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Category: Pisces

  • Union stages, union manifestation, and union poetry Lovestars podcast

    Sweet friend,

    I published a new Lovestars podcast episode. On it, I discussed the stages of my union, why the Lion’s Gate is the perfect time to manifest union, twin flame union poetry, and I discussed the energy of the upcoming super full moon blue moon in Pisces which has the potential to manifest union and how in my belief, we can use this rare moon to extend the energy of the Lion’s Gate 2023 which was inmense. I talked a bit of my heart healing during the Lion’s Gate 2020 and a lot of other stuff.

    Stages of Union. How many have you reached?

    • Recognition (5/5/2007)
    • Sexual Union
    • Physical Union
    • Heart Union (Lion’s Gate 2020)
    • Energetic Union (Lion’s Gate 2023)
    • Next step: soul union (set the intention during Lion’s Gate 2023)
    • Next next step: Total union

    What is twin flame Union?

    Union is much more than being in Love. Union is much more than being in a relationship. Union grows. Union is healing between the counterparts. Union is enlightenment (if we could achieve this…) in Love. Union is the Ascension of love. Union comes after an ego death because the ego can only be at rest or shattered for Union to happen.

    Thank you for being here, and if you enjoyed this podcast (I think it was my best yet), please let me know what Union is to you.

    How did you manifest union during the Lion’s Gate 2023 or prior years?

    With love and light,

    Your friend, Eve

  • Lion’s Gate poetry

    Lion’s Gate poetry

    It’s not new for me to write the most beautiful and touching poems during the Lion’s Gate portal.

    In 2020, when my broken heart was miraculously healed, and I was finally able to love, I wrote 8 of my favorite poems ever!

    I don’t write these down with my intellect, I hear them as thoughts. Sometimes complete thoughts that rhyme and/ or have rhythm, other times a word gets stuck in my head or a title.

    This is my favorite thing to do.

    “Grateful for you,” a twin flame healing poem. This made me so emotional 😢 that I had to go to the bathroom and dry my tears!

    This is my truth, and this was my path to union.

    How we finally reached Union (16 years together in a 3D union, never separated)

    I was illuminated during the Lion’s Gate 2023. Someone from spirit told me all the things about myself that were creating separation in our union. One of these things was that I was a feminist but I didn’t realize it. Once I opened up to him and explained everything, he was soooo sweet that he said I didn’t need to apologize. Let’s just make it better. I then wrote him a 14-page letter, which was a journaling exercise, too, and I discovered so much about myself.

    Now, we call each other every lunchtime we’re separated, and we have been super kind to each other.

    I still have a long way to go (and I’m certain he does too) but the results have been electrifying!

    I’m super grateful 🙏 🥲 🙂

    I’ll talk about this at length because it’s so important and it was easy though it took 16 years for me to be illuminated!

    Thanks for reading, and may your union flourish, too!

    Eve

  • A new dimension of love and lovemaking. Union update ❤️ 😍 💖

    Dear diary,

    ***Update since 5/5/23: that big Scorpio eclipse which coincided with my anniversary to Scorpio ♏️ ***

    Once expectations are dropped and nothing is expected, union manifests. Of course, this statement would be ridiculous applied to a 3D relationship. Of course, in the “real world” (such as the world my parents live in), clear expectations are needed, or they will not be met.

    Lucky for me, I don’t live in the real world. In the world I live in, I don’t have to tie my lover down. He willingly comes to me all the time. My lover doesn’t have to “buy me” or do anything special to earn my affection. I am totally free of charge. I know we live in a broken place, and this is why I want to change the world.

    A new dimension of love ❤️ 😍 💖

    Since my last update, my beloved Scorpio and I have become closer than ever. It was unexpected, really, so I’m sure it was divine timing, and perhaps the energy accelerated due to the eclipse. It really doesn’t matter why, the lovely thing happened and now I’m very grateful.

