Listen to my new twin flame Lovestars podcast through the link below 👇. This is episode 1, an intro to the podcast and my twin flame story in about 10 minutes.
On the next 2 episodes, I narrate the beginning of my personal story at length and without holding details. On episode 2, I talk about my childhood years and childhood trauma, this part of my story will be relevant when I talk about the dark night of the soul that my twin flame would trigger in me which lasted 10 years and ended in our beautiful current union.
On episode 3, I continue talking about childhood trauma (trigger alert, I talk about rape and the sexual of children in Cuba) and I start talking about my teenage years, the culmination of this chapter of my life was me and my twin meeting and divine timing working perfectly for us to meet. The universe set us up certainly, we always felt this, even before we thought of each other as our twin flame. 🔥🔥
On my next episode, 4, I’ll talk about the best part so far: meeting my twin in the physical, recognition, divine timing, love at first sight, dating, twin flame sex, and end this episode with moving in together. So if this interests you, don’t forget to check back in.
On episode 5, the story will turn dark-ish with my dark night of the soul but twill have a happy ending being a spiritual awakening and the realization that this man, my partner of 10 years and father of my children was my twin flame 🔥💗🔥 and healing will happen.
On the episodes next to this I’ll talk about the twin flame magic ✨✨✨ and I can’t wait! So far I’m loving my podcast so listen if my story interests you and I’ll let you know as soon as the podcasts get magical.
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I started the podcast telling my story with my twin flame. On this episode I talked about my teenage years in Cuba and the heavy energies that I was swimming in. On my previous episode, I talked about childhood trauma.
Welcome to the Lovestars podcast. For as white I’ve been intending in podcasting again and I’m loving it.
On the next episode, I talked about meeting my twin,on the next dark night of the soul, and next my spiritual awakening and union. I am today going to publish my first poetry collection, the Love poems, all dedicated to my twin flame.
I hope you will listen and enjoy my podcast, for questions or suggestions, please comment.
I made this video to introduce my new podcast, Twin Flame Lovestars. I decided to start the podcast by narrating my twin flame story. I started my story at the beginning, with my childhood experiences in my home country, communist socialist Cuba. Trigger alert, this part of my story is dark. I felt it was important to start with the background info of my childhood trauma, at least what I’m aware of. I have forgotten a lot about my childhood by the way. There’s lots to say, the podcast is almost 1 hour long and I didn’t hold any details back, so if this part of my story interests you, head over to my new podcast through the link below 👇. I will be sharing future episode links on this blog of course, so if you love podcasts as I do, don’t miss any episodes by following me here or search podcast on this blog.
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I used my Moonology Oracle Cards to find the significance of the New Moon in Scorpio and I loved it. You know I love Scorpio and Scorpio season if you have read this blog before and I’m super excited about this New Moon!
You might have already watched Pam Gregory’s genius video on the Scorpio New Moon this November 4th (today), which I linked below. She’s my favorite astrologer.
New Moon in Scorpio. Moonology Oracle Cards. New Moon in Scorpio. Moonology Oracle Cards: Work through your fears.
Work through your fears! Isn’t this a timely message! I resonated because, as I have mentioned on the blog. I’ve actually been feeling so much fear lately. It has actually been horrible, I was unable to blog, something rewarding I love to do! Well, it’s time to work through my fears and I’m on it! Being fearless is hot and so Scorpio 🦂.
Be Reborn. Reinvent a Part of You.
A Scorpio new moon signifies rebirth. It’s a great time to meditate and feel as the Phoenix which dies and is reborn every time. Surely some aspect of your life (my life too) needs a rebirth, which to me is not something scary but to be reborn, we must leave behind some old aspect of us which is holding us back. This can be seen as a shadow aspect of us, which Scorpio tunes into. If you are not sure of which aspect needs to die, journal! Prior to writing on your journal set a powerful intention to figure out which aspect of you needs to be reborn. If death and rebirth are strong words for you, think of it as a massive upgrade when you don’t align with an aspect of you which held you back in the past. Another powerful journaling experience is to command your subconscious to write down the aspects of you that have held you back. This is definitely powerful. If you feel called to, call your angels, guides, or twin soul.
Time for Magic
Scorpio doesn’t play around. It understands the subconscious and thought this might be scary as heck, specially if you don’t usually swim that deep, it’s necessary. Most of us don’t even know what our subconscious houses but we all experience it in one way or another so it’s best to not fear it and decide to work through any fears or traumas held in the subconscious, we will be reborn when we do, like the phoenix.
