Have you ever slept in the middle of nowhere where other humans can’t be heard, lights are not shining, where the sky is very dark, and the stars so brightly visible? Have you ever gone camping of the grid?
Pooping in a bucket is a challenge (specially for my 4 kids) but, If they can manage (they are constantly leveling up too) so can you.
On mother’s Day, I celebrated by camping with my family at our favorite off-grid spot, lost in the mountains in a secret Arizona location. I forgot to share those pics so here they go.
Off-grid camping means camping somewhere where you’re allowed to park and pitch a tent and where there’s nothing else typically there’s no other campers in the same campground, although you might see some other campers in other campgrounds. Typically there is not one noise, we, city dwellers don’t understand how much noise we are exposed to every single day and night, even while we sleep, until we’re off-grid in the middle of nowhere and all we can hear is nature. Nature sounds are relaxing also.
Off-grid camping means there’s no facilities, no bathrooms, no water, no help, no store, no police, no employees, you have to come prepared with everything you need, you cannot run out of anything. What you don’t bring or you forget you go without. We are safe and protected of course and the only inconvenience we’ve had are so many bugs. And again, we see many others camping this way.
Eve and kids
Lilli camper
Vivi camper
LizzieBarbie camper
Mom and dad pic by LizzieBarbie
Hiking in a dress is a thing
Lilli hiker plays with stick
Baby (toddler) Alex is a super camper and hiker
Vivi hiker makes all her fashion choices
LizzieBarbie wearing Betty Boop, mommy made skirt and mom’s top
Lilli hiker is the funniest girl
Baby wearing is most helpful when you have 4 kids
Tent, sweet tent
Eve Lovestar writes and does spiritual work in the quiet night and early morning
Massive Saguaro could be as old as 100 years
I always wake up before anyone else
This is when I wrote the divine feminine, you look your best to your twin flame blog post.
I just returned from camping on memorial day weekend and have beach camping pictures to show. We camp often and it is a practice that gives me much content for this blog. I get a lot of downloads and do a lot of automatic writing while camping and wanted to show you some behind the scenes inspiration.
Have you talked to your twin yet? Communication is a theme during this eclipse portal and it will last for about 6 months, so start communicating, if not in the physical, talk to their soul or higher self. The universe is conspiring so twin flames might talk and deeply connect right now.
My communication experience on eclipse day
My experience with communication on the full moon eclipse day was extraordinary. I’m not a big talker, I’m a writer, a thinker, and an energy worker. But on this day, I had many unexpected communications with my lover, our families, my children, friends, my toddler spoke, had many downloads…
My children talk a lot to my mom, and their grandparents on dad’s side and have been asking a lot more to talk to them, we don’t call our parents every week and should call them more. On the lunar eclipse day, within 1 hour both their grandpa and my mom video called me by accident, it was a sign of communication with family and loved ones.
Also I’ve been having very profound downloads, when I feel them coming it’s like an opening within my system and then, they settle within me. It’s like an evolution of my thinking, perhaps, also because we’re in Gemini season, my twin and I have our moon in Gemini. I forgot a lot of the downloads, those might not have been for you, but for me. I have been intending on having new thoughts and that’s exactly what’s been going on for the last week.
Post eclipse, twin flame communication evolution and understanding
I wrote the first part of this post on the day of the full moon eclipse, I realized that communication was going to be a theme between twin flame counterparts and I was right! The universe was about to very quickly and effectively show me how true that was!
The day after the eclipse, my twin and I got into an intense fight. He gave me the news in bed while I was sleepy, this triggered such an anger our of me! I exploded, I was screaming, so uncharacteristic! He then mirrored my anger. Everything we had kept pushed inside of us for 14 years that had not come up before, came out. We were pressure cookers and went off. Then we made up, we talked and agreed, it was so beautiful and divine timing. Talk to your twin to avoid this. What you have to talk about will come up, go over sensitive areas kindly as triggers abound right now.
Something twin flames lost a long time ago is returning now
Maybe it’s time for divine Union or maybe it’s time for your Divine Union to level up. This happens within my union where I think I am finally in Union and then I am shown that there’s a whole another level of Union that we can reach. And my union keeps on ascending like this during this incredible astrological transits. Something you lost a long time ago, For us it was about 13 years ago, it’s returning. This probably means that you’ve ascended and now you’re attracting that thing that maybe you were blocked to in the past.
What returned for us was so personal! But something that both of us thought about very recently. And so we engaged in that and it was, wow! amazing! And this brought us closer! And we talked about it, again communication is a theme this eclipse season, twin flame, talk to your twin!
I’ll tell you what came back for us, it was makeup sex! My twin loved it when we first moved in together. This is the time when we started to get to know each other’s shadow and reject each other a little bit, it was rocky times for us, rocky, rocky times. However, it was also our honeymoon period and we could not keep our hands of each other, this is what he said, and of course he is a scorpio.
