Category: Energy

  • A poem is a vehicle of energy from the poet to the reader. How to gauge your favorite poem’s energy

    Dear Lovestar,

    I have talked, rather teased about the energy transported in a poem for a while. I just read my old post “Manifest your highest love with romantic poetry”. The old post was short and concise, the new post about it goes more in depth. Read below and please comment and let me know your thoughts about this topic.

    On this post I shared poetry with a flavor of expectation (which is different than hope) of new love and explained how to use poetry to manifest love.

    The flavor of poetry and Eve’s favorite flavors

    The idea of “flavor” in poetry I’m using metaphorically to describe its overall mood, tone, and emotional resonance. In this metaphorical sense, the flavor of a poem refers to its distinctive character, atmosphere, and the sensations it evokes in the reader. I have been a poetry reader for much longer than a poet and I speak of the feelings Neruda, Marti, and Benedetti awakened in me.

    For example, a poem might have a “bitter” flavor if it explores themes of loss, betrayal, or disillusionment, while a “sweet” flavor might indicate a poem that celebrates love, beauty, or joy. Similarly, a “spicy” poem might be one filled with passion, intensity, or conflict, while a “refreshing” poem might evoke feelings of renewal, hope, or inspiration.

    What is your favorite poetry flavor? Mine is sweet, and spicy. OMG I wrote a poem long ago (before I became Lovestar) called:

    The energy in poetry

    Poets weave their energy, emotions, inspiration, positivity, and other positive traits into their poetry through a combination of personal experience, creative expression, and a desire to connect with others. This is why you want to trust your favorite poet and use poets as an energetic resource rather than a source of entertainment, though we might be entertaining.

    I am suggesting that poetry is a vehicle which transports energy from the poet to the reader (I have been both, so I understand this process well) and you want to know if you’re getting “downloads” of your favorite poet’s healing or joy. Then, use the joy to get happy and the healing in time of need.

    How to gauge the energy of a poem

    You can know if the poem’s energy is of trauma or joy by feeling into the poem. Ask yourself these questions about a specific poem: What resonates with you about this poem? What feelings does it evoke in you? Simply put, is it making you feel sad? Is it making you feel better? Is it offering understanding? Is it offering a new point of view? Did it inspire change? Did it make you feel powerful? Did it teach you something? Did you discover something about yourself while reading it? Did it make you smile? Did it offer a new thought? Did you cry? And did it help?

    Gauging the energy of a poem involves assessing its emotional intensity, thematic resonance, and overall impact on the reader. Here are some ways to gauge the energy of a poem:

    1. Emotional Tone: Consider the emotional tone of the poem. Does it evoke feelings of joy, sadness, anger, love, or nostalgia? Pay attention to the language, imagery, and tone used by the poet to convey emotions. The intensity and depth of these emotions can give insight into the energy of the poem.
    2. Rhythmic and Sonic Qualities: Pay attention to the poem’s rhythm and sound patterns. (And meter if you’re that smart) Is the poem fast-paced and energetic, or slow and contemplative? Notice the use of repetition, alliteration, and other sonic devices that contribute to the poem’s musicality and cadence. These rhythmic qualities can contribute to the overall energy of the poem.
    3. Imagery and Symbolism: Examine the imagery and symbolism used in the poem. Do the images and symbols evoke vivid sensory experiences? Are they rich in metaphorical meaning? The potency and evocativeness of the imagery can impact the energy of the poem, adding layers of depth and resonance.
    4. Thematic Content: Consider the themes and subject matter explored in the poem. Is the poem focused on universal human experiences, such as love, death, nature, or identity? Or does it delve into more specific or personal themes? The thematic content of the poem can contribute to its emotional and intellectual energy.
    5. Reader Response: Pay attention to your own response to the poem. How does it make you feel? Does it provoke thought, stir your emotions, or inspire reflection? Your personal reaction to the poem can provide valuable insight into its energy and impact.
    6. Context and Intention: Consider the historical, cultural, and personal context in which the poem was written. What was the poet’s intention in creating the poem? How does the poem fit into the broader context of the poet’s body of work or literary tradition? Understanding the context and intention behind the poem can deepen your appreciation of its energy and significance.

