovemaking is the real thing.

    If you’re lucky enough to have sex with your twin flame, don’t fake it.

    If you are lucky enough to have sex with your twin flame, don’t fake it! It is a great honor to actually engage in this way with your twin and don’t taint the energy with fake vibes! This might sound harsh but if you’re interested in having an honest relationship with your twin, then please engage with complete honesty. It could be considered running (and us twins don’t like that) from ourselves…

    Respectfully and never in judgement,

    with Love and light,

    Eve

  • Heal your sexual trauma! I’ll help for free. Please and thank you!

    I am asking you kindly to please share your sexual traumas with me as I’ve been called very clearly to help the collective right now and I can’t ignore the collective trauma anymore! Please let me help you. I have been able to transmute my own sexual trauma and now I’m ready to give back.

    I’m not asking for anything except that you let me help. What do I gain? Experience of course, I need to practice sharing my gifts and need to get comfortable. I’ve been able to do this dark healing work for myself but now I feel I’ll only feel successful by helping others.

    In my dreams I’m a writer/ poet. I did not expect previously to spend so much time speaking and writing about sex, sexual trauma, and sexual healing! Truly, I was very triggered by this. I’ll not lie friend, as a Cuban girl, I’ve been sexually abused several times, I don’t even know how many times. But don’t feel bad for me for I’m healed (with the help of my beloved) and now I’m ready to help you and the collective.

    Now it’s time for me to give back! And what keeps on coming through as part of my life purpose, though it has been so difficult to open up and share, is sex trauma healing. It helps that this is where I have most experience personally.

    I feel I’m receiving spiritual downloads at all times and it’s easy for me to understand these extremely complex topics such as the darkness that comes with sexual abuse and what it does to our pain bodies and the sad part when we have to accept where we’re at. Understanding seems to be the first step to transmute the really dark energies that so hurt us in sexual energy. Forgiveness appears to be the real deal in healing our energy and I was born with that ability though it was so much harder to forgive myself than the abusers.

    Write me through the contact option under the menu button of this blog or by emailing me at paperdollme@mail.com subject should be HELP and if possible reference this post so I’ll know what the help is about.

    Additionally, let me know how you would like to connect regarding sexual healing. I’m not big on Facebook anymore, where do you create a group for safe group chats?

    In the meantime, I’ve created a secret YouTube playlist to help. I need to create videos now.

    Additionally, see my sex podcasts that might help:

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Twin-Flame-Sex–Ascension-in-Lovemaking-e1bmt20

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Supernatural-Twin-Flame-Love–Telepathy-e1boj34

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Twin-Flame-Magic–Sex-magic–energy-transfer–healing–union-dreams-and-more-e1c2n7v

    With Love and healing light,

    Your friend Eve

  • Poem about writer’s block

    Hey friend, remember me?

    I took a long, long, long break post giving birth which was a phenomenal experience. My baby girl is 4 months now.

    Well, here is a little poem I whipped up šŸ˜

    Writer’s block poem by Eve Lovestar

    Miraquill is the app where I share my poems.

    Here is what I said about this poem on Miraquill:

  • Gratitude Challenge

    Gratitude Challenge

    Dear friend,

    I opened my heart to you when I admitted I had closed my heart up which left my heart chakra out of alignment and me 0feeling grumpy, moody, and awful. It’s a long story how this happened but miraculously, as things can happen on this universe, after I meditated, practiced gratitude, and admitted it/ talked about it, I started to feel a shift. Thanks for the ear! If you do want to know what happened and how this blockage manifested in my life, listen to my newest podcast which I will link on this post as soon as it’s finished

    I decided to practice gratitude once more and I shall continue this at least until my baby is born for my heart’s sake and an easier birth experience for both me and my baby.

    Listen to my latest podcast to know all the details. I talked about this for about 54 minutes:

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/My-heart-chakra-became-blocked–Why–what-happened–and-how-to-fix-it–Gratitude-Journal-e1f830n

    Things I’m grateful for today:

