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Category: Inspiration

  • Lovemaking meditation. Stop overactive mind to reach orgasm.

    TRIGGER ALERT!!! WE DISCUSS SEX,  ORGASMS, AND THE LACK OF ON THIS POST. MEANT FOR FEMALES. READ FOR INFORMATIONAL PURPOSES. ENGAGING SEXUALLY WITH A FEMALE? COME GET INSIGHT. WRITTEN WITH LOVE AND LIGHT FOR THE COLLECTIVE OF FEMALES.

    Dear friend,

    I was in a deep conversation with my beloved ❤️ when he mentioned how many women go their entire lives without experiencing an orgasm. We discussed the topic further and were baffled that only a tiny percentage of females are able to have an orgasm through vaginal intercourse alone. Lucky us, and how do we spread the awareness that this is within reach for many more?

    Why do I care about orgasms?

    There are many reasons. One is my partner believes it’s hot. Whether he vocalizes it or not, my partner gets off getting me off. It not only deepens the connection and makes me open to more sex, but also my partner gets confirmation that he’s doing something very well and that I’m enjoying myself with him.

    During an orgasm, there is a huge release of sexual energy that has interacted with my attentive lover. This energy has manifestation power. It’s a perfect time to set an intention.

    Having an orgasm is a huge self steem boost, and it makes me feel better. My theory is that it also makes me look better, at least while the orgasm has the effect and their spell last a while.

    I believe there are health benefits to having orgasms. Additionally, I believe it helps balance hormones, can help balance feminine and masculine energies within my body, and can help ground me. I can not prove these beliefs. I don’t have orgasms for their health benefits either. They just feel really, really good. They feel like bliss.

    There is a healing power to having orgasms. Energetic, mental, and health manifestations of the two. Regular orgasms can be powerful, like therapy with a good therapist, orgasms can help get stuck energy out of the body, and this has helped me ascend, grow, transform, heal, and become who I am today.

    Regular orgasms help manifest union. With my theory about them helping remove stuck energy out of the body, regular orgasms could trigger running and chasing but ultimately should help bring the lovers to union.

    It’s said that orgasms increase the chances of becoming pregnant. (If not trying to get pregnant, use caution)

    My personal experience

    I, too, have experienced orgasmless sex. That is the sex that sucks that I wish I would have never settled for. I didn’t even think female orgasms existed until I was a woman and read about it in a magazine! I was told and taught about the monumental male orgasm with their creative power but never even informed about the bliss I too could experience and I would not feel that bliss until I met my beloved, and luckily for me, I was only 20.

    If teenage girls were taught about the female orgasm, they would be less likely to give their bodies to undeserving partners and would not go into long-term relationships with mediocre partners.  Girls would grow into women who are confident in their bodies and who are comfortable sharing their opinions and talking openly with their partners. Please do your part and let someone know of the incredible power of having an orgasm as a female.

    My beloved 🔥🔥 who was made for me by God and set up to date me by the universe, is my orgasm giver. It’s his superpower, and I have been blessed, I know. I speak from my experience of what I have noticed in going from not enjoying sex to loving every moment of it and wanting more with the right partner. The right partner was key.

    In my youth, in Cuba, I remember people said that girls fell in love with the first guy they had sex with. I never believed that. I believe that girls fall in love with the first guy who gives them an orgasm. She would be powerless to not fall in love.

    What I believe is that in a relationship, if a girl still doesn’t love a man before he gives her her first orgasm, she will fall in love the moment she feels it.

    Why am I not having orgasms?

    I could be judging myself. If I’m thinking I don’t look good enough during sex, if I’m wondering if I look good or bad, if I’m trying to hide perceived body imperfections, if I’m trying to look a certain way rather than being vulnerably me, I can’t have an orgasm. But I have realized that in any position, we look hot. The imperfections are not noticeable.  He is not looking at my huge belly. He is looking at his favorite part of me, and he does a great job of finding my sexiest side.

    I could be judging my performance. If I’m thinking I’m doing a poor job during sex, I’ll likely not experience bliss. If I’m trying too hard, if I’m competing with his previous lover, or with some idea of what I should be doing, or if I mistakenly believe I have to act like some porn star, I will not have an orgasm. As a woman, I have found that I don’t have to be any of those things for my partner. The only way is to surrender without judgment! If I let go completely, I’ll feel bliss.

