Dear Lovestar,
It might be too late for a personalized poem from me but if you’re interested in writing your own poem, would you let me know, I’d love to help you write your own masterpiece one day! Maybe we will do this before next Valentine’s?
Dear Lovestar,
My lover, Scorpio, doesn’t like to celebrate holidays or birthdays. Actually, I lied, he celebrates 🍾 everything on the bed… because priorities. I’m okay with it, of course. But I love Love and Valentine’s, which is why I celebrate with you. I celebrate this man most days (I will not lie. Sometimes I don’t, but I’m working on it). But this year, I have decided to do something new! I just made the flash decision of celebrating Valentine’s this year, and I’ll be giving him a proper Valentine’s card.
I’m not going to lie to you. I am an artist first and foremost, and I intend to make my arts my career. That’s why I dedicate so much time to sharing, and something I would love to create to sell would be Valentine’s cards! I don’t know that it would be a prosperous business, 😆 🤣 😂 but it’s something I would love to do. No! I’m not trying to sell you anything. This paragraph is to preface what I’m about to say:
I’m designing the perfect card for my beloved. It has to be handmade, artistic, romantic, sexy, personalized, and inspirational. I’m going to share my designs with you. OMG 😲 of course I should do this and create a gallery on my poetry collection 😍. I’ll make them downloadable! OMG, that is such a great idea.
Download this card not signed with my pen name on my poetry collection. I have just created a new gallery to share this card and my future ones, too. I signed this one to protect my content a bit. I will be creating Valentine’s cards until Feb 14th. I wonder if I’ll have time to create 14 of them… download this and future cards by joining me at my secret hideout, my poetry collection app:
Dear Lovestar,
Like I said, I am done blogging about making love on this blog (and I’ll be blogging about love, connection, and union here). For my very exclusive content about making love with my beloved Scorpio flame, follow through this link.
Find my blog posts right on the home page.
I have been transferring my sexy content over to my secret spot and deleting such content from this blog. Read the blog posts through the links below:
Lingerie is for everyone, including women who don’t feel sexy. Read this topic through the link below:
https://wix.to/K3F8SMA?ref=2_cl
Chokers, the necklaces for sex and how to style lingerie. Read the topic through the link below:
https://wix.to/kk1ctZK?ref=2_cl
Dress for success = Wear lingerie (with images). Read this topic through the link below:
https://wix.to/WdxkZZx?ref=2_cl
There are several new images on my collection, including a new Scorpio love art meme, new lingerie pictures, and a new gallery for romantic texts to send to one’s beloved, starting with this sunny image. Coming next: I’ll reveal my Scorpio lover’s manifestation of love, I guess. He manifested me, and I knew it, but this weekend, he told me his exact manifestation, and it shocked me… this is my safe space, so I’ll tell you in my growth space, my Sex with Scorpio blog.
This is a new gallery I’ll be adding pictures to. These images are downloadable, of course, for free, and I didn’t sign them, so you can download these and future images and share them with the one who holds your heart. Please let me know if you do. It’d make my day! Many of my poems are also downloadable on that site.
I have some old blog posts of cute texts to send one’s love. I share only ones I’ve shared with my partner. I have been thinking this though for a while because my lover, he is Scorpio, and he is much too aware of the evils in this world. So I looked in his eyes today, and I said:
The world can't be
such a bad place
Because you're in it.
Of course, he smiled, and I earned a hug. But I didn’t say that to get anything in return, and I believe this is essential when saying something sweet to someone or giving a compliment. It must be heartfelt. It must be genuine. You must expect nothing in return. I did it to let him know that not everything in this world is messed up. He’s in this world. I’m in this world. You, the reader, are on this world, and thus, the world can’t be too dark because we would not be a match for being here then. This knowledge is power, I intend to use this power to manifest a better world, my world.
With much love and light,
Eve, let’s talk again soon ❤️ 🌟
Dear Lovestar,
First of all, a new inspirational poem for the new year resolutions and goals I have.
Nothing can slow me down.
I'm gaining momentum.
Nothing can stop me now.
This is fundamental.
I inhabit in my dreams
With my twinkle and my gleam.
It's my favorite place to be
Of all the places I've been.
I left every fear behind me.
Now I finally feel free.
I am who I want to be.
My seed grew into a tree.
Fear put me in a box
Where I couldn't even breathe.
Until I finally said, stop!
Fearlessness grew as my skill.
I left very long ago
My comfort zone in that box.
I live in my zone of growth
A place where my dreams are home.
This blog is for love, connection, and union. Of course, the poetry will reflect those topics. I will share links to my other relevant creative endeavors. Thank you for your continued support on this love project.