    By considering these factors, you can gain a deeper understanding of the energy of a poem and its power to move, inspire, and resonate with readers.

    By tapping into their own inner world and the world around them, poets create work that is not only deeply meaningful but also uplifting and transformative for both them and their audience.

    How poets weave their energy into their poetry:

    1. They may use their own experiences as fuel for their creativity, transforming raw emotions and lived experiences into poetic expression. By channeling their energy and emotions into their poetry, poets can create work that is deeply personal and resonant.
    2. Poets use language in innovative and evocative ways to convey their inner world and emotional landscape. They may experiment with different forms, styles, and techniques to capture the essence of their experiences and emotions.
    3. Poets often explore recurring themes and motifs in their work, reflecting their values, beliefs, and perspectives on life. Positive traits such as resilience, hope, love, and compassion may manifest as central themes in their poetry, offering messages of inspiration and upliftment to readers.
    4. For many poets, writing poetry is a form of self-expression and catharsis. It can be a way to process and make sense of their experiences, including traumas and challenges. Through the act of writing, poets may find healing, transformation, and a sense of empowerment, which can imbue their poetry with a sense of resilience and positivity. You can use this poetry for your healing and growth.
    5. Poets often find inspiration in the world around them, including nature, art, literature, and human relationships. They may observe moments of beauty, kindness, and connection in everyday life and translate these experiences into poetry. By focusing on the positive aspects of existence, poets can infuse their work with a sense of wonder, gratitude, and appreciation for life.
    6. Poets have a unique ability to empathize with others and connect on a deep emotional level. They may use their poetry to offer solace, encouragement, and understanding to readers who may be experiencing similar challenges or emotions. By sharing their own vulnerabilities and triumphs, poets can create a sense of solidarity and shared humanity in their work.

    The poem’s energy is the poet’s energy (unless the poem was fictional or written as someone else…)

    I have said before: Trust your poet. Please don’t be extreme with this. You will not know the intention of the author when they wrote the piece but taste the energy and ask this energy if it will benefit you or be detrimental (I really don’t know if there’s detrimental poetry, maybe Megan Fox’s poetry). Will the poem trigger growth? Will the poem trigger pain? Follow the poets who uplift and inspire you, follow the poets whose energy manifests good things into your life such as healing, this is what I do.

    My poetry is not necessarily for people who lost faith in love or people who don’t believe in love. The energy I intend to transfer to you in my poetry is Love, light, healing, inspiration, manifestation, creation, Union, Divine Love, etc.

    A poet’s energy is transported in their poetry through various elements such as language, imagery, rhythm, and emotion. Here’s how these components contribute to the transmission of a poet’s energy:

    1. Language: The choice of words, their arrangement, and the linguistic devices used by the poet convey their energy. The language can be vibrant, evocative, and rich, reflecting the intensity of the poet’s emotions and thoughts.
    2. Imagery: Poets often use vivid imagery to paint pictures with words, allowing readers to visualize and experience what the poet is expressing. This imagery carries the poet’s energy by engaging the senses and creating a sensory experience for the reader.
    3. Rhythm and Sound: The rhythm, meter, and sound patterns in poetry influence its flow and cadence, creating a musicality that can resonate with readers on an emotional level. The poet’s energy is transmitted through the rhythmic structure of the poem, whether it’s through the gentle lilt of a sonnet or the raw power of free verse. I am Cuban, my poems can Salsa dance! šŸ˜† 🤣 šŸ˜‚
    4. Emotion: Emotion is at the heart of poetry, and poets often infuse their work with their own feelings, experiences, and passions. The intensity of these emotions can be palpable in the words chosen, the imagery crafted, and the overall tone of the poem, allowing the poet’s energy to resonate with readers.
    5. Theme and Subject Matter: The themes and subjects explored in a poet’s work also contribute to the transmission of their energy. Whether it’s love, nature, or spirituality, the poet’s personal connection to these themes infuses their poetry with a particular energy that reflects their perspective and worldview.
    6. Authenticity and Voice: A poet’s authenticity and unique voice are essential in conveying their energy through their poetry. When poets write from a place of sincerity and truth, their energy shines through, creating a genuine connection with readers.

