Category: gratitude

  • Sunflowers, the Eve garden.

    Sunflowers, the Eve garden.

    Sunflowers have become my favorite flower since 2020. What’s interesting is I didn’t have a favorite flower before 2020, even though I loved all flowers. Sunflowers 🌻 grew where I grew up too, and I remember a lovely sunflower garden close to my childhood home. Now, I have my own beautiful sunflowers growing in my daughters’ princess garden. See the video of our new sunflowers through the link below.

    In 2020 a sunflower grew in my garden without being planted, back then, I saw it as a magical sunflower and figured it was a sign from my twin flame, I saved the seedsĀ  and planted them in 2021, these are the flowers that grew from those seeds. The original “mother” sunflower 🌻 opened on 4/4/2020 (444 portal) it was a big deal in my life. This was a profound and very spiritual time for me, and I was learning how to connect with my twin flame’s higher self, but before I opened up and truly connected which happened during the 888 portal 2020. Shortly before the sunflower opened in 2020 the pandemic had started and I started this blog around that time. I remember blogging about my sunflower 🌻 in 2020.

    I’m so grateful for my garden! My tomatoes and corn are doing great for the first time!

    With much love,

    Eve

  • Twin Flame anniversary poetry

    Twin Flame anniversary poetry

    I celebrated the 14th anniversary of my physical union with my twin flame, so I wrote some poems.

    We celebrate as our anniversary the date of our first date. šŸ’– We celebrate our first date as our anniversary because we’re unmarried but also because that’s the date when soul recognition happened, the date we became inseparable, the date we first touched each other. It only made sense to celebrate this date.

    What’s next for us is to celebrate each other like this every day. Suddenly, we’re on it!

    During my time of loss, and then right afterwards my anniversary, what I have learned is that what I want to get from my twin flame I should give him, he has no choice but to give it right back to me.

    We already know that twin Flames are mirrors and we forget what that means, I have found through experience that this means that if I want something from my twin flame and I give him that something, he gives it right back. If I wanted him to help me, I could help him, or if I wanted him to be happy with me I should be happy with him, whatever I’ll give him, he gives me right back. And I spent the previous 13 years of our life unhappy due to my judgment of my twin flame in the physical and then I would feel judged by him while I was judging him, so then we got in a fight. What happened during my drama was I woke up and as I changed he realized I’d woken up, I had changed, and then he realized that he loved the new changed me, and then he changed. It always works.Ā  The only way that this does not work is if you do the work from a place of judgment because then the mirror shows you judgement.

    Happy ascension work twins,

    Much love, talk soon, I have a new poem!

    Eve

  • I manifest what I’m grateful for. Gratitude challenge.

    I manifest what I’m grateful for. Gratitude challenge.

    I found myself in the presence of an older lady yesterday, I was telling her about my recent loss experience, she was encouraging. There was a sign on her wall though which really inspired me and I thought that’s exactly what I was there for. It was about gratitude.

    “What if you wake up tomorrow with only the things you were grateful for today?”

    I was super moved by this quote and was inspired to be even more grateful

    So I decided to continue with my gratitude challenge and this sign must have been the sign for me.

    What I’m grateful for today:

    • My twin flame connection. When I think of him, I think how could I be so asleep to take him for granted? He’s the best soul and the only one for me. Being without him would not work out.
    • My children.
    • My house, my car, my wealth
    • My garden
    • I’m very grateful for you reading this also, thanks for being here.
    • My garden: did you see my blooming sunflower 🌻?
    • Arts and crafts, I finished a crochet blanket for my toddler while I was going through the miscarriage
    • I’m grateful for friends who send me sweet texts and say sweet things, I’m grateful for presents and long talks.
    • I’m grateful for poetry and inspiration coming back.
    • What are you grateful for?
    Manifest through gratitude poem by Eve Lovestar
  • What I’m grateful for today. The time when I fell hard on my face.

    I started writing this post on Sunday, it’s Thursday now… I was unwell then, now I am in the worse predicament of my life. But I will not ever stop seeing the light. The farther I fall, the stronger my come back!