My twin used to love makeup sex because even though we were not happy with each other during fights, we still could not keep our hands off each other and that’s hot for Scorpio. What happened is I didn’t love it, I said that wrong (he corrected me when I said this yesterday) I loved the sex but I didn’t like the idea of doing it without being happy with him and I thought maybe that was hindering our actually fixing our issues, maybe we were both right, eventually we were both in that mood to where if we fought we were withholding sex from each other, even he would do that, as a Scorpio, not a good thing.
I’m very happy for you receiving from the Universe something you lost before, note that you might have forgotten this thing since it was so long ago. If this resonated, let us know if you can share.
Synchronicities
I was just reminded he’s my #11 and I’m his #11. Seeing 1111? Me too. Here are the angel numbers I’ve been seeing the most this eclipse season.
111: you’re starting fresh, this is a new beginning, a reset.
444: to me, this is my twin flame’s higher self giving me messages, also, receiving a Pleiadian message, our twins and our guides are close by, guiding us! Ask for assistance.
777: angels are all around us, ask for what you need.
888: we live in an abundant universe. Manifest.
999: we’re closing chapters so we can start some new ones.
Sunflower and seed collection: my last Sunflower plant opened. This one is close to our house anddoesn’t get a lot of sun, it’s a smaller plant with smaller flowers but it has many flower buds on it! The top sunflower started opening the day before the eclipse. These sunflowers know when to open! My first one opened during 444 in 2020. My old sunflowers have died and now I’m collecting the seeds for next year’s garden, I should say I’m learning how to collect the right seeds for s very healthy sunflower garden next year.
Moonlight oracle card deck: my twin bought these for me months ago, but since they were shipped from Russia, I received them the day after the lunar eclipse. They’re moon cards and so lovely, I cried when I held them.
Moonlight oracle cards by Tatiana Vedenkina
Butterfly: 🦋 while writing this, I saw the most beautiful butterfly flying on a spot where I have never ever seen one. Butterflies signify change, and metamorphosis.
How are you feeling this season?
Many blessings for your journey, and please keep twin flame Union and Ascension in your meditations this season.
The full moon eclipse came full of creativity for creatives like me. What about you?
Poetry written on full moon day, May 26th 2021
“Your Magnetism” TF poem by Eve Lovestar
Quotes written on full moon day
Intuition quote by Eve Lovestar
On the day of the eclipse, I wanted to dress cute, so I wore a new white blouse and a big bow on my head using my mermaid band. I listened to reiki Rachael multiple times during the day, she did an incredible full moon eclipse activation and meditation and it was so great when I did it right after I saw the full moon eclipse that I did it all day afterwards, I did it as a guided walking meditation and also I played it very low all day so that my subconscious could get plenty of activation.
Eve Lovestar, before meditating under a tree
The energy of the eclipse became available before today and will stay for about six months, according to astrology. I felt the creative light this past week and started a painting of a sun. This painting was inspired by a vision I had in 2020, almost a year ago. The vision was a beautiful sun and I decided to paint it but didn’t during almost an entire year. Well, this week out of the blue, I decided to paint! I’m not an experienced painter as I am illustrating with other materials and this is probably I didn’t take action on this creative prompt until the energy said, it’s divine timing, what are you waiting for? Paint! I had remembered all along to paint it but action came this week only. My daughters painted with me also, and they finished a lovely painting.
Sun painting work in progress, during eclipse portal.
I saw the full moon eclipse this morning. I woke up at 4, earlier than ever, if I would have woken up at my regular time, I would have missed it. The moon was setting behind a house and I could see it from a corner of my yard. After it set, I went for a little walk but I could not see it anymore so I’m so grateful for this experience!
Once the sighting was over, I did this Reiki Rachael full moon activation, setting intentions for the next 6 months. I felt lots of energy in my chest when she talked about unconditionally loving ourselves. And I worked on integrating that shadow, I saw the shadow as a dark, dying entity lifted from me, an energy that had infected my system and I shone a light on it from my heart. When I asked the shadow what it wanted to tell me, it said my twin too, so I called his higher self to help integrate the full moon energy into him and upgrade him too, it might have been a separation shadow. I continue to do the meditation and activation throughout the day, listening to it over and over again even when I couldn’t hear it.
The only regret is I didn’t wake my twin up, I didn’t know what time he fell asleep when I got up, I went outside and noting that the moon was setting decided not to wake him and my kids up, it lasted about 10 minutes, so I’m glad I watched it but I didn’t know he wanted to watch it too. I guess I need to talk to him of my magic practices too! We’re talking so much more but clearly there’s more we need to talk about and we need to talk energy much more.
