Category: Spiritual Awakening

  • 12/12/2021

    It is 12/12 and I didn’t celebrate it much. Something I didn’t like about being pregnant is I have not celebrated the cosmic holidays as much as when I wasn’t pregnant. My beloved was in a celebratory mood and that was great except he didn’t want me to sleep so much 😴. The beginning of 2022 approaches and I’m excited about that.

    I didn’t receive lots of insights. I simply had to sleep a lot this weekend. Rest rest rest. I also learned a big lesson in not trusting the illusion and trusting my gut. Anyways, I decided to pull some cards for some last minute insights.

    I pulled the Justice card and immediately felt that justice will be served on Earth but carefully I figure that we must first be fair ourselves or justice could be served on us. Too many times we can judge and this is never enlightening, our judgements add density and we don’t have time to clear more density, let’s simply become lighter. And just because justice will be served… eventually, doesn’t mean that we should not be protected and prepared for what’s to come. I intend to leave behind the fear of this current storm and instead, focus all my energy on instead being ready to thrive no matter what.

    Then I pulled the chariot, and this specific card (from the Tarot of Dreams) has a lovely picture of a chariot on the sea, the artwork reminded me of Aquarius, the current age and it spoke of riding the wave, which takes me to my previous message. I’ve been thrown under this wave and it’s time for me to ride the wave again. Time to reawaken. The book speaks of a confident approach and this as reminds me again to be prepared and build strength.

    The page of wands made me feel that I should be most careful in falling for the games of others. Not everyone cares for my best interest and even those closest to u as could have an ulterior motive or a paradise demon attached to them, or dark pattern that tries to play us. Learning something new or starting a new practice is a good idea right now. This portal will remain open until the winter solstice and we have some time to work with the current energies. What are we ready to leave behind? What are we working on next? Let’s manifest the future we want to see I also feel suddenly.

    Intending to know where twin flames are healing, I pulled a Whispers of healing card. The awareness card. In the card a baby looks at me from within a spiral which contains the universe. It reminds me of my baby, tucked within my tummy, safe, not realizing what the world is outside, being peaceful and calm just trusting her connection to me and the familiar voices of her family. All the energy I’m putting into the moment in which I’ll deliver her, which I plan to do on my home. But I’m reminded to enjoy the present too. Maybe there’s no baby in your stomachs but you’re putting so much energy into birthing something or simply expecting change in the current events, the politics, the division, the current state of affairs in the world today. I’m reminded to enjoy the present. Do not fall into despair not knowing what is coming and let’s focus into what we’re trying to create. Whatever situation we face, awareness is key to a better, healthier experience.

    I did get one last piece of info for this night. I don’t need to know all about a wound to be able to heal it. Also, watch out for the spiritual teachers and the way they describe twin flames. It’s not a terrible journey. I listened to someone today who claimed the divine mascot is really just a jerk basically, I thought she went out with totally the wrong guy!

    And now I’m going to meditate. Enjoy your night Lovestars 💗

    With love and light 💗😍

    Eve

  • Seeing 444. My special meaning.

    I’m seeing 444 today. This is my favorite angel number, could it be for the awesome witchy time coming during Halloween or Samhain, the old tradition still celebrated by some spiritual people?
    Could it be to prepare for 111 (Nov 1st) when the veil is so thin you could make contact! See details about Samhain below.

    And of course, as The Pleiades comes out at night for us in the Northern hemisphere through Nov, the Pleiades month… Do you know how far away the Pleiades is from Earth? I love this distance,
    The Pleiades is approximately 444.2 light-years away from us! Some websites have differing distances and some offer a range.

    I’m also getting ready to celebrate by twin flame’s birthday in November and yes November is associate with The Pleiades all the way! Obviously I believe 444 to be closely related to the Pleiades and plan to celebrate it’s month big this year! I’m excited.

    Below I share a video I made about my special meaning for the number 444. You might or might not resonate, this meaning was very personal but just in case, I’m sure there’s another soul who’s seeing 444 who is getting a Pleiadian download. I foresee poetry month coming! Happy Scorpio season.

    Are you seeing 1111? 444?

  • Is Karma Blocking Your Relationship?

    https://www.twinflames1111.com/blog/twin-flame-essentials/karma-quiz/

    I took this quiz a second time, months to a year after the first time and was so excited that my relationship karma seems to have lowered

    The quiz is by Cassady Cause and I have very much come to trust her insights. She shared her twin flame union story and her twin is in spirit, he’s not in the physical so I thought that was so interesting. It taught me that twin flame unions come in all shapes and forms.

  • “Love transfer” twin flame 🔥🔥/ soulmate poetry. Love heals

    Love Transfer

    This poem was inspired by my twin flame who healed my broken 💔 and many wounds, I don’t know how many, and it’s best that way!

