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  • The naughty poetry I will not get Christmas presents for

    The naughty poetry I will not get Christmas presents for

    Dear reader,

    If you like poetry, especially the sexy kind, I found the mother lode, and I’m honored to flow these energies to you.

    People coming through this blog really love the poetry. I need the journal, but I love the poetry most, so I’m happy it’s this way.

    Hello, I am Pisces, and being organized is not one of my gifts. I lose lots of my poems, and I don’t remember them. I always dreamt of collecting all my poetry, but some might be lost for good. I admit, not all my poetry is great, especially the old ones. I’m not going to publish the bad ones, and I might pull ones I don’t resonate with anymore.

    My poetry portfolio

    There are only galleries there and nothing else so far. The public union journal link is to this blog

    Portfolio is such a formal word that it doesn’t describe the fun energies of my poetry. Rather, I am creating a collection of my poetry mostly for me. However, I found a really fun way to share these poems, and this is an invitation to join.

    http://wix.to/duCowXa?ref=cl

    Who should join

    Join only if you’re a true fan of this blog and if you’re a true fan of poetry. Reminder that this is only my poetry, so join only if you like my poetry.

    Join if you’re a romantic, a lover, a twin flame, or how I like to call people like me a Lovestar.

    Join if you need inspiration in love.

    Join if you’re open-minded because there will only be my art on here, and not everyone agrees with me.

    Join if you mix spirituality and love.

    Of course, it’s totally free.

    http://wix.to/duCowXa?ref=cl

    Why join rather than read the blog?

    The poetry collection is available through an app. This is just wonderful for me, and I know it’ll not be for everyone, but if you would like to open an app on your phone and connect with my poetry, then it’s for you.

    The app has poetry and not these blog posts. It’s my love art

    There’s a secret topic on there with some new art that’s being born as we speak

    The entire catalog of poetry will be available and separated by topics such as love poetry, sex poetry, inspirational poetry, spiritual poetry, Spanish poetry, Scorpio love art, a secret topic poetry, and something entirely new I’m not telling you about here…

    The secret is I’m sharing my previously unpublished works… the really naughty stuff. This year, I’m certainly not getting a present from Santa! I was never going to publish these creations, but I decided my app would be for a small group of true supportes so I decided to let them indulge.

    If you join, I can email you, and I’ll email you for certain to say thanks for your support, and this is the easy way now to get ahold of me.

    On this app, I can also assign badges, and I just created my first badge, a Lovestar badge, which I assigned to my first supporter, who is my beloved.

    This is brand new, but I hope to upload my videos to this app.

    And on the dreams part. I have decided to show you the amazing lingerie I design and make by hand on this blog.

    All the sensitive stuff, I’ll post there.

    From this app, you can share any poem that’s not sensitive, and I have made many poems available for download totally free.

    For future supporters: I will expect feedback on what kind of art you enjoy most and create that.

    Finally, I really intend to connect with the other Lovestars out there, but obviously, be respectful and don’t dare hit on me or burn in hell. Sorry, but I felt that was necessary. Some idiot on my poetry creation app, Miraquill, literally commented to ask I talk to him in private and my hair or whatever. You know im totally taken and respect me as such, or my beloved will not share me with you anymore.

    I really appreciate your support, and please let me know what you think.

    Eve, hiding the naughtiest poetry and a lots of other stuff

  • Sagittarius love poetry. Celebrating the changing energies of the year and my favorite zodiac seasons

    Dear Lovestar,

    It’s not fair to Sagittarius that my Sag. poetry has only been pure fire. I need to get more acquainted with this energy to add depth. Since writing this, I already had several ideas. But for now, enjoy these poems, and as always, my intention is that these poems be dedicated to a special person. I dare you to share this love art piece with the person who makes you feel like this. Not for sex, please, but with the intention to connect deeply.

    Feel my fire 🔥🔥 

    Come and feel my fire
    I am burning up. 
    I will be the lighter
    You can add some wood.

    My favorite zodiac energies so far as a baby astrologer

    I noticed starting this year (2023) that I’m much more in tune with the changing energies of the zodiac. I now feel the subtle changes between a season and the next, and I’m starting to write poetry more in tune with the energy of the season.

    I have been celebrating the Leo season with my yearly observance of the Lion’s Gate since 2018, and this year, I finally learned not to get triggered by Scorpio’s sword of truth that cuts through my illusions and I loved the last Scorpio season (check out the cool Scorpio posts I shared).