Sexy Time
This part I was revitalized by! Yes, I had been going through a drought in sexy terms. This unlike me and it’s definitely due to my pregnancy which could throw me on either side of the sexy scale. (It’s another girl). Scorpio is the sign of the body, rules the privates apparently (I learned this on YouTube university) and is known as one of the or the sexiest sign when it comes to sex. However, Scorpio doesn’t want to have sex with anyone, as such a deep, transformative sign, it wants to find true love to forever after make sweet love with. Scorpio is just dreamy (my beloved twin flame is a Scorpio sun and rising, please accept/ discard my bias). However biased I am in my Scorpio Love, I have experienced first hand the life changing, healing, and energizing Scorpio lovemaking. To know more about my thoughts regarding Scorpio and sex, see my previous post.
A New You
Don’t be surprised if you come across secrets, specially dark, hidden secrets, even the kind that is so scary we wish we never knew. Scorpio loves to research and know the truth, no matter how heavy or dark. Don’t be surprised if you find out you have been lied to. Don’t let this darkness coming from the subconscious bring your spirits down. You might experience a dark night of the soul and please don’t fear it, use it for your growth and rebirth. Life will be better once you’re on the other side of your deeply held subconscious shadow. Don’t let fear rule you. Feel powerful and unstoppable to make this your best Scorpio new moon ever.
New Moon Rituals
I want to start a New Moon Ritual that really sticks (so Scorpio). In the past I’ve tried too many things. I set too many intentions. I tried too hard! And of course, come the next new moon I don’t keep it up. This month I want to make it simple. I will set one intention which I will write down and bury in my yard under the new moon with my dear daughters. I will get our tarot and oracle cards out and our crystals and play with the girls. They really enjoy it.
I will make it magical this time, entertaining and interesting to get kids attention. I have been collecting some natural materials and intend to make some simple wands. I also have started using my crystal wand and I want to make this a natural part of my life. There are many things I’ve started recently such as sewing and making actual clothes that are lovely and we get to wear, I intend to not stop as I have in the past.
Pleiades in Sight
For starseeds and cosmic magicians, November is the Pleiades month! Which is so exciting for me as I don’t see the Pleiades until the early morning hours when I am typically asleep. I already saw the beautiful constellation on Halloween. I live in Arizona and I believe it’s visible on the Northern hemisphere, so get out there and connect to the Pleiades.
New Moon Tools
I do intend to share new and full moon posts with you and I’ll prioritize them for sure. I hope you enjoyed this post and if you want more content from me, join me on Telegram.
I had an amazing dream! For the first time ever, I was able to go back into a dream to complete it or fix what was going on. I was lucid too even though I didn’t completely manipulate the dream although I sort of did. First of all, I’m pregnant and in my experience (5th baby) the best dreams come about during pregnancy. I also do a lucid dream self hypnosis most nights, it’s the one I engage in the most, see link below. I usually don’t have the desired effect or don’t remember my dreams although I’ve had some really amazing dreams after listening. I know when you keep at something truly believing in it, you succeed! I had listened to this tape when I had this amazing set of two dreams. I’ll explain the actually quite weird dreams below.
The background of my unconscious fear
My best lucid dreams have included my beloved twin flame 🔥🔥 and as I became lucid, I really got romantic in those dreams. They were the best ever! But I also deal with the unconscious darkness of my traumatic past, obviously. And for me, this unconsciousness deals with jealousy which is totally unfounded in my union because I was blessed with Scorpio who is much more committed than I am to a forever relationship, I Pisces. Even before our Union flourished, he never ever gave me the slightest reason to be jealous so this is not about him, it’s totally about me. So what’s going on? Simple my dad’s a cheater and he had many affairs, as a kid the biggest experience I remember from my parents’ marriage was my mom crying or looking through my dad’s pockets, my dad lying, and this was very traumatizing for me as a young sensitive Pisces child. This is why as a kid I made the decision to never fall in love and to never marry, because I saw marriage as a way for women to suffer. Then I grew up and met Scorpio, in an entirely new country. Scorpio taught me how to love, how to feel, how to be romantic, how to get in touch with my own emotions, and provoked a big dark night of the soul for me when he let me know the world was not the way that I thought. In other words Scorpio’s touch healed me. But of course the ancestral trauma is there behind my new found Love, there to be transmuted not to punish me. It comes through in dreams most often, because I have nothing to be jealous about. So especially in the past I often dreamed that Scorpio is with another woman or that he’s cheating on me then I feel sad when I wake up but it’s just a dream stemming from the unconscious fear and ancestral energies. Ancestral not just because of my parents, my grandmother was abandoned by her husband with three young children, maybe toddlers, he left her and then married another woman, my grandfather had already abandoned his first wife with two children. On top of that in my homeland Cuba, men are pigs, there’s no other way to put it for me. I grew up thinking men always have a side woman and one at home. I was totally confused and messed up!