    I’m not going to give the specifics on what happened, too personal and unnecessary, but change started in my mind. Perhaps also in my beloved’s mind, I didn’t ask… In our conversations around this time, we talked about giving more to our connection. Giving more in a state of gratitude for the continued Love and the increasing depth of our Love.

    Long story short, I felt what I could only explain as a new dimension of love. More specifically, this change manifested as a new dimension in lovemaking.

    A new dimension in lovemaking 😋 😋 😋

    A new dimension in lovemaking is obviously yummy 😋 😜 😊 😉 😀 😍. It’s obvious and undeniable when this happens. This is a real phenomenon and not something that can be made up, not something that can be faked. Both partners feel the shift. The shift is positive, of course.

    This positive shift in lovemaking, which I’m calling a new dimension, is not some magical, otherworldly move to the 5D ( 😆 ). This positive shift is a new level. We all started somewhere, let’s say, at level zero. At different rates and for different reasons, we all leveled up our sex life. I’m not assigning levels to skills. What I speak of is an energetic “feeling” thing, not a theoretical learning thing. I didn’t do anything new, I did have a new intention, and I used the power of gratitude to manifest this shift.

    Manifested, or divine timing?

    If I used gratitude to manifest this shift, did I manifest it, or was it divine timing 🤔? I feel like this question is a lot like What came first, the chicken or the egg? Trying to answer it is a good journaling exercise.

    The shift started in my mind. There was probably plenty of assistance from my lover Scorpio. I feel his fantasies, so what I think (about sex) are not my thoughts at all. They’re at the very least shared thoughts, at most, my thoughts are his thoughts, which sounds dangerous ( 😆 🤣 😂) but I’m tuned into that vibe, so there is no harm. The power of tuning into his desires has been helpful for me because I’m the embarrassed little girl type…

    I don’t believe I manifested this. Though I’m certain that you, the reader, can manifest a higher level of love and a higher level of sex, the experience I write about was not manifested by me, there is a chance that it was manifested by my lover! He is Scorpio, and this shift happened under the influence of the Scorpio eclipse.

    Gratitude manifests a higher love

    My takeaway from this journaling exercise is if something manifested this new dimension of love was my gratitude 🥹 🙏 🙌 for my beloved and his love for me as well as my gratitude for the universe for bringing us together and I feel more and more grateful everyday!

    Today, during the summer solstice, ☀️ 🌞 ☀️ I plan on picking yellow flowers, picking pinecones, drawing suns with my children, and hope to make a fire.

    Thank you for your visit, and I wish you a lovely solstice and cancer season,

    Eve

  • A new dimension of love and lovemaking. Union update ❤️ 😍 💖

    Dear diary,

    ***Update since 5/5/23: that big Scorpio eclipse which coincided with my anniversary to Scorpio ♏️ ***

    Once expectations are dropped and nothing is expected, union manifests. Of course, this statement would be ridiculous applied to a 3D relationship. Of course, in the “real world” (such as the world my parents live in), there has to be clear expectations, or they will not be met.

    Lucky for me, I don’t live in the real world. In the world I live in, I don’t have to tie my lover down. He willingly comes to me all the time. My lover doesn’t have to “buy me” or do anything special to earn my affection. I am totally free of charge. I know we live in a broken world, and this is why I want to change the it.

    A new dimension of love ❤️ 😍 💖

    Since my last update, my beloved Scorpio and I have become closer than ever. It was unexpected, really, so I’m sure it was divine timing, and perhaps the energy accelerated due to the eclipse. It really doesn’t matter why, the lovely thing happened and now I’m very grateful.

    I’m not going to give the specifics on what happened, too personal and unnecessary, but change started in my mind. Perhaps also in my beloved’s mind, I didn’t ask… In our conversations around this time, we talked about giving more to our connection (I led this conversation). Giving more in a state of gratitude for the continued Love and the increasing depth of our Love. This is totally something I’d say and not Scorpio…

    The change I refer to was reaching a place together where we were more at peace, closer together, and wanting more.

