Category: Family

  • Why I am sad today journaling exercise, the wisdom in journaling, and Frozen references

    Why I am sad today journaling exercise, the wisdom in journaling, and Frozen references

    Dear diary,

    I became sad today. Just out of nowhere came a heaviness, and then my vibe sank.

    Sometimes, I don't feel well
    Whether I show it or not.
    Some feelings I can't explain
    Some energies I don't translate.
    When I get in my own way
    I simply go away and cry
    My eyes put, all alone.

    Was it really out of nowhere? I was listening to a fabulous Mel Robbins podcast about attachment styles that explained how they relate to our childhood traumas and the core wounds of every style. The podcast was so good that I took notes, and I might have figured out my own attachment style. It should have been a moment of joy at discovering such a huge part of me. Additionally, Mel’s guest explained that we can actually change our attachment style, which is very empowering, and that was the first time I heard that.

    However, rather than feeling empowered, out of me came a heaviness.

    Is it because my birthday is coming and I feel strangely alone?

    Am I being crushed under my own high expectations of me?

    Is my cup empty?

    All I know is I felt so sad today that I was unable to cook dinner.

    Is it because I’m being reminded of my dad wound that was opened wide last year at around this same time. A wound that destroyed my birthday last year and lasted so long that I was unable to enjoy my child’s birthday also?

    And then my lover shows up and asks:

    Is it because I’m pregnant? I will be taking a pregnancy test.

    Or is it because I need to do more healing? Always

    Either way, between Olaf and my beloved Scorpio, I was in a good place again.

    And then I'm well again:
    After journaling,
    And the creation of poetry
    I am well again.
    With word play I found the power
    To keep going again.
    My beloved shared his energy
    With me and we made love.
    I wore crystals,
    I wore yellow,
    And this powered me to go
    Well beyond where I was stuck
    In my mind.
    I then spent lots of time
    In the sun
    And I talked to the people I Love.
    I am happy again.
    All is well.

    Dear friend,

    I do my best to be a positive influence on the internet to somewhat balance the negative influences.

    However, acting as though I’m always happy would be dishonest, and I don’t want to lie to you.

    I don’t have this figured out, and that is why I journal. Why am I so bold to journal publicly, often exposing secrets? It saves me time because I don’t have to write something else to post here and also because some of my best wisdom comes this way. There’s a power in journaling that might be more powerful than poetry.

    On that topic, and away from my feelings, journaling precedes poetry! If you aspire to be a poet or want to make your poetry better, start journaling! This is the wisdom I was referring to and why journaling is so powerful. It pulls information out of us. It translates our baggage into text, and it’s so healing.

    Poems are like spells

    If you asked me how to be happy, I’d tell you to journal and read good poetry! But I’m not a happiness expert!

    I’m a Love expert, though. I made myself laugh. My Muses are funny, too! This reminded me of the movie Frozen when Christoff tells Ana and Olaf his family members, who are trolls, are love experts, and Olaf hilariously says he is a love expert! That is my favorite part of that movie. My favorite part in the second movie is when Olaf, the wisest character in the movir, explains to Elsa that water has memory, and with that knowledge, her powers increased, an epic moment in the movie. We’re in the Elsa topic because Olaf makes me smile. When I drew Elsa about 6 years ago, I racked my brains, trying to figure out the main lesson in the movie. It wasn’t, I found, any of the catchy lines from the songs. The line I wrote in my picture was Love Thaws. That is the main lesson from the first movie.

    I have much more to learn about love, too! I guess I’m not an expert at all

  • Ideas to celebrate myself on my birthday

    Ideas to celebrate myself on my birthday

    Dear diary,

    As a kid, people always celebrated me in excess. Then I grew up, moved away from home, and I didn’t have people celebrating me all the time. In my adult years, I have struggled to find ways to celebrate myself. Today, I’m compiling a list of unique and creative ideas to celebrate myself.

    • Create a vision board for the next year
    • Look into my astrological chart
    • Journal about something significant such as the meaning of my life, my life mission, union
    • Spend time in nature
    • Plan a fun time with my kids
    • Write poems about me
    • Make a dress or outfit 🤔
    • Login to Facebook and thank the people who once celebrated me
    • Design a growth journal for the next year
    • Write a letter to myself
    • Healing activities
    • Take the best bath ever
    • Practice gratitude for my life, what I have, what I had before, and what is coming in the future

    What I always do:

    • Dress up
    • Fabulous hair style
    • Cook a favorite meal
    • Shop arts and crafts supplies

    How do you celebrate yourself on your birthday?

