It’s 888 lions gate portal friends! My favorite time of year and a time when poetry is flowing out of me!
I’m a true fan of silence. I believe in silence we can not only communicate so much but also I believe silence is the key to listening to our souls and I did write a poem about this before… To listen to your soul (or God/the universe) we must first find quiet, then make our minds quiet (a true challenge) and finally, make our bodies quiet (no pain, discomfort etc) and below the noise, the thoughts, the pain is the language of the soul which of course, is silent.
To celebrate this powerful 222 portal I decided to share a guided meditation for union and heart alignment. This came through on 2/22/2022 but it’s really a timeless meditation you can do any time.
This meditation is based on the meditations I do myself with my twin flame’s soul or higher self.
Hello friend, I had 2 crazy dreams in a row showing me secret hidden shadow and darkness within my subconscious. I unpacked these dreams, the energies, and what I know about these topics on my newest podcast episode, though the linkš. I talked about info I received from my twin flame (he is a community of beings and I talked about that in this episode). I also talked about how to turn the challenges we’re experiencing during this 222 portal into healing experiences. And, as I saw another coyote, 2 during this portal, I read the meaning from my spirit song Tarot and it was very fitting to the topic of this episode. Thanks for listening and thank you for your support always,
To see the picture of this card and screenshot of the meaning from the book, click on the following link to read my previous post about this cards when I saw the first coyote or listen to the podcast.
During this 222 portal (2/2/2022 – 2/22/2022) challenges abound. I created a podcast episode to give you some divine messages to help navigate through these intense energies and come out the other side of the portal much more aligned with our higher self and spirit and to use these challenges to help with our ascension instead of being overwhelmed by them.
To get the full message please listen to the podcast through the link š
SpiritSong tarot reading for 222 portal challengesFour of feathers (swords) Bear. Sanctuary and rest. Bear š» card meaning part 1Bear meaning part 2Ten of acorns. Donkey š“. Responsibility and dedication. Donkey card meaning part 1Donkey card meaning part 2The star. ā Swan š¦¢. Peace and healingThe swan meaning part 1The swan meaning part 2Knight of feathers. Coyote šŗ. Action and focusCoyote card meaning from the book.
Thanks for reading, listening, and supporting this blog. I appreciate you š¤
With much Love and light and sending you much healing energy,
It is 12/12 and I didn’t celebrate it much. Something I didn’t like about being pregnant is I have not celebrated the cosmic holidays as much as when I wasn’t pregnant. My beloved was in a celebratory mood and that was great except he didn’t want me to sleep so much š“. The beginning of 2022 approaches and I’m excited about that.
I didn’t receive lots of insights. I simply had to sleep a lot this weekend. Rest rest rest. I also learned a big lesson in not trusting the illusion and trusting my gut. Anyways, I decided to pull some cards for some last minute insights.
I pulled the Justice card and immediately felt that justice will be served on Earth but carefully I figure that we must first be fair ourselves or justice could be served on us. Too many times we can judge and this is never enlightening, our judgements add density and we don’t have time to clear more density, let’s simply become lighter. And just because justice will be served… eventually, doesn’t mean that we should not be protected and prepared for what’s to come. I intend to leave behind the fear of this current storm and instead, focus all my energy on instead being ready to thrive no matter what.
Then I pulled the chariot, and this specific card (from the Tarot of Dreams) has a lovely picture of a chariot on the sea, the artwork reminded me of Aquarius, the current age and it spoke of riding the wave, which takes me to my previous message. I’ve been thrown under this wave and it’s time for me to ride the wave again. Time to reawaken. The book speaks of a confident approach and this as reminds me again to be prepared and build strength.
The page of wands made me feel that I should be most careful in falling for the games of others. Not everyone cares for my best interest and even those closest to u as could have an ulterior motive or a paradise demon attached to them, or dark pattern that tries to play us. Learning something new or starting a new practice is a good idea right now. This portal will remain open until the winter solstice and we have some time to work with the current energies. What are we ready to leave behind? What are we working on next? Let’s manifest the future we want to see I also feel suddenly.