As I said, this unconsciousness manifested through dreams. Well, it happened last weekend. As another piece of background info, during this pregnancy, I’ve not been feeling sexy at all, which is so unlike me and Scorpio has been left a bit cold. Well last week in my weird dream, Scorpio was with another woman. I was there oddly enough with my four children. But the weird part is he didn’t know these were his children. It’s like he had forgotten me! I woke up, felt him on our bed and phew 😅 it was just a dream! I cuddled right next to him and watched him with puppy eyes! 💕
I went back into the dream and fixed it
After realizing it was a dream, I went back to sleep and then the magic happened. I went back into the dream! How many times do we have a great dream and upon waking wish we could go back to it? Well even without intending to, I went back into the dream and suddenly I was in his house (which was actually a mansion) and this other woman wasn’t there. I then talked to him, let him know my children were his children and I asked him if he didn’t remember (you absolutely need to know this) giving me up to 5 orgasms on my bed (during one lovemaking session, I’m this blessed). He was surprised. At some point I told myself in the dream, well this is a dream (lucid) and went about to show him things that might remind him of me. Then things got very weird when the mystery woman showed up and he attempted to get rid of her and she didn’t want to leave. Again it was a set of two weird dreams but I was so amazed once I woke up the second time for this had never happened to me! And the end result was lovely.
My best previous lucid dreams were also during previous pregnancies. It’s one of the best parts of being pregnant. Scorpio’s fears also come through during his dreams. I’ve had other fears come through in dreams but the fear of being cheated on is the biggest I hold I guess. Wow it’s possible it’s worse than my fear or tyranny or communism because I never really dream about those!
Do you have any tips for lucid dreaming and would you share your experiences?
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I’m seeing 444 today. This is my favorite angel number, could it be for the awesome witchy time coming during Halloween or Samhain, the old tradition still celebrated by some spiritual people? Could it be to prepare for 111 (Nov 1st) when the veil is so thin you could make contact! See details about Samhain below.
And of course, as The Pleiades comes out at night for us in the Northern hemisphere through Nov, the Pleiades month… Do you know how far away the Pleiades is from Earth? I love this distance, The Pleiades is approximately 444.2 light-years away from us! Some websites have differing distances and some offer a range.
I’m also getting ready to celebrate by twin flame’s birthday in November and yes November is associate with The Pleiades all the way! Obviously I believe 444 to be closely related to the Pleiades and plan to celebrate it’s month big this year! I’m excited.
Below I share a video I made about my special meaning for the number 444. You might or might not resonate, this meaning was very personal but just in case, I’m sure there’s another soul who’s seeing 444 who is getting a Pleiadian download. I foresee poetry month coming! Happy Scorpio season.
Because casting a love spell on someone else feels unethical, unloving, and bound to backfire, let’s cast a spell on ourselves, with our own divine permission.
What do I mean?
Just like everything else, by clumsily following the signs of the universe with a very open mind, I became intrigued by the idea of Love spells! The first time I looked into it, I giggled about it so much. Then I saw I could mix a Love potion oil and I already mix oils and have great ingredients, I was interested! I realized I have been casting Love spells intuitively for years and today I get to savor my exquisite manifestations. I understand that the world lacks Love and passion and I can understand someone, who brokenhearted, might want to cast a love spell on someone but, for the most part, you would not want the kind of love spell I describe below casted on you, what if someone you’re not supposed to love puts a spell on yo?
Casting a spell, I feel is using magic to force someone to fall in Love with you. Now, we, twin flames, soulmates, starseeds, lightworkers, and spiritual people of all kinds know that we can’t violate someone’s free will and there could devastating consequences, karma for messing around. It’s not worth it! During my research, I found provocative, intriguing, and quite sexy Etsy Love spell listings with hundreds of 5 star reviews, although many customers state they are still waiting for results. It sounded fun and interesting but I noted some red flags such as a sex spell for threesomes? I knew there was something other than light there and I found the seller to say they are a mistress of white and black magic. NO, THANKS!
Luckily for me, I don’t need to cast a love spell, I already have Love. But I already get involved in a lot of manifestation work, you might say, with my TF. I have explained this to my beloved and he has granted me permission to manifest his pure Love, so I’m free to cast my White magic 🤍
Midnight Bath. The Love Spell Bath.