    Thanks for your visit,

    Eve

  • Unlocking the power of Love: How the energy of love could transform the world

    Unlocking the power of Love: How the energy of love could transform the world

    Dear Lovestar,

    What is the transformational power of love? Love could transform our lives, and there’s no doubt about that. But there is more.

    Today, I’m thinking of Love as a divine energy that some of us are able to tap into, but not everyone. My personal belief is that love can improve the world. How?

    • If we’re a vessel for love, we can share this love energy wherever we go, making the world a better place
    • If we are in love or have love in our lives, including self-love, we will be more relaxed, happier, much more able to deal with conflict, and better equipped for interpersonal relationships, thus making the world a better place by making our world a better place
    • If we make decisions with love every day, we would make much better decisions that would have a more positive impact on the world


    Love is often regarded as a profoundly personal emotion, confined to the realm of romantic relationships or familial bonds. However, its impact extends far beyond the individual, reaching into our communities, workplaces, and the world at large. In a time where division and discord seem to dominate headlines, harnessing the power of love has never been more crucial.

    Here, we explore how various forms of love—romantic, familial, self-love, and love in the workplace—can catalyze positive change and offer simple steps for anyone to contribute to a better world.

    **1. Romantic Love:**

    Romantic love is perhaps the most celebrated form of love, yet its potential to influence the world often goes unrecognized. When two individuals come together in love, they have the capacity to inspire each other, support growth, and foster resilience. Moreover, love teaches us empathy, compassion, and compromise—qualities that are essential for building harmonious societies. Additionally, it is a far better experience for children growing in the home when there’s an energy of love between the parents. When the children grow, they will improve the condition of the world if they have inherited the divine energy of love.

    *Easy Steps:*
       – Practice active listening and open communication with your partner. You will gain skills that you will be able to use in situations with others that can have a positive impact on your relationships and community.
       – Cultivate gratitude for the small gestures and moments shared together. Get so used to feeling gratitude that you extend the feeling outside your romantic relationship.
       – Extend kindness and affection not only to your partner but also to strangers and acquaintances.

    **2. Family Love:**

    Family serves as the cornerstone of society, providing love, stability, and support. The bonds formed within families create a ripple effect that can influence generations to come. By nurturing strong family ties, we cultivate values of empathy, respect, and responsibility, which are essential for creating a more compassionate world. It’s easy to see how a great family has a positive effect on the community, which is our world. Similarly, we all know toxic family dynamics deeply would individuals who might be brokenhearted even for life which does not make the world a better place.

    *Easy Steps:*
       – Spend quality time with family members, engaging in meaningful conversations and activities.
       – Express appreciation and affection regularly to strengthen familial bonds.
       – Practice forgiveness and understanding during times of conflict or disagreement.

    **3. Self-Love:**

    Self-love forms the foundation upon which all other forms of love are built. When we prioritize self-care and acceptance, we become better equipped to love others and contribute positively to the world around us. Moreover, self-love empowers us to set healthy boundaries, pursue our passions, and strive for personal growth.

    *Easy Steps:*
       – Practice self-care rituals that nourish your body, mind, and soul, such as meditation, exercise, or creative expression. Being relaxed and happy will help you positively impact the world.
       – Challenge self-critical thoughts and cultivate self-compassion through affirmations and positive self-talk. As you get used to doing
       – Set aside time for activities that bring you joy and fulfillment, without guilt or obligation. Invite others into joyous and fulfilling activities for a bigger impact.

    **4. Love in the Workplace:**

    The majority of our waking hours are spent in the workplace, making it a prime environment for fostering love and connection. When coworkers operate from a place of mutual respect, collaboration, and support, productivity flourishes, and innovation thrives. Additionally, a culture of love in the workplace promotes employee well-being, reduces stress, and impacts the world in a positive way.

    *Easy Steps:*

    – Practice kindness and acceptance of other’s personalities. Learn not to complain unless needed. Be strong and don’t give in to any activities that would lower your vibe.
       – Be a love leader in the workplace. For some odd reason, people are okay showing their toxic love ways at work. Exude the energy of love everywhere, including in the workplace. I do as much as possible. I’m not afraid to show I’m a lover. I’m not afraid to show I’m in love. I’m not afraid to talk about many of these topics with coworkers and acquaintances.
       – Stand up against gossip and drama in the workplace. It’ll make the drama queens uncomfortable, but it will teach lessons, release drama, and relieve you and those who are being attacked by malicious gossip. In general, it’ll make the workplace a better place for all, and the idea is that people will be so positively affected that they’ll take some of that positive energy into the other parts of their life, thus contributing to a better world for all.