    Thanks for reading and I’ll be talking about 888. Very exciting. Did you hear the Lion 🦁 roar?

    Eve Lovestar.

  • Love, 888, communism, trauma, and healing.

    Dear twins, I was born in communist Cuba and as my people woke up and protested, and asked communism to go, the communists fought, shot, beat, and imprisoned the protesters, they took 15 year old girls for filming the violent acts, this is why today my heart cries, there is a lot of trauma there. But it’s beautiful in a sense, communism won’t go without bloodshed (unfortunately) but it has to go but mainly, there’s an awakening in Cuba too!
    Additionally, I am learning so much about myself. I found that the anger I found in me when my twin taught me to feel was definitely not against him, no, it was not my parents (so I forgave my family for everything and it feels wonderful ❣️) my anger is towards communism in this life and no doubt, in past lives I have (perhaps in past lives experienced tyranny as well) so much healing and my Love has grown. 

    But I’m most excited about 888, best time to experience twin flame telepathy and to converse with twin’s soul/ higher self/ other aspects. Already felt the telepathy and the Love so big! I guess the Lions Gate portal ope s the 23rd but I’ve been feeling this since the 21st! I have waited since last 888 portal for this one and blessed be all twins this time, here it is!

    I shall inform you of the events last year.

    Eve Sanchez is my real name. Eve Sanchez demands the demons (I see communism in a spiritual sense as very bad spirits running the show behind the curtain, and I confronted a cuban demon also, but that is another story) leave the people live in peace and freedom. Prayers for freedom please.

    Much love and light

    Eve Lovestar

  • Camping bliss, May/ Jun 2021

    Camping bliss, May/ Jun 2021

    My family and I have been camping a lot since 2020. In 2020, during the pandemic, when we stopped going out to the public so much we started going into nature a lot more, it was the silver lining. We discovered off-grid camping sites, which I blogged about in my previous post and that became the height of my blogging and spiritual experience. It gave me so much content for this blog, it’s kept it afloat.

    For the memorial day holiday weekend, we decided on a lake camping experience. It is my youngest daughters’ birthday this week and she wanted to go so we decided to do it for her. It was amazing, we could hear the waves in our tent, yet nowhere near as spiritual as our off-grid camping adventures. There were too many people and lots of party beasts and the energy became heavy, specially as the families left and we were left with the party crowd. We camped for 2 days.

    Still, we loved it and we were safe, except from the Mercury Retrograde… My beloved and I got into the biggest misunderstanding situation (fight) ever, I don’t even know how to get over it yet! We both became so triggered, over different reasons. I am doing a lot of soul searching right now and found another dark energy body inside of my system, a huge cloud that stemmed from influential males in my life’s criticism of me. It feels it initiated from me feeling judged and feeling inadequate as a result, I felt the judgement and made that my own feeling, I then judged myself. This, of course, started in childhood. Yet of course, this is the energy coming from females in my line also, it’s not just me, it’s been there. I’ve inherited a lot of trauma and so have all other females.

    I have to talk to my twin again. We talked while feelings were hot, now it’s my time, I’ve to talk about what happened after the fact. It’s amazing how our twins know which traumas we carry inside our bodies and how to trigger and stir those until we’re healed. I believe it’s because they know through the triggers and needed healing, we’ll become the perfect angel they knew us to be in the other side of the veil. Our twin’s heart knows we’re their perfect angel 😇.

    But we love each other and all of this is for our learning and ascension. I will not tell you the details because he would not want me to but it was sooo strong. The purge out of my trigger, still pulling trash out if my system! I will be a much lighter person when this is finally over. I’m so grateful 😊❤️😊

    Let’s not forget, this eclipse season, communication is a huge theme! This was proven to me at camp again.

    Birthday girl
    The boy who can’t be contained in a tent
    View from our tent
    Funniest camper girl
    Little ones stick together
    Our camping setup will be ascending! We sleep 6 in this tent
    His oldest sister calls him blueberry eyes

    I felt like we were there after leaving!

    We will probably camp again this month, we don’t usually plan it ahead of time, we’ll see.

    Still feeling tired from camping for 2 days,

    Eve

  • Twin Flame, this eclipse season Communication is a theme.

    Twin Flame, this eclipse season Communication is a theme.

    Have you talked to your twin yet? Communication is a theme during this eclipse portal and it will last for about 6 months, so start communicating, if not in the physical, talk to their soul or higher self. The universe is conspiring so twin flames might talk and deeply connect right now.