    A poem is a vehicle for energy

    A poem can be thought of as a vehicle of energy because it serves as a conduit through which the poet’s emotions, thoughts, and experiences are transmitted to the reader. Here’s how a poem acts as a vehicle of energy:

    1. Emotional Transmission: Poems often encapsulate the poet’s emotions, whether it’s joy, sorrow, love, anger, or longing. These emotions are conveyed through the choice of words, imagery, and tone. When a reader engages with a poem, they experience a transfer of these emotions, as if the poet’s energy is flowing through the lines of the poem into their own consciousness.
    2. Intellectual Engagement: Beyond emotions, poems can also convey intellectual energy. Poets explore complex ideas, philosophical concepts, and societal issues through their work. When readers encounter these ideas in a poem, they are prompted to think deeply, analyze, and interpret, thereby engaging with the intellectual energy embedded in the poem.
    3. Sensory Experience: Through vivid imagery and descriptive language, poems create a sensory experience for the reader. Readers can visualize scenes, hear sounds, smell scents, and feel textures described in the poem. This sensory immersion enhances the reader’s connection to the poem and amplifies the energy being conveyed.
    4. Rhythmic Resonance: The rhythmic structure of a poem contributes to its energy. Meter, rhyme, and cadence create a musicality that can evoke strong emotional responses in readers. The rhythmic flow of a poem can mirror the natural rhythms of speech or evoke a sense of urgency, passion, or tranquility, thus influencing the energy that the reader perceives.
    5. Universal Connection: Poems often tap into universal themes and experiences that resonate across cultures and time periods. By exploring themes such as love, death, nature, and human existence, poems create a bridge between the poet and the reader, fostering a sense of connection and shared energy.
    6. Transformative Potential: A powerful poem has the ability to evoke change in the reader. It can inspire, challenge, comfort, or provoke reflection. Through this transformative potential, a poem becomes a vehicle for the transmission of energy that can impact the reader on a deeply personal level.

    In summary, a poem serves as a vehicle of energy by conveying the poet’s emotions, thoughts, and experiences, engaging the reader intellectually and emotionally, creating a sensory experience, resonating with rhythmic patterns, fostering universal connection, and potentially inspiring transformation.

    My intention is to inspire you to look at poetry differently. I would love to see a comment of someone totally getting this.

    This has been a long not post, but article, so far.

    On my next post, I shall speak of the energy that some of my poems convey.

    What did you think about this rather literary post?

    Would you like to see more like this on this blog? I know you love the poetry, and I am most honored, yet I love articles as well.

    Thank you very much for reading, let’s talk tomorrow of the energy I am intending to transport to my reader on several of my pieces. I will start with this poem:

    And I will continue with something romantic.

    Thank you for your time, I appreciate your visit,

    And I didn’t even speak of spirituality or power words.

    Eve, writing more poetry than ever before

  • The power of journaling

    Friends,

    This is something I wrote on a journal. There was no planning or researching this, and journaling is even more powerful than simple thought keeping.

    Sometimes, I blow myself away by the things that I write. I love to read an old piece of mine, written who knows how long ago and realize that I don’t think those thoughts today. It’s even better if I have no memory of those thoughts. I might ask myself, Did I write that?