    • I’m so so grateful for Pinterest. It’s my favorite search engine and I admit I’m spending lots of time in there looking at Baby crafts, cleaning and organization inspo, baby nesting ideas, and a favorite of mine, homesteading. If you want to connect on Pinterest, I would love that, send me a message if you would like to talk to me on there or if you want me to follow you. Of course I have spiritual topics and twin flame topics, here is the link to my profile: https://pin.it/1JfUObT
    • Chipotle! My family’s favorite restaurant and my food of choice post delivery. Planning on going there of course for Post delivery meal for the family, also its a birthday favorite and my bday is coming!
    • My birthday coming! For my birthday, I buy myself arts and crafts materials, because my mom always asks what I want for my birthday I let her know to buy me arts and crafts materials since this time around I’m too concerned shopping and doing baby things, so exciting to have a baby right after my baby, perhaps sharing my Pisces sign and receiving the perfect gift!
    • Cleaning my bathtub! This is a big one! I’ll be giving birth on it very soon so I’ll clean it even more and keep it clean and make it nicer but for now it was a great start and I took the best shower I’ve had in weeks after an amazing deep clean
    • Receiving my doterra oils. I bought lavender and lemon which I’ll be using for the birth and eucalyptus oil that we had not had for a little while, a favorite. Soon I’ll have enough points to get an oil I have not ever had before rose oil. This one will be special because the baby’s middle name is Rose and I want to get it during my recovery time since I probably will not be able to get it on time for the birth. Very excited about this!
    • Ordering two breast pumps for free through my two insurances. I will be receiving one of them next week, before giving birth! Thank you!
    • The kids watering my garden. We have planted sunflowers, my favorite flower and one I have blogged about 2 years in a row these flowers are blessed and we’re a gift from Spirit and they came through on 4/4/2020 (444 portal) and I collected seeds, grew the seeds in 2021, collected seeds and now I’m growing the grandbaby seeds of my 2020 sunflowers. A true gift
    • Organizing my home. This is always an ongoing process, especially because I have four children and I don’t love house work and my beloved and I are quick quite the busy people. I tell my kids whenever you organize or clean you find lost things and it’s so true I just found my long lost knitting needle and I now plan on practicing my knitting skills while I’m healing from giving birth
    • My beloved shopping and filling my gas tank last night
    • Receiving a maternity healing compression garment through my insurance for free
    • I bought cleaning supplies and natural soaps and laundry detergent from my favorite natural company, just received confirmation that they will arrive next week before my baby’s born. Yay! Thank you
    • I just got a Chipotle free gift! Yay
    • Stocking my pantry with items I will need during my maternity healing. We do not want to be shopping then
    • I just received Kohl’s cash as a birthday present, yay, thanks universe!
    • Finished making a birthday skirt for me. It’s lovely and magical. It’s purple, fav color, with space šŸŒŒ inspired fabric. The elastic around the waist is 0.444 inches thick, and has a lovely black bow on the back!
    • Making a moon charm for my new and favorite tote bag, which I made not long ago and it’s space fabric purple too (different fabric than the skirt), also magical. I’ll need to blog about my new clothes which I’ve made
    • Finished making a matching tote bag for my oldest daughter, working on 2 smaller bags for my youngest two girls, also matching mine.
    • Learning new crochet stitches and tricks. Finally being patient enough to follow a pattern. This opened many opportunities for me and allowed me to make lots of new items. Working on a baby blanket and hat using new skills! Thank you

    This is such an excellent exercise and whenever I do it I notice how much really I have to be grateful for. Life Is Good Lovestars! This moment is blessed!

    Much Love and many blessings to you,

    Grateful you’re here!

    Eve

  • Gratitude Journal

    Dear friend,

    As high intentions as I had for the 222 portal, I have let my heart become quite close. I now am going through the “side effects” of this closing of my heart chakra.

    I talk plenty of my powerful and miraculous heart chakra healing in 2020 with spirit and I thought that my heart was healed after that but now I’ve come to the realization that this is forever ongoing work for me as I close my heart off myself and then deal with much pain.

    This comes not at the best time as I’m going into labor any time now, which is really exciting for me and I’m putting all my energy into labor and bringing this baby into the world but I must be at my best for the birth experience to be the best.

    As I realized today (technically yesterday because it’s past midnight) that I have yet again closed my heart, I immediately turned to meditation and hypnosis, searching for a heart chakra opening hypnosis. I found a great one by Joe Tracy (linked šŸ‘‡), the first time I did it, I fell asleep enjoying a tiny relaxation as my ego has taken over (I let it get so bad). Woke up and did it a second time and still it was extremely difficult to get out of my mind but I can’t go back to sleep. I’ll talk about this more friends, just in case my experience might benefit someone. At the end of the meditation Joe encouraged keeping a gratitude journal to help the heart open. So here I am, working on my healing. It’s super benefits right now as I’m finding it hard to even be grateful.

    https://youtu.be/VTYc8eLNJ-g

    Things I’m grateful for right now

    • The baby about to be born out of me
    • My children growing and becoming quite helpful
    • My midwife (not going to the hospital) who comes see me at home
    • My mom who showers me with love and gifts and her coming to visit for new baby
    • My birthday coming in 1 week
    • I just talked to both my sister and brother, it had been a while and my brother will be coming to visit soon
    • Grateful much for my health and my children’s health
    • Very grateful for nesting
    • So so grateful for all the DIY projects I’ve finished and I’m working on (if interested in this see my other new blog)
    • Grateful grateful grateful it’s Pisces season
    • So very grateful I can see the Pleiades and Sirius star in the early night sky
    • Grateful for the new moon and a new beginning for me
    • Grateful for this blog so I don’t have to actually get a journal
    • Grateful for spirit always supporting me through signs and synchronicities and letting me know what I need to work on for my healing
    • Grateful for YouTube free meditations and hypnosis
    • Grateful for YouTube hypno birthing and doula videos
    • Grateful for the rushes of energy I get here and there
    • Grateful for my doTERRA oils that just came in the mail today

    In the end, I realize I have so much to be grateful for! God bless all of you reading and may you feel grateful about your life and situation no matter what you’re going through.