    So far, I have handpicked my favorite energies and times to celebrate. Leo, because of the Lion’s Gate, and I already learned that’s it’s the most psychic time for me when I can hear spirit and a time for healing and union. Also, I benefit from Leo’s energy because I have issues with self steem, etc.

    Scorpio because my beloved is Scorpio, and I am totally addicted to his energy. His energy is very wise and healing, and his insights are spot on. I also love the depth, and his love is the strongest, most delicious love I know. He taught me how to love. Scorpio also taught me how to be honest and handle honesty. This energy is also good for me because I benefit from the power, energy, and focus of Scorpio. My mom and grandma both are/ were Scorpios.

    Pisces because I am one. When the time comes, I’ll tell you what I don’t like about Pisces and certain care we have to practice to be safe and protected. I work with this energy to understand myself, become a better person, and work on my mission.

    Gemini because my moon is in Gemini, and it’s probably why I’m a writer, though I have lots of air in my chart. I want to use this energy to become even better at writing and at deep conversations. My lover shares the Gemini moon.

    Aquarius because I think it’s cool energy and my vedic sun sign is Aquarius. My Venus is also in Aquarius, and it has helped me so much. Also, I want to get more familiar with this energy.

    My children’s signs to understand them, learn to connect with them and help them best: Libra, Cancer, Gemini, Capricorn, Pisces.

    New energy I’m loving: Sagittarius! My sister is one and a beloved cousin as well. I love their smarts. But there’s so much more depth and much more to learn.

    There’s passion in my soul

    I have a body in my soul.
    Vehicle to walk and to run,
    To feel, to human, to love.
    To feel my soul was my goal
    I wanted to feel its glow
    I tried but did not know
    How to connect on my own.
    And then you taught me a way
    To feel up to God all the way.
    Thank you for helping me feel 
    That there's passion in my soul.
    The trick was deep, deep Love.

    I did used human as a verb up there. I used my poet’s license to create. I have an old poem that talks about my license to create, and I don’t remember it or know where it is now. I have lost poetry to collect, and I dream of creating a portfolio one day.

    I wrote another poem where I referred to lovemaking as the way to tickle each other’s souls!

    Love and light,

    Thank you for reading,

    Eve, inspired to write ✍️ right now

  • The game of love. Level up your love life. Basic love advice.

    Dear Lovestar,

    I loved my last post, “The formula for deep connection,” and I was so grateful to provide substance to you, the reader. I would love to become a match for such inspiration again. Don’t worry, I’ll still write about the twin flame journey and union, which is my experience, and I’m not about to stop writing poems. However, we all need basic love and relationship advice here and there. This time, I’ll offer even more basic advice. 

    Speaking of love… Before we can manifest total Union, we have to be in union, but before that, we must have a deep connection. Prior to a deep connection, we need to have a connection to deepen, but before that, we have to have a relationship.

    As I have said before, there are levels to union, there are levels to connections, and there are levels to relationships. Would you like to level up your love life? I have a simple tip that is sure to work with anyone who is not a narcissist or a psychopath.

    The game of love ❤️ 😍 💖

    I chose to look at life like a video game. That seems quite detached. Yes, it is. It works for me. It helps me not feel the pain, and I can feel lots of pain (not physical). Better is always the goal. I would not tell you to do the same, and I do need some therapy. For now, writing and journaling are my therapy. FYI, I don’t play nor like video games.

    I decided to look at love like a video game, too. In a video game, you are kind of detached because you’re not afraid of the outcome. It’s, after all, a game. In love, it’s not helpful to get too attached to the outcome, especially for women, because we’re very curious about our partner, we think too much, and we can become so obsessed we can drive ourselves crazy.

    The outcome of a relationship is affected negatively by jealousy. The outcome of a relationship is affected positively by trust, love, kindness, etc. So I realized that being in my head about my new relationship when I was messed up (deep traumas surrounding men and relationships) was hurting my relationship. It wasn’t until I became detached from the outcome of my relationship that it became an union.

    This is not advice for you. It was a defense mechanism in me for my survival. But it was helpful for me since I had a jealous thing going on to learn some detachment in my relationship after the worst of my dark night of the soul was over. I feared that my partner would leave me. After I drove myself crazy with my insecurities, I decided I would be OK either way, no matter what happened, just like in a video game. I literally convinced myself that I would be just as good if he left me heartbroken. Then, I became a match for union. It was a very interesting thing.