    Today (Sunday) I’m grateful to be alive and mostly well. I’m very grateful for my spiritual and healing tools such as my tarot cards, my crystals, and essential oils. I’m grateful for epsom salts baths, and candles. I’m grateful for prayer and meditation.

    I’m mostly grateful for my children. I’ve spent so much time with them this weekend! Playing with Legos and paper dolls, drawing and coloring paper dolls, gardening, and creating a new garden relax hangout play area.

    Bad news stroke me yesterday, so I had to look at what I do have and be grateful for that. I was pregnant, went to have my first ultrasound and found the baby had no heartbeat. Now I’m expecting a miscarriage. It’s very sad.

    I’m actually grateful that I’m doing as well as I’m doing right now. I have really stay as calm as possible. I have my spiritual team and my tools to thank for how good I’ve done. (Sunday)

    (Thursday) now though, things have escalated. It started with my body being really sad. I could not feel it with my head, only my body felt it. I knew I was sad because my body was showing the symptoms, I was unable to smile or laugh, unable to sing or dance. I was just getting by… I guess I forgot to take care of myself during this crucial time and I just descended as low as I could. Now today’s lowest is not as low as this would have been 5 or gosh, 10 years ago! I’m so much stronger now but I still forget to take care of myself and my needs.

    My connection is safe and strong, I will remain in union. And I will beat all the odds as I always do. Bit I have to dig myself out of a hole I dug. I don’t even know how to talk about this and I don’t know if I will to you, and I don’t want to bother you with my issues.

    I will however continue posting as much as I can bear and in fact, I had really fell in love with blogging prior to my bad news on Saturday and so I shall blog as therapy also.

    Love and light to all reading this, thanks for caring,

    Eve

  • Gratitude challenge, the Eve and princess gardens

    I’m super grateful for the new flowers and new growth in my garden and my daughters’s princess garden.

    I shaped the princess garden into 2 large hearts, it’s beautiful ā¤ļø

    Sunflower 🌻 baby
  • Moldavite, Twin Flame Healing Crystal, watch on Rumble

    Moldavite, Twin Flame Healing Crystal, watch on Rumble

    I refer to Moldavite on this post as a crystal, rock, and stone. Moldavite is actually a glass. šŸ’ŽšŸ’ŽšŸ’Ž

    Beloved of the universe, since I last posted my gratitude challenge/ journal, amazing things have happened to me that I have certainly been very grateful about. I missed one blog challenge day on Sunday and I think it just means that I should not try to blog on Sunday. I should just give myself that day and blog everyday from Monday through Saturday, that was a very clear message to me, however I did stay in that energy of gratitude and like I said that energy has attracted more wonderful things to be grateful about. It’s just a beautiful cycle of feeling grateful and having new things to be grateful about, I am loving it.

    In one of my gratitude posts I mentioned my twin flame gifted me some moldavite jewelry. I had never heard of moldavite and he found out about it during his shopping spree of tarot cards and crystals for me and I immediately wanted one when I learned that the Moldavite is an ET Stone, since it was created due to a meteorite crash.

    I received my moldavite jewelry on Monday, two rings, and one pendant I immediately wore the rings and love them. I have not worn the pendant yet because I did not have the right chain, because I have not worn jewelry in a very, very long time except for one ring that I wore here and there that I will talk about in the video below. My twin bought me since 5 chains in different lengths, soon I’ll be wearing my pendant too.

    This is the second day that I have been wearing my two rings, I wore them to sleep, the shower everything and I just wanted to tell everybody what great experience I have been having with them in this little bit of time.

    When my beloved twin flame told me about the moldavite, I immediately did a search (not on Google, because I do my best not to Google) online to find out about the spiritual properties of this Crystal. As I read the lists and lists and lists of amazing properties attribute to this Crystal, my twin could not believe it. Either way I was in love with the stone and he then bought me the two rings and the pendant, the story of how he bought them is really cute also and I tell it on this video below.

    The video was not long enough or planned in advance for me to actually tell all the things that I have found since I started wearing it, for example the fact that I manifested over $900 out of the blue in day one of wearing the rings, that was not a coincidence at all. I also felt so connected to the universe and my intuition was so heightened, and I had the most beautiful feeling all day long.

