For many different reasons I have in the past suffered (at times) of low self steem.
Maybe I can write about this in the future. I’m signing up now simply to upload a new quote to the internet collective.
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As a poet, remember that I use metaphors heavily. Also, clearly, I’ll never meet myself outside of me. I’m playing with fantasy and illusion on this piece.
Self Love
I love myself so much That if I met myself Outside of me, I'd become a lesbian today!
Eve Lovestar
This really made me smile. Thought about it in a delicious bath I had on Sunday. I want to put it on a T-shirt!
Dear reader, Ever since my first child, now 11, was a baby, I have been interested in homeschooling. By now, I have 3 daughters being educated at home. Today, I don’t want to call it homeschooling anymore because what we do is not school. It is definitely education but not school. Home as the first […]
I did this for Scorpio season when I highlighted the Scorpio season holidays of the dark and of war. It was enlightening to see that some holidays (certainly not all) aligned with the astrological energy at the time. Guess what? There are no dark holidays during Pisces season (that I found during 1 day of research)
Today, I am researching the holidays celebrated during the Pisces season, and I want to know which ones align with the Pisces energy.
Note: Not all holidays and celebratory days were included, and this information was collected online. There might be errors, and if you find one, please point it out.
I live in Arizona in the desert, and we hardly see a difference between seasons. It’s mostly very hot! In the winter, it gets cold and early spring, it goes from cold to hot. There’s no warm, perfect weather. It’s not spring yet, but flowers are starting to sprout everywhere.
I had a lot of fun unpacking the themes I have noticed this Pisces season, now, I will continue with part 2.
I started this post with a poem about the Pusces energy
In my first post, I told you how good I’m doing in this energy. Obviously, I’m a Pisces, and I’m at home in this energy. I’m feeling more creative than ever, I’m energetic, I’m getting lots accomplished, my love life is great, and I’m feeling abundant right now, today I’m feeling so happy and I’ve been feeling happier than usual this season.
For this post, I’m investigating how non Pisces people might feel at this time. I have analyzed common behaviors of other people who are not Pisces people.
This energy is excellent for creativity, research, study, writing, arts and crafts, derogatory connection, prayer, meditation, manifestation, and contemplation. This energy might show up as one or more of the list items below:
Are you feeling any of these?
Sleepy
Tired
Unable to sleep
Waking up in the middle of the night
Too many feelings/ sadness/ crying for no reason
Feeling grateful and being able to express gratitude 🥹 🙏 ✨️
Very quiet or no speaking friends or environment that feels even boring due to extreme quieteness?
People who are always playing music might not be playing music suddenly (quiet shhh)
Not much work getting done
Smiling and smiley faces. My lover and I look at each other and smile now ☺️ 💕 😍
What else are you noticing? How to best navigate this energy?
The energy of the Pisces Is it mermaids at high seas? Or is it a mental crisis?
As far as my eyes can see, And as far as my heart feels, All of my senses perceive Romance and eternal bliss, Making love and making peace.
Eve Lovestar
The energy of Pisces = Romance is what I realized in my analysis of the current energy by observing and analyzing the recent events in my life and my lover’s life. As a Pisces woman, you’re welcome.
Note: I might be biased as a Pisces woman and as a romantic poet. These events might be the result of our karma and our inner work. There is no guarantee that these events will happen in your life, but in my belief, the current energy can trigger these if you’re ready and open to receive.
I have noticed a few themes this March, and I wanted to share them. All of these themes are possible now. All happened in my house, some more than once. There is one current theme, ROMANCE. I believe March is even more romantic than February. What do you think?
I became sad today. Just out of nowhere came a heaviness, and then my vibe sank.
Sometimes, I don't feel well Whether I show it or not. Some feelings I can't explain Some energies I don't translate. When I get in my own way I simply go away and cry My eyes put, all alone.
Was it really out of nowhere? I was listening to a fabulous Mel Robbins podcast about attachment styles that explained how they relate to our childhood traumas and the core wounds of every style. The podcast was so good that I took notes, and I might have figured out my own attachment style. It should have been a moment of joy at discovering such a huge part of me. Additionally, Mel’s guest explained that we can actually change our attachment style, which is very empowering, and that was the first time I heard that.
However, rather than feeling empowered, out of me came a heaviness.
Is it because my birthday is coming and I feel strangely alone?
Am I being crushed under my own high expectations of me?
Is my cup empty?
All I know is I felt so sad today that I was unable to cook dinner.
Is it because I’m being reminded of my dad wound that was opened wide last year at around this same time. A wound that destroyed my birthday last year and lasted so long that I was unable to enjoy my child’s birthday also?