    Note: My partner (who I now call my beloved and my twin flame) loves me, and he has a secure attachment style. He was healthy and safe. He was always trying to make it work with me even when I was giving him a taste of my crazy. It’s very safe to experiment with him. It’s not safe to experiment with any man. (Read my previous post, the formula for deep connection, and learn that a deep connection is only achieved with the right man).

    Earning and losing points

    Before I started my spiritual journey and started calling my lover twin flame, I had a sudden realization (I’ve been like this my entire life). I realized that in love, like a game, there is a point system. We gain points when we pour into our partner’s love cup, and we lose love points by breaking a boundary, being disrespectful, etc.

    My realization was that the gaining vs. losing of love points makes the relationship positive or toxic. I realized this early in our relationship while we were both losing points and inevitably feeling less love for each other. I’ll tell you a secret: there was a time when we barely had any sex compared to our honeymoon stage or today. We were losing each other, and I firmly believe it was my personal healing that brought us back online and stronger than ever!

    Back then, I thought that if I could tally all my love points, I could predict if the relationship would be a success or if we were going to break up. I didn’t keep a tally. That would be ridiculous and petty. But the tally is kept energetically! We feel love when our cup is full, and we feel depleted when our cup is getting empty. Similarly, one person alone filling the other’s cup is draining. One person filling their cup with their partner’s cup is abuse, and not pouring into your partner’s cup is neglect.

    Leveling up

    I’m guessing all games have levels, and guess what else has levels? Love is a level based game. I am not disrespecting love by saying it’s a game. It’s just the way I started seeing love in a better way. Before this, I thought love was a big fat lie! I figured I could level up my love life just like I could level up in a game. I didn’t know how to do it. That was maybe my union spirit guide. I would like to call him my friend, but he said we’re not friends, he is a guide, I am his student… Back to my point, I’m sure my spirit guide dropped that awareness in my head while I was still very dense. This has happened over and over again.

    I have talked about some love levels, and I can feel a new topic being born. Most of us meet a total stranger and start from that level, moving up through perhaps friendship, courting, dating, entering a relationship, falling in love, creating a connection, deepening the connection, being in union and then deepening the union until total Union is reached.

    We can discuss these levels, but a lot of effort and time are required to manifest the union stage, and most relationships will never reach this stage. I will take a screenshot of these stages to see what I can figure out about how to level up. 😅

    Mastering the game

    I have realized that love is a game that will not be mastered in this lifetime. And I choose to be okay with that statement. It is a choice that is empowering to me. This might sound cheesy, but in the love game, it is the everyday work and not the destination that counts.

    Love is not of this world, I feel. As Lovestars, stars for love, we’re downloading a new template of love and replacing the old broken ways of loving on Earth. It is honorable work, and it feels so good. We are upgrading and ascending love on Earth. We are way shoers in the love arena. We are the good love example we didn’t have. We are good for the planet. Let’s love with light.

    The mastery then should be mastering the art of downloading new ways to love and connect from the spiritual realms where love comes from. This is, in my view, the art of upgrading love on the planet.

    We need to upgrade love on the planet because the love patterns we’re learning and many of the love patterns we inherited are essentially toxic. Love here is broken. I don’t see love as an old-fashioned thing because I believe there has never been true love except love is in the pregnancy stage waiting to be born (we are manifesting it).

    I see love as a deep desire to feel the way we felt on the other side of life, the spiritual realms. True Love is then something new we’re manifesting into existence. This is what I advocate for. A new world in and of love. There would be no wars, suffering, abuse, etc, if we could all love, but any shift towards a more loving world will make the world a better place. I’ll start today. Will you join me?

    The love advice I promised

    For the best, most healing connection, both partners should pour into each other’s cups. However, it would be so weird to request that love be poured into one’s cup. My advice is as much as possible, pour love into your partner’s cup. Don’t expect them to pour back in the same way or at the same time.

    Communicate your needs. For example, I have finally taught my partner how to speak to me in a way that makes me want to connect deeply. It wasn’t easy because I didn’t want to speak and he can only read my mind when I’m thinking about sex… I already taught him how to kiss me 😆 🤣 😂 and it’s great because he would not have known what I wanted and he taught me plenty of tricks for how to touch him actually, so he has no idea that he’s “in trouble” because now I’ll ask how he wants to be treated and talked to.

