Dear diary,
***Update since 5/5/23: that big Scorpio eclipse which coincided with my anniversary to Scorpio āļø ***
Once expectations are dropped and nothing is expected, union manifests. Of course, this statement would be ridiculous applied to a 3D relationship. Of course, in the “real world” (such as the world my parents live in), clear expectations are needed, or they will not be met.
Lucky for me, I don’t live in the real world. In the world I live in, I don’t have to tie my lover down. He willingly comes to me all the time. My lover doesn’t have to “buy me” or do anything special to earn my affection. I am totally free of charge. I know we live in a broken place, and this is why I want to change the world.
A new dimension of love ā¤ļø š š
Since my last update, my beloved Scorpio and I have become closer than ever. It was unexpected, really, so I’m sure it was divine timing, and perhaps the energy accelerated due to the eclipse. It really doesn’t matter why, the lovely thing happened and now I’m very grateful.
I’m not going to give the specifics on what happened, too personal and unnecessary, but change started in my mind. Perhaps also in my beloved’s mind, I didn’t ask… In our conversations around this time, we talked about giving more to our connection. Giving more in a state of gratitude for the continued Love and the increasing depth of our Love.
Long story short, I felt what I could only explain as a new dimension of love. More specifically, this change manifested as a new dimension in lovemaking.
A new dimension in lovemaking š š š
A new dimension in lovemaking is obviously yummy š š š š š š. It’s obvious and undeniable when this happens. This is a real phenomenon and not something that can be made up, not something that can be faked. Both partners feel the shift. The shift is positive, of course.
This positive shift in lovemaking, which I’m calling a new dimension, is not some magical, otherworldly move to the 5D ( š ). This positive shift is a new level. We all started somewhere, let’s say, at level zero. At different rates and for different reasons, we all leveled up our sex life. I’m not assigning levels to skills. What I speak of is an energetic “feeling” thing, not a theoretical learning thing. I didn’t do anything new, I did have a new intention, and I used the power of gratitude to manifest this shift.
Manifested, or divine timing?
If I used gratitude to manifest this shift, did I manifest it, or was it divine timing š¤? I feel like this question is a lot like What came first, the chicken or the egg? Trying to answer it is a good journaling exercise.
The shift started in my mind. There was probably plenty of assistance from my lover Scorpio. I feel his fantasies, so what I think (about sex) are not my thoughts at all. They’re at the very least shared thoughts, at most, my thoughts are his thoughts, which sounds dangerous ( š š¤£ š) but I’m tuned into that vibe, so there is no harm. The power of tuning into his desires has been helpful for me because I’m the embarrassed little girl type…
I don’t believe I manifested this. Though I’m certain that you, the reader, can manifest a higher level of love and a higher level of sex, the experience I write about was not manifested by me, there is a chance that it was manifested by my lover! He is Scorpio, and this shift happened under the influence of the Scorpio eclipse.
Gratitude manifests a higher love
My takeaway from this journaling exercise is if something manifested this new dimension of love was my gratitude š„¹ š š for my beloved and his love for me as well as my gratitude for the universe for bringing us together and I feel more and more grateful everyday!
Today, during the summer solstice, āļø š āļø I plan on picking yellow flowers, picking pinecones, drawing suns with my children, and hope to make a fire.
Thank you for your visit, and I wish you a lovely solstice and cancer season,
Eve
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