My family and I have been camping a lot since 2020. In 2020, during the pandemic, when we stopped going out to the public so much we started going into nature a lot more, it was the silver lining. We discovered off-grid camping sites, which I blogged about in my previous post and that became the height of my blogging and spiritual experience. It gave me so much content for this blog, it’s kept it afloat.
For the memorial day holiday weekend, we decided on a lake camping experience. It is my youngest daughters’ birthday this week and she wanted to go so we decided to do it for her. It was amazing, we could hear the waves in our tent, yet nowhere near as spiritual as our off-grid camping adventures. There were too many people and lots of party beasts and the energy became heavy, specially as the families left and we were left with the party crowd. We camped for 2 days.
Still, we loved it and we were safe, except from the Mercury Retrograde… My beloved and I got into the biggest misunderstanding situation (fight) ever, I don’t even know how to get over it yet! We both became so triggered, over different reasons. I am doing a lot of soul searching right now and found another dark energy body inside of my system, a huge cloud that stemmed from influential males in my life’s criticism of me. It feels it initiated from me feeling judged and feeling inadequate as a result, I felt the judgement and made that my own feeling, I then judged myself. This, of course, started in childhood. Yet of course, this is the energy coming from females in my line also, it’s not just me, it’s been there. I’ve inherited a lot of trauma and so have all other females.
I have to talk to my twin again. We talked while feelings were hot, now it’s my time, I’ve to talk about what happened after the fact. It’s amazing how our twins know which traumas we carry inside our bodies and how to trigger and stir those until we’re healed. I believe it’s because they know through the triggers and needed healing, we’ll become the perfect angel they knew us to be in the other side of the veil. Our twin’s heart knows we’re their perfect angel 😇.
But we love each other and all of this is for our learning and ascension. I will not tell you the details because he would not want me to but it was sooo strong. The purge out of my trigger, still pulling trash out if my system! I will be a much lighter person when this is finally over. I’m so grateful 😊❤️😊
Let’s not forget, this eclipse season, communication is a huge theme! This was proven to me at camp again.
Birthday girlThe boy who can’t be contained in a tentView from our tentFunniest camper girlLittle ones stick togetherOur camping setup will be ascending! We sleep 6 in this tentHis oldest sister calls him blueberry eyes
I felt like we were there after leaving!
We will probably camp again this month, we don’t usually plan it ahead of time, we’ll see.
Have you ever slept in the middle of nowhere where other humans can’t be heard, lights are not shining, where the sky is very dark, and the stars so brightly visible? Have you ever gone camping of the grid?
Pooping in a bucket is a challenge (specially for my 4 kids) but, If they can manage (they are constantly leveling up too) so can you.
On mother’s Day, I celebrated by camping with my family at our favorite off-grid spot, lost in the mountains in a secret Arizona location. I forgot to share those pics so here they go.
Off-grid camping means camping somewhere where you’re allowed to park and pitch a tent and where there’s nothing else typically there’s no other campers in the same campground, although you might see some other campers in other campgrounds. Typically there is not one noise, we, city dwellers don’t understand how much noise we are exposed to every single day and night, even while we sleep, until we’re off-grid in the middle of nowhere and all we can hear is nature. Nature sounds are relaxing also.
Off-grid camping means there’s no facilities, no bathrooms, no water, no help, no store, no police, no employees, you have to come prepared with everything you need, you cannot run out of anything. What you don’t bring or you forget you go without. We are safe and protected of course and the only inconvenience we’ve had are so many bugs. And again, we see many others camping this way.
Eve and kids
Lilli camper
Vivi camper
LizzieBarbie camper
Mom and dad pic by LizzieBarbie
Hiking in a dress is a thing
Lilli hiker plays with stick
Baby (toddler) Alex is a super camper and hiker
Vivi hiker makes all her fashion choices
LizzieBarbie wearing Betty Boop, mommy made skirt and mom’s top
Lilli hiker is the funniest girl
Baby wearing is most helpful when you have 4 kids
Tent, sweet tent
Eve Lovestar writes and does spiritual work in the quiet night and early morning
Massive Saguaro could be as old as 100 years
I always wake up before anyone else
This is when I wrote the divine feminine, you look your best to your twin flame blog post.
I just returned from camping on memorial day weekend and have beach camping pictures to show. We camp often and it is a practice that gives me much content for this blog. I get a lot of downloads and do a lot of automatic writing while camping and wanted to show you some behind the scenes inspiration.