    Where did those thoughts come from? Where did they go? That’s something I love about having a journal, and in my case, to have a blog where I can unload those wonderful thoughts. My blog is my “secret” journal and, of course, any readers, just a figment of my imagination. šŸ˜€ šŸ˜‰ 😊

    Perhaps these “downloads” are more frequent because I have these outlets. If this is the case, I should write and share more to get more insights.

    Do I have a muse? Someone whispering these wonderful thoughts in my ear? Or is the thought stream conscious and searching for a matching frequency in a human? Either way, I am very grateful for this gift.

    Eve

  • The power of conscious sex

    Trigger alert! āš ļøšŸšØāš ļø I will be talking about unconscious sex!!! Read only if you will not have an unwanted response!

    Sex can be many things. It can be sweet lovemaking. It can be deceptive, stolen, and sold. Sex can hurt, or it can heal. Sex can be very unconscious. But can sex be conscious?

    Dear friend, I am not writing this post withĀ  judgment in my heart. I have settled for the lower vibing sex, too. Though I judge myself a bit because we tend to be stricter, tougher on ourselves than others, I am not judging your experience. My intention with this post is to debate this topic. I am journaling. I am also not putting conscious sex on a pedestal because I feel I appreciate conscious sex much more after experiencing unconscious sex.

    What is conscious sex?

    Sex can be very unconscious. So then, by contrast, there has to be conscious sex. Sex is obviously very private, and we don’t get to know, like we know people who are conscious about their diet, conscious about their speech, or conscious about their appearance, but many of the people we know should be engaging in conscious sex. And if they’re not, there’s something wrong with this world. I do believe there’s something wrong with this world, but I believe we can help balance the energies through conscious sex.

    According to the dictionary, to be conscious is to be aware of and respond to our surroundings. In the context of sex, I would say conscious sex is when we engage in sex in a way that we are aware of what we’re doing. There are no tricks played, and both partners engage openly and willingly.  Responding to our surroundings during conscious sex sounds to me, like engaging with a positive intention, responding to our partner, being sensitive, and being open.

    Being conscious can also mean being awake. Awake neaning aware, knowing something that some don’t know exist, to bring that which is unconscious into our consciousness. In the context of sex, and in a more spiritual light, I would say conscious sex can be to engage, knowing secrets about sex that are not available to all (if you have any such secrets, please blow the whistle on the comments). To engage in a ritualistic way (for the light). To perform sexual magic, etc.

    Is conscious sex lovemaking? Conscious sex is lovemaking, but not all lovemaking is conscious.

    My personal experience

    I was all messed up when I was matched by the universe with my beloved twin flame. Previous to meeting him, I didn’t understand, appreciate, or love myself. Unfortunately,Ā  when those things are lacking, we tend to give ourselves easier than when our self-love is strong.

    I was also heartbroken from childhood trauma. My chakras were out of alignment. I was not my healthiest or most beautiful.

    This was until my beloved worked his magic on me. I’m a different woman now that I’ve been touched by him. I believe he shone a light into me. It was a light so bright that anything that was not in alignment with it was obliterated. And so he blessed me from the inside out with the power of conscious sex. This is his superpower and the superpower of twin flame sex.

    The power of conscious sex

    Conscious sex heals. It can heal sexual trauma. It can even help heal us from sexual abuse.

    Conscious sex helps us ascend. It shines a light on low vibing energies within the body and, therefore, it can raise our vibration.

    Conscious sex can free us from heavy, ancestral energies, karma, and even curses. Set up a powerful intention as you engage.

    Conscious sex is a powerful tool for manifestation. Using the energies of the exchange to create the world we want to live in and be a part of.

    Conscious sex can create a beloved family.

    Conscious sex is a way to connect to source, spirit, and the universe. It’s a prayer of love.

    Conscious sex can help ascend the low sex vibes on Earth. The low vibes are all around us, and we’re all interacting with these energies. Through Conscious sex, just like it can support our bodies and get the low sex energies out of our bodies, so to can Conscious sex work the low sex energies in our planet until eventually, if we’re successful in our mission of love, one day there will be more Conscious than unconscious sex on Earth and healing will come. Sex will have ascended on Earth.