I will be changing the format of my posts, and instead of posting giant posts that take me several days to write, I will be sharing shorter posts much more frequently.
Thank you very much for your support,
Eve
Dear diary,
This post is to continue the sex secrets I started on the last post. No shame sex tips at the end. Let me know what you think
Dear diary,
Note: I write about evolved Scorpios, and if I ever write about a dark Scorpio (I know one of these, he’s my uncle), it’ll be obvious.
I am so grateful to have a Scorpio as my beloved because he tells me the truth and nothing but the truth! I love the truth so much! In the presence of the truth, I smile (as long as it’s not a sad truth, I’m very comfortable crying in that case) but I have learned to not get angry at truths that sting.
(more…)
Dear Lovestar,
I have a new place where I’m collecting my poetry and I invite everyone who loves my poetry to join.
I’m sharing today brand new pieces from my collection.
I’m not sharing the secret naughty stuff I teased about on here. Nope, however, I do have a secret topic, and some of these pieces will be shared under this new topic. I’m a bit shy to expose this topic here, so I only want to share with my true supporters: true supporters, join through this link. It’s a totally free app.
For these poems and more secret, sensitive, and even naughty ones, click through this link and read them on my love art collection.
My poetry will be shared here first and will always be accessible here. In a few years, I intend to have thousands of free downloadable poetry here.
I’m collecting my best pieces of love and connection advice. The juiciest bits of this blog into bite-size actionable tips into a gallery. I will be using this collection.
I will also add videos once I’m done uploading all my poems.
Dear Lovestar,
I loved my last post, “The formula for deep connection,” and I was so grateful to provide substance to you, the reader. I would love to become a match for such inspiration again. Don’t worry, I’ll still write about the twin flame journey and union, which is my experience, and I’m not about to stop writing poems. However, we all need basic love and relationship advice here and there. This time, I’ll offer even more basic advice.
Speaking of love… Before we can manifest total Union, we have to be in union, but before that, we must have a deep connection. Prior to a deep connection, we need to have a connection to deepen, but before that, we have to have a relationship.
As I have said before, there are levels to union, there are levels to connections, and there are levels to relationships. Would you like to level up your love life? I have a simple tip that is sure to work with anyone who is not a narcissist or a psychopath.
I chose to look at life like a video game. That seems quite detached. Yes, it is. It works for me. It helps me not feel the pain, and I can feel lots of pain (not physical). Better is always the goal. I would not tell you to do the same, and I do need some therapy. For now, writing and journaling are my therapy. FYI, I don’t play nor like video games.
I decided to look at love like a video game, too. In a video game, you are kind of detached because you’re not afraid of the outcome. It’s, after all, a game. In love, it’s not helpful to get too attached to the outcome, especially for women, because we’re very curious about our partner, we think too much, and we can become so obsessed we can drive ourselves crazy.
The outcome of a relationship is affected negatively by jealousy. The outcome of a relationship is affected positively by trust, love, kindness, etc. So I realized that being in my head about my new relationship when I was messed up (deep traumas surrounding men and relationships) was hurting my relationship. It wasn’t until I became detached from the outcome of my relationship that it became an union.
This is not advice for you. It was a defense mechanism in me for my survival. But it was helpful for me since I had a jealous thing going on to learn some detachment in my relationship after the worst of my dark night of the soul was over. I feared that my partner would leave me. After I drove myself crazy with my insecurities, I decided I would be OK either way, no matter what happened, just like in a video game. I literally convinced myself that I would be just as good if he left me heartbroken. Then, I became a match for union. It was a very interesting thing.
Note: My partner (who I now call my beloved and my twin flame) loves me, and he has a secure attachment style. He was healthy and safe. He was always trying to make it work with me even when I was giving him a taste of my crazy. It’s very safe to experiment with him. It’s not safe to experiment with any man. (Read my previous post, the formula for deep connection, and learn that a deep connection is only achieved with the right man).
Before I started my spiritual journey and started calling my lover twin flame, I had a sudden realization (I’ve been like this my entire life). I realized that in love, like a game, there is a point system. We gain points when we pour into our partner’s love cup, and we lose love points by breaking a boundary, being disrespectful, etc.
My realization was that the gaining vs. losing of love points makes the relationship positive or toxic. I realized this early in our relationship while we were both losing points and inevitably feeling less love for each other. I’ll tell you a secret: there was a time when we barely had any sex compared to our honeymoon stage or today. We were losing each other, and I firmly believe it was my personal healing that brought us back online and stronger than ever!