Intending to know where twin flames are healing, I pulled a Whispers of healing card. The awareness card. In the card a baby looks at me from within a spiral which contains the universe. It reminds me of my baby, tucked within my tummy, safe, not realizing what the world is outside, being peaceful and calm just trusting her connection to me and the familiar voices of her family. All the energy I’m putting into the moment in which I’ll deliver her, which I plan to do on my home. But I’m reminded to enjoy the present too. Maybe there’s no baby in your stomachs but you’re putting so much energy into birthing something or simply expecting change in the current events, the politics, the division, the current state of affairs in the world today. I’m reminded to enjoy the present. Do not fall into despair not knowing what is coming and let’s focus into what we’re trying to create. Whatever situation we face, awareness is key to a better, healthier experience.
I did get one last piece of info for this night. I don’t need to know all about a wound to be able to heal it. Also, watch out for the spiritual teachers and the way they describe twin flames. It’s not a terrible journey. I listened to someone today who claimed the divine mascot is really just a jerk basically, I thought she went out with totally the wrong guy!
And now I’m going to meditate. Enjoy your night Lovestars š
Have you ever slept in the middle of nowhere where other humans can’t be heard, lights are not shining, where the sky is very dark, and the stars so brightly visible? Have you ever gone camping of the grid?
Pooping in a bucket is a challenge (specially for myĀ 4 kids) but, If they can manage (they are constantly leveling up too) so can you.
On mother’s Day, I celebrated by camping with my family at our favorite off-grid spot, lost in the mountains in a secret Arizona location. I forgot to share those pics so here they go.
Off-grid camping means camping somewhere where you’re allowed to park and pitch a tent and where there’s nothing else typically there’s no other campers in the same campground, although you might see some other campers in other campgrounds. Typically there is not one noise, we, city dwellers don’t understand how much noise we are exposed to every single day and night, even while we sleep, until we’re off-grid in the middle of nowhere and all we can hear is nature. Nature sounds are relaxing also.
Off-grid camping means there’s no facilities, no bathrooms, no water, no help, no store, no police, no employees, you have to come prepared with everything you need, you cannot run out of anything. What you don’t bring or you forget you go without. We are safe and protected of course and the only inconvenience we’ve had are so many bugs. And again, we see many others camping this way.
Eve and kids
Lilli camper
Vivi camper
LizzieBarbie camper
Mom and dad pic by LizzieBarbie
Hiking in a dress is a thing
Lilli hiker plays with stick
Baby (toddler) Alex is a super camper and hiker
Vivi hiker makes all her fashion choices
LizzieBarbie wearing Betty Boop, mommy made skirt and mom’s top
Lilli hiker is the funniest girl
Baby wearing is most helpful when you have 4 kids
Tent, sweet tent
Eve Lovestar writes and does spiritual work in the quiet night and early morning
Massive Saguaro could be as old as 100 years
I always wake up before anyone else
This is when I wrote the divine feminine, you look your best to your twin flame blog post.
I just returned from camping on memorial day weekendĀ and have beach camping pictures to show. We camp often and it is a practice that gives me much content for this blog. I get a lot of downloads and do a lot of automatic writing while camping and wanted to show you some behind the scenes inspiration.
Have you talked to your twin yet? Communication is a theme during this eclipse portal and it will last for about 6 months, so start communicating, if not in the physical, talk to their soul or higher self. The universe is conspiring so twin flames might talk and deeply connect right now.
My communication experience on eclipse day
My experience with communication on the full moon eclipse day was extraordinary. I’m not a big talker, I’m a writer, a thinker, and an energy worker. But on this day, I had many unexpected communications with my lover, our families, my children, friends, my toddler spoke, had many downloads…
My children talk a lot to my mom, and their grandparents on dad’s side and have been asking a lot more to talk to them, we don’t call our parents every week and should call them more. On the lunar eclipse day, within 1 hour both their grandpa and my mom video called me by accident, it was a sign of communication with family and loved ones.