    A new dimension in lovemaking 😋 😋 😋

    A new dimension in lovemaking is obviously yummy 😋 😜 😊 😉 😀 😍. It’s obvious and undeniable when this happens. This is a real phenomenon and not something that can be made up, not something that can be faked. Both partners feel the shift. The shift is positive, of course.

    This positive shift in lovemaking, which I’m calling a new dimension, is not some magical, otherworldly move to the 5D ( 😆 ). This positive shift is a new level. We all started somewhere, let’s say, at level zero. At different rates and for different reasons, we all leveled up our sex life. I’m not assigning levels to skills. What I speak of is an energetic “feeling” thing, not a theoretical learning thing. I didn’t do anything new, I did have a new intention, and I used the power of gratitude to manifest this shift.

    Manifested, or divine timing?

    If I used gratitude to manifest this shift, did I manifest it, or was it divine timing 🤔? I feel like this question is a lot like What came first, the chicken or the egg? Trying to answer it is a good journaling exercise.

    The shift started in my mind. There was probably plenty of assistance from my lover Scorpio. I feel his fantasies, so what I think (about sex) are not my thoughts at all. They’re at the very least shared thoughts, at most, my thoughts are his thoughts, which sounds dangerous ( 😆 🤣 😂) but I’m tuned into that vibe, so there is no harm. The power of tuning into his desires has been helpful for me because I’m the embarrassed little girl type…

    I don’t believe I manifested this. Though I’m certain that you, the reader, can manifest a higher level of love and a higher level of lovemaking, the experience I write about was not manifested by me, there is a chance that it was manifested by my lover! He is Scorpio, and this shift happened under the influence of the Scorpio eclipse, and I believed going into the eclipse that he might be manifesting something… but though my lover likely helped manifest this for us, I believe this was divine timing.

    Does sex get better after 16 years?

    That is such a great question, and we all know the answer is no. Most of us know of couples that fall apart much sooner than that and we ourselves might have gotten tired of someone in the past, most of us also experienced cheating and we assume cheaters cheat because they get bored. We assume that sex with the same person and the same way get boring.

    This is why finding a new dimension of lovemaking elevates the entire union. It suddenly becomes new again. The energy ascends, the feeling gets better, and the desire grows.

    I am excited about this big change in our union and so grateful. Now that I know this is possible, I will explore it even further. More of these posts are coming.

    Dear reader,

    Thank you for visiting and I’m grateful for you. I have been off the blog lots because my life has changed also in the busy area but I will always keep on coming back.

    Much love,

    Eve

  • Pisces to Scorpio love letter

    Beloved Scorpio,

    I, Pisces, love you, Scorpio. I love your depth, your intensity,  your sensitivity, and your sensual power. Scorpio, you rule my daydreams and my fantasies. I feel most fulfilled in your presence. I feel most feminine in your arms. I feel most powerful when I am noticed by you.

    Scorpio, I am grateful that you are my perfect match, and I am your perfect match. You have what I need and I have what you need. We were made, perfect, for each other.

    Thank you for noticing me within the sea of countless women, and especially thank you for choosing me over all the other Pisces girls who would have loved to have you.

    Please know that my love is pure and deep and blessed by the light. I could only surrender to you. I can only be vulnerable with you. No energy comes close to yours. I am forever yours.

    And Scorpio, don’t worry, I will match your intensity when you need it most.

    With so much love and gratitude,

    Your Eve,

  • Lovemaking meditation. Stop overactive mind to reach orgasm.

    TRIGGER ALERT!!! WE DISCUSS SEX,  ORGASMS, AND THE LACK OF ON THIS POST. MEANT FOR FEMALES. READ FOR INFORMATIONAL PURPOSES. ENGAGING SEXUALLY WITH A FEMALE? COME GET INSIGHT. WRITTEN WITH LOVE AND LIGHT FOR THE COLLECTIVE OF FEMALES.