And then my lover shows up and asks:
Is it because I’m pregnant? I will be taking a pregnancy test.
Or is it because I need to do more healing? Always
Either way, between Olaf and my beloved Scorpio, I was in a good place again.
And then I'm well again: After journaling, And the creation of poetry I am well again. With word play I found the power To keep going again. My beloved shared his energy With me and we made love. I wore crystals, I wore yellow, And this powered me to go Well beyond where I was stuck In my mind. I then spent lots of time In the sun And I talked to the people I Love. I am happy again. All is well.
Dear friend,
I do my best to be a positive influence on the internet to somewhat balance the negative influences.
However, acting as though I’m always happy would be dishonest, and I don’t want to lie to you.
I don’t have this figured out, and that is why I journal. Why am I so bold to journal publicly, often exposing secrets? It saves me time because I don’t have to write something else to post here and also because some of my best wisdom comes this way. There’s a power in journaling that might be more powerful than poetry.
On that topic, and away from my feelings, journaling precedes poetry! If you aspire to be a poet or want to make your poetry better, start journaling! This is the wisdom I was referring to and why journaling is so powerful. It pulls information out of us. It translates our baggage into text, and it’s so healing.
Poems are like spells
If you asked me how to be happy, I’d tell you to journal and read good poetry! But I’m not a happiness expert!
I’m a Love expert, though. I made myself laugh. My Muses are funny, too! This reminded me of the movie Frozen when Christoff tells Ana and Olaf his family members, who are trolls, are love experts, and Olaf hilariously says he is a love expert! That is my favorite part of that movie. My favorite part in the second movie is when Olaf, the wisest character in the movir, explains to Elsa that water has memory, and with that knowledge, her powers increased, an epic moment in the movie. We’re in the Elsa topic because Olaf makes me smile. When I drew Elsa about 6 years ago, I racked my brains, trying to figure out the main lesson in the movie. It wasn’t, I found, any of the catchy lines from the songs. The line I wrote in my picture was Love Thaws. That is the main lesson from the first movie.
I have much more to learn about love, too! I guess I’m not an expert at all
What is the transformational power of love? Love could transform our lives, and there’s no doubt about that. But there is more.
Today, I’m thinking of Love as a divine energy that some of us are able to tap into, but not everyone. My personal belief is that love can improve the world. How?
If we’re a vessel for love, we can share this love energy wherever we go, making the world a better place
If we are in love or have love in our lives, including self-love, we will be more relaxed, happier, much more able to deal with conflict, and better equipped for interpersonal relationships, thus making the world a better place by making our world a better place
If we make decisions with love every day, we would make much better decisions that would have a more positive impact on the world
Love is often regarded as a profoundly personal emotion, confined to the realm of romantic relationships or familial bonds. However, its impact extends far beyond the individual, reaching into our communities, workplaces, and the world at large. In a time where division and discord seem to dominate headlines, harnessing the power of love has never been more crucial.
Here, we explore how various forms of love—romantic, familial, self-love, and love in the workplace—can catalyze positive change and offer simple steps for anyone to contribute to a better world.
**1. Romantic Love:**
Romantic love is perhaps the most celebrated form of love, yet its potential to influence the world often goes unrecognized. When two individuals come together in love, they have the capacity to inspire each other, support growth, and foster resilience. Moreover, love teaches us empathy, compassion, and compromise—qualities that are essential for building harmonious societies. Additionally, it is a far better experience for children growing in the home when there’s an energy of love between the parents. When the children grow, they will improve the condition of the world if they have inherited the divine energy of love.
*Easy Steps:* – Practice active listening and open communication with your partner. You will gain skills that you will be able to use in situations with others that can have a positive impact on your relationships and community. – Cultivate gratitude for the small gestures and moments shared together. Get so used to feeling gratitude that you extend the feeling outside your romantic relationship. – Extend kindness and affection not only to your partner but also to strangers and acquaintances.
**2. Family Love:**
Family serves as the cornerstone of society, providing love, stability, and support. The bonds formed within families create a ripple effect that can influence generations to come. By nurturing strong family ties, we cultivate values of empathy, respect, and responsibility, which are essential for creating a more compassionate world. It’s easy to see how a great family has a positive effect on the community, which is our world. Similarly, we all know toxic family dynamics deeply would individuals who might be brokenhearted even for life which does not make the world a better place.
*Easy Steps:* – Spend quality time with family members, engaging in meaningful conversations and activities. – Express appreciation and affection regularly to strengthen familial bonds. – Practice forgiveness and understanding during times of conflict or disagreement.