    Apparently moldavite can be too much for some people it can be too strong and some people advised to use the rock with other stones such as rose quartz. But I love the energy and have since called them the twin flame healing crystal. I’ll talk more about this in videos and blog posts.

    So you own moldavite? This crystal is rare and one day will be extinct which means that is getting more and more expensive and if you do want some, it is advised to purchase it as soon as possible, do share your experience if you own moldavite.

    With love and light,

    Eve

  • Gratitude Challenge

    Gratitude Challenge

    It’s 11:11 PM and that counts as Saturday for me, so left me tell you what I am grateful for today, it has been a great day!

    Sodalite Heart and crystal

    I’m so grateful for my sodalite crystal heart, it’s not brand new anymore but I’mĀ  now learning how to use it and the properties and uses. I am grateful with my meditation with this Heart this morning. I’m also very grateful for the bath I took in the morning.

    I went to a new location of my old doctor today, I’m very grateful that it went very great. I took my Sodalite heart and my lavender essential oil, I even did a quick meditation while waiting in my room, I went through tests (because I’m pregnant) and I didn’t even feel a thing.

    I’m really grateful for new growth in my garden, I have baby plants coming up and new flowers, I was so excited I spent a lot of time there. I’m also grateful I just got my shipment of garden food, I’ll be upping my game by next week.

    I’m grateful that it’s the weekend and what great weather I had! Again, it was just an amazing day.

    Cool Etsy dagger

    Awesome rocks, not sure what they are but they’re sure beautiful, both of these were presents from my beloved.

    Finally, before it turns midnight, I’m grateful for how strong and healthy I’m feeling, being pregnant, I’m coming from a month of feeling sick and wanting to sleep all day long so it’s been awesome and I think it’s because I’ve been using my new essential oils for 2 days and I’ve been using my healing crystals.

    I’m grateful to hat you’re here reading this and also I’m excited for the new moon coming up!

    Much love,

    Eve

  • Gratitude Challenge

    Gratitude Challenge

    Today I am so grateful for these:

    Peppermint and Lavender doTERRA Essential oils
    Lemon and Rosemary doTERRA Essential oils
    Wild Orange doTERRA Essential oil
    doTERRA Orange essential oil supplement facts.

    I received my essential oils as I called them yesterday in my dream.🄰 I loved them so much.

    I am also grateful for this wooden box my beloved gifted me to store my new Tarot cards. He bought it on Etsy and the quality is great. The box is lovely.

    Handmade “the lovers” wooden tarot box
    Handmade “the lovers” wooden tarot box
    Handmade “the lovers” wooden tarot box

    Also, I received these lovely crystals (and 3 small cute rocks)Ā  as a free gift from the tarot box’s store. I’m so grateful for these

    My daughters were also grateful as they each received a crystal heart.

    Gratitude is contagious.

    What are you grateful for?

  • Gratitude challenge and dream journal

    Gratitude challenge and dream journal

    I think this is day 4 and I’m just excited to be blogging again. I have lots to be grateful for this morning šŸŒ„ (now afternoon)

    I am so grateful, and so excited about the dreams I had last night, I had many. You may or may not know that I am currently pregnant with my fifth child and pregnancy is an awesome time for having really deep dreams and remembering the dreams you had.

    I don’t have an official dream journal, if my dreams are awesome enough I’ll blog about them, or write a poem. Last night I went to sleep early and I slept forever, and then I woke up at midnight and I could not go back to sleep, when I realized I had been up for 2 hours, I decided to go for my usual self-hypnosis. (I’m so grateful for self hypnosis tapes). See link below.

    My favorite spiritual hypnosis is to connect with a spirit guide in a lucid dream, I do this specific one most nights and I love it, it relaxes me like nothing else, and puts me to sleep like nothing else can. As I was starting the meditation I asked to go to Sedona in my dreams, I got what I asked for, my dream came true and next thing I knew I was in Sedona with my beloved TF and our three daughters, our little toddler boy was not in the dream.