    With love,

    Eve inspired

  • How to cultivate divine love within a relationship. Manifest a deeper Union with these steps.

    How to cultivate divine love within a relationship. Manifest a deeper Union with these steps.

    Dear reader,

    Today I will offer some easy steps for you to cultivate love within your relationship. My beloved and I naturally did all these things together. Our love I believe to be fated, however, you can follow these steps to reverse engineer Union.

    Divine Love

    Divine Love is love which is destined by fate or Love that has a divine aspect. You cannot make a connection to be fated if it isn’t, but you can figure out if a connection has a divine aspect by contemplating the effects the connection has on you, the depth of the connection, the healing the relationship causes, obviously, if getting the opposite, that connection would not be divine.

    For the record, I don’t think that there is no value in connections that are not divine, but my opinion is that if it’s not divine, it might be earthly. In my experience, lots if not most of earthly connections are toxic.

    You can cultivate divine love by connecting to what is divine together, by engaging in acts of kindness together, by reflecting on spiritual beliefs together and especially, if you have similar beliefs and values, bond over them.

    Having compassion for your beloved is a good way to cultivate divine love. Understand your partner’s spiritual journey and help them without judgement and without pushing them. Engage in spiritual practices together and figure out new practices that will foster a deeper connection within you two.

    Having children

    For some people, such as myself, having children together is a very spiritual thing since we’re joining our essence with our partner and going into the future through our children. Additionally, your partner and you will have shared ancestry and that is a big deal. In our spiritual views, there are generational curses and blessings and as such, we want to be very intentional about who we mate with. It is my belief that we should cultivate divine love in our connection before we have children and then, having children will cultivate more divine love in the relationship.

    Gratitude

    Be grateful for each other and express gratitude. Then figure out what other things you can be grateful for as gratitude improves our lives. Anything you’re grateful for, grows. Starting a gratitude journal is a great idea to reflect and manifest more of the same.

    Prayer and blessings

    Pray together and/ or pray for each other. Pray for your union. Bless each other and send each other blessings. See your partner as blessed beyond belief.

    Lovemaking

    A divine connection is one where sex is lovemaking. I define lovemaking as sex that involves the heart. Connect through lovemaking. When your love is divine, it feels as though you’re connecting to a higher consciousness through lovemaking.

    Healing

    When love is divine, healing occurs. To cultivate divine love, heal your inner wounds, especially having to do with love or sex, this will allow to love deeper. You might be able to express previously suppressed energies from within you, especially if you are able to connect to a higher Love energy.

    Forgiveness

    Forgive each other and use that energy of acceptance and forgiveness to forgive the others who have hurt you in the past.

    Journal about it

    Journal about the meaning of divine love to you and how to foster it in your relationship. Come up with ideas of specific things you can do together to cultivate even more divine love.

    Set powerful intentions

    Set an intention to cultivate Divine Love. Set intentions regarding everything you are intentional about: Intend to have open communication. Intend to deepen the connection. Intend on healing through love. Intend that your grandchildren inherit healthy energy from you and your partner, etc.

    Talk to your partner’s higher self

    I stumbled upon this concept by following the Twin Flames 1111 blog by Cassady Cayne. I have now been a long-time follower and have consumed a lot of her content. This idea came from her tools, she offers many higher-level tools, way higher than I am expressing here. If you have already done all the simple steps and are ready for more, give her blog a follow.

    Twin Flames 1111 by Cassady Cayne

    I started communicating with my twin flame higher self in meditation and it was fun but eventually, his higher self started communicating with me in my meditation. Eventually I opened up and I chatted with his spirit. By now, his spirit’s voice is in my mind, answering all of my questions and giving me advice. Like I said, this is higher level than the steps I talked about before. You decide how divine your love will get. What resonates with you?

    Remember that cultivating divine love is a journey that requires patience, commitment, and mutual effort from both partners. It’s about nurturing a deep, spiritual connection that transcends the physical and emotional aspects of your relationship.

    How do you cultivate divine love within your relationship?