    I could be judging my partner. Perhaps we are fighting or mad at each other. I will not have an orgasm if I choose to have sex with the wrong partner. It would not work if I dared compared him to a previous partner. For me, I have to feel safe with a man to even come close. His energy has to feel right. I should not have any questions of whether or not he’s cheating. I’m definitely not cheating. It’s not a one-time stand, a mistake, or a partner I want to break up with. It starts with the right partner, and I’m giving all of me because I trust him.

    I could be judging the experience. If instead of enjoying every second of it, I’m in my mind, concerned if it’s too soon, too late, if I’m overcome by jealousy, if I think I will regret the experience, I would not expect to have an orgasm. However, I have learned in my connection that to enjoy lovemaking, I have to be present in that moment, and that means not thinking about anything that is not part of that experience or that could enhance the experience.

    Tips to reach an orgasm

    As a woman, since I only surrender my body to my beloved, the right guy, and my orgasm giver, only my overactive thinking mind could prevent me from enjoying the lovemaking experience, peaking with an orgasm. My belief is that to have a fulfilling sex life, a female must first have a worthy partner, and once that is accomplished, she needs to simply calm that overactive mind that prevents her from enjoying herself to the max through overthinking.

    Thinking during the sexual act is the biggest thing I’ve noticed that can stop my pleasure. I don’t know how this works for males and only speak about what I know. If, during sex, a woman starts thinking about work or family drama, she will not have an orgasm. If her shopping list pops in her mind or her bills, her pleasure will fade. If a woman becomes preoccupied with anything at all during sex, she will not enjoy it much because, as a woman, this experience is internal.

    For those of us who practice meditation, it’s easy to realize that lovemaking is the perfect meditative experience. After all, being in the moment is not letting our thoughts wander into the past or future, being in our current energy, feeling what we are feeling, being patient, and not rushing the experience, accepting, surrendering to the moment, being in a receptive mode, letting go of judgements…

    Letting go of thoughts is difficult! It might even be impossible to be in a non thinking state unless someone has been practicing for a while. Yet, while making love, when thoughts come through my mind, just like when I meditate, I don’t let that thought become a conversation that would take my concentration out of my beloved. I don’t want to miss a second of my lover’s attention, so I’ve practiced. If my mind is going 1000 miles a second and not being helpful, I use willpower and take my thoughts to an extremely powerful and sexy moment in our connection, such as our first time.

    If my mind is overactive, I visualize my beloved and I making love. This practice tames the overthinking mind and adds another layer of sexy, the mind suddenly working to my benefit.

    Prior to lovemaking

    • Set a romantic and mainly safe stage for lovemaking.
    • Relax body and mind.
    • Set a powerful intention such as to receive as much pleasure as is given, to reach union, to become more aligned.
    • Surrender to lover’s touch. Decide that all of him is worthy of all of me.
    • Calm overactive mind by reassuring that all is well. Remember the first time or a time when total surrender caused an orgasm.

    During lovemaking

    • Don’t hold anything back. When the intention is to reach an orgasm, there is a need to be open to one’s lover.
    • Don’t judge the experience, myself, my lover.
    • Be grateful. Gratitude makes everything sweeter and is a powerful manifestation technique.
    • Be open. During this experience, we might pick up our partner’s thoughts, desires, and fantasies. Accept them without judgment.
    • Be vulnerable.
    • Share the best of me.
    • Curve overactive mind by only engaging with thoughts that promote pleasure in my body. Visualizing my partner and I making love.
    • If thinking too much: open eyes and feast off the view of my beloved.
    • Surrender completely to the experience. Know that this is divine. I am worthy of this experience. I am worthy of feeling this much pleasure.
    • Intend that my lover will receive my love, gratitude, and appreciation from this exchange.
    • This exchange is an energetic one. Intend that our bodies will know how to interact with one another and provide each other the sweetest and most memorable experience.
    • Let go of the need to have an orgasm.  This will be an amazing experience regardless, and if I’m trying to hard, it will not happen.

    After lovemaking

    • Tell him how much I enjoyed it, or if not bold enough, let it be known.
    • Be grateful. Tell him or not, feel gratitude for this experience.
    • Sit in the vibe of lovemaking. A sexy energy was left behind, feel it.
    • Understand I am worth the pleasure felt, and there is nothing wrong with what we did. On the contrary, as a spiritual experience, lovemaking gets us closer to God. .
    • Feel my lover’s gratitude. He might not say it or recognize its gratitude, but he will be feeling it.
    • Decide to do this again.