    My communication experience on eclipse day

    My experience with communication on the full moon eclipse day was extraordinary. I’m not a big talker, I’m a writer, a thinker, and an energy worker. But on this day, I had many unexpected communications with my lover, our families, my children, friends, my toddler spoke, had many  downloads…

    My children talk a lot to my mom, and their grandparents on dad’s side and have been asking a lot more to talk to them, we don’t call our parents every week and should call them more. On the lunar eclipse day, within 1 hour  both their grandpa and my mom video called me by accident, it was a sign of communication with family and loved ones.

    Also I’ve been having very profound downloads, when I feel them coming it’s like an opening within my system and then, they settle within me. It’s like an evolution of my thinking, perhaps, also because we’re in Gemini season, my twin and I have our moon in Gemini. I forgot a lot of the downloads, those might not have been for you, but for me. I have been intending on having new thoughts and that’s exactly what’s been going on for the last week.

    Post eclipse, twin flame communication evolution and understanding

    I wrote the first part of this post on the day of the full moon eclipse, I realized that communication was going to be a theme between twin flame counterparts and I was right! The universe was about to very quickly and effectively show me how true that was!

    The day after the eclipse, my twin and I got into an intense fight. He gave me the news in bed while I was sleepy, this triggered such an anger our of me! I exploded, I was screaming, so uncharacteristic! He then mirrored my anger. Everything we had kept pushed inside of us for 14 years that had not come up before, came out. We were pressure cookers and went off. Then we made up, we talked and agreed, it was so beautiful and divine timing. Talk to your twin to avoid this. What you have to talk about will come up, go over sensitive areas kindly as triggers abound right now. 

    Something twin flames lost a long time ago is returning now

    Maybe it’s time for divine Union or maybe it’s time for your Divine Union to level up. This happens within my union where I think I am finally in Union and then I am shown that there’s a whole another level of Union that we can reach. And my union keeps on ascending like this during this incredible astrological transits. Something you lost a long time ago, For us it was about 13 years ago, it’s returning. This probably means that you’ve ascended and now you’re attracting that thing that maybe you were blocked to in the past.

    What returned for us was so personal! But something that both of us thought about very recently. And so we engaged in that and it was, wow! amazing! And this brought us closer! And we talked about it, again communication is a theme this eclipse season, twin flame, talk to your twin!

    I’ll tell you what came back for us, it was makeup sex! My twin loved it when we first moved in together. This is the time when we started to get to know each other’s shadow and reject each other a little bit, it was rocky times for us, rocky, rocky times. However, it was also our honeymoon period and we could not keep our hands of each other, this is what he said, and of course he is a scorpio.

    My twin used to love makeup sex because even though we were not happy with each other during fights, we still could not keep our hands off each other and that’s hot for Scorpio. What happened is I didn’t love it, I said that wrong (he corrected me when I said this yesterday) I loved the sex but I didn’t like the idea of doing it without being happy with him and I thought maybe that was hindering our actually fixing our issues, maybe we were both right, eventually we were both in that mood to where if we fought we were withholding sex from each other, even he would do that, as a Scorpio, not a good thing.

    I’m very happy for you receiving from the Universe something you lost before, note that you might have forgotten this thing since it was so long ago. If this resonated, let us know if you can share.

    Synchronicities

    I was just reminded he’s my #11 and I’m his #11. Seeing 1111? Me too. Here are the angel numbers I’ve been seeing the most this eclipse season.

    111: you’re starting fresh, this is a new beginning, a reset.

    444: to me, this is my twin flame’s higher self giving me messages, also, receiving a Pleiadian message, our twins and our guides are close by, guiding us! Ask for assistance.

    777: angels are all around us, ask for what you need.

    888: we live in an abundant universe. Manifest.

    999: we’re closing chapters so we can start some new ones.

    Sunflower and seed collection: my last Sunflower plant opened. This one is close to our house and doesn’t get a lot of sun, it’s a smaller plant with smaller flowers but it has many flower buds on it! The top sunflower started opening the day before the eclipse. These sunflowers know when to open! My first one opened during  444 in 2020. My old sunflowers have died and now I’m collecting the seeds for next year’s garden, I should say I’m learning how to collect the right seeds for s very healthy sunflower garden next year.

    Moonlight oracle card deck: my twin bought these for me months ago, but since they were shipped from Russia, I received them the day after the lunar eclipse. They’re moon cards and so lovely, I cried when I held them.

    Moonlight oracle cards by Tatiana Vedenkina

    Butterfly: 🦋 while writing this, I saw the most beautiful butterfly flying on a spot where I have never ever seen one. Butterflies signify change, and metamorphosis.

    How are you feeling this season?

    Many blessings for your journey, and please keep twin flame Union and Ascension in your meditations this season.

    Eve

  • “Eclipse Activation!” By Christina Lopes

    I finished this the day after the eclipse, and I felt it was insightful! I needed the reminder to ask my guides for help. I know this buy I forget. And was intrigued with saying goodbye to the lower guides and calling in some higher guides. Welcome.