    Thank you very much for visiting me today,

    Eve, cultivating Divine Love with my lover, Scorpio

  • The importance of matching my lover’s celebration style. As a woman, it’s not looks that matter most

    Dear Lovestar,

    I blew it on Valentine’s! Let’s talk of a few things.

    I created a personalized Valentine’s card for a friend

    Time capsule

    I loved creating a personalized Valentine’s card! It was a very fun and rewarding experience. I loved creating generic E-cards to share with you, but those poems speak of how I feel. They might not reflect how you feel.

    This experience was fun because as soon as my friend answered a few questions, I knew what the poem should be about as if he wrote it. I channeled him!

    25 year old marriage. What keeps him in love?

    This friend of mine is quite the character! He’s smart, funny, and creative, too. He is a Capricorn. So I asked what he likes about his wife so I could write a poem for her that felt very personal. I believe she’s an Aquarius.

    He said: he jokes to her that he married her for the physical aspects he loves about her, but in truth, what he loves is her personality. Her infectious crazy laugh, the way she daydreams about their future, how awesome a mom she is, how much she takes care of her family. She is a sweet feminine woman, and her cooking is restaurant style.

    What I learned from this interaction is that strong men love soft women who are kind. It’s not her looks that matter most contrary to what we have been led to believe. My entire life, I thought I was not beautiful enough to attract men, and later in life, I attracted the hottest alpha male I have ever met. I felt so uncomfortable because I thought he was way out of my league. Of course, I call this man Scorpio today, and he loves me deeper than he knows how to express. I guess this is a topic for another time, but reminder to the ladies:

    Life lesson I have learned. Download this Eve quote from my poetry collection. Link below

    http://www.mobileapp.app/to/duCowXa?ref=cl download these quotes, poetry, and E-cards from my poetry collection through this link.

    Why does Scorpio not celebrate Valentine’s?

    Scorpio loves me without a doubt (he might or might not like me 😆). Yet, he has never celebrated Valentine’s with me. I asked to make sure it was not just me and LOL it sounded like this is his most romantic stage. 😂 It was so hilarious. He said that for a short period of time, he tried to take girls out on dates and be normal. It was a very short period of time when he was trying to fit in. It didn’t work for him. Scorpio is unconventional and does not like to fit in. 🙃 Scorpio doesn’t celebrate Hallmark holidays. Don’t tell him/ her how to celebrate.

    Some Scorpio memes to explain this lol moment

    Scorpio men think too much and were very attached to their exes a lot. It took a lot for them to break up with their toxic exes. They spend a lot of time revisiting their old relationships. This appears to be healing for them.
    This is a true story, and we both laughed out loud. It was sort of a joke but sort of true. Scorpio people are notorious for not telling you what they like about you. Their girlfriends might not know how they feel about us.

    These two Scorpio memes can be downloaded from my poetry collection (together with quotes, poems, and E-cards). Scorpio lobe art gallery. Link below:

    http://www.mobileapp.app/to/duCowXa?ref=cl

    I’m forgetting the points I was trying to make…

    But Scorpio doesn’t only not celebrate Valentine’s (which is a silly celebration anyway), he doesn’t celebrate Christmas, even birthdays. His non celebration of my birthday was the hardest thing for me because I’ve always been celebrated…

    To the point that I might not know how to celebrate myself. I blew it this Valentine’s. I feel as though I’m unconsciously returning to my childhood when others would celebrate me. But can I learn to celebrate myself without expecting this from others?

    My plan was to cook and bake as well as do Valentine’s crafts with my children. Well, I dressed up in a red dress in the evening, and then my kids did not care to dress up or do Valentine’s stuff. I let them do what they wanted because, after all, I observe Valentine’s by myself (and with you), but I have a plan to change this for the future. I plan to celebrate Valentine’s with my daughters. Truly, we celebrate love all year round, so it’s not even a big deal. Oh, Scorpio cooked and fed the family! It might have been his way to celebrate, and he kissed me like he had not seen me in months. This kiss was extremely sweet and very well received.

    Scorpio felt he should write me a letter

    Remember the AI vs. me letter contest I posted yesterday? The letter I wrote for Scorpio and I sent it to him. Of course, I have always sent him poetry, and I post it around the house, but he usually doesn’t even acknowledge my romantic efforts. He is a stoic. This is how come I’m learning telepathy. I’m in his mind now, so he can’t keep secrets. I also made friends with his higher self. I have secret abilities, too! Scorpio better watch out!