    Dear friend, as a female, I reclaim my feminine power in the arms of my beloved. Our exchange is a safe experience where I can be my most vulnerable self. We engage with Love, respect, and passion. Our intention is to become closer, to please each other, and to feel pleasure ourselves, and we believe this is a gift from God, we will not judge or reject this gift from God.

    If you’re inspired, I invite you to engage with your beloved in lovemaking with the knowledge that not only can you have the most delicious orgasm but it will make your life more enjoyable and, dare I say, will make the world a better place.

    I pray this post will be useful, and if you find it enjoyable, please share it with a friend.

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    Thanks for reading,

    Please let me know if this was helpful,

    With love and light,

    Eve

  • Valentine’s Love Letters save the day.

    Valentine’s Love Letters save the day.

    Dear Lovestars,

    What a terrible day I had today with family drama.

    In my panic, my beloved called. Immediately, I felt relaxed and protected,  like surrounded by an angel even though he’s many thousands of miles away, and he could not physically help me. But his good vibes made me feel safe.

    When I started writing about my trauma over my family’s situation, I deleted a post I wanted to share with you, but I was kind of embarrassed and on a different,  much lower vibe and didn’t share the lovey post. It was called Valentine’s Love Letters and on it I was going yo tell you while I was away from my beloved on Valentine’s, I jokingly said I would write him a Love letter. Then I decided I would and I sent him 3. 

    I ended up writing 3 letters, which I took pictures of to share with you. I inserted a rose petal in each and put a drop of my signature doTERRA oils on each letter as pictured below.

    I deleted the post when I fell into a depression and started writing about my trauma. But then, as the situation worsened, my beloved called to raise my vibe. This is why I believe in twin flames.

    He asked if I only sent him 3 letters. I said yes, and why did he ask. He said he didn’t want to miss one because they were what he really needed to hear, and they went right to his heart. I was so touched that I cried. I shared my last letter with him, the gratitude Love letter I share last on this post. One I have not sent him yet, but I’ll deliver to him personally since I’m finally going home!

    Valentine’s Love Letter
    Sexy and Romantic Valentine’s Love Letter
    10 Things I Love Most About You Love Letter
    10 Things I Love Most About You Love Letter
    Gratitude Love Letter
    Gratitude Love Letter

    I wrote these letters in the middle of the night. I wrote at 2, 3, 4 in the morning.  I wrote while my head rested on my pillow, and  my penmanship really suffered. I was so embarrassed about the look of my letters that I considered not sending them to him. I was embarrassed to show them to you because of how really ugly they look. I thought my beloved might get offended that I’d send him such poor work, and I was concerned that I could have done so much better. 

    Yet, I overcame my embarrassment, and I sent the letters anyway. The letters touched his heart. Since I’ve been away for such a long time, he was feeling alone and even doubtful, and it just so happened that I answered his questions with my letters.

    I hope you enjoyed this lighthearted post and that you feel inspired to share your love with your beloved also.

    With much Love,

    Eve

  • Should I? A new poem and reflection

    This poem just came to me when I was getting out of the shower and realized that I was naked under 2 giant coats. After the first stanza came through me, I immediately linked it to my beloved as I usually do. And from then on, it was just the fun game of words I love so much. ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

    “Should I” poem by Eve Lovestar

    Should I feel shame
    For being naked under my clothes?
    Should I reject you
    Fer feeling naked down to my soul?
    When you're with me
    And I feel like a 20 year old?
    All I will say is
    This is between you, me, and God.

    🥰🥰🥰

    *** I will start addressing this blog like it’s an entity now, I might even call it my best friend since I have no friend to be this open with***

    Dear blog, I have missed you too! ❤️ So much has happened since I talked to you last! I have needed you so much, and please forgive 🙏🏻 ❤️ me for ignoring you.  I have missed you and needed you, of course. I have been working my butt off lately. Putting up to 15 hours into work, working every single day of the week,  including Sundays!

    I know it’s Valentine’s and so unfair I have not raved about this day, this being my favorite holiday and one I have blogged since I started blogging way before the birth of this blog!

    Dear blog, I have been away from my beloved! Not, were absolutely not in separation! Absolutely not! I’ve just been on an extended stay with my family, a long holiday vacation to a place my beloved doesn’t want to visit, so we’re terribly missing each other! We have got to talk and we will soon.