    Dear friend,

    I was in a deep conversation with my beloved ❤️ when he mentioned how many women go their entire lives without experiencing an orgasm. We discussed the topic further and were baffled that only a tiny percentage of females are able to have an orgasm through vaginal intercourse alone. Lucky us, and how do we spread the awareness that this is within reach for many more?

    Why do I care about orgasms?

    There are many reasons. One is my partner believes it’s hot. Whether he vocalizes it or not, my partner gets off getting me off. It not only deepens the connection and makes me open to more sex, but also my partner gets confirmation that he’s doing something very well and that I’m enjoying myself with him.

    During an orgasm, there is a huge release of sexual energy that has interacted with my attentive lover. This energy has manifestation power. It’s a perfect time to set an intention.

    Having an orgasm is a huge self steem boost, and it makes me feel better. My theory is that it also makes me look better, at least while the orgasm has the effect and their spell last a while.

    I believe there are health benefits to having orgasms. Additionally, I believe it helps balance hormones, can help balance feminine and masculine energies within my body, and can help ground me. I can not prove these beliefs. I don’t have orgasms for their health benefits either. They just feel really, really good. They feel like bliss.

    There is a healing power to having orgasms. Energetic, mental, and health manifestations of the two. Regular orgasms can be powerful, like therapy with a good therapist, orgasms can help get stuck energy out of the body, and this has helped me ascend, grow, transform, heal, and become who I am today.

    Regular orgasms help manifest union. With my theory about them helping remove stuck energy out of the body, regular orgasms could trigger running and chasing but ultimately should help bring the lovers to union.

    It’s said that orgasms increase the chances of becoming pregnant. (If not trying to get pregnant, use caution)

    My personal experience

    I, too, have experienced orgasmless sex. That is the sex that sucks that I wish I would have never settled for. I didn’t even think female orgasms existed until I was a woman and read about it in a magazine! I was told and taught about the monumental male orgasm with their creative power but never even informed about the bliss I too could experience and I would not feel that bliss until I met my beloved, and luckily for me, I was only 20.

    If teenage girls were taught about the female orgasm, they would be less likely to give their bodies to undeserving partners and would not go into long-term relationships with mediocre partners.  Girls would grow into women who are confident in their bodies and who are comfortable sharing their opinions and talking openly with their partners. Please do your part and let someone know of the incredible power of having an orgasm as a female.

    My beloved 🔥🔥 who was made for me by God and set up to date me by the universe, is my orgasm giver. It’s his superpower, and I have been blessed, I know. I speak from my experience of what I have noticed in going from not enjoying sex to loving every moment of it and wanting more with the right partner. The right partner was key.

    In my youth, in Cuba, I remember people said that girls fell in love with the first guy they had sex with. I never believed that. I believe that girls fall in love with the first guy who gives them an orgasm. She would be powerless to not fall in love.

    What I believe is that in a relationship, if a girl still doesn’t love a man before he gives her her first orgasm, she will fall in love the moment she feels it.

    Why am I not having orgasms?

    I could be judging myself. If I’m thinking I don’t look good enough during sex, if I’m wondering if I look good or bad, if I’m trying to hide perceived body imperfections, if I’m trying to look a certain way rather than being vulnerably me, I can’t have an orgasm. But I have realized that in any position, we look hot. The imperfections are not noticeable.  He is not looking at my huge belly. He is looking at his favorite part of me, and he does a great job of finding my sexiest side.

    I could be judging my performance. If I’m thinking I’m doing a poor job during sex, I’ll likely not experience bliss. If I’m trying too hard, if I’m competing with his previous lover, or with some idea of what I should be doing, or if I mistakenly believe I have to act like some porn star, I will not have an orgasm. As a woman, I have found that I don’t have to be any of those things for my partner. The only way is to surrender without judgment! If I let go completely, I’ll feel bliss.