    Thank you for being here,

    Eve

  • Happy 2022. Why I’m setting intentions instead of New Year Resolutions.

    Happy 2022. Why I’m setting intentions instead of New Year Resolutions.

    Hello dear friends and happy New Year to you!

    New year new me! I’ve already used this phrase this year. Have you created a New Year’s resolution for 2022? I created a new podcast episode to tell you why I am not creating a New Year resolution and what I’m doing instead which is set powerful intentions that will help me manifest everything I need in the physical including twin flame Union. Listen to the podcast episode through the link šŸ‘‡

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/2022-not-creating-a-new-year-resolution-list–setting-intentions-instead-e1cf4e5

    New Year Resolutions poem by Eve Lovestar

    My 2022 intentions

    • Living in the moment
    • Enjoying happy times
    • Setting vibration to Love and above

    The first 2 intentions I set in 2021 and I had great results with them and 2021 was a good year, not great because I did fall into the collective trap of the fear pandemic here and there but I was able to overcome that. I have set a new intention this year, to live in Love, the unconditional kind to promote twin flame union and a better family unit.

    What I like best about setting intentions rather than setting goals is that the goal you either meet or not but the intention helps us manifest what is available and then there’s no limit you can accomplish 200 goals and the goals are there in the back of my mind from all the goals I have set before. I feel as though I am not missing out on anything but instead that everything is possible if I live this way. When we set a goal, it’ll feel like either we will succeed and achieve that goal or we will fail, by setting an intention we never fail.

    Also listen to this podcast: Rumi Oracle reading for twin flames I did to get divine messages for 2022.

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Rumi-Oracle-Reading-with-Divine-Messages-for-Twin-Flames-e1caotk

    What about you? Have you created a new year resolution? Have you set goals for yourself or intentions?

    Thank you for visiting friends,

    Eve

  • Camping bliss, May/ Jun 2021

    Camping bliss, May/ Jun 2021

    My family and I have been camping a lot since 2020. In 2020, during the pandemic, when we stopped going out to the public so much we started going into nature a lot more, it was the silver lining. We discovered off-grid camping sites, which I blogged about in my previous post and that became the height of my blogging and spiritual experience. It gave me so much content for this blog, it’s kept it afloat.

    For the memorial day holiday weekend, we decided on a lake camping experience. It is my youngest daughters’ birthday this week and she wanted to go so we decided to do it for her. It was amazing, we could hear the waves in our tent, yet nowhere near as spiritual as our off-grid camping adventures. There were too many people and lots of party beasts and the energy became heavy, specially as the families left and we were left with the party crowd. We camped for 2 days.

    Still, we loved it and we were safe, except from the Mercury Retrograde… My beloved and I got into the biggest misunderstanding situation (fight) ever, I don’t even know how to get over it yet! We both became so triggered, over different reasons. I am doing a lot of soul searching right now and found another dark energy body inside of my system, a huge cloud that stemmed from influential males in my life’s criticism of me. It feels it initiated from me feeling judged and feeling inadequate as a result, I felt the judgement and made that my own feeling, I then judged myself. This, of course, started in childhood. Yet of course, this is the energy coming from females in my line also, it’s not just me, it’s been there. I’ve inherited a lot of trauma and so have all other females.

    I have to talk to my twin again. We talked while feelings were hot, now it’s my time, I’ve to talk about what happened after the fact. It’s amazing how our twins know which traumas we carry inside our bodies and how to trigger and stir those until we’re healed. I believe it’s because they know through the triggers and needed healing, we’ll become the perfect angel they knew us to be in the other side of the veil. Our twin’s heart knows we’re their perfect angel šŸ˜‡.

    But we love each other and all of this is for our learning and ascension. I will not tell you the details because he would not want me to but it was sooo strong. The purge out of my trigger, still pulling trash out if my system! I will be a much lighter person when this is finally over. I’m so grateful šŸ˜Šā¤ļøšŸ˜Š

    Let’s not forget, this eclipse season, communication is a huge theme! This was proven to me at camp again.

    Birthday girl
    The boy who can’t be contained in a tent
    View from our tent
    Funniest camper girl
    Little ones stick together
    Our camping setup will be ascending! We sleep 6 in this tent
    His oldest sister calls him blueberry eyes

    I felt like we were there after leaving!

    We will probably camp again this month, we don’t usually plan it ahead of time, we’ll see.

    Still feeling tired from camping for 2 days,

    Eve