    Your friend,

    Eve

  • “Prison planet” and “to be free” poems by Eve Lovestar

    Prison planet poem by Eve Lovestar

    To be free poem by Eve Lovestar

    Do you resonate?

  • Sex. Don’t Fake Till You Make it. Do this instead…

    TRIGGER ALERT!!! This post could trigger sexual trauma and open unhealed wounds. I intend this brings you. healing. If you are aware of unhealed sexual trauma, don’t read this, instead message me through the Contact tool under Menu.

    “Fake it till you make it”

    Obviously, when we fake it, we are not being vulnerable, we’re not honestly showing our struggle, or we don’t know how to show our learning progress. Perhaps we feel embarrassed and  though we don’t talk about this, there’s a fake element to faking it.

    Some would fake it to appear smarter, more able to learn or perform, to appear “better” than they feel they are. This, I believe, stems from feeling inadequate, insecure, or not enough. This is, in my humble opinion, putting on a false mask that makes you appear able to do what you’re faking while buying you time to learn at a slower pace.

    The point we miss is that we’re all different and learning is a process. It’s obviously not only ok but expected to not know what you’re learning on day 1. There’s studying and practicing before we’re successful in whatever we’re learning and this includes sex. We will not be a sex god or goddess on day 1! Nor should we be.

    In sex, what does it mean to fake it?

    We fake it when we pretend to be enjoying ourselves during sex. We might act as if we had an orgasm, making the noises and movements that we believe we would make if we were having a real orgasm. We might vocalize, some might scream or say they’re having an orgasm like we see on the movies.

    In pretending to be enjoying ourselves, our partner would falsely believe that they are more able than they are to basically get us off sexually. Typically, when our partner has an amazing time while we have sex, we feel great about ourselves and therefore our self esteem is heightened. When we fake it, our partner might think they’re able to give us an orgasm when in truth they’re unable to or we’re not able to have an orgasm ourselves regardless of their ability.

    Typically and sadly, women fake orgasms. Nowadays, it’s well known that only a small percentage of women can actually achieve an orgasmic reaction to vaginal sex only. Many of us need much more than just vaginal sex to achieve it, some of us have never had one. Some of us, lucky ones, will find a special person later on who will be so incredible that we will finally reach the desired outcome.

    When we fake it, we exaggerate these noises and movements and if we don’t know what an orgasm really feels like, we might look and/ or feel fake. Therefore many are aware that their partner can fake it or might doubt their partner’s overt reactions! Watch out because if you get caught faking it, this might cause your partner’s self esteem to drop as if they’re unable to bring you to the gates of heaven through that most elusive female orgasm and they might be able to give you one if they just knew what to give you and how.

    Why do we fake it?

    I believe that some people might not even realize they are faking it, some people might think that they’re meant to make a bunch of noise or do certain things that might indicate they’re having a great time. It doesn’t help that porn is readily available for free and even movies paint a picture about sex that’s unreal, unnatural, and fake. It also doesn’t help that we’re exposed to that perversion of lovemaking early on. We seem to forget that is acting and obviously not real, and if we imitate it, we might not meet our expectations and/ or our partner’s expectations.

    People imitate the actions of movie stars, who are clearly acting, and not having a real orgasm for several reasons. It might look sexy from the outside looking in but reminder!!! that’s not what sex is like. When we engage in sex, we’re in the inside experiencing, not on the outside looking in! When we experience, we are not making a show for outsiders who can’t feel the act and our partner can feel us so there’s no need to put on a show.

    There’s probably many different reasons why people fake it. Certainly, a reason is we want to please our partner. We might feel that our partner wants the hot porn star, yet, in faking an orgasm, we’re not giving our partner the choice to please us. In truth, if our partner wants some hot movie star, then perhaps this is not the article for you, or if you’re in a soulmate or twin flame relationship, then perhaps you’re out of alignment, I’ve been there too! Finally, if you have been faking it, your partner might think it’s hot because it looks like a movie, yet they might be deprived of giving you the real experience.

    I’ll be honest with you, I’ve never faked it! Ever. First of all, I don’t believe in giving a mediocre partner a sense that they are able to bring me to an orgasm! And you might guess that I have indeed had sex with a mediocre partner and it’s true, I’m in the process of forgiving myself. An orgasm is something that I’ve only been able to achieve with my beloved, the one I call my twin flame, my one true love. It’s not something a woman achieves with anyone.

    Don’t Fake it. Instead do this.