    I could be judging my partner. Perhaps we are fighting or mad at each other. I will not have an orgasm if I choose to have sex with the wrong partner. It would not work if I dared compared him to a previous partner. For me, I have to feel safe with a man to even come close. His energy has to feel right. I should not have any questions of whether or not he’s cheating. I’m definitely not cheating. It’s not a one-time stand, a mistake, or a partner I want to break up with. It starts with the right partner, and I’m giving all of me because I trust him.

    I could be judging the experience. If instead of enjoying every second of it, I’m in my mind, concerned if it’s too soon, too late, if I’m overcome by jealousy, if I think I will regret the experience, I would not expect to have an orgasm. However, I have learned in my connection that to enjoy lovemaking, I have to be present in that moment, and that means not thinking about anything that is not part of that experience or that could enhance the experience.

    Tips to reach an orgasm

    As a woman, since I only surrender my body to my beloved, the right guy, and my orgasm giver, only my overactive thinking mind could prevent me from enjoying the lovemaking experience, peaking with an orgasm. My belief is that to have a fulfilling sex life, a female must first have a worthy partner, and once that is accomplished, she needs to simply calm that overactive mind that prevents her from enjoying herself to the max through overthinking.

    Thinking during the sexual act is the biggest thing I’ve noticed that can stop my pleasure. I don’t know how this works for males and only speak about what I know. If, during sex, a woman starts thinking about work or family drama, she will not have an orgasm. If her shopping list pops in her mind or her bills, her pleasure will fade. If a woman becomes preoccupied with anything at all during sex, she will not enjoy it much because, as a woman, this experience is internal.

    For those of us who practice meditation, it’s easy to realize that lovemaking is the perfect meditative experience. After all, being in the moment is not letting our thoughts wander into the past or future, being in our current energy, feeling what we are feeling, being patient, and not rushing the experience, accepting, surrendering to the moment, being in a receptive mode, letting go of judgements…

    Letting go of thoughts is difficult! It might even be impossible to be in a non thinking state unless someone has been practicing for a while. Yet, while making love, when thoughts come through my mind, just like when I meditate, I don’t let that thought become a conversation that would take my concentration out of my beloved. I don’t want to miss a second of my lover’s attention, so I’ve practiced. If my mind is going 1000 miles a second and not being helpful, I use willpower and take my thoughts to an extremely powerful and sexy moment in our connection, such as our first time.

    If my mind is overactive, I visualize my beloved and I making love. This practice tames the overthinking mind and adds another layer of sexy, the mind suddenly working to my benefit.

    Prior to lovemaking

    • Set a romantic and mainly safe stage for lovemaking.
    • Relax body and mind.
    • Set a powerful intention such as to receive as much pleasure as is given, to reach union, to become more aligned.
    • Surrender to lover’s touch. Decide that all of him is worthy of all of me.
    • Calm overactive mind by reassuring that all is well. Remember the first time or a time when total surrender caused an orgasm.

    During lovemaking

    • Don’t hold anything back. When the intention is to reach an orgasm, there is a need to be open to one’s lover.
    • Don’t judge the experience, myself, my lover.
    • Be grateful. Gratitude makes everything sweeter and is a powerful manifestation technique.
    • Be open. During this experience, we might pick up our partner’s thoughts, desires, and fantasies. Accept them without judgment.
    • Be vulnerable.
    • Share the best of me.
    • Curve overactive mind by only engaging with thoughts that promote pleasure in my body. Visualizing my partner and I making love.
    • If thinking too much: open eyes and feast off the view of my beloved.
    • Surrender completely to the experience. Know that this is divine. I am worthy of this experience. I am worthy of feeling this much pleasure.
    • Intend that my lover will receive my love, gratitude, and appreciation from this exchange.
    • This exchange is an energetic one. Intend that our bodies will know how to interact with one another and provide each other the sweetest and most memorable experience.
    • Let go of the need to have an orgasm.  This will be an amazing experience regardless, and if I’m trying to hard, it will not happen.