Back then, I thought that if I could tally all my love points, I could predict if the relationship would be a success or if we were going to break up. I didn’t keep a tally. That would be ridiculous and petty. But the tally is kept energetically! We feel love when our cup is full, and we feel depleted when our cup is getting empty. Similarly, one person alone filling the other’s cup is draining. One person filling their cup with their partner’s cup is abuse, and not pouring into your partner’s cup is neglect.
I’m guessing all games have levels, and guess what else has levels? Love is a level based game. I am not disrespecting love by saying it’s a game. It’s just the way I started seeing love in a better way. Before this, I thought love was a big fat lie! I figured I could level up my love life just like I could level up in a game. I didn’t know how to do it. That was maybe my union spirit guide. I would like to call him my friend, but he said we’re not friends, he is a guide, I am his student… Back to my point, I’m sure my spirit guide dropped that awareness in my head while I was still very dense. This has happened over and over again.
I have talked about some love levels, and I can feel a new topic being born. Most of us meet a total stranger and start from that level, moving up through perhaps friendship, courting, dating, entering a relationship, falling in love, creating a connection, deepening the connection, being in union and then deepening the union until total Union is reached.
We can discuss these levels, but a lot of effort and time are required to manifest the union stage, and most relationships will never reach this stage. I will take a screenshot of these stages to see what I can figure out about how to level up. 😅
I have realized that love is a game that will not be mastered in this lifetime. And I choose to be okay with that statement. It is a choice that is empowering to me. This might sound cheesy, but in the love game, it is the everyday work and not the destination that counts.
Love is not of this world, I feel. As Lovestars, stars for love, we’re downloading a new template of love and replacing the old broken ways of loving on Earth. It is honorable work, and it feels so good. We are upgrading and ascending love on Earth. We are way shoers in the love arena. We are the good love example we didn’t have. We are good for the planet. Let’s love with light.
The mastery then should be mastering the art of downloading new ways to love and connect from the spiritual realms where love comes from. This is, in my view, the art of upgrading love on the planet.
We need to upgrade love on the planet because the love patterns we’re learning and many of the love patterns we inherited are essentially toxic. Love here is broken. I don’t see love as an old-fashioned thing because I believe there has never been true love except love is in the pregnancy stage waiting to be born (we are manifesting it).
I see love as a deep desire to feel the way we felt on the other side of life, the spiritual realms. True Love is then something new we’re manifesting into existence. This is what I advocate for. A new world in and of love. There would be no wars, suffering, abuse, etc, if we could all love, but any shift towards a more loving world will make the world a better place. I’ll start today. Will you join me?
For the best, most healing connection, both partners should pour into each other’s cups. However, it would be so weird to request that love be poured into one’s cup. My advice is as much as possible, pour love into your partner’s cup. Don’t expect them to pour back in the same way or at the same time.
Communicate your needs. For example, I have finally taught my partner how to speak to me in a way that makes me want to connect deeply. It wasn’t easy because I didn’t want to speak and he can only read my mind when I’m thinking about sex… I already taught him how to kiss me 😆 🤣 😂 and it’s great because he would not have known what I wanted and he taught me plenty of tricks for how to touch him actually, so he has no idea that he’s “in trouble” because now I’ll ask how he wants to be treated and talked to.
How do I pour love into my man’s cup? I’ll name a few things I do currently:
And more. These are things I just thought of. It’s important to note that I’ve not always been this way, but as I healed, became spiritual, connected with God and my femininity, and shed my feminism, doing these things became natural. I didn’t cook for him when I was a feminist. Note that there are still traces of my feminism hurting me. For example, I hate to clean because it’s the old wife way to be while the old husband is out cheating… I have more work to do on myself, but I’ll do it in the safety of my beloved’s arms.
Thank you very much for reading, I appreciate you.
Books can be written on this topic, and there’s too much to say. I would love if someone asked questions in the comments that would prompt more helpful and action oriented posts.
With love and light,
Eve, writing too many posts at once and more good ones are coming
Dear Lovestar,
I am doing something new (I am constantly looking for new thoughts or new things to do by the way). I am writing a Spanish post where I am sharing my Spanish poetry. Now I will share the things I discovered about the compartmentalization of my Spanish – English conversation of Love.
Background information: I am Cuban and lived there for the first 18 years of my life (Funny that this year marks my 18 years in USA, and I should probably write about it before my 19 years). When I moved to the USA as an 18-year-old, I immediately started learning English (it was my beloved, an American man who would finish “teach me” English). As I started speaking in English and especially when I moved in with the hot American and my conversations with him were always in English, I also started thinking in English. I never expected that to happen, and I would like to know what other bilingual people think about this.