    Females rejoice! We really have it good in sex! We don’t have the pressure males have when it comes to having one massive orgasm where if they fail to have one, they’ll have the hated “blue balls”. The universe blessed us with the incredible ability to have multiple orgasms, even to enjoy orgasm after orgasm and feel like the sex act was one massive orgasm, we have the ability to orgasm from the beginning to the end of the sexual encounter. We’re the orgasm queens and goddesses on this planet. So first of all relax and have fun with this. It can be a project, a self growth goal, a quest even, or something like a new year resolution or goal.

    But even if we’re unable to ask about what we need (I totally understand) there’s really no need to act as if we’re having an orgasm we’re not having and the joke is on us if we make our partner believe we love something we don’t even like and then we get that treatment daily! Instead start little by little indicating what you do love, whether it’s a kiss, a touch, a sight that is delightful. There’s always something truly pleasing if you are in a committed relationship. Our partners respond to what we love by paying close attention to our response and giving us more of what they believe we love and this is why you should not fake it if you want a truly enjoyable and healthy sex life.

    So don’t fake it! If you can, speak up. If you can’t speak up, fantasize! It’s a simple way to manifest what you truly desire. Well, I came to realize after years of fantasizing, that fantasies are not private at all, fantasies are energy that gets shared, just like thoughts are. What you’re fantasizing about, those thoughts are interacting with your partner! Also because when you fantasize, you’re working yourself closer to the place you need to be to reach the desired orgasm. Personally, when I needed to warm up, I go to my special place (in my head) which is our first night together, the night I had my first orgasm, I call this my master fantasy.

    What to do instead of faking it. Tips and tricks.

    • Relax and have fun
    • Be honest and vulnerable
    • Don’t make them think you love something you don’t love
    • Fantasize about what you want in bed
    • Create a master fantasy (for me it’s my first night with my beloved)
    • Respond to what you love in the natural way your body responds
    • Don’t block the natural response: scream or moan if you feel you should, be quiet if that’s more natural. If you’re having a full on body response and start shaking uncontrollably, let that be, and if your body tenses up, then allow that too. If you can speak, say their name or the expression that comes most naturally, and if it’s not possible to say anything, don’t force it. There’s no one size fits all.
    • Don’t watch porn or movies about sex to learn. No judgement if you do or have but figure out your own personal response rather than imitating acting from a movie.
    • Take charge and do what you love most
    • Experiment! You might enjoy even some things you thought you didn’t like

    The spiritual significance of faking it

    My beloved is Scorpio and don’t fake it with Scorpio because not only is Scorpio more than able to “get you off” but they can feel you and when they figure out you have been faking it, they might feel betrayed. Don’t lie to Scorpio! They would question why you did it and they will wonder what else you have been faking. Additionally, they might feel as though you are fake or not trustworthy.

    Spiritually speaking, and for those of us who believe in manifestation, it is possible that we’re manifesting what we don’t love most by faking an orgasm. We might be mistakenly manifesting  not our highest and most rewarding sex life. Additionally, it feels that by faking it, we’re aligning to something that’s not our highest vibe. Perhaps, we have mistakenly calibrated to a lower vibe, perhaps we’ve even calibrated to some perverted porn vibe. And if any perverted vibes have entered our reality, it’s entirely possible that lower, even dark energies (even entities) are feeding off our sexual energy which feels to be our highest creation energy.

    This is nothing to be feared and probably most of us have at some point picked up lower sex vibes. We could have picked up some lower sex vibes from friends, past lovers, abuse, trauma, karma, ancestral energy, curses, or by choosing/ accepting this energy by mistake. I understand, for some, this is crazy superstition but if you read this blog, does that resonate?

    Is it making love if I fake it?

    When we make love we are vulnerable and share ourselves completely with a willing and loving partner. This is the opposite of faking it. Sex can be faked but lovemaking is the real thing.

    If you’re lucky enough to have sex with your twin flame, don’t fake it.

    If you are lucky enough to have sex with your twin flame, don’t fake it! It is a great honor to actually engage in this way with your twin and don’t taint the energy with fake vibes! This might sound harsh but if you’re interested in having an honest relationship with your twin, then please engage with complete honesty. It could be considered running (and us twins don’t like that) from ourselves…

    Respectfully and never in judgement,

    with Love and light,

    Eve

  • Gratitude Challenge

    Gratitude Challenge

    Dear friend,

    I opened my heart to you when I admitted I had closed my heart up which left my heart chakra out of alignment and me 0feeling grumpy, moody, and awful. It’s a long story how this happened but miraculously, as things can happen on this universe, after I meditated, practiced gratitude, and admitted it/ talked about it, I started to feel a shift. Thanks for the ear! If you do want to know what happened and how this blockage manifested in my life, listen to my newest podcast which I will link on this post as soon as it’s finished

    I decided to practice gratitude once more and I shall continue this at least until my baby is born for my heart’s sake and an easier birth experience for both me and my baby.