Have you talked to your twin yet? Communication is a theme during this eclipse portal and it will last for about 6 months, so start communicating, if not in the physical, talk to their soul or higher self. The universe is conspiring so twin flames might talk and deeply connect right now.
My communication experience on eclipse day
My experience with communication on the full moon eclipse day was extraordinary. I’m not a big talker, I’m a writer, a thinker, and an energy worker. But on this day, I had many unexpected communications with my lover, our families, my children, friends, my toddler spoke, had many downloads…
My children talk a lot to my mom, and their grandparents on dad’s side and have been asking a lot more to talk to them, we don’t call our parents every week and should call them more. On the lunar eclipse day, within 1 hour both their grandpa and my mom video called me by accident, it was a sign of communication with family and loved ones.
Also I’ve been having very profound downloads, when I feel them coming it’s like an opening within my system and then, they settle within me. It’s like an evolution of my thinking, perhaps, also because we’re in Gemini season, my twin and I have our moon in Gemini. I forgot a lot of the downloads, those might not have been for you, but for me. I have been intending on having new thoughts and that’s exactly what’s been going on for the last week.
Post eclipse, twin flame communication evolution and understanding
I wrote the first part of this post on the day of the full moon eclipse, I realized that communication was going to be a theme between twin flame counterparts and I was right! The universe was about to very quickly and effectively show me how true that was!
The day after the eclipse, my twin and I got into an intense fight. He gave me the news in bed while I was sleepy, this triggered such an anger our of me! I exploded, I was screaming, so uncharacteristic! He then mirrored my anger. Everything we had kept pushed inside of us for 14 years that had not come up before, came out. We were pressure cookers and went off. Then we made up, we talked and agreed, it was so beautiful and divine timing. Talk to your twin to avoid this. What you have to talk about will come up, go over sensitive areas kindly as triggers abound right now.
Something twin flames lost a long time ago is returning now
Maybe it’s time for divine Union or maybe it’s time for your Divine Union to level up. This happens within my union where I think I am finally in Union and then I am shown that there’s a whole another level of Union that we can reach. And my union keeps on ascending like this during this incredible astrological transits. Something you lost a long time ago, For us it was about 13 years ago, it’s returning. This probably means that you’ve ascended and now you’re attracting that thing that maybe you were blocked to in the past.
What returned for us was so personal! But something that both of us thought about very recently. And so we engaged in that and it was, wow! amazing! And this brought us closer! And we talked about it, again communication is a theme this eclipse season, twin flame, talk to your twin!
I’ll tell you what came back for us, it was makeup sex! My twin loved it when we first moved in together. This is the time when we started to get to know each other’s shadow and reject each other a little bit, it was rocky times for us, rocky, rocky times. However, it was also our honeymoon period and we could not keep our hands of each other, this is what he said, and of course he is a scorpio.
My twin used to love makeup sex because even though we were not happy with each other during fights, we still could not keep our hands off each other and that’s hot for Scorpio. What happened is I didn’t love it, I said that wrong (he corrected me when I said this yesterday) I loved the sex but I didn’t like the idea of doing it without being happy with him and I thought maybe that was hindering our actually fixing our issues, maybe we were both right, eventually we were both in that mood to where if we fought we were withholding sex from each other, even he would do that, as a Scorpio, not a good thing.
I’m very happy for you receiving from the Universe something you lost before, note that you might have forgotten this thing since it was so long ago. If this resonated, let us know if you can share.
Synchronicities
I was just reminded he’s my #11 and I’m his #11. Seeing 1111? Me too. Here are the angel numbers I’ve been seeing the most this eclipse season.
111: you’re starting fresh, this is a new beginning, a reset.
444: to me, this is my twin flame’s higher self giving me messages, also, receiving a Pleiadian message, our twins and our guides are close by, guiding us! Ask for assistance.
777: angels are all around us, ask for what you need.
888: we live in an abundant universe. Manifest.
999: we’re closing chapters so we can start some new ones.
Sunflower and seed collection: my last Sunflower plant opened. This one is close to our house anddoesn’t get a lot of sun, it’s a smaller plant with smaller flowers but it has many flower buds on it! The top sunflower started opening the day before the eclipse. These sunflowers know when to open! My first one opened during 444 in 2020. My old sunflowers have died and now I’m collecting the seeds for next year’s garden, I should say I’m learning how to collect the right seeds for s very healthy sunflower garden next year.
