Category: Starseeds/ ligthworkers

Dear Lovestar,

Cosmic portals, such as the 11/11 portal, open before and close days after the date. I strongly feel that this 11/11/23 portal has been open for a week, at least.

The week ending today, Friday 11/10, has been incredibly difficult for me, my Scorpio partner, people that I know, and I believe all the people of the world. Tiredness, unfair legal matters, disease, hospital stays, surgeries, and even death is what I’ve been hearing from people I know this week. And I didn’t even ask everyone how they were doing. Nobody I know in person has been all smiles. I smile a lot, but this week, not at all.

The good stuff pre 11/11

My lover and I are honest with each other, and we have built a deeper union than we expected. For us, this has been a time of deepening our connection. We had tough talks, but I was relaxed enough not to lose control. He always forgives and forgets.

Because I was expecting to be shown secrets and to have my darkness exposed, and I have listened carefully to the truths I have heard, some of which were painful, I have used this for my growth. I had several revelations and insights. I am so much wiser now.

My beloved was very romantic this week. It was sweet. I thought he was the sweetest he’s ever been. Also, telepathy was a thing as well as very intense new dreams. And then it got deeper and sweeter. We talked about so much, and we even discovered root cause to some of our issues in our childhood traumas. It was a week and especially a weekend dedicated to love and union.

I have learned several things personally, which I’ll not share. This is what the portal is about: learning about ourselves and how to make ourselves better. Learning about our partner and how to connect deeper with them.

Meaning of 1111

Union. Twin flame connection deepens

During this time, the energy is of tough love and pure truth and honesty no matter what truths and secrets come out. Triggering right now depends on how honest we have been with ourselves and our partner.

If we are keeping secrets, it’s the time to spill them, or they could get spilled by accident, or we could be exposed. Secrets are stuck energy that needs to move. They’re begging to come out. Now is the time.

Here is a good reason to always be honest: if we’re always honest, we will not be keeping any hurtful secrets and if we’re acting with integrity, then anything that goes unsaid will not be hurtful or painful. In the integrity case, we can take advantage of this energy and speak about our core truths, speak of the things we don’t usually talk about, discuss union and connection, have hard conversations, talk about sex… if we’re honest and live with integrity, Scorpio season will be much more manageable. But I assume that liars have an extremely tough time during the month of Scorpio.

Scorpio season and 11/11

The Scorpio season is already intense. Add to the mix up to 2 weeks of extra extreme energy of the 11/11 portal, and we have extreme astrological weather, im carrying my emotional umbrella. I strongly feel the week prior to 11/11 was the harshest as new light is coming in and triggering old darkness to release. This feels painful to us. But it’s growing pains. It’s like the day before we receive a very expected excellent guest, very busy and kind of stressful preparing, buying more food, cooking, cleaning, or the very extreme feeling of expecting a beloved guest and it feels like time is standing still.

11/11 is when this energetic portal is wide open. The week after 11/11, I told my beloved we shall be reborn of our ashes. This is Scorpio season and like the Phoenix, this week we’re preparing to die, on 11/11 we will die (not literally obviously an energetic death/ ego death), and the week after 11/11 we will be reborn. So the energy should get easier. Hopefully…

Time slowing down. Will it stop?

It was a very long week. I felt like it was never going to stop. I even felt bored, and I don’t ever feel bored. My thinking mind told me that the week felt so long because as the days get shorter and there’s less sun we feel more tired. But now, looking back, I felt time slow down, or could it be that the new energy is coming too fast?

Yesterday, I went to the store with my family and we waited for daddy and I felt we were waiting for 15 minutes, but I looked at the time and only 4 minutes had passed. I was amazed, and I didn’tyell at him.

Celebrating Scorpio’s birthday

My lover’s birthday was during this week. He was born during the 11/11 portal. During this very hard week. I told him how he was born during such a hard week, and he didn’t seem impressed. “The entire year is this hard” he replied and this is what happens if you’re a Scorpio, especially born during the 11/11 portal, you bring the intensity of this week into everyday life.

Well, next year I will not be talking about my beloved’s birthday because he just told me he doesn’t want to celebrate them. Ok, it’s true he has told me this before, but I’m an over-celebrator of birthdays, and I didn’t get it until now.

Is not celebrating birthdays a Scorpio thing? Well, I’m not going to lie. I’m off the hook for presents or anything planned, but I’ll continue to observe his birthday. Well, I’ll celebrate him more every day.

Gifts for Scorpio

Certainly, all Scorpios want different gifts from different people. Probably Scorpio’s beloved will have the most opportunity to ace gifts for him.

True story: Over the years, my liver has told me that he looks at my pictures, and once he said he was almost hypnotized, looking at my picture. The same happens to me, but I never considered myself photogenic or beautiful, so it was a huge compliment.

In the past I would not have given him a gift like this one but after years of saying he looks at my pictures I decided to make a collection of all my best pictures through the years and gift them to him. I have already gifted him all my physical photos, including my quinceañera (15 year old birthday) pictures.

It was a lot of work, and I added my sexiest poems. Then he caught me looking at pictures of myself, and it was weird. In my shame, I said: I made you a collection of pictures of me. And that sounded ridiculous, so I cracked up, and I laughed so hard. He looked at me funny and shot a joke back:

“Are you going to build a temple for me to worship you in?”

My fastest response was the proper one. Good thing I didn’t overthink it! I replied:

No, that place already exists, but it’s on my body. And all laughter ceased. 😃

Gifts ideas for Scorpio males

• Best to get to know your Scorpio and give him something meaningful to him
• My beloved loves sexual gifts. I will not even lie. More than now, during our first year together when I was shy about it.
• A knife or any sort of weapon. Fun fact: my lover thinks weapons are so cool that he helped me find a job making weapon parts! It’s intimidating for little Pusces here but yet so cool. Though every part leaves my desk with a blessing.
• A homemade dinner is very special for my Scorpio. Especially baking his favorite desserts.

Did I miss anything

With love,

Eve