    Please tell me on the comments of your experience or opinions about conscious sex.

    Also, share how and what you manifest through conscious sex.

    With love and light,

    Eve

  • Using challenges for our ascension. Shadow dreams. Coyote spirit animal. 222 portal. Twin Flame Lovestars Podcast.

    Using challenges for our ascension. Shadow dreams. Coyote spirit animal. 222 portal. Twin Flame Lovestars Podcast.

    Hello friend, I had 2 crazy dreams in a row showing me secret hidden shadow and darkness within my subconscious. I unpacked these dreams, the energies, and what I know about these topics on my newest podcast episode, though the linkšŸ‘‡. I talked about info I received from my twin flame (he is a community of beings and I talked about that in this episode). I also talked about how to turn the challenges we’re experiencing during this 222 portal into healing experiences. And, as I saw another coyote, 2 during this portal, I read the meaning from my spirit song Tarot and it was very fitting to the topic of this episode. Thanks for listening and thank you for your support always,

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Learning-from-our-challenges–Shadow-dreams–Coyote-spiritual-animal-message-e1e5kjv

    To see the picture of this card and screenshot of the meaning from the book, click on the following link to read my previous post about this cards when I saw the first coyote or listen to the podcast.

    https://loveandlight888.art.blog/2022/02/05/tarot-reading-messages-to-help-with-222-portal-challenges-twin-flame-lovestars-podcast/

    Much Love,

    Eve

  • Tarot reading. Spirit animal messages to help with 222 portal challenges. Twin Flame Lovestars Podcast

    Dear friends,

    During this 222 portal (2/2/2022 – 2/22/2022) challenges abound. I created a podcast episode to give you some divine messages to help navigate through these intense energies and come out the other side of the portal much more aligned with our higher self and spirit and to use these challenges to help with our ascension instead of being overwhelmed by them.

    To get the full message please listen to the podcast through the link šŸ‘‡

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/222-portal-challenges–Spirit-animal-tarot-card-reading-messages-e1e03mc

    I used my spirit animal tarot deck, SpiritSong.

    SpiritSong tarot reading for 222 portal challenges
    Four of feathers (swords) Bear. Sanctuary and rest.
    Bear 🐻 card meaning part 1
    Bear meaning part 2
    Ten of acorns. Donkey 🐓. Responsibility and dedication.
    Donkey card meaning part 1
    Donkey card meaning part 2

    The star. ⭐ Swan 🦢. Peace and healing
    The swan meaning part 1
    The swan meaning part 2
    Knight of feathers. Coyote 🐺. Action and focus
    Coyote card meaning from the book.

    Thanks for reading, listening, and supporting this blog. I appreciate you šŸ¤—

    With much Love and light and sending you much healing energy,

    Your friend, Eve

  • Twin Flame, keep yourself away from low vibes. Twin Flame Lovestars podcast

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Twin-Flame–keep-yourself-away-from-low-vibes-to-manifest-union-e1bqslh

    Talked on this episode about staying away from low vibes music and entertainment, news and politics, as well as people and jobs to ascend and manifest union.

  • 12/12/2021

    It is 12/12 and I didn’t celebrate it much. Something I didn’t like about being pregnant is I have not celebrated the cosmic holidays as much as when I wasn’t pregnant. My beloved was in a celebratory mood and that was great except he didn’t want me to sleep so much 😓. The beginning of 2022 approaches and I’m excited about that.

    I didn’t receive lots of insights. I simply had to sleep a lot this weekend. Rest rest rest. I also learned a big lesson in not trusting the illusion and trusting my gut. Anyways, I decided to pull some cards for some last minute insights.