    How do I pour love into my man’s cup? I’ll name a few things I do currently:

    • I listen to him
    • I compliment him and tell him nice things about himself
    • As much as possible, I share my gratitude. Lately, more than before
    • I look at him, and I smile
    • I’m very open with him, and I learned to be honest to talk with him in the vulnerable way he likes to communicate
    • I spend time doing things with him or doing nothing but together in the same space
    • I write him poems so he can understand how I feel, and he appreciates them. Of course I asked if he appreciated my poetry
    • I want to have sex with him, and I enjoy it, which clearly has deepened our bond
    • I let him teach me what he likes. Obviously. Read my formula for a deep connection post. It’s something new between him and I.
    • I text him, and I send him lots of sexy texts, of course
    • I make the food that he likes the most
    • I massage him when he hurts, but I’ll probably start doing it just because I love to touch his skin
    • I think great thoughts about him
    • I touch him, and we cuddle

    And more. These are things I just thought of. It’s important to note that I’ve not always been this way, but as I healed, became spiritual, connected with God and my femininity, and shed my feminism, doing these things became natural. I didn’t cook for him when I was a feminist. Note that there are still traces of my feminism hurting me. For example, I hate to clean because it’s the old wife way to be while the old husband is out cheating… I have more work to do on myself, but I’ll do it in the safety of my beloved’s arms.

    Thank you very much for reading, I appreciate you.

    Books can be written on this topic, and there’s too much to say. I would love if someone asked questions in the comments that would prompt more helpful and action oriented posts.

    With love and light,

    Eve, writing too many posts at once and more good ones are coming

  • The Formula for deep connection. How to thrive in Love and relationships

    The Formula for deep connection. How to thrive in Love and relationships

    Dear Lovestar,

    I don’t like to tell people what to do, so I usually only talk about my experience and leave it at that, but today, I had the brightest realization. I understand the title of this post sounds click baity, yet I will give you my formula for deep connection, which promotes healing and loyalty. That was a tall promise, but I’ll deliver. Some readers have come across the secrets by themselves and don’t need this. Some readers are very confused about how to connect with the opposite sex. 🤔

    (more…)

  • Fire poetry. Sagittarius love energy.

    It was extremely fun to write a bunch of Scorpio posts and poetry during the Scorpio season because I’m a Scorpio addict. I am not a Sagittarius expert, though my sister is a Sagittarius. My Scorpio lover has his venus in Sagittarius, too. I do want to learn more about this energy and how to use it for my self growth and for union. I feel as though the first week of any sign shares traits with the previous sign. My cousin, who was born on the first day of Sagittarius, is mostly Scorpio, I think, and my sister would share Scorpio traits, too. Below, the fire love poetry. This first poem happened, and I realized I am feeling the new fire love energy, so for a proper channel, I’ll share with you.

    “The fire of Love” 🔥 🔥 by Eve Lovestar 

    You lit a fire in me,
    A fire in my soul.
    You lit a fire in me,
    The fire of Love.

    “The heat”

    Bring out the heat 
    I need some now. 
    You know I'm weak
    For your kisses 
    And your love.
    You make me sweat.
    Though I don't mind. 
    You make me feel
    What others can't. 
    Bring out the heat
    Of your desire 
    And your love.

    Thank you for reading, and as always, will you dedicate one of my poems to someone special? If you do, please share with me.

    With love and light,

    Eve, at the airport at midnight… back to my lover!

  • Sexual union poetry. Scorpio – Sagittarius cusp

    Sexual union poetry. Scorpio – Sagittarius cusp

    Dear Lovestar,

    As Scorpio turned into Sagittarius season, I’m celebrating Thanksgiving with my family and away from my beloved and (read my steamy fantasy love letter) missing him. He let me bring his vintage jacket, which I’ve been wearing for comfort.

    I have been writing poetry since our last night together. I’ve also written plenty in as of yet unpublished Spanish poetry as I switched to thinking in Spanish instead of English. I’ll eventually share some Spanish poemas (poems) here. Read my Thanksgiving hot sexual union poetry below. Well, I give thanks for our divine energy exchanges, for spirit, for spirituality, for union, for this journal, and for anyone reading my poetry.

    “Party of 2” by Eve Lovestar 

    After you, I don't want to party. 
    A big crowd doesn't please me.
    I'm all about that cozy energy
    That's achieved by you and me. 