    After lovemaking

    • Tell him how much I enjoyed it, or if not bold enough, let it be known.
    • Be grateful. Tell him or not, feel gratitude for this experience.
    • Sit in the vibe of lovemaking. A sexy energy was left behind, feel it.
    • Understand I am worth the pleasure felt, and there is nothing wrong with what we did. On the contrary, as a spiritual experience, lovemaking gets us closer to God. .
    • Feel my lover’s gratitude. He might not say it or recognize its gratitude, but he will be feeling it.
    • Decide to do this again.

    Dear friend, as a female, I reclaim my feminine power in the arms of my beloved. Our exchange is a safe experience where I can be my most vulnerable self. We engage with Love, respect, and passion. Our intention is to become closer, to please each other, and to feel pleasure ourselves, and we believe this is a gift from God, we will not judge or reject this gift from God.

    If you’re inspired, I invite you to engage with your beloved in lovemaking with the knowledge that not only can you have the most delicious orgasm but it will make your life more enjoyable and, dare I say, will make the world a better place.

    I pray this post will be useful, and if you find it enjoyable, please share it with a friend.

    Twin Flame Lovestars is now on Twitter. Be our first follower, please, and thank you. 😊 🙏

    https://twitter.com/EveLovestar?t=52t9xeUrOzGdMiAV1y-lQg&s=09

    Thanks for reading,

    Please let me know if this was helpful,

    With love and light,

    Eve

  • Valentine’s Love Letters save the day.

    Valentine’s Love Letters save the day.

    Dear Lovestars,

    What a terrible day I had today with family drama.

    In my panic, my beloved called. Immediately, I felt relaxed and protected,  like surrounded by an angel even though he’s many thousands of miles away, and he could not physically help me. But his good vibes made me feel safe.

    When I started writing about my trauma over my family’s situation, I deleted a post I wanted to share with you, but I was kind of embarrassed and on a different,  much lower vibe and didn’t share the lovey post. It was called Valentine’s Love Letters and on it I was going yo tell you while I was away from my beloved on Valentine’s, I jokingly said I would write him a Love letter. Then I decided I would and I sent him 3. 

    I ended up writing 3 letters, which I took pictures of to share with you. I inserted a rose petal in each and put a drop of my signature doTERRA oils on each letter as pictured below.

    I deleted the post when I fell into a depression and started writing about my trauma. But then, as the situation worsened, my beloved called to raise my vibe. This is why I believe in twin flames.

    He asked if I only sent him 3 letters. I said yes, and why did he ask. He said he didn’t want to miss one because they were what he really needed to hear, and they went right to his heart. I was so touched that I cried. I shared my last letter with him, the gratitude Love letter I share last on this post. One I have not sent him yet, but I’ll deliver to him personally since I’m finally going home!

    Valentine’s Love Letter
    Sexy and Romantic Valentine’s Love Letter
    10 Things I Love Most About You Love Letter
    10 Things I Love Most About You Love Letter
    Gratitude Love Letter
    Gratitude Love Letter

    I wrote these letters in the middle of the night. I wrote at 2, 3, 4 in the morning.  I wrote while my head rested on my pillow, and  my penmanship really suffered. I was so embarrassed about the look of my letters that I considered not sending them to him. I was embarrassed to show them to you because of how really ugly they look. I thought my beloved might get offended that I’d send him such poor work, and I was concerned that I could have done so much better. 

    Yet, I overcame my embarrassment, and I sent the letters anyway. The letters touched his heart. Since I’ve been away for such a long time, he was feeling alone and even doubtful, and it just so happened that I answered his questions with my letters.

    I hope you enjoyed this lighthearted post and that you feel inspired to share your love with your beloved also.