    I pulled the Justice card and immediately felt that justice will be served on Earth but carefully I figure that we must first be fair ourselves or justice could be served on us. Too many times we can judge and this is never enlightening, our judgements add density and we don’t have time to clear more density, let’s simply become lighter. And just because justice will be served… eventually, doesn’t mean that we should not be protected and prepared for what’s to come. I intend to leave behind the fear of this current storm and instead, focus all my energy on instead being ready to thrive no matter what.

    Then I pulled the chariot, and this specific card (from the Tarot of Dreams) has a lovely picture of a chariot on the sea, the artwork reminded me of Aquarius, the current age and it spoke of riding the wave, which takes me to my previous message. I’ve been thrown under this wave and it’s time for me to ride the wave again. Time to reawaken. The book speaks of a confident approach and this as reminds me again to be prepared and build strength.

    The page of wands made me feel that I should be most careful in falling for the games of others. Not everyone cares for my best interest and even those closest to u as could have an ulterior motive or a paradise demon attached to them, or dark pattern that tries to play us. Learning something new or starting a new practice is a good idea right now. This portal will remain open until the winter solstice and we have some time to work with the current energies. What are we ready to leave behind? What are we working on next? Let’s manifest the future we want to see I also feel suddenly.

    Intending to know where twin flames are healing, I pulled a Whispers of healing card. The awareness card. In the card a baby looks at me from within a spiral which contains the universe. It reminds me of my baby, tucked within my tummy, safe, not realizing what the world is outside, being peaceful and calm just trusting her connection to me and the familiar voices of her family. All the energy I’m putting into the moment in which I’ll deliver her, which I plan to do on my home. But I’m reminded to enjoy the present too. Maybe there’s no baby in your stomachs but you’re putting so much energy into birthing something or simply expecting change in the current events, the politics, the division, the current state of affairs in the world today. I’m reminded to enjoy the present. Do not fall into despair not knowing what is coming and let’s focus into what we’re trying to create. Whatever situation we face, awareness is key to a better, healthier experience.

    I did get one last piece of info for this night. I don’t need to know all about a wound to be able to heal it. Also, watch out for the spiritual teachers and the way they describe twin flames. It’s not a terrible journey. I listened to someone today who claimed the divine mascot is really just a jerk basically, I thought she went out with totally the wrong guy!

    And now I’m going to meditate. Enjoy your night Lovestars šŸ’—

    With love and light šŸ’—šŸ˜

    Eve

  • New podcast, my twin flame story, childhood trauma in Cuba. New video.

    New podcast, my twin flame story, childhood trauma in Cuba. New video.

    Watch my latest video where, first of all, I show you my pregnant belly, link below šŸ‘‡. I just realized I need some pregnancy pictures!

    If you have not joined Rumble yet, join so that you can follow me through this link

    https://referral.rumble.com/nhyVB44JgmcrQNZQ7

    I made this video to introduce my new podcast, Twin Flame Lovestars. I decided to start the podcast by narrating my twin flame story. I started my story at the beginning, with my childhood experiences in my home country, communist socialist Cuba. Trigger alert, this part of my story is dark. I felt it was important to start with the background info of my childhood trauma, at least what I’m aware of. I have forgotten a lot about my childhood by the way. There’s lots to say, the podcast is almost 1 hour long and I didn’t hold any details back, so if this part of my story interests you, head over to my new podcast through the link below šŸ‘‡. I will be sharing future episode links on this blog of course, so if you love podcasts as I do, don’t miss any episodes by following me here or search podcast on this blog.

    I share my episodes first on Telegram, it’s so easy to share there so if you’re on Telegram, follow me here

    Twin Flame Lovestars
    Twin Flame inspiration and insights.
    https://t.me/twinflamelovestar

    As always, thanks for visiting

    With much Love and light šŸ’—

    Eve šŸ’—āœØ

  • Love, 888, communism, trauma, and healing.