    You and I. We're a party of two. 
    You're intoxication. I am song.
    You're invited to my dance floor.
    We need no one. We're a party of two.

    “Another Realm” by Eve Lovestar 

    There's a realm we inhabit
    As another you and I
    Where we're always engaged 
    In a loving, sexual way.

    We're connected to this realm
    In an energy exchange.
    They feed us, we feed them
    In a loving, sexual way.

    “Sexual union” by Eve Lovestar 

    Our bodies come together 
    In a sensual, warm embrace.
    Hold me dear. Hold me tighter. 
    In our naked, sensual dance.

    All my energy is for you. 
    You have codes in you for me. 
    When our bodies are united.
    Sexual union is our bliss.

    Thanks for reading.

    As always, will you dedicate one of these to your beloved?

    With love,

    Eve soon to return to her beloved.

  • Scorpio season poetry #2

    Scorpio season poetry #2

    Dear friend,

    I am unfortunately ending the Scorpio season without the 🌞. The sun is my Scorpio beloved. I’m visiting my mom. But since vacations are to be spent on the phone (that was sarcasm just in case) and I spent hours flying and waiting, I have written several poems. Without my beloved’s sexy energy I am thinking about him with extreme desire because it’s the season of the greatest sex ever (Scorpio season) so these poems are dark because the Scorpio energy but also very yummy.

    Fun fact: On my last night with Scorpio, I wrote a song. Well, I intended to write a song, but when I reviewed it today, I realized it was just a long poem. But, I’m committed to writing songs. The song was inspired by our steamy lovemaking that night and a certain hot topic of conversation, but I’ll not reveal it until the song is actually a song. It’s very cool though so I have to translate the cool poem into a song.

    And now, poetry written with the Scorpio energy as the pen. These poems have never been shared anywhere else. They were written by (me) Eve, and they speak of my personal experiences with the most special Scorpio, mine. Let me know if you liked one of these unique pieces. The darkness is not something I do well, but as soon as the Sun moves out of Scorpio, I’ll start writing about the light again.

    “Toxic”

    When you met me, I was young,
    Without experience or goals.
    I was good at wasting time.
    I was barely alive.
    I didn't have any plans 
    For my future or my life.
    I didn't have any friends.
    Surrounded, I felt alone. 
    I was surviving somehow 
    But I didn't love myself. 
    So low was my self steem 
    That I was too shy to speak.
    I had been through so much drama.
    I don't remember how much.
    But I know that I was broken
    And didn't know how to love. 
    When we dated, there was trauma
    In every part of my being
    Unintentionally, you stirred it
    And I became super triggered.
    And this has been our love story
    With you stirring and me healing. 
    Now I'm not toxic at all.
    With my medicine, your love.
    And next to you, my god
    Is forever long enough?

    Math lesson

    You + Me = love, family, bliss

    Hot, tall guy outside my door

    It was a spring long ago...
    Flowers growing with rainfall.
    There was a knock on my door.
    With expectation, I froze
    It's the guy I'm talking to!
    I'd never seen him before
    And was hoping he wasn't old...
    I opened the door and thought
    "Wow, this guy is really tall!"
    He made me have to look up.
    He was really handsome too.
    And I was stressed out no more.
    I went out, got in his car
    We left and had great time.
    Though today we have five kids,
    I remember with much passion
    The hot, tall guy outside my door.

    Breakfast in bed

    If you get up
    Earlier than me,
    Please do not go!
    Be my freakfast
    In bed.

    I feel you

    You’re not on my bed tonight
    But I’m not lonely, I feel you.
    I feel your kiss on my lips.
    I feel your hands on my skin.
    Your impression on my heart.
    And I feel your soul with mine.
    In my memory, our last time.
    Manifesting our next one.

    Light of his eyes

    I am the light of his eyes.
    He is the light within me.
    I’m his most delicious sigh.
    He’s the owner of my skin.

    I am the one who relaxes.
    He’s the leader of our pack.
    I am to him his good luck.
    He is to me my most fun.

    I am him. A female of his kind.
    He is me. The only man that I like.
    My faith connects him to God.
    And his presence grounds my mind.

    I will always write poems for Scorpio so if you like the energy, there’s always some of it here. The long poems were very specific to my experience but as always, I intend someone will be reminded of their own experience in love and I would be so honored if someone dedicated one of my poems.