    At night, having dinner, he told me he thought he wasn’t doing enough. With a chuckle, I explained that, in fact, I don’t want a Valentine’s celebration (I’d like that, but it would not be genuine for Scorpio yo be doing that. He’s not fake, and I don’t like fake) I would not settle for a fake celebration. And he’s Scorpio. He can’t be fake. I understand that very perfectly, which is why I celebrate by myself.

    What would a Scorpio letter be like? I really hope he writes it! Would he swear, talk about the economy, politics, and aliens? Will he joke? Will the tone be serious? I’m very curious 🤔 👀 😏

    Letter writing tip: spiritual beats romantic

    I sent Scorpio my love letter from yesterday, and he said it was sweet. He has expressed his love for my letters in the past. I already knew he would appreciate it. Then he pointed out a punctuation mistake 😆 🤣 😂 which I appreciated because I fixed it before I shared my letter with you. But even though he did not say more until dinner time, he had been thinking… 🤔

    Then there was this huge sincronicity! Yesterday, on my Eve vs. AI letter post I shared links to all my previous letter writing posts, and as I looked for such posts, I was reminded about the union letter I wrote for him: an insanely long 17 page letter speaking of our union connection.

    This letter is the real deal with a drawing of us and a poem I did share. This letter is so secret that it’s the one I’ve not shared. For that letter, I dropped into a very receptive state, I prayed and intended that what I wrote would bring us closer, then I asked spirit to take my hand and write. I wrote for hours at night until the morning. Things so secret that I didn’t know came out. I honestly was a bit embarrassed and hoped he would not read that letter, but somehow, 2 pages showed up on the couch. 😅

    It’s possible that I swiped this letter because it made me feel so vulnerable and because I talk about twin flame stuff, which is still something I’m trying to figure out, I don’t want to be a liar by saying something I think which might not be the full truth. But, I got those letter pages and I’ll read them again. It’ll be a very enlightening experience to read them again, and I hope I can use them for inspiration to write a twin flame union post.

    I guess I just rambled…

    Thank you for reading, and I pray you took something positive from this chat.

    Do you need help writing letters? Read yesterday’s post.

    Eve, writing so much I don’t have enough time to share.

  • What to wear on Valentine’s? I’m wearing all red

    What to wear on Valentine’s? I’m wearing all red

    Dear Lovestar,

    Need a last-minute Valentine’s E-card or poem? I got your back. Go over to my poetry collection and download your favorite 😍 ✨️ 😎

    http://www.mobileapp.app/to/duCowXa?ref=cl

    I am dressed in red today. Maroon jacket because I need to buy me a red jacket. I need red shoes and for some odd reason I don’t have red underwear 🤔 I have a shopping list now.

    I’m wearing red pants, a long sleeve red shirt, and the most adorable pink flower scarf, which I crocheted with my own two hands. I might share my pic on my other creative outlet, but first, I want to inspire you if you need help with what to wear on Valentine’s.

    Shopping list before next Valentine’s

    • Gorgeous red fabric to make red lingerie
    • Red heart crystal necklace or red jewelry
    • Nice red bra
    • Red yarns to make a chunky red blanket

    What to Wear on Valentine’s Day: Tips for a Chic and Classy Look

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  • Sexy love poem and Free Valentine’s E-card downloads.

    Dear Lovestar,

    I can tell I’m going to love this new thing I’m doing. If you didn’t know, I am designing free Valentine’s E-cards, which I’m sharing as free downloads on my poetry collection. Download the E-cards gallery through this link:

    https://www.wix.app/one-app-pro-gallery/gallery/Component57/3ec06e2d-87fa-4732-83d9-baa744c54460/e6c66516-0948-4bdb-a79c-7379623cfac8

    I found this old Valentine’s E-card of sorts from last year, maybe. I added it to my E-cards gallery.

    Be my Valentine. I might use this poem and design a better card

    New on my poetry collection

    As I said, I have a new gallery, my free, downloadable Valentine’s E-cards. They’re not signed, so you can download and share. Or print one on cardstock for a more proper paper card. Download your favorites through the link above.

    Note that many of my poems on my collection are downloadable for free. I made my secret, sensitive, and very sexual stuff not downloadable.