The reason I started thinking in English was because when I was first learning English, I would think in Spanish, then had to translate that thought to English, also in my head, and there would be a delay in any conversation for me to figure out the next thing to say. Eventually, I started thinking in English and it saved me time to not have to translate in my head and also, I had adapted to the American way of speaking, translating doesn’t feel original. Now the opposite happens when I speak Spanish, I am thinking in English, and I have to translate, and this is difficult because there are words and idioms that have no translation.
Something new happened when I was flying to my mom’s house for the Thanksgiving holiday, I started thinking in Spanish. I notice and celebrate a new thought or a new discovery of myself, I cherished the moment, and I started writing poems in Spanish. After having several Spanish poems, I decided I would share them here and maybe find bilingual readers who are lovers like myself.
Before I started blogging here, I used to try to translate my English poetry to Spanish. I learned that translated poetry is not the same, and translating poetry is very hard. I might be wrong, and I only speak two languages, but I believe there is a bigger interest in poetry and especially romantic poetry within Spanish communities and, I mean no offense but the best poetry I know have been written in Spanish. We have excellent poets like Neruda, Benedetti, and Jose Marti who have influenced me big time. I have been into poetry since childhood, then as a fan of those great, typically male poets. I recited a Jose Marti poem (“La bailarina Espanola”: The Spanish dancer) for years. I was the romanticized experience of watching the Spanish dancer dance the fabulous Flamenco with an anti-Spain sentiment because it was a time of Spanish invasion in Cuba (FYI my first big idea of a job was a Flamenco dancer and Jose Marti was born in Cuba and was the son of a Spanish couple, he would die in battle against Spain).
With such a rich poetry background and such a romantic bleeding heart, it’s no wonder I turned out how I did, also because a divine lover was fated. When I started writing poetry, I aspired to become the female Neruda of the present writing in English as his poetry feeds the soul and I should write about the poetry that influenced me, Shouldn’t I? I channel those great poets, but my art comes out from the feminine which has been sleeping for a while, but we are waking her up. She is coming up strong after her beauty sleep. I know there have been female poets, simply far less and I am here to represent.
What I learned analyzing my recent Spanish poetry was that they have a different flavor than my current English poetry and this long post is me trying to explain why. I have been thinking in English for the last 16 years and during those years there have been a lot of changes in my life and within me: falling deeply in love, having 5 children, several dark nights of the soul, self-discovery, the awakening of my divine feminine, the birth of my authenticity, self-growth, writing success (I said so), the birth of my spirituality, finding union, having certain mysterious conversations with unseen beings…
In short, the last 18 years have been of enriching my life, learning about myself, and learning to deeply connect. The previous 18 years were important too and were rich in their own way. The first 18 years of my life, in Cuba, I now see as the unconscious/ subconscious parts of me. Not at all do I look down on my experiences in Cuba thought it rained inside my house, lived in the control of communism, and I didn’t learn love.
As I said, my poetry is my poetic influence from childhood mixed with my own feelings. n top of my poetry, my arts and crafts are also influences from my childhood, so is my writing, my faith, my love for God, my faith, and much more. A big part of me, my inability to accept poor leadership which manifests as a rebelliousness is Cuban (from my family being persecuted by the demonic communists and me getting it big time in the communist schools too). The basics of me is my Cuban upbringing, my upgrades are my American influences of Love which awakened my inner connection to God which was always there from Cuba. I have finally understood that many of these Cuban things are things which I brought to this world with me, inner gifts.
My Spanish poetry speaks of missing my beloved. To be fair, at the time of writing the poetry on my flight, I was flying away from my beloved and missed him, but I had started writing them during my last night with him and this is what I mostly write in Spanish. My Spanish poetry speaks of wishes of love, wishing to be loved, dating, expressing desire, wishing for reunion, deep feelings that I am discovering.
My Spanish poetry is written as if I was a 20-year-old, still learning who I am and what is deserving of love in me. My Spanish poetry is a bit insecure, to be honest and might lack the wisdom I have learned to channel in my English poetry with maturity and spirituality. My Spanish poetry talks of the beginning stages of a relationship while my English poetry has gotten deeper as I matured. I used to talk about developing a relationship and being in love and today, I write about Union.
I spoke of the compartmentalization (and I did have to learn to spell the word) of my English vs Spanish conversation, especially in Love and poetry but now, I realized this is with everything. Parallel to my learning/ thinking in English was my falling in love with my twin flame which triggered healing and a spiritual awakening, and my English discourse developed with my consciousness. As I learned things about myself, I learned them, talked to my lover about them, wrote about them, and contemplated them in English, never really in Spanish. As a result, my Spanish discourse didn’t develop the same way. Only now do I see this as compartmentalization.