    Listen to my latest podcast to know all the details. I talked about this for about 54 minutes:

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/My-heart-chakra-became-blocked–Why–what-happened–and-how-to-fix-it–Gratitude-Journal-e1f830n

    Things I’m grateful for today:

    • I’m so so grateful for Pinterest. It’s my favorite search engine and I admit I’m spending lots of time in there looking at Baby crafts, cleaning and organization inspo, baby nesting ideas, and a favorite of mine, homesteading. If you want to connect on Pinterest, I would love that, send me a message if you would like to talk to me on there or if you want me to follow you. Of course I have spiritual topics and twin flame topics, here is the link to my profile: https://pin.it/1JfUObT
    • Chipotle! My family’s favorite restaurant and my food of choice post delivery. Planning on going there of course for Post delivery meal for the family, also its a birthday favorite and my bday is coming!
    • My birthday coming! For my birthday, I buy myself arts and crafts materials, because my mom always asks what I want for my birthday I let her know to buy me arts and crafts materials since this time around I’m too concerned shopping and doing baby things, so exciting to have a baby right after my baby, perhaps sharing my Pisces sign and receiving the perfect gift!
    • Cleaning my bathtub! This is a big one! I’ll be giving birth on it very soon so I’ll clean it even more and keep it clean and make it nicer but for now it was a great start and I took the best shower I’ve had in weeks after an amazing deep clean
    • Receiving my doterra oils. I bought lavender and lemon which I’ll be using for the birth and eucalyptus oil that we had not had for a little while, a favorite. Soon I’ll have enough points to get an oil I have not ever had before rose oil. This one will be special because the baby’s middle name is Rose and I want to get it during my recovery time since I probably will not be able to get it on time for the birth. Very excited about this!
    • Ordering two breast pumps for free through my two insurances. I will be receiving one of them next week, before giving birth! Thank you!
    • The kids watering my garden. We have planted sunflowers, my favorite flower and one I have blogged about 2 years in a row these flowers are blessed and we’re a gift from Spirit and they came through on 4/4/2020 (444 portal) and I collected seeds, grew the seeds in 2021, collected seeds and now I’m growing the grandbaby seeds of my 2020 sunflowers. A true gift
    • Organizing my home. This is always an ongoing process, especially because I have four children and I don’t love house work and my beloved and I are quick quite the busy people. I tell my kids whenever you organize or clean you find lost things and it’s so true I just found my long lost knitting needle and I now plan on practicing my knitting skills while I’m healing from giving birth
    • My beloved shopping and filling my gas tank last night
    • Receiving a maternity healing compression garment through my insurance for free
    • I bought cleaning supplies and natural soaps and laundry detergent from my favorite natural company, just received confirmation that they will arrive next week before my baby’s born. Yay! Thank you
    • I just got a Chipotle free gift! Yay
    • Stocking my pantry with items I will need during my maternity healing. We do not want to be shopping then
    • I just received Kohl’s cash as a birthday present, yay, thanks universe!
    • Finished making a birthday skirt for me. It’s lovely and magical. It’s purple, fav color, with space 🌌 inspired fabric. The elastic around the waist is 0.444 inches thick, and has a lovely black bow on the back!
    • Making a moon charm for my new and favorite tote bag, which I made not long ago and it’s space fabric purple too (different fabric than the skirt), also magical. I’ll need to blog about my new clothes which I’ve made
    • Finished making a matching tote bag for my oldest daughter, working on 2 smaller bags for my youngest two girls, also matching mine.
    • Learning new crochet stitches and tricks. Finally being patient enough to follow a pattern. This opened many opportunities for me and allowed me to make lots of new items. Working on a baby blanket and hat using new skills! Thank you

    This is such an excellent exercise and whenever I do it I notice how much really I have to be grateful for. Life Is Good Lovestars! This moment is blessed!

    Much Love and many blessings to you,

    Grateful you’re here!