    Hot for you. This poem can be added to a Valentine’s card

    I have added lots more old poems, including some I found on Pinterest. If you’re on Pinterest, follow me through this link. I post poetry, podcasts, art, and crafts, and I have a very old account, so I have tens of thousands of pictures there:

    https://pin.it/7YZ0QqdlO

    Sex with Scorpio blog:

    https://wix.to/haCuPVW?ref=2_cl

    Click this link to join me and read this blog post where I discussed this hot topic:

    Scorpio loves angry makeup sex, I don’t, and why I engage.

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  • Sexy Valentine’s card and other sexy poetry

    Sexy Valentine’s card and other sexy poetry

    Hello dear Lovestar,

    Welcome today. If you’re a female and need a Valentine’s card for your lover, look no further. This is more than a card, though. It’s a challenge to remove the materialistic out of Valentine’s and celebrate Love and each other instead.

    Will I do the same card to give to a female? No, sadly, if a man gives this card to his woman, he could get dumped since it’s females typically who are most materialistic when it comes to receiving stuff in exchange for their attention.

    Ladies, what about Valentine’s Day when the gifts are energetic in nature. You will not want to show these gifts off, but if you told anyone, you’d be the coolest woman.

    Sexy Valentine’s card for him

    Download this and my other unsigned Valentine’s E-cards from my gallery in my poetry collection through this link:

    https://www.wix.app/one-app-pro-gallery/gallery/Component34/3ec06e2d-87fa-4732-83d9-baa744c54460/e6c66516-0948-4bdb-a79c-7379623cfac8

    A secret: I have never received a Valentine’s present from my beloved Scorpio or a card. To him, that day does not mean celebration. Any celebration for him anyway would be very personal and having fun together. That’s what this card is about. Also, receiving gifts is not my love language. It’s rather words of affirmation and quality time spent together. Anyway, Scorpio thinks one’s lover should be celebrated every day of the year, and I agree with that.

    I heard that a baby made on Valentine’s would be a Scorpio, and I honestly thought about that…

    New on my Poetry Collection

    I have shared a new very sexy poem. I almost didn’t share it here, but the Valentine’s card up there is too sexy also. Follow my poetry collection/ Sex with Scorpio blog through this link:

    http://wix.to/duCowXa?ref=cl

    Lie my body down

    Also, I have been uploading some of my older poems, though I’m taking a long time doing this. I’m a busy woman.


    Thank you for reading, and thanks for considering a personal, energetic Valentine’s instead of breaking your man’s bank account.

    With Love,

    Eve

  • The Formula for deep connection. How to thrive in Love and relationships

    The Formula for deep connection. How to thrive in Love and relationships

    Dear Lovestar,

    I don’t like to tell people what to do, so I usually only talk about my experience and leave it at that, but today, I had the brightest realization. I understand the title of this post sounds click baity, yet I will give you my formula for deep connection, which promotes healing and loyalty. That was a tall promise, but I’ll deliver. Some readers have come across the secrets by themselves and don’t need this. Some readers are very confused about how to connect with the opposite sex. 🤔

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  • Scorpio new moon. Time of rebirth

    Dear friend,

    The week before the 11/11 portal was tough. The weekend of the 11/11 portal was incredible, a very tired weekend perfect for sleeping, chilling, and hanging out. I didn’t get to do the work I wanted to do, but it was the perfect weekend. For me and my lover, it’s probably the best weekend we have ever had. It was romantic, sexy, sweet, we talked all weekend and about various topics that centered around us and our union.

    The weekend was perfect after the extreme week before. During our wild conversations, I told my lover that after that crazy hard week, we would be reborn this week. I was thinking of the Scorpio Phoenix who dies and is reborn over his ashes. With the 11/11 portal as the death moment, I saw the week prior as the dying week, and starting this week with the Scorpio new moon on this Monday, it’s the week of rebirth.

    11/11 portal rebirth

    Cassidy Cayne from twinflames1111.com says that 11:11 is an ascension code shown to lightworkers and twin flames. I resonated, and I saw this quote while backing up my pictures during the 11/11 portal. Divine timing is always at play, and 11/11 ends up being a time we can perceive spirit, so it’s always divine timing during the portal.

    Scorpio new moon

    I have talked about this on my previous Scorpio posts. I’m mentioning it again because it’s the perfect time of rebirth after a painful death. The new moon signifies a new beginning with the powerful Scorpio vibes.

    Ending the Scorpio month

    I strongly feel that from now until the end of Scorpio season, we will be in the rebirth process and being affected by the 11/11 portal, though the hardest part has passed.