    Sedona did not look like Sedona in my dream and this happens often, in fact whenever I dream I’m in Sedona it does not look like Sedona. Often times Sedona in my dreams looks very old, in my dream last night it looked like I was in Cuba where I’m from, or like it was from another age, 100 years ago or something, but I always have the knowing that I am in Sedona. I also have dreamed I’m traveling to Sedona, even by foot!

    My family and I went to hotel (in the dream) and the hotel was nothing like we’ve seen in Sedona, it was weird because my three daughters had their own hotel room. I talked to my oldest daughter about this dream this morning, (she is eight) thinking about the fact that she and her younger sisters will have their own room she determined that this is in the future because there’s no way we will leave them in their own room today but in the future obviously they could, she said my mind probably showed me something in the future. šŸ¤”

    Then things got weird as my twin flame was suddenly on a mission, what’s really weird is that he actually doesn’t usually remember his dreams but when he does remember them, he is on a mission. His mission was to get some crystals. This doesn’t surprise me because he has been buying crystals, first for me, then for our daughters, and now also for himself which is really cool! In fact last night while I was sleeping early he was sweetly picking up Moldavite jewelry for me which I’m so grateful for today and I cannot wait to get them! I’m also really, really grateful that yesterday he bought me a really cool Crystal dagger which I plan to use in my altars that I will be creating this year, and for spiritual work. It’s so amazing.

    Back to the dream. So he was leaving on foot to another city to get this crystals the other City really seemed like he was in another country and I was thinking how is he going to make it on foot? He was determined and not willing to listen to my questions or feedback about it being quite impossible! At some point he took off running and I had to catch up. I started running as well and then I saw him he had met some people and was choosing tools for digging he was actually going to go dig for these crystals, it was quite the adventure. Meanwhile I was thinking are the kids okay in the hotel? I’m trying to get to him that we had to go back to get the kids but he would not listen he was just going on and on and on and then I woke up and that was it, so I did not get to see the crystals but I think that my obsession last night with the Moldavite, a black obsidian that he bought and just other crystals that I have coming in the mail and that I just received really came through in my dreams I think it was a good positive sign that one, the Moldavite willl have a positive great effect on me, and that the black obsidian will also be great for my beloved Twin Flame who is a Scorpio. Also there was fresh homegrown food in Sedona (the dream) so grateful for that!

    I had a second dream that I remember and it was I have received my essential oils which I am expecting since 2 days ago, I just can’t wait to get them. In my dream I was opening them and sampling them and showing them to other people and sharing them which was so amazing and I think there’s a positive sign too, I think they’ll come today. I bought a peppermint, a lavender, a lemon, an orange, and a Rosemary essential oil from doTERRA, my fav oil company, and one I’ve supported for years.

    On top of the beautiful dreams and the awesome jewelry and crystals and I’m also grateful for my new Tarot collection, I’m just really grateful to be alive and well, very grateful to be happy and healthy! This is usually not in my gratitude list but this morning (I don’t like sharing this with you) but I was driving on my favorite road, it was closed down and I had to take a detour and actually there was a very bad accident and likely somebody died.Ā  I was late to where I was going but I was just really thinking about the family of the person and just sending them my blessing and just realizing that being late is nothing compared to the fact that it’s possible that somebody lost their life and yeah just feeling grateful that I am healthy and strong. Still sending love and light to the family of the person involved and I blessed the ambulances and police men on the scene so they might be safe and catching realĀ  criminals instead of messing with the wrong person.

    Anyways gratitude journaling is such a great exercise and I should totally do this more often, also I love the challenge! It reminds me to come online. Usually I think I don’t even have anything to say or whatever is keeping me down is keeping me down and not blogging but the challenge part of it keeps me coming back and often times I wake up and in the morning I remember to login and be grateful about it.

    Also I feel the more I share my gratitude, the more things I have to be grateful for!

    I’m very grateful for you reading this until the end! Have a blessed safe day!

    Eve

    https://youtu.be/KZ-saayeXco
    Here’s my favorite hypnosis on youtube.