    With much Love,

    Eve

  • Watch “Sex with Scorpio” on YouTube

    On this video, I read my old post Sex with Scorpio!

    This was totally fun, so much so that I’m currently writing another sex article, the one I talked about on this video about not faking it. It will be published by tomorrow hopefully.

    PS. I tried to upload this video to Rumble, my twin flame and spiritual channel but nothing can be uploaded to Rumble since before Christmas so I uploaded to my YouTube channel unlisted. You can watch through the link and I’ll also create a secret playlist for you, my twin flame/ spiritual friend.

    Respectfully, and with Love and light,

    Eve

  • Gratitude Challenge

    Gratitude Challenge

    Dear friend,

    I opened my heart to you when I admitted I had closed my heart up which left my heart chakra out of alignment and me 0feeling grumpy, moody, and awful. It’s a long story how this happened but miraculously, as things can happen on this universe, after I meditated, practiced gratitude, and admitted it/ talked about it, I started to feel a shift. Thanks for the ear! If you do want to know what happened and how this blockage manifested in my life, listen to my newest podcast which I will link on this post as soon as it’s finished

    I decided to practice gratitude once more and I shall continue this at least until my baby is born for my heart’s sake and an easier birth experience for both me and my baby.

    Listen to my latest podcast to know all the details. I talked about this for about 54 minutes:

    https://anchor.fm/eve520/episodes/My-heart-chakra-became-blocked–Why–what-happened–and-how-to-fix-it–Gratitude-Journal-e1f830n

    Things I’m grateful for today:

    • I’m so so grateful for Pinterest. It’s my favorite search engine and I admit I’m spending lots of time in there looking at Baby crafts, cleaning and organization inspo, baby nesting ideas, and a favorite of mine, homesteading. If you want to connect on Pinterest, I would love that, send me a message if you would like to talk to me on there or if you want me to follow you. Of course I have spiritual topics and twin flame topics, here is the link to my profile: https://pin.it/1JfUObT
    • Chipotle! My family’s favorite restaurant and my food of choice post delivery. Planning on going there of course for Post delivery meal for the family, also its a birthday favorite and my bday is coming!
    • My birthday coming! For my birthday, I buy myself arts and crafts materials, because my mom always asks what I want for my birthday I let her know to buy me arts and crafts materials since this time around I’m too concerned shopping and doing baby things, so exciting to have a baby right after my baby, perhaps sharing my Pisces sign and receiving the perfect gift!
    • Cleaning my bathtub! This is a big one! I’ll be giving birth on it very soon so I’ll clean it even more and keep it clean and make it nicer but for now it was a great start and I took the best shower I’ve had in weeks after an amazing deep clean
    • Receiving my doterra oils. I bought lavender and lemon which I’ll be using for the birth and eucalyptus oil that we had not had for a little while, a favorite. Soon I’ll have enough points to get an oil I have not ever had before rose oil. This one will be special because the baby’s middle name is Rose and I want to get it during my recovery time since I probably will not be able to get it on time for the birth. Very excited about this!
    • Ordering two breast pumps for free through my two insurances. I will be receiving one of them next week, before giving birth! Thank you!
    • The kids watering my garden. We have planted sunflowers, my favorite flower and one I have blogged about 2 years in a row these flowers are blessed and we’re a gift from Spirit and they came through on 4/4/2020 (444 portal) and I collected seeds, grew the seeds in 2021, collected seeds and now I’m growing the grandbaby seeds of my 2020 sunflowers. A true gift
    • Organizing my home. This is always an ongoing process, especially because I have four children and I don’t love house work and my beloved and I are quick quite the busy people. I tell my kids whenever you organize or clean you find lost things and it’s so true I just found my long lost knitting needle and I now plan on practicing my knitting skills while I’m healing from giving birth
    • My beloved shopping and filling my gas tank last night
    • Receiving a maternity healing compression garment through my insurance for free
    • I bought cleaning supplies and natural soaps and laundry detergent from my favorite natural company, just received confirmation that they will arrive next week before my baby’s born. Yay! Thank you
    • I just got a Chipotle free gift! Yay
    • Stocking my pantry with items I will need during my maternity healing. We do not want to be shopping then
    • I just received Kohl’s cash as a birthday present, yay, thanks universe!
    • Finished making a birthday skirt for me. It’s lovely and magical. It’s purple, fav color, with space 🌌 inspired fabric. The elastic around the waist is 0.444 inches thick, and has a lovely black bow on the back!
    • Making a moon charm for my new and favorite tote bag, which I made not long ago and it’s space fabric purple too (different fabric than the skirt), also magical. I’ll need to blog about my new clothes which I’ve made
    • Finished making a matching tote bag for my oldest daughter, working on 2 smaller bags for my youngest two girls, also matching mine.
    • Learning new crochet stitches and tricks. Finally being patient enough to follow a pattern. This opened many opportunities for me and allowed me to make lots of new items. Working on a baby blanket and hat using new skills! Thank you