    I’ll be traveling without my Scorpio, which is already painful but only for 1 week. I’ll be writing him poems and letters, making him videos, and writing blog posts in his honor. I’ll also be resolving some serious issues with some family members, and I’ll channel the Scorpioenergy to help with my truth telling, personal power, and assertiveness (my intention)

    What have we learned during 11/11?

    I have learned many lessons this Scorpio season but especially during the 11/11 portal. This season is perfect for discovering truth and being honest with ourselves and others. It’s also a season to get insights from spirit and to receive lots of new light. On this list, I’ll also include things that were very positive that happened between my beloved and I.

    I’ve learned many things, and as a reminder for when I read this in the future, I’ll list some of the things I’ve learned during this 11/11 rebirth period.

    • My lover appreciates my poetry. I should have already known this, but I don’t ask, I just asked him because he talked of his hard to please music taste, and I was like, “Well, do you like my poems?”… he doesn’t like the very short ones as much
    • My old poems were no good, and I’m blessed. I thought they were decent back then because otherwise, I would have quit.
    • Several great things I learned about making love with my beloved
    • I decided to write the jokes I come up with. I’m constantly laughing and making others laugh. I crack myself up, too. Don’t be surprised that it was my lover’s idea, but I’ve already changed my mind and started getting prompts to write the funny things I think about, and I’m working on my fist funny post for the future
    • Related to the last item, I made some sex jokes to my partner. It was new and new is good. New light, new energy, new vibes, renewed sexual desire, open communication lines, dropping the shame 🫠 👌 😎
    • New recipe I made even though it was an extremely lazy weekend: for my lover’s birthday: a vegan mushroom wellington. I can make a better one nect time, but it’s so delicious 😋 😍 😋
    • The wellington pastry I made as well from scratch and has me thinking of a few more recipes I can learn to make: pie, mushroom pot pie, little sweet and savory pies… delicious
    • I told my lover my secret dreams. The real dreams I didn’t discuss before due to shame… I told him of the dream when I saw about 10 of him! He joked that I should not have that kind of dream. But I don’t think like him and I didn’t do anything with the other ones, I said. Omg I’ll tell you: he said he would have taken 4 of me if it was the other way around… to do whatever he wanted with them. I just laughed, but this scenario will make it into one of my future jokes. Can you see the sex jokes being born? I can
    • Ok I told him in detail my sex dreams and I told him if the time I went lucid in my dream and how I manipulated the dream (it was very sexy, he loved it), then I told him about the time I returned to my dream to fix basically a nightmare which was totally cool.
    • My lover revealed something so divine. I was telling him how I never planned on falling on love. He then told me he always wanted to fall in love, and he was always trying to make it happen when he would fall for a girl. Of course, I told him he had me at wanting to fall in love. The handsome, sexy look, and the advanced sexual skills were not necessary. They were add ons for me
    • The list is becoming quite sexual… but I expressed how I felt shame regarding some stuff, and he then told me that he didn’t care about that with his open mind and told me what he cared about instead; instant relief
    • Did I say the lovemaking became sweeter and even more sensual? I don’t like to speak in code like this, but I expose myself enough.
    • During the week prior to 11/11, I was listening to neuroscientists talking about neurons, love, sex, gender, connection, and psychology… all of my favorite things. Well, I started to use that knowledge: I learned that stress is contagious because our hormones leak out of our body, and the alpha male and females are sharing their hormones with the beta males and females. So I flipped out realizing truths about my youth and my “friends” who influenced me in a way I would have never guessed I could have been influenced
    • Similarly, my beloved recognized that his biggest adulthood problem was coming from toxic feminines who threw him out of alignment in a money chasing way
    • We realized we are normal listening to neuroscientists. His off the charts sexual desire is healthy, and my not being interested in it is normal, too. I’d be sick if I was as sexual as he is. I learned so much from neuroscientists! Can’t even say everything, nor can I remember everything after the fact.
    • I should have written things down during the weekend because I obviously forgot most things… but I’ll ask my Scorpio
    • Truths came out in a loving but straightforward way
    • We talked and he expressed he knows he’s been talking to me like if I was his man friend (which I’ve told him before but I was ok with because I rather he’s honest) and he has decided to change then neuroscientists helped us understand how to talk to men and how to talk to women.
    • Scorpio season is actually beautiful and about love and commitment. Not about sex but about lovemaking

    Thank you for reading,

    Best Scorpio season ever,

    Eve deeply in love ❤️ 😍 💖