Compartmentalization has a negative connotation. I learned this when I looked the word up (researching for this not post, but rather article). And this is the missing piece of this let me call it entry of my journal. I do not know how this entry will end, this is automatic writing, trying to figure things out about myself to heal and become a better me who is an even better match for union and a better mother, and finally to be much more on my mission on Earth. My intention is to open the closed parts of me and let at least a stream of unconsciousness through and then decode it/ translate it through my mindless writing so I can understand the secret part of me which still guides me. It’s a skill and a very helpful one.
Compartmentalization (by now I can spell the word without autocorrect) is seen as being related to trauma, not surprised at all): Compartmentalization is a defense mechanism in which people mentally separate conflicting thoughts, emotions, or experiences to avoid the discomfort of contradiction. This definition is from Psychology today. This entry developed from me thinking of this word and then looking the meaning up to me connecting the dots to the realization of what always was obvious. The truth is that it was always difficult to speak of Love in Spanish. When I spoke/ thought in Spanish, I didn’t believe in Love. I thought love was a transaction where women accepted to give sex to men in exchange for men giving women attention. This was a trauma response because when I lived in Cuba, I never saw real love and I was missing a piece of the love puzzle, I didn’t know lovers could connect beyond sex and attention.
My contradiction was that as a romantic, bleeding heart, I didn’t believe in love and actually my heart had become damaged, and I was literally unable to love. However, though me came a great love and a great expectation of a deep connection with a male. The contradiction is that even though in my English vocabulary there are words like union and connection, and I can perfectly explain love and my feelings, in Spanish it’s not the same. I just remember another thing when it comes to my languages, I have never sworn in Spanish, was taught by my parents and I never started, so I don’t. Now, I think that swearing is ugly and unnecessary so I rather not, but I have sworn in English.
I will speak and write more in Spanish and when I do, I will be more authentic rather than trying to fit in with my parents for example. My parents are old school and no open-minded idea of mine will be accepted but I can influence in non-verbal ways too. I can talk to my sister in Spanish. I can finally teach my children Spanish. I can create Spanish writing prompts. I am starting to be conscious of the fact that upgrading my Spanish discourse will help me in some way.
I am not sure how to finish this, but I have written enough,
With warm hugs,
Eve
Dear friend,
The week before the 11/11 portal was tough. The weekend of the 11/11 portal was incredible, a very tired weekend perfect for sleeping, chilling, and hanging out. I didn’t get to do the work I wanted to do, but it was the perfect weekend. For me and my lover, it’s probably the best weekend we have ever had. It was romantic, sexy, sweet, we talked all weekend and about various topics that centered around us and our union.
The weekend was perfect after the extreme week before. During our wild conversations, I told my lover that after that crazy hard week, we would be reborn this week. I was thinking of the Scorpio Phoenix who dies and is reborn over his ashes. With the 11/11 portal as the death moment, I saw the week prior as the dying week, and starting this week with the Scorpio new moon on this Monday, it’s the week of rebirth.
Cassidy Cayne from twinflames1111.com says that 11:11 is an ascension code shown to lightworkers and twin flames. I resonated, and I saw this quote while backing up my pictures during the 11/11 portal. Divine timing is always at play, and 11/11 ends up being a time we can perceive spirit, so it’s always divine timing during the portal.
I have talked about this on my previous Scorpio posts. I’m mentioning it again because it’s the perfect time of rebirth after a painful death. The new moon signifies a new beginning with the powerful Scorpio vibes.
I strongly feel that from now until the end of Scorpio season, we will be in the rebirth process and being affected by the 11/11 portal, though the hardest part has passed.
I’ll be traveling without my Scorpio, which is already painful but only for 1 week. I’ll be writing him poems and letters, making him videos, and writing blog posts in his honor. I’ll also be resolving some serious issues with some family members, and I’ll channel the Scorpioenergy to help with my truth telling, personal power, and assertiveness (my intention)
I have learned many lessons this Scorpio season but especially during the 11/11 portal. This season is perfect for discovering truth and being honest with ourselves and others. It’s also a season to get insights from spirit and to receive lots of new light. On this list, I’ll also include things that were very positive that happened between my beloved and I.
I’ve learned many things, and as a reminder for when I read this in the future, I’ll list some of the things I’ve learned during this 11/11 rebirth period.
Thank you for reading,
Best Scorpio season ever,
Eve deeply in love ❤️ 😍 💖
Lovestar Temple🔥 🔥 