Category: Depression

  • Empath, keep your drama from the energy vampires

    Empath, keep your drama from the energy vampires

    I moved in with my twin flame just months after we met. After soul recognition and our intense sexual connection, it made sense to move in together. Then we found the skeletons in the other’s closet (the density in each other’s body) and hit the brakes, we were living together when this happened, then we started to drift apart and fight, I thought it was the end, one day I was at work and he called me, I can’t remember why but he totally was upset about something, I was at work so I just listened and handled it as cool as I could. The lady next to me must have been eavesdropping because immediately after the call, she asked, was he angry at you? Why is he fighting with you? No, he’s not! Was my quick answer.

    This woman didn’t know me and there’s nothing she could help with. This information didn’t belong to her and the only thing she could do is start some gossip over my small drama. She had no place to ask. I have no compassion for gossip! My energy will not be involved in that! She clearly was an energy vampire, looking for drama to consume, I see that as an addiction to drama and density, energies keeping the 3D enslaved in misery and chaos.

    I made a short video to talk about this topic. See link below. Follow me on Rumble for more like this and twin flame/ starseed videos.

    I believe most, if not all the readers of this blog are empaths. We feel deep, especially we have the ability to feel what other people feel and to feel for other people, not everybody is like this. I believe empaths are necessary for our ascending world, I believe that we must teach others sensibility and I believe that we can help in transmuting the heavy energies currently in the world.

    But empath, you cannot help others until you have helped yourself. This is a truth I did not realize in time, I used to think my job in the world was to help and to bless others and I never even thought that that should start with taking really good care of myself, so I fell on my face many times trying to help others and also even trying to help the wrong person and helping others the wrong way, and then I hurt over not being treated well in the past.

    Today I was thinking of the situations in which people request way too much information, more than they need to know and for the wrong reasons we could call this people nosy, drama queens, etc. There’s karma involved in what these people do, disengage from the drama blankets other people weave. There’s no room for gossip in love and light.

    Do follow me on Rumble if you’re there please, I’m working to increase my following. Also, if you have any topics you’d like to see covered here, ask please.

    With much Love,

    Eve

  • Spiritual Bath, it’s time for mine.

    Spiritual Bath, it’s time for mine.

    Today I’m trying something new, I’m writing from the bath with one of those travel pillows around my neck, I’m about to add more hot water!

    I have voiced my gratitude for baths! The truth is I had never had a bath in my life (there was no such luxury where I come from). The day I arrived in the US, I took my first bath in a hotel. Then I forgot about it, I assumed they were unneeded, or maybe wasteful. But I knew nothing about self care, and I still have to teach myself.

    After years of living in apartments, and rented houses, I bought a house about 3 years ago. We now have three bathrooms and 3 baths. I have a very nice bath right next to my room. When I was pregnant with my last child, my son, I discovered how wonderful taking a bath was while pregnant and I was in love with baths. Actually, that boy was born in that bathtub! But that’s a story for another time.Ā 

    After giving birth in the bath, my relationship with the bath became deeper. And I started seeing it more and more like a spiritual tool, much like I see my crystals, tarot cards, and even my Essential oils.

    I want to describe how I take what I call a spiritual bath, this could be for healing the mind, healing the body, pain relief, relaxing, meditation, twin flame work, prayer… What work do you do in your bath?

    The first thing I have found is to clean the bath even if it already looks clean or you just cleaned it two days ago, I like to clean my bath right before I get in. So step number one I get anything out of the bathtub that I don’t need, like any soap that I will not be using or any unnecessary stuff left in there like my razor from my last shower. I clean the bathtub with a small rag and soap. I clean all of the tub where the water will be and I will be laying and anything where I might be touching, or my stuff might be touching, or anything that looks not clean. I am looking to feng shui my bathtub in a short period of time.

    Before I start cleaning the bathtub, I already have all my “ingredients” ready for the bath. See my list below:

    • Favorite soap or soaps
    • Epsom salts
    • Essential oils: lavender, orange…
    • I light a candle
    • Essential oil spray (optional)
    • Crystals (some can’t get wet so set them where they’re safe around the bathtub)
    • I find a guided meditation for the bath (I favor this) or play some relaxing music
    • I eventually want to bring flowers…

    Bathroom prep: I might have gotten the laundry out of the bathroom, cleared the counters, taken the trash out, and closed the closet door. Anything fast that will make the area cleaner and clearer.

    Once I’m in the bathtub, and it has been cleaned, I fill the tub and add salts, soaps, some drops of essential oils, spray the essential oil spray on the air. Then I sit back, relax, pray, meditate… (today with a neck pillow for maximum relaxation).

    While the tub fills (wether I’m in the tub or out as it fills changes) I ask spirit to bless the waters in the tub and to bless me as I get into it. I ask the entire room be filled with light, and I ask my angels and spirit guides to surround me in my bath. I call in my twin flame’s higher self. I’ve started to work with the violet flame, today I visualized it in the bath.

    When I get in the bath, I do what my intuition tells me, I might meditate and talk to my twin, set intentions, and also work with whatever is coming up for me or whatever astrological event is current.

    The most intense experience I have had in the bath was during the 888 portal in 2020, when I connected with my twin’s other aspect (because what else could I call him?), He then served as a portal for a higher aspect of himself, a light being who came through for me in the bath and healed my broken heart, and we talked, it was very beautiful, and the most healing bath I’ve ever had!

    Sending you love and bubbles,

    Eve

  • What I’m grateful for today. The time when I fell hard on my face.

    I started writing this post on Sunday, it’s Thursday now… I was unwell then, now I am in the worse predicament of my life. But I will not ever stop seeing the light. The farther I fall, the stronger my come back!

    Today (Sunday) I’m grateful to be alive and mostly well. I’m very grateful for my spiritual and healing tools such as my tarot cards, my crystals, and essential oils. I’m grateful for epsom salts baths, and candles. I’m grateful for prayer and meditation.

    I’m mostly grateful for my children. I’ve spent so much time with them this weekend! Playing with Legos and paper dolls, drawing and coloring paper dolls, gardening, and creating a new garden relax hangout play area.

    Bad news stroke me yesterday, so I had to look at what I do have and be grateful for that. I was pregnant, went to have my first ultrasound and found the baby had no heartbeat. Now I’m expecting a miscarriage. It’s very sad.

    I’m actually grateful that I’m doing as well as I’m doing right now. I have really stay as calm as possible. I have my spiritual team and my tools to thank for how good I’ve done. (Sunday)

    (Thursday) now though, things have escalated. It started with my body being really sad. I could not feel it with my head, only my body felt it. I knew I was sad because my body was showing the symptoms, I was unable to smile or laugh, unable to sing or dance. I was just getting by… I guess I forgot to take care of myself during this crucial time and I just descended as low as I could. Now today’s lowest is not as low as this would have been 5 or gosh, 10 years ago! I’m so much stronger now but I still forget to take care of myself and my needs.

    My connection is safe and strong, I will remain in union. And I will beat all the odds as I always do. Bit I have to dig myself out of a hole I dug. I don’t even know how to talk about this and I don’t know if I will to you, and I don’t want to bother you with my issues.

    I will however continue posting as much as I can bear and in fact, I had really fell in love with blogging prior to my bad news on Saturday and so I shall blog as therapy also.

    Love and light to all reading this, thanks for caring,

    Eve