Also I’ve been having very profound downloads, when I feel them coming it’s like an opening within my system and then, they settle within me. It’s like an evolution of my thinking, perhaps, also because we’re in Gemini season, my twin and I have our moon in Gemini. I forgot a lot of the downloads, those might not have been for you, but for me. I have been intending on having new thoughts and that’s exactly what’s been going on for the last week.
Post eclipse, twin flame communication evolution and understanding
I wrote the first part of this post on the day of the full moon eclipse, I realized that communication was going to be a theme between twin flame counterparts and I was right! The universe was about to very quickly and effectively show me how true that was!
The day after the eclipse, my twin and I got into an intense fight. He gave me the news in bed while I was sleepy, this triggered such an anger our of me! I exploded, I was screaming, so uncharacteristic! He then mirrored my anger. Everything we had kept pushed inside of us for 14 years that had not come up before, came out. We were pressure cookers and went off. Then we made up, we talked and agreed, it was so beautiful and divine timing. Talk to your twin to avoid this. What you have to talk about will come up, go over sensitive areas kindly as triggers abound right now.
Something twin flames lost a long time ago is returning now
Maybe it’s time for divine Union or maybe it’s time for your Divine Union to level up. This happens within my union where I think I am finally in Union and then I am shown that there’s a whole another level of Union that we can reach. And my union keeps on ascending like this during this incredible astrological transits. Something you lost a long time ago, For us it was about 13 years ago, it’s returning. This probably means that you’ve ascended and now you’re attracting that thing that maybe you were blocked to in the past.
What returned for us was so personal! But something that both of us thought about very recently. And so we engaged in that and it was, wow! amazing! And this brought us closer! And we talked about it, again communication is a theme this eclipse season, twin flame, talk to your twin!
I’ll tell you what came back for us, it was makeup sex! My twin loved it when we first moved in together. This is the time when we started to get to know each other’s shadow and reject each other a little bit, it was rocky times for us, rocky, rocky times. However, it was also our honeymoon period and we could not keep our hands of each other, this is what he said, and of course he is a scorpio.
My twin used to love makeup sex because even though we were not happy with each other during fights, we still could not keep our hands off each other and that’s hot for Scorpio. What happened is I didn’t love it, I said that wrong (he corrected me when I said this yesterday) I loved the sex but I didn’t like the idea of doing it without being happy with him and I thought maybe that was hindering our actually fixing our issues, maybe we were both right, eventually we were both in that mood to where if we fought we were withholding sex from each other, even he would do that, as a Scorpio, not a good thing.
I’m very happy for you receiving from the Universe something you lost before, note that you might have forgotten this thing since it was so long ago. If this resonated, let us know if you can share.
Synchronicities
I was just reminded he’s my #11 and I’m his #11. Seeing 1111? Me too. Here are the angel numbers I’ve been seeing the most this eclipse season.
111: you’re starting fresh, this is a new beginning, a reset.
444: to me, this is my twin flame’s higher self giving me messages, also, receiving a Pleiadian message, our twins and our guides are close by, guiding us! Ask for assistance.
777: angels are all around us, ask for what you need.
888: we live in an abundant universe. Manifest.
999: we’re closing chapters so we can start some new ones.
Sunflower and seed collection: my last Sunflower plant opened. This one is close to our house anddoesn’t get a lot of sun, it’s a smaller plant with smaller flowers but it has many flower buds on it! The top sunflower started opening the day before the eclipse. These sunflowers know when to open! My first one opened during 444 in 2020. My old sunflowers have died and now I’m collecting the seeds for next year’s garden, I should say I’m learning how to collect the right seeds for s very healthy sunflower garden next year.
Moonlight oracle card deck: my twin bought these for me months ago, but since they were shipped from Russia, I received them the day after the lunar eclipse. They’re moon cards and so lovely, I cried when I held them.
Moonlight oracle cards by Tatiana Vedenkina
Butterfly: š¦ while writing this, I saw the most beautiful butterfly flying on a spot where I have never ever seen one. Butterflies signify change, and metamorphosis.
How are you feeling this season?
Many blessings for your journey, and please keep twin flame Union and Ascension in your meditations this season.
Lovestar Templeš„ š„ 