**3. Self-Love:**
Self-love forms the foundation upon which all other forms of love are built. When we prioritize self-care and acceptance, we become better equipped to love others and contribute positively to the world around us. Moreover, self-love empowers us to set healthy boundaries, pursue our passions, and strive for personal growth.
*Easy Steps:* – Practice self-care rituals that nourish your body, mind, and soul, such as meditation, exercise, or creative expression. Being relaxed and happy will help you positively impact the world. – Challenge self-critical thoughts and cultivate self-compassion through affirmations and positive self-talk. As you get used to doing – Set aside time for activities that bring you joy and fulfillment, without guilt or obligation. Invite others into joyous and fulfilling activities for a bigger impact.
**4. Love in the Workplace:**
The majority of our waking hours are spent in the workplace, making it a prime environment for fostering love and connection. When coworkers operate from a place of mutual respect, collaboration, and support, productivity flourishes, and innovation thrives. Additionally, a culture of love in the workplace promotes employee well-being, reduces stress, and impacts the world in a positive way.
*Easy Steps:*
– Practice kindness and acceptance of other’s personalities. Learn not to complain unless needed. Be strong and don’t give in to any activities that would lower your vibe. – Be a love leader in the workplace. For some odd reason, people are okay showing their toxic love ways at work. Exude the energy of love everywhere, including in the workplace. I do as much as possible. I’m not afraid to show I’m a lover. I’m not afraid to show I’m in love. I’m not afraid to talk about many of these topics with coworkers and acquaintances. – Stand up against gossip and drama in the workplace. It’ll make the drama queens uncomfortable, but it will teach lessons, release drama, and relieve you and those who are being attacked by malicious gossip. In general, it’ll make the workplace a better place for all, and the idea is that people will be so positively affected that they’ll take some of that positive energy into the other parts of their life, thus contributing to a better world for all.
Today I will offer some easy steps for you to cultivate love within your relationship. My beloved and I naturally did all these things together. Our love I believe to be fated, however, you can follow these steps to reverse engineer Union.
Divine Love
Divine Love is love which is destined by fate or Love that has a divine aspect. You cannot make a connection to be fated if it isn’t, but you can figure out if a connection has a divine aspect by contemplating the effects the connection has on you, the depth of the connection, the healing the relationship causes, obviously, if getting the opposite, that connection would not be divine.
For the record, I don’t think that there is no value in connections that are not divine, but my opinion is that if it’s not divine, it might be earthly. In my experience, lots if not most of earthly connections are toxic.
You can cultivate divine love by connecting to what is divine together, by engaging in acts of kindness together, by reflecting on spiritual beliefs together and especially, if you have similar beliefs and values, bond over them.
Having compassion for your beloved is a good way to cultivate divine love. Understand your partner’s spiritual journey and help them without judgement and without pushing them. Engage in spiritual practices together and figure out new practices that will foster a deeper connection within you two.
Having children
For some people, such as myself, having children together is a very spiritual thing since we’re joining our essence with our partner and going into the future through our children. Additionally, your partner and you will have shared ancestry and that is a big deal. In our spiritual views, there are generational curses and blessings and as such, we want to be very intentional about who we mate with. It is my belief that we should cultivate divine love in our connection before we have children and then, having children will cultivate more divine love in the relationship.
Gratitude
Be grateful for each other and express gratitude. Then figure out what other things you can be grateful for as gratitude improves our lives. Anything you’re grateful for, grows. Starting a gratitude journal is a great idea to reflect and manifest more of the same.
Prayer and blessings
Pray together and/ or pray for each other. Pray for your union. Bless each other and send each other blessings. See your partner as blessed beyond belief.
Lovemaking
A divine connection is one where sex is lovemaking. I define lovemaking as sex that involves the heart. Connect through lovemaking. When your love is divine, it feels as though you’re connecting to a higher consciousness through lovemaking.
Healing
When love is divine, healing occurs. To cultivate divine love, heal your inner wounds, especially having to do with love or sex, this will allow to love deeper. You might be able to express previously suppressed energies from within you, especially if you are able to connect to a higher Love energy.
Forgiveness
Forgive each other and use that energy of acceptance and forgiveness to forgive the others who have hurt you in the past.
Journal about it
Journal about the meaning of divine love to you and how to foster it in your relationship. Come up with ideas of specific things you can do together to cultivate even more divine love.
Set powerful intentions
Set an intention to cultivate Divine Love. Set intentions regarding everything you are intentional about: Intend to have open communication. Intend to deepen the connection. Intend on healing through love. Intend that your grandchildren inherit healthy energy from you and your partner, etc.