    Scorpio season is great for poetry! I’m excited for the next Scorpio season. I’d like to get another Scorpio post in before the end of the season.

    With love and light,

    Eve sleeping alone tonight but never lonely in my heart

  • Scorpio season poetry

    Scorpio season poetry

    Dear Lovestar,

    I decided to write some poetry with Scorpio energy. This wasn’t easy for me because it’s a different energy than my usual poetry.

    “The darkness” Scorpio season poem
    “Scorpio keeps choosing me” dedicated to the women who are always hitting on my Scorpio
    “Death and Rebirth” Scorpio season poetry

    I will write more

    Thank you to the new followers of this blog,

    With love,

    Eve

  • Scorpio new moon. Time of rebirth

    Dear friend,

    The week before the 11/11 portal was tough. The weekend of the 11/11 portal was incredible, a very tired weekend perfect for sleeping, chilling, and hanging out. I didn’t get to do the work I wanted to do, but it was the perfect weekend. For me and my lover, it’s probably the best weekend we have ever had. It was romantic, sexy, sweet, we talked all weekend and about various topics that centered around us and our union.

    The weekend was perfect after the extreme week before. During our wild conversations, I told my lover that after that crazy hard week, we would be reborn this week. I was thinking of the Scorpio Phoenix who dies and is reborn over his ashes. With the 11/11 portal as the death moment, I saw the week prior as the dying week, and starting this week with the Scorpio new moon on this Monday, it’s the week of rebirth.

    11/11 portal rebirth

    Cassidy Cayne from twinflames1111.com says that 11:11 is an ascension code shown to lightworkers and twin flames. I resonated, and I saw this quote while backing up my pictures during the 11/11 portal. Divine timing is always at play, and 11/11 ends up being a time we can perceive spirit, so it’s always divine timing during the portal.

    Scorpio new moon

    I have talked about this on my previous Scorpio posts. I’m mentioning it again because it’s the perfect time of rebirth after a painful death. The new moon signifies a new beginning with the powerful Scorpio vibes.

    Ending the Scorpio month

    I strongly feel that from now until the end of Scorpio season, we will be in the rebirth process and being affected by the 11/11 portal, though the hardest part has passed.

    I’ll be traveling without my Scorpio, which is already painful but only for 1 week. I’ll be writing him poems and letters, making him videos, and writing blog posts in his honor. I’ll also be resolving some serious issues with some family members, and I’ll channel the Scorpioenergy to help with my truth telling, personal power, and assertiveness (my intention)

    What have we learned during 11/11?

    I have learned many lessons this Scorpio season but especially during the 11/11 portal. This season is perfect for discovering truth and being honest with ourselves and others. It’s also a season to get insights from spirit and to receive lots of new light. On this list, I’ll also include things that were very positive that happened between my beloved and I.

    I’ve learned many things, and as a reminder for when I read this in the future, I’ll list some of the things I’ve learned during this 11/11 rebirth period.

