Gila is a healer, poet (❤️), writer, and mystic. She helps her clients heal trauma and is a friend of the twin flame collective. She is vegan! Clearly, I’m her supporter and friend!
We connected right away and I found her across many platforms. Followed her on Pinterest, YouTube, and Twitter (FYI: I will be leaving Twitter soon), added her on Facebook. Find Gila’s social media links on her website https://gilanehemia.com
My favorite of Gila’s work was her 21 day intimate self love challenge. Which I’m going to do all over again. Watch the videos on YouTube.
Gila is a coach and she offers courses like her new Words of seduction course. You can also book a session with her through her website.
On this course: She guides you through exercisestoexperience more self-pleasure, loving your body intimately through movement, breath work, affirmations, and reflections all in the privacy of your own home at your own pace.
Not long ago I was taking a bath 🛀 when I started singing just out of the blue. And this is what I sang: Freedom at last!
It was powerful. I’m not a singer and actually I used to think I was a bad singer, I don’t identify with this limiting belief (now that I’m awakened…🙄)
Freedom at last. Starseed awakening.
I meditate and do a lot of spiritual work in the bath. I had my broken heart repaired by my Twin Flame in the bath (my TF in spirit came to me, a being of light, it was magical) and I just realized that means I’ve ascended in the bath. I’m going to take a bath right now. 😂
This image is from my art journal, now renamed the TF journal. I’ve been drawing, an indicator that I’m centered, I don’t create if I’m not connected. 🧘 This is a collaboration with my 8 year old daughter and source.
Going through old videos I created prior to my recent heart activation and upgrade. Since I’m going in a new direction, I wondered if old videos/ content would still be relevant, and it seems many are. I was a baby Lovestar.
I’m in the process of creating more videos but for Twin Flames. I made a TF energy reading, having some issues uploading but I’m going through old videos and reviewing what I have.
Back when I wrote this, I used to go by Paper Doll Eve 🤩🌻🌻
Last night, half asleep, I opened my eyes in total dark and reached for paper and pen, which I keep on my nightstand and wrote this. It was not very legible. 😆
With the Coronavirus drama, I’ve been feeling a bit drained. I want to be in peace and meditating but the reality for me right now is I have 4 children, including a 6 month old baby, an essential job, a fearful lover, and family members who got the virus including both my parents, my sister and her husband, cousins, etc (they are well by now) but it was traumatic.
I realized I needed to do what I do best, create, write. Yesterday I said no more YouTube tarot… 😋 and I decided to write. It was not very easy… I’m not used to not having something to write about. Actually, I can’t complain, in about 10 minutes I wrote this poem/ quote.
Typically, I don’t have to think to write, poems come through my head like it’s the poetry highway 🤔 and honestly, I believe these awesome poems are downloaded from somewhere magical, be it from an 👼 or who knows. It’s awesome though to be creative just because.
Nowadays, I have not been creating much because I’ve been through a dark night of the soul 💔 with the ridiculous virus drama.
Let’s talk later.
Let’s see what wonderful 😍 wisdom I can connect with next
My family ❤️ veggies so we started growing them. Pictured is an eggplant and 🍅 sandwich. The 🍆 is from a plant in my yard, the 🍅, I bought. We loved it.
Backyard Garden Eggplant
This is the second year this awesome plant has been in our garden and it’s gotten so much better! The first time around, it got bugs and almost died. We treated the bugs with soap water since we are keeping our garden organic.
After the plant was almost decimated, we cut it back and we were delighted to see it grow back this year.
The plant has many eggplants and although kind of small, they are delicious and my family loved them including the baby 😍. I got my wish to give the baby my homegrown veggies before anything else.
In these quarantine times, gardening is my new nature walks, hiking, going out and everything in between.
Eat your veggies 😋 if you’d like of course 😉 but when you do, do it with love ❤️🍅🍆🌻🦋🐦
The energy I’m feeling right now is about shadow work, more specifically ego work. I’ve heard that the first step in healing is noticing that there is something to be healed and that’s where I am with my ego. I have noticed that sometimes my Ego needs a lot of quieting! And of course that might be putting it mildly. And that is why I decided to write this silly quote/ poem. Please feel free to download/ print/ share so long as is not edited.
It is a long story, the story of my ego. I am not some egotistical maniac first of all. I talk about my Ego in a spiritual awakening sense, meaning I have recognized what is my soul and called what is not soul Ego. In this worldly 3D Matrix, we have all been programmed to believe that we are the Apex creation. We are at it. No other animal is better. We where created in God’s image and we are here to dominate all other creatures.
I want to reach the depths of my soul and I am willing to sacrifice my Ego to achieve this.
This will be a process and you will read / hear about this again. Please let me know what you think.
I had a dream last night. It was awesome even though I don’t remember all of it. I have been meaning to get a solid dream journal but I have not so I have decided to start blogging about my dreams because I see them as spiritual signs.
Some of them are very clear signs, some not so clear. Of course some of them are simply whatever it’s going through the day coming back, memories etc. but some of them are very spiritual and with very profound meanings
Last night I saw sunflowers in my dream. If you have been following my blog since the 444 portal that was April 4th 2020 you might have seen me talk a lot about sunflowers. Since last month sunflowers became my favorite flower. I have always loved them but I never really had a favorite flower which was kind of weird to me, but now I do, it’s the sunflower.
Some things about my dream last night I can’t remember. But something I remembered clearly is sunflowers. I was in my living room looking out into the yard, then there was an interruption, I do not remember what kind of interaction but I believe somebody talked to me and it could have been my love because I remember he was in the dream but I don’t remember the actual event. After the interruption, I looked at the yard again and a garden of sunflowers had sprouted complete with beautiful yellow sunflowers.
I searched the meaning of sunflowers during the 444 portal and of course they mean good luck. I started seeing sunflowers everywhere. I started using the Sunflower emoji a lot as well.
Meaning of bright colored flowers growing in gardens in dreams means pleasure and gain if they are fresh
Time has slowed down. The current Coronavirus pandemic situation has a lot of people home. However, I believe time has slowed down for everyone, even people who are still working, like me.
Time might have started slowing down even before Covid-19. I noticed it, did you?
I think it’s a time thing. It’s time to stop time. Time is a thing of the past. What is time? Time to forget time. Time to change time. Time to move beyond time. I love to talk about time since I know nothing about it.
How did I notice such a thing? I’m never late anymore, no matter what time I leave my house, I’m either early, or very early, or at the perfect time, depending on what I need. I have more time in my day, I get so much more done. When I think it’s 2:00 PM, it’s actually 11:00 AM. I don’t follow the clock anymore (I’m still working and my daughter has school through the pandemic).
I noticed this because I had a thing about time, often being late or running late. Missing appointments and due dates. Forgetting birthdays. Counting years to know my age. Not knowing what date it is. Not being able to keep a schedule. The list goes on.
I’m happy to announce this is no more. I still live on Earth. I still have a schedule. But I’m not bound by time. I feel that now I’m in charge of time. I’m skipping through time. I say I’ll be there at 2 and I am. I’ll wake up at 6 and I do. No stress because I know I won’t be late. I can go to sleep whenever, it’s never too late anymore. Sometimes time glitches so I can get there on time or I can do something I need… I’m bending time.
Then again, it could be that the collective (now quarantined) is feeling so bored at home that time has massively slowed for them and they’re making it slower for us.
There are benefits to time slowing down in my case and in my opinion. I report a great increase in productivity as of March. That is if you take advantage of your time and manage it well vs letting time manage and run you, living every second waiting for the next in which case you’ll report boredom.
I report: more “time” to be with my children, more time with my husband, more time to clean, more time to work, more time to read, more time to draw, more time to relax, more time to meditate, more time to contemplate, more time to craft and garden, more time to talk to my mom, more time to blog and podcast, more time to journal and write, more time to clean, I already said that.
Did someone turn all the clocks back 3 hours? That’s how many more hours feel I get in a day vs 2019. What is time anyways? It’s something we can not taste, or see, or smell, or hear. We can track it using clocks but what if something mysterious made all the clocks suddenly defective, why do we rely on the clocks as if they’re running our life. Machines won’t run us!
How could we know at all if time stretched? Think about it for a minute. I don’t know how it’s happening but I know it is happening.
So, does this qualify as an energy reading? It’s my energy and I’m reading it (writing it) for you. I don’t have answers, only questions. I’m inspired to make people question even what we see, feel, know, are. We don’t know it all. There’s magic all around us and we haven’t taken the time to see it, well, that’s changing, because we just got a lot more time.
Thank you guys for reading. If you like this, listen to the Love and Light Energy Readings podcast. You can download the episodes for free on Spreaker. Please do comment and let me know what you think.
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