    This is such an excellent exercise and whenever I do it I notice how much really I have to be grateful for. Life Is Good Lovestars! This moment is blessed!

    Much Love and many blessings to you,

    Grateful you’re here!

    Eve

  • Gratitude Journal

    Dear friend,

    As high intentions as I had for the 222 portal, I have let my heart become quite close. I now am going through the “side effects” of this closing of my heart chakra.

    I talk plenty of my powerful and miraculous heart chakra healing in 2020 with spirit and I thought that my heart was healed after that but now I’ve come to the realization that this is forever ongoing work for me as I close my heart off myself and then deal with much pain.

    This comes not at the best time as I’m going into labor any time now, which is really exciting for me and I’m putting all my energy into labor and bringing this baby into the world but I must be at my best for the birth experience to be the best.

    As I realized today (technically yesterday because it’s past midnight) that I have yet again closed my heart, I immediately turned to meditation and hypnosis, searching for a heart chakra opening hypnosis. I found a great one by Joe Tracy (linked 👇), the first time I did it, I fell asleep enjoying a tiny relaxation as my ego has taken over (I let it get so bad). Woke up and did it a second time and still it was extremely difficult to get out of my mind but I can’t go back to sleep. I’ll talk about this more friends, just in case my experience might benefit someone. At the end of the meditation Joe encouraged keeping a gratitude journal to help the heart open. So here I am, working on my healing. It’s super benefits right now as I’m finding it hard to even be grateful.

    https://youtu.be/VTYc8eLNJ-g

    Things I’m grateful for right now

    • The baby about to be born out of me
    • My children growing and becoming quite helpful
    • My midwife (not going to the hospital) who comes see me at home
    • My mom who showers me with love and gifts and her coming to visit for new baby
    • My birthday coming in 1 week
    • I just talked to both my sister and brother, it had been a while and my brother will be coming to visit soon
    • Grateful much for my health and my children’s health
    • Very grateful for nesting
    • So so grateful for all the DIY projects I’ve finished and I’m working on (if interested in this see my other new blog)
    • Grateful grateful grateful it’s Pisces season
    • So very grateful I can see the Pleiades and Sirius star in the early night sky
    • Grateful for the new moon and a new beginning for me
    • Grateful for this blog so I don’t have to actually get a journal
    • Grateful for spirit always supporting me through signs and synchronicities and letting me know what I need to work on for my healing
    • Grateful for YouTube free meditations and hypnosis
    • Grateful for YouTube hypno birthing and doula videos
    • Grateful for the rushes of energy I get here and there
    • Grateful for my doTERRA oils that just came in the mail today

    In the end, I realize I have so much to be grateful for! God bless all of you reading and may you feel grateful about your life and situation no matter what you’re going through.

    Thank you for being here,

    Eve