Talk to your partner’s higher self
I stumbled upon this concept by following the Twin Flames 1111 blog by Cassady Cayne. I have now been a long-time follower and have consumed a lot of her content. This idea came from her tools, she offers many higher-level tools, way higher than I am expressing here. If you have already done all the simple steps and are ready for more, give her blog a follow.
I started communicating with my twin flame higher self in meditation and it was fun but eventually, his higher self started communicating with me in my meditation. Eventually I opened up and I chatted with his spirit. By now, his spirit’s voice is in my mind, answering all of my questions and giving me advice. Like I said, this is higher level than the steps I talked about before. You decide how divine your love will get. What resonates with you?
Remember that cultivating divine love is a journey that requires patience, commitment, and mutual effort from both partners. It’s about nurturing a deep, spiritual connection that transcends the physical and emotional aspects of your relationship.
How do you cultivate divine love within your relationship?
Thank you very much for visiting me today,
Eve, cultivating Divine Love with my lover, Scorpio
Today is 2/22 and when I see repeating numbers, I get quite excited 😊
One thing I have noticed about 222 dates is they have been wealth days for me but let’s explore what potential the angel number 222 has for romance.
Spiritual meaning of number 2
In spiritual contexts, the number 2 often symbolizes balance, harmony, and partnership. In a romantic context, it signifies the coming together of two individuals in a harmonious union, where both partners complement each other’s strengths and weaknesses. It represents the idea of duality, mutual support, and the deep connection between two souls.
Spiritual meaning of 222
In spiritual numerology, the number 222 is often interpreted as a message of balance, harmony, and alignment. It suggests that you are on the right path and that your efforts are supported by the universe. It can also signify a time of partnerships, relationships, and cooperation. Seeing 222 may be a reminder to trust in the process, stay positive, and maintain faith in yourself and your journey.
Potential for union today
To manifest union with your love using the number 222, you can follow these steps:
1. **Set your intention**: Clearly define your desire for union and partnership with your loved one. Visualize the relationship you wish to manifest and hold onto that vision.
2. **Use affirmations**: Repeat positive affirmations related to love, partnership, and harmony, incorporating the number 222. For example, “I am attracting harmonious and loving union with my partner,” or “My relationship is filled with balance and alignment.”
3. **Stay open to signs**: Pay attention to any signs or synchronicities related to the number 222 that may appear in your life. These could be numbers you see repeatedly, experiences, or even messages from others.
4. **Work on yourself**: Focus on personal growth and self-love. Cultivate qualities that will contribute positively to your relationship, such as communication, empathy, and understanding.
5. **Take inspired action**: Take steps towards nurturing your relationship, whether it’s spending quality time together, having meaningful conversations, or making gestures of love and appreciation.
6. **Trust the process**: Trust that the universe is supporting you in manifesting your desires. Stay patient and remain open to the journey, knowing that everything is unfolding as it should.
By incorporating these practices into your life while keeping the energy of the number 222 in mind, you can align yourself with the intention of manifesting union with your love.
My personal twin flame meaning for 222
When I see 222, example I happened to look and see it’s 2:22 especially if it’s a synchronistic event, I assume my flame is thinking of me with the 222 energy of coming together.
Since two rhymes with too and I believe rhyming is powerful (it’s used in magic). When I see 222, I assume my flame is telling me “I love you” and I have either replied into the air with “I love you, too” or I will text him that. We do live together but separate every weekday for working reasons, if I’m away, I’ll text him because I can be cheeky like that.
The week before the 11/11 portal was tough. The weekend of the 11/11 portal was incredible, a very tired weekend perfect for sleeping, chilling, and hanging out. I didn’t get to do the work I wanted to do, but it was the perfect weekend. For me and my lover, it’s probably the best weekend we have ever had. It was romantic, sexy, sweet, we talked all weekend and about various topics that centered around us and our union.
The weekend was perfect after the extreme week before. During our wild conversations, I told my lover that after that crazy hard week, we would be reborn this week. I was thinking of the Scorpio Phoenix who dies and is reborn over his ashes. With the 11/11 portal as the death moment, I saw the week prior as the dying week, and starting this week with the Scorpio new moon on this Monday, it’s the week of rebirth.
11/11 portal rebirth
Cassidy Cayne from twinflames1111.com says that 11:11 is an ascension code shown to lightworkers and twin flames. I resonated, and I saw this quote while backing up my pictures during the 11/11 portal. Divine timing is always at play, and 11/11 ends up being a time we can perceive spirit, so it’s always divine timing during the portal.