Full moon eclipse, May 26th, @ 4.20 AM
I took this dark video and a grainy picture on my phone of the moon which looks like a little light in the sky.
May you be blessed today.
Meditate and contemplate today and set intentions for the next 6 months,
The single best Pisces traits video I’ve ever watched by Roshan Sylvia.
If you’re a Pisces or if you are connected with a Pisces, you might want to watch this video. She talks about Pisces women embodying every other sign in the zodiac because of being the last sign, and how we can really change from the traits of one sign to the traits of another sign.
I’ve been studying astrology, mainly my signs, my twins signs, and starting to get into our childrens’ signs, since astrology is complex and everybody has several signs it is a lot but I’ve learned so much about myself, my lover, our connection, our children’s reactions, etc. Learning is beautiful.
Feeling like the Full moon energy has hit me today. It’s good though. Just don’t want to talk (small talk excessively) let’s stay high vibing!
All of us (twins) desire Union, but are we all manifesting union or are we manifesting separation? Some of us manifest union, some of us separation. Let’s make manifestation conscious rather than an unconscious programming. If it’s unconscious, you might manifest union today and separation tomorrow, I’m speaking from experience here and never from a place of judgment. Manifesting is a skill we can refine.
“Divine Union” twin flame poem by Eve Lovestar
Twin Flame Union manifests between the divine feminine and the divine masculine. To manifest union then you must embody your divine aspect as well as your flame. This is the twin flame healing.
Union in separation
You might experience separation within your union. The manifestation process will not end once you’re in a relationship with your flame, this is what the 3D does, this is why relationships and marriages fall apart, people forget they have to do the work while in union too, this is a forever work.
You can do it though. No matter how long it takes, Love will help you transmute your traumas! Let’s do it together. If you do have any twin flame questions please ask.
Rebecca posts twin flame videos to her YouTube channel, a starseed cartographer, daily. Her message is very positive and she offers personal readings. Her videos always make me smile. 😁
I met Rebecca through The Soul Matrix website (a starseed social media) and was lucky enough to talk to her which is why I call her my friend, and also because I Love her!
Watch my friend Rebecca, a spiritual cartographer on Youtube. I’m loving the red on this video. Also her smile is contagious. She’s the sweetest 😍😍😍
I met Rebecca when she joined my Twin Flame Lovestars group on the Soul Matrix social community by Steve Nobel, she shared her lovely videos and I quickly started calling her my friend.
Something she helped me with was sharing my twin flame 🔥🔥 videos on YouTube. They can be so spicy and obviously the rest of the world, including my parents, will not understand. I was super shy about sharing TF videos
Hello dearest friend, today I wanted to show you these lovely oracle cards. I have many dreamy cards and want to show you all of them before I do any readings on video.
To turn this video into a pick a card, simply stop the video at a random time and see which card was being shown.
How do you love tarot and Oracle cards Lovestar?
If you have a twin flame question, please email paperdollme@mail.com and use subject Lovestar.
I moved in with my twin flame just months after we met. After soul recognition and our intense sexual connection, it made sense to move in together. Then we found the skeletons in the other’s closet (the density in each other’s body) and hit the brakes, we were living together when this happened, then we started to drift apart and fight, I thought it was the end, one day I was at work and he called me, I can’t remember why but he totally was upset about something, I was at work so I just listened and handled it as cool as I could. The lady next to me must have been eavesdropping because immediately after the call, she asked, was he angry at you? Why is he fighting with you? No, he’s not! Was my quick answer.
This woman didn’t know me and there’s nothing she could help with. This information didn’t belong to her and the only thing she could do is start some gossip over my small drama. She had no place to ask. I have no compassion for gossip! My energy will not be involved in that! She clearly was an energy vampire, looking for drama to consume, I see that as an addiction to drama and density, energies keeping the 3D enslaved in misery and chaos.
I made a short video to talk about this topic. See link below. Follow me on Rumble for more like this and twin flame/ starseed videos.
I believe most, if not all the readers of this blog are empaths. We feel deep, especially we have the ability to feel what other people feel and to feel for other people, not everybody is like this. I believe empaths are necessary for our ascending world, I believe that we must teach others sensibility and I believe that we can help in transmuting the heavy energies currently in the world.
But empath, you cannot help others until you have helped yourself. This is a truth I did not realize in time, I used to think my job in the world was to help and to bless others and I never even thought that that should start with taking really good care of myself, so I fell on my face many times trying to help others and also even trying to help the wrong person and helping others the wrong way, and then I hurt over not being treated well in the past.
Today I was thinking of the situations in which people request way too much information, more than they need to know and for the wrong reasons we could call this people nosy, drama queens, etc. There’s karma involved in what these people do, disengage from the drama blankets other people weave. There’s no room for gossip in love and light.
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