    Dear twins, I was born in communist Cuba and as my people woke up and protested, and asked communism to go, the communists fought, shot, beat, and imprisoned the protesters, they took 15 year old girls for filming the violent acts, this is why today my heart cries, there is a lot of trauma there. But it’s beautiful in a sense, communism won’t go without bloodshed (unfortunately) but it has to go but mainly, there’s an awakening in Cuba too!
    Additionally, I am learning so much about myself. I found that the anger I found in me when my twin taught me to feel was definitely not against him, no, it was not my parents (so I forgave my family for everything and it feels wonderful ā£ļø) my anger is towards communism in this life and no doubt, in past lives I have (perhaps in past lives experienced tyranny as well) so much healing and my Love has grown.Ā 

    But I’m most excited about 888, best time to experience twin flame telepathy and to converse with twin’s soul/ higher self/ other aspects. Already felt the telepathy and the Love so big! I guess the Lions Gate portal ope s the 23rd but I’ve been feeling this since the 21st! I have waited since last 888 portal for this one and blessed be all twins this time, here it is!

    I shall inform you of the events last year.

    Eve Sanchez is my real name. Eve Sanchez demands the demons (I see communism in a spiritual sense as very bad spirits running the show behind the curtain, and I confronted a cuban demon also, but that is another story) leave the people live in peace and freedom. Prayers for freedom please.

    Much love and light

    Eve Lovestar

  • Camping bliss, May/ Jun 2021

    Camping bliss, May/ Jun 2021

    My family and I have been camping a lot since 2020. In 2020, during the pandemic, when we stopped going out to the public so much we started going into nature a lot more, it was the silver lining. We discovered off-grid camping sites, which I blogged about in my previous post and that became the height of my blogging and spiritual experience. It gave me so much content for this blog, it’s kept it afloat.

    For the memorial day holiday weekend, we decided on a lake camping experience. It is my youngest daughters’ birthday this week and she wanted to go so we decided to do it for her. It was amazing, we could hear the waves in our tent, yet nowhere near as spiritual as our off-grid camping adventures. There were too many people and lots of party beasts and the energy became heavy, specially as the families left and we were left with the party crowd. We camped for 2 days.

    Still, we loved it and we were safe, except from the Mercury Retrograde… My beloved and I got into the biggest misunderstanding situation (fight) ever, I don’t even know how to get over it yet! We both became so triggered, over different reasons. I am doing a lot of soul searching right now and found another dark energy body inside of my system, a huge cloud that stemmed from influential males in my life’s criticism of me. It feels it initiated from me feeling judged and feeling inadequate as a result, I felt the judgement and made that my own feeling, I then judged myself. This, of course, started in childhood. Yet of course, this is the energy coming from females in my line also, it’s not just me, it’s been there. I’ve inherited a lot of trauma and so have all other females.

    I have to talk to my twin again. We talked while feelings were hot, now it’s my time, I’ve to talk about what happened after the fact. It’s amazing how our twins know which traumas we carry inside our bodies and how to trigger and stir those until we’re healed. I believe it’s because they know through the triggers and needed healing, we’ll become the perfect angel they knew us to be in the other side of the veil. Our twin’s heart knows we’re their perfect angel šŸ˜‡.

    But we love each other and all of this is for our learning and ascension. I will not tell you the details because he would not want me to but it was sooo strong. The purge out of my trigger, still pulling trash out if my system! I will be a much lighter person when this is finally over. I’m so grateful šŸ˜Šā¤ļøšŸ˜Š

    Let’s not forget, this eclipse season, communication is a huge theme! This was proven to me at camp again.

    Birthday girl
    The boy who can’t be contained in a tent
    View from our tent
    Funniest camper girl
    Little ones stick together
    Our camping setup will be ascending! We sleep 6 in this tent
    His oldest sister calls him blueberry eyes

    I felt like we were there after leaving!

    We will probably camp again this month, we don’t usually plan it ahead of time, we’ll see.

    Still feeling tired from camping for 2 days,

    Eve