Scorpio new moon
I have talked about this on my previous Scorpio posts. I’m mentioning it again because it’s the perfect time of rebirth after a painful death. The new moon signifies a new beginning with the powerful Scorpio vibes.
Ending the Scorpio month
I strongly feel that from now until the end of Scorpio season, we will be in the rebirth process and being affected by the 11/11 portal, though the hardest part has passed.
I’ll be traveling without my Scorpio, which is already painful but only for 1 week. I’ll be writing him poems and letters, making him videos, and writing blog posts in his honor. I’ll also be resolving some serious issues with some family members, and I’ll channel the Scorpioenergy to help with my truth telling, personal power, and assertiveness (my intention)
What have we learned during 11/11?
I have learned many lessons this Scorpio season but especially during the 11/11 portal. This season is perfect for discovering truth and being honest with ourselves and others. It’s also a season to get insights from spirit and to receive lots of new light. On this list, I’ll also include things that were very positive that happened between my beloved and I.
I’ve learned many things, and as a reminder for when I read this in the future, I’ll list some of the things I’ve learned during this 11/11 rebirth period.
My lover appreciates my poetry. I should have already known this, but I don’t ask, I just asked him because he talked of his hard to please music taste, and I was like, “Well, do you like my poems?”… he doesn’t like the very short ones as much
My old poems were no good, and I’m blessed. I thought they were decent back then because otherwise, I would have quit.
Several great things I learned about making love with my beloved
I decided to write the jokes I come up with. I’m constantly laughing and making others laugh. I crack myself up, too. Don’t be surprised that it was my lover’s idea, but I’ve already changed my mind and started getting prompts to write the funny things I think about, and I’m working on my fist funny post for the future
Related to the last item, I made some sex jokes to my partner. It was new and new is good. New light, new energy, new vibes, renewed sexual desire, open communication lines, dropping the shame 🫠 👌 😎
New recipe I made even though it was an extremely lazy weekend: for my lover’s birthday: a vegan mushroom wellington. I can make a better one nect time, but it’s so delicious 😋 😍 😋
The wellington pastry I made as well from scratch and has me thinking of a few more recipes I can learn to make: pie, mushroom pot pie, little sweet and savory pies… delicious
I told my lover my secret dreams. The real dreams I didn’t discuss before due to shame… I told him of the dream when I saw about 10 of him! He joked that I should not have that kind of dream. But I don’t think like him and I didn’t do anything with the other ones, I said. Omg I’ll tell you: he said he would have taken 4 of me if it was the other way around… to do whatever he wanted with them. I just laughed, but this scenario will make it into one of my future jokes. Can you see the sex jokes being born? I can
Ok I told him in detail my sex dreams and I told him if the time I went lucid in my dream and how I manipulated the dream (it was very sexy, he loved it), then I told him about the time I returned to my dream to fix basically a nightmare which was totally cool.
My lover revealed something so divine. I was telling him how I never planned on falling on love. He then told me he always wanted to fall in love, and he was always trying to make it happen when he would fall for a girl. Of course, I told him he had me at wanting to fall in love. The handsome, sexy look, and the advanced sexual skills were not necessary. They were add ons for me
The list is becoming quite sexual… but I expressed how I felt shame regarding some stuff, and he then told me that he didn’t care about that with his open mind and told me what he cared about instead; instant relief
Did I say the lovemaking became sweeter and even more sensual? I don’t like to speak in code like this, but I expose myself enough.
During the week prior to 11/11, I was listening to neuroscientists talking about neurons, love, sex, gender, connection, and psychology… all of my favorite things. Well, I started to use that knowledge: I learned that stress is contagious because our hormones leak out of our body, and the alpha male and females are sharing their hormones with the beta males and females. So I flipped out realizing truths about my youth and my “friends” who influenced me in a way I would have never guessed I could have been influenced
Similarly, my beloved recognized that his biggest adulthood problem was coming from toxic feminines who threw him out of alignment in a money chasing way
We realized we are normal listening to neuroscientists. His off the charts sexual desire is healthy, and my not being interested in it is normal, too. I’d be sick if I was as sexual as he is. I learned so much from neuroscientists! Can’t even say everything, nor can I remember everything after the fact.
I should have written things down during the weekend because I obviously forgot most things… but I’ll ask my Scorpio
Truths came out in a loving but straightforward way
We talked and he expressed he knows he’s been talking to me like if I was his man friend (which I’ve told him before but I was ok with because I rather he’s honest) and he has decided to change then neuroscientists helped us understand how to talk to men and how to talk to women.
Scorpio season is actually beautiful and about love and commitment. Not about sex but about lovemaking
Lovestar Temple🔥 🔥 