    Eve

  • Gratitude Journal

    Dear friend,

    As high intentions as I had for the 222 portal, I have let my heart become quite close. I now am going through the “side effects” of this closing of my heart chakra.

    I talk plenty of my powerful and miraculous heart chakra healing in 2020 with spirit and I thought that my heart was healed after that but now I’ve come to the realization that this is forever ongoing work for me as I close my heart off myself and then deal with much pain.

    This comes not at the best time as I’m going into labor any time now, which is really exciting for me and I’m putting all my energy into labor and bringing this baby into the world but I must be at my best for the birth experience to be the best.

    As I realized today (technically yesterday because it’s past midnight) that I have yet again closed my heart, I immediately turned to meditation and hypnosis, searching for a heart chakra opening hypnosis. I found a great one by Joe Tracy (linked 👇), the first time I did it, I fell asleep enjoying a tiny relaxation as my ego has taken over (I let it get so bad). Woke up and did it a second time and still it was extremely difficult to get out of my mind but I can’t go back to sleep. I’ll talk about this more friends, just in case my experience might benefit someone. At the end of the meditation Joe encouraged keeping a gratitude journal to help the heart open. So here I am, working on my healing. It’s super benefits right now as I’m finding it hard to even be grateful.

    https://youtu.be/VTYc8eLNJ-g

    Things I’m grateful for right now

    • The baby about to be born out of me
    • My children growing and becoming quite helpful
    • My midwife (not going to the hospital) who comes see me at home
    • My mom who showers me with love and gifts and her coming to visit for new baby
    • My birthday coming in 1 week
    • I just talked to both my sister and brother, it had been a while and my brother will be coming to visit soon
    • Grateful much for my health and my children’s health
    • Very grateful for nesting
    • So so grateful for all the DIY projects I’ve finished and I’m working on (if interested in this see my other new blog)
    • Grateful grateful grateful it’s Pisces season
    • So very grateful I can see the Pleiades and Sirius star in the early night sky
    • Grateful for the new moon and a new beginning for me
    • Grateful for this blog so I don’t have to actually get a journal
    • Grateful for spirit always supporting me through signs and synchronicities and letting me know what I need to work on for my healing
    • Grateful for YouTube free meditations and hypnosis
    • Grateful for YouTube hypno birthing and doula videos
    • Grateful for the rushes of energy I get here and there
    • Grateful for my doTERRA oils that just came in the mail today

    In the end, I realize I have so much to be grateful for! God bless all of you reading and may you feel grateful about your life and situation no matter what you’re going through.

    Thank you for being here,

    Eve

  • Full Moon on Leo. Twin Flame Lovestars Podcast.

    Happy full moon dear friends,

    We have a full moon on Leo today. This could be excellent for us, we could feel like Lions and lionesses, we could shower someone in attention or receive lots of attention, or we could become the life of this party! Heart activations occurring during this time. This is a powerful moon during this as 222 portal.

    Podcasts where I talked about this full moon:

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Leo-Full-Moon–Valentines-Challenge–Oracle-Readings–Moon-Book–Intuitive-Messages-e1e8nc5

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Full-Moon-in-Leo–Moon-Book-When-the-Full-Moon-is-Hard-for-You–Ancestral-Affirmation-e1efm5v

    Moon Book. Lunar Magic to Change Your Life by Sarah Faith Gottesdiener

    I took my children to the library not expecting to get a book for myself. Then I saw a new book on display about witchcraft and decided to borrow it. Then I looked through the adult non fiction section and found this moon book and borrowed it so I could share with you.

    What I learned so far from this book is that the moon is full for such a tiny amount of time and the energy is available 2 days before and 2 days after, so instead of obsessing over having a ritual on full moon day as I have in the past, it’s best to go through the full moon and see what signs and synchronicities we received, see what we can learn and then work on the full moon ritual after we have processed this information during the next two days after the full moon.

    Today I learned that to avoid burnout during the full moon, it’s best to prepare ahead of time such as to meal prep the week before, to schedule time off, to ensure that we are not very busy on a week or a day or a couple of days where we know we will not be sleeping well and we will be feeling sleepy as I feel today and I typically feel sleepy and full moon days because I am not sleeping well enough. I just learned this today and will be doing this starting next month, this month is already too late for example I left some school work that I was going to help my youngest school daughter with for the day before the full moon, I should have planned ahead and finished this at least a full two days prior. Another idea I got from reading this was to do laundry the previous week, have the house clean going into the full moon week, have a movie night!