When the clock strikes midnight, In my secret Love bath, I am casting Love spells, Manifesting the Love of my life. In the quietest night, I talk to my heart And I make it attract Unconditional Love to my life.
Love Bath ingredients
Warm water
Soap
Epsom salts
Essential oils: Rose, Lavender
Relaxing music
Love crystals: pink quartz, pink crystals, any special crystal gifted to you by your beloved.
Pink Himalayan salt
Rose petals
Mix ingredients into bath. Use caution with your crystals and understand each one’s unique needs, some can’t get wet.
When mixing ingredients, set a powerful intention to attract Love to your life. Don’t put a name or face to this if possible, intend on becoming more loving yourself which should attract the perfect lover to you if that is in your cards. Make it sexy, playful and have fun. Choose a Love mantra, it can be something simple like I am loved. Or I am Love. Invite Love into your life. Open your heart by visualizing a rainbow coming from your heart to the heart of your true Love. Go with your instinct, you might pray, meditate, or visualize. Reminder that the magic spell is in the intention, set a powerful one.
If you are a twin flame, you might take a bath with your twin’s soul intending to infuse more Love into your union without expecting your physical twin to show up to your door with flowers. Simply invite your twin’s soul in, they’re always with you and will love to connect. Talking to their higher self or soul is not violating their physical free will and they are always available for you.
If you are in a current union this will be fun because you should already have permission to fantasize with them and invite them into your dream. Imagine that you welcome them into the bath and you just hold each other while you send them unconditional Love.
This would be a powerful practice for the coming eclipse!
Please let me know how this goes for you, and let me know if you enjoyed this type of post.
I have been visualizing how my twin with his energy woke up my heart from a deep sleep 😴 or a coma.
My heart was unable to feel. So was my skin. Also my emotions were shut. I was a cold, cold girl and young woman. I assume this started as some sort of protection mechanism and honestly, it saved me from marrying the wrong guy or something like that. No, I never wanted to nor did I believe in marriage. However, my hormones did wake up in time. And guys, there were plenty. I lived in communist Cuba, in darkness.
Then, at the perfect time in my life, I moved to the US with my family. After almost 2 years of getting used to my new life, learning English, getting my first jobs… And at the perfect time in my life, out of nowhere and totally by chance (or fate) my beloved and I met. It was the perfect time for both and a recognition would have been impossible previous to this. He was older than I and he was looking for Love and family, he was looking for me and I was looking for nothing, so I did not have any love blocks at that moment.
We never left each other’s side and have healed side by side. Reaching an undeniable union and growing our family. In this stage, it’s easy to see the illusions of the past. It’s easy to understand and it’s easy to forgive. In union you realize all that has happened, has gotten you to this perfect union. All the drama and issues were to trigger healing to wounds so deep, that you had no idea you had to heal because they’re not even our own wounds. Wounds that unhealed, would promote separation instead of union.
Union is filled with knowings, signs, synchronicities, putting 2 and 2 together, a greater understanding of everything. Union exposes the mysterious side of a spiritual Love connection.
My heart was cold, broken, and unable to Love but when I was placed in front of my twin my skin awakened. When he kissed me, his kiss was the sweetest honey and with every touch, he would shock my skin with his energy, which felt magnificent at the time was healing me too. Like a mini lightning ⚡ his touch woke my every cell up to Love. My heart needed lots of power to become vibrant once more. But his touch was loving and patient. With every touch, his energy traveled through me and all the way to my heart. I see this as a doctor trying to resucitate a dying heart, with electricity, and being successful. And this is the story of how my heart was revived through the sweet continued touch of my beloved. He wasn’t consciously doing this with the purpose of saving my life but this is what what happening.
Today, when I write these utterly romantic but also, in case you have not seen them, these very sensual poems for my beloved and people as ask if I really feel like this, non twin flames, we could say. But how else could I talk about Love. If I write Love with a capital L is not by mistake. Love, for me is the closest I feel to God and so far, the most healing I’ve experienced on Earth.
Blessed be Love and blessed all lovers. 💗 I know your heart still hurts but it hurts over the past or what it hurts over, soon will come to pass. Open your heart to Love. Let Love revitalize and totally renew your heart and become a new you from the inside out.
I took this quiz a second time, months to a year after the first time and was so excited that my relationship karma seems to have lowered
The quiz is by Cassady Cause and I have very much come to trust her insights. She shared her twin flame union story and her twin is in spirit, he’s not in the physical so I thought that was so interesting. It taught me that twin flame unions come in all shapes and forms.
Lovestar Temple🔥 🔥 