Moonlight oracle card deck: my twin bought these for me months ago, but since they were shipped from Russia, I received them the day after the lunar eclipse. They’re moon cards and so lovely, I cried when I held them.
Moonlight oracle cards by Tatiana Vedenkina
Butterfly: 🦋 while writing this, I saw the most beautiful butterfly flying on a spot where I have never ever seen one. Butterflies signify change, and metamorphosis.
How are you feeling this season?
Many blessings for your journey, and please keep twin flame Union and Ascension in your meditations this season.
I finished this the day after the eclipse, and I felt it was insightful! I needed the reminder to ask my guides for help. I know this buy I forget. And was intrigued with saying goodbye to the lower guides and calling in some higher guides. Welcome.
The full moon eclipse came full of creativity for creatives like me. What about you?
Poetry written on full moon day, May 26th 2021
“Your Magnetism” TF poem by Eve Lovestar
Quotes written on full moon day
Intuition quote by Eve Lovestar
On the day of the eclipse, I wanted to dress cute, so I wore a new white blouse and a big bow on my head using my mermaid band. I listened to reiki Rachael multiple times during the day, she did an incredible full moon eclipse activation and meditation and it was so great when I did it right after I saw the full moon eclipse that I did it all day afterwards, I did it as a guided walking meditation and also I played it very low all day so that my subconscious could get plenty of activation.
Eve Lovestar, before meditating under a tree
The energy of the eclipse became available before today and will stay for about six months, according to astrology. I felt the creative light this past week and started a painting of a sun. This painting was inspired by a vision I had in 2020, almost a year ago. The vision was a beautiful sun and I decided to paint it but didn’t during almost an entire year. Well, this week out of the blue, I decided to paint! I’m not an experienced painter as I am illustrating with other materials and this is probably I didn’t take action on this creative prompt until the energy said, it’s divine timing, what are you waiting for? Paint! I had remembered all along to paint it but action came this week only. My daughters painted with me also, and they finished a lovely painting.
Sun painting work in progress, during eclipse portal.
I saw the full moon eclipse this morning. I woke up at 4, earlier than ever, if I would have woken up at my regular time, I would have missed it. The moon was setting behind a house and I could see it from a corner of my yard. After it set, I went for a little walk but I could not see it anymore so I’m so grateful for this experience!
Once the sighting was over, I did this Reiki Rachael full moon activation, setting intentions for the next 6 months. I felt lots of energy in my chest when she talked about unconditionally loving ourselves. And I worked on integrating that shadow, I saw the shadow as a dark, dying entity lifted from me, an energy that had infected my system and I shone a light on it from my heart. When I asked the shadow what it wanted to tell me, it said my twin too, so I called his higher self to help integrate the full moon energy into him and upgrade him too, it might have been a separation shadow. I continue to do the meditation and activation throughout the day, listening to it over and over again even when I couldn’t hear it.
The only regret is I didn’t wake my twin up, I didn’t know what time he fell asleep when I got up, I went outside and noting that the moon was setting decided not to wake him and my kids up, it lasted about 10 minutes, so I’m glad I watched it but I didn’t know he wanted to watch it too. I guess I need to talk to him of my magic practices too! We’re talking so much more but clearly there’s more we need to talk about and we need to talk energy much more.
Full moon eclipse, May 26th, @ 4.20 AM
I took this dark video and a grainy picture on my phone of the moon which looks like a little light in the sky.
May you be blessed today.
Meditate and contemplate today and set intentions for the next 6 months,
The single best Pisces traits video I’ve ever watched by Roshan Sylvia.
If you’re a Pisces or if you are connected with a Pisces, you might want to watch this video. She talks about Pisces women embodying every other sign in the zodiac because of being the last sign, and how we can really change from the traits of one sign to the traits of another sign.
I’ve been studying astrology, mainly my signs, my twins signs, and starting to get into our childrens’ signs, since astrology is complex and everybody has several signs it is a lot but I’ve learned so much about myself, my lover, our connection, our children’s reactions, etc. Learning is beautiful.
Feeling like the Full moon energy has hit me today. It’s good though. Just don’t want to talk (small talk excessively) let’s stay high vibing!
Use the following as a journaling prompt. Imagine that you and your flame switched bodies, what would you feel in there? How could things be different? See how you’re the same…
Would you treat them differently?
Would you be happy with the way you treated them?
Would you feel loved?
Would you feel your love has been unconditional?
What kind of work would you decide to do on your relationship?
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