    • My lover appreciates my poetry. I should have already known this, but I don’t ask, I just asked him because he talked of his hard to please music taste, and I was like, “Well, do you like my poems?”… he doesn’t like the very short ones as much
    • My old poems were no good, and I’m blessed. I thought they were decent back then because otherwise, I would have quit.
    • Several great things I learned about making love with my beloved
    • I decided to write the jokes I come up with. I’m constantly laughing and making others laugh. I crack myself up, too. Don’t be surprised that it was my lover’s idea, but I’ve already changed my mind and started getting prompts to write the funny things I think about, and I’m working on my fist funny post for the future
    • Related to the last item, I made some sex jokes to my partner. It was new and new is good. New light, new energy, new vibes, renewed sexual desire, open communication lines, dropping the shame 🫠 👌 😎
    • New recipe I made even though it was an extremely lazy weekend: for my lover’s birthday: a vegan mushroom wellington. I can make a better one nect time, but it’s so delicious 😋 😍 😋
    • The wellington pastry I made as well from scratch and has me thinking of a few more recipes I can learn to make: pie, mushroom pot pie, little sweet and savory pies… delicious
    • I told my lover my secret dreams. The real dreams I didn’t discuss before due to shame… I told him of the dream when I saw about 10 of him! He joked that I should not have that kind of dream. But I don’t think like him and I didn’t do anything with the other ones, I said. Omg I’ll tell you: he said he would have taken 4 of me if it was the other way around… to do whatever he wanted with them. I just laughed, but this scenario will make it into one of my future jokes. Can you see the sex jokes being born? I can
    • Ok I told him in detail my sex dreams and I told him if the time I went lucid in my dream and how I manipulated the dream (it was very sexy, he loved it), then I told him about the time I returned to my dream to fix basically a nightmare which was totally cool.
    • My lover revealed something so divine. I was telling him how I never planned on falling on love. He then told me he always wanted to fall in love, and he was always trying to make it happen when he would fall for a girl. Of course, I told him he had me at wanting to fall in love. The handsome, sexy look, and the advanced sexual skills were not necessary. They were add ons for me
    • The list is becoming quite sexual… but I expressed how I felt shame regarding some stuff, and he then told me that he didn’t care about that with his open mind and told me what he cared about instead; instant relief
    • Did I say the lovemaking became sweeter and even more sensual? I don’t like to speak in code like this, but I expose myself enough.
    • During the week prior to 11/11, I was listening to neuroscientists talking about neurons, love, sex, gender, connection, and psychology… all of my favorite things. Well, I started to use that knowledge: I learned that stress is contagious because our hormones leak out of our body, and the alpha male and females are sharing their hormones with the beta males and females. So I flipped out realizing truths about my youth and my “friends” who influenced me in a way I would have never guessed I could have been influenced
    • Similarly, my beloved recognized that his biggest adulthood problem was coming from toxic feminines who threw him out of alignment in a money chasing way
    • We realized we are normal listening to neuroscientists. His off the charts sexual desire is healthy, and my not being interested in it is normal, too. I’d be sick if I was as sexual as he is. I learned so much from neuroscientists! Can’t even say everything, nor can I remember everything after the fact.
    • I should have written things down during the weekend because I obviously forgot most things… but I’ll ask my Scorpio
    • Truths came out in a loving but straightforward way
    • We talked and he expressed he knows he’s been talking to me like if I was his man friend (which I’ve told him before but I was ok with because I rather he’s honest) and he has decided to change then neuroscientists helped us understand how to talk to men and how to talk to women.
    • Scorpio season is actually beautiful and about love and commitment. Not about sex but about lovemaking

    Thank you for reading,

    Best Scorpio season ever,

    Eve deeply in love ❤️ 😍 💖

  • 11/11 portal. Scorpio season; union, clarity, and understanding

    Dear Lovestar,

    Cosmic portals, such as the 11/11 portal, open before and close days after the date. I strongly feel that this 11/11/23 portal has been open for a week, at least.

    The week ending today, Friday 11/10, has been incredibly difficult for me, my Scorpio partner, people that I know, and I believe all the people of the world. Tiredness, unfair legal matters, disease, hospital stays, surgeries, and even death is what I’ve been hearing from people I know this week. And I didn’t even ask everyone how they were doing. Nobody I know in person has been all smiles. I smile a lot, but this week, not at all.

    The good stuff pre 11/11

    My lover and I are honest with each other, and we have built a deeper union than we expected. For us, this has been a time of deepening our connection. We had tough talks, but I was relaxed enough not to lose control. He always forgives and forgets.

    Because I was expecting to be shown secrets and to have my darkness exposed, and I have listened carefully to the truths I have heard, some of which were painful, I have used this for my growth. I had several revelations and insights. I am so much wiser now.

    My beloved was very romantic this week. It was sweet. I thought he was the sweetest he’s ever been. Also, telepathy was a thing as well as very intense new dreams. And then it got deeper and sweeter. We talked about so much, and we even discovered root cause to some of our issues in our childhood traumas. It was a week and especially a weekend dedicated to love and union.

    I have learned several things personally, which I’ll not share. This is what the portal is about: learning about ourselves and how to make ourselves better. Learning about our partner and how to connect deeper with them.

    Meaning of 1111

    Teal Swan’s meaning of 11:11

    Union. Twin flame connection deepens

    During this time, the energy is of tough love and pure truth and honesty no matter what truths and secrets come out. Triggering right now depends on how honest we have been with ourselves and our partner.

    If we are keeping secrets, it’s the time to spill them, or they could get spilled by accident, or we could be exposed. Secrets are stuck energy that needs to move. They’re begging to come out. Now is the time.

    Here is a good reason to always be honest: if we’re always honest, we will not be keeping any hurtful secrets and if we’re acting with integrity, then anything that goes unsaid will not be hurtful or painful. In the integrity case, we can take advantage of this