    Blessings for you on this full 🌕 and rest as much as you can.

    Much love,

    Eve

  • 222 Portal. Romantic Poetry and the Story of Valentine’s Day

    222 Portal. Romantic Poetry and the Story of Valentine’s Day

    Hello beloved,

    This post is for anyone who celebrates Valentine’s day. I love this celebration and it’s my favorite holiday. Or is it a holiday? Since I was a child I was in love with Valentine’s, even before I believed in Love I loved Valentine’s! When I didn’t have a boyfriend or lover, I celebrated Valentine’s by myself and since my beloved today is not interested in celebrating holidays, I have been celebrating by and for myself because it would not make sense to me to make him celebrate the holiday, it would not be authentic for him and I respect that, also I only want authentic love.

    Valentine’s Day Poetry. The romantic and the sexy.

    It has become a ritual for me to share my best  romantic poetry every Valentine’s. Unfortunately for me, it seems that others don’t love to dedicate poetry, it seems people are ok buying one of those overpriced, silly cards. I understand that card giving is a thing for a lot of people but for me personally, after a while I don’t know what to do with cards and they seem the opposite of green to me and I’m a real deal tree hugger, I need to be green and also, I find card giving not authentic, I don’t care how dang cute a card is, it’s not what you meant to say  but what a writer got paid to write and forgive me quite simply put, for not agreeing with you if you love cards, for I’m a crafter, the best gifts are handmade and handwritten.

    This year I decided to podcast all the Love and sexy romantic poems, written by myself through the years, on my Twin Flame Lovestars podcast, this is a massive collection of poetry so I’m not going to upload all the poems onto this post, it’s too many. These poems can be used by anyone as long as they are not changed, and it would please me so much if you dedicated one of my poems to a special someone on Valentine’s, or any time really.

    Listen to all my 222 portal/ Valentine’s romantic poetry podcasts through this link:

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Romantic-Love-Poetry-to-Dedicate-on-Valentines–222-Love-and-Union-Portal-Special-e1dev1i

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/Romantic-poetry-for-Valentines-and-222-portal-e1dhgc4

    Download any of the many poems from the podcast from my Miraquill app  the app I use to share my poems with a nice design. There are over a hundred poems through this link, ready to download or copy if you’d prefer for personal use. The downloaded poems can be used on social media or texted/ emailed. Many of them are love poems though many are spiritual or inspirational too. Find your poem to dedicate if you feel so inspired.  http://www.miraquill.com/evelovestar

    This is what the typical poem looks like

    Touch me poem by Eve Lovestar
    Until the next time poem by Eve Lovestar
    Reset my crazy by Eve Lovestar
    I’ve done you right poem by Eve Lovestar
    Next to you poem by Eve Lovestar
    My desire for you by Eve Lovestar
    Love magic poem by Eve Lovestar
    Beloved poem by Eve Lovestar
    Love poem by Eve Lovestar
    When our universes align poem by Eve Lovestar
    Romantic Love Poetry by Eve Lovestar

    There are many more poems, too many for this post, find your poem through my link above.

    History of the Valentine’s holiday

    I looked at the history of Valentine’s day and was truly not surprised to find it has pagan origins! Well, well, something in me, as a child, already feeling pagan, loved whatever I could find in the present world that felt ancient. 

    This is the story of the Ancient Roman festival of Lupercalia, celebrated February 15th which ended up becoming a fertility celebration and eventually was turned into St. Valentine’s by the pope.         https://youtu.be/MWbm4jPiR70

    And this is the later story of St. Valentine’s, the Roman Catholic priest who married lovers when marriage was illegal. Is it real or myth? I don’t know. https://youtu.be/D8QRXkrWUjM

    Undeniably, the roots of St. Valentine’s are Roman and it is so funny to me suddenly that romantic starts with Roman. I’m the true romantic by the way.

    Coming next on this blog and my podcast

    Beloveds, I’m doing this to kickstart my celebration of the 222 Love and Union Portal (2/2/2022 – 2/22/2022) I believe the portal is already open. On this blog you will see me talking about this portal through February. You will read new poems as I write them on February and you will read about me doing my twin flame work by journaling and by setting up a new twin flame altar where to do the work.

    Thanks for reading and thanks for listening to my podcast,

    Much love beloved and blessings for your love life,

    Eve

  • 2022. Setting intentions and not resolutions

    I created a short video to talk about setting Intentions and not resolutions in the new year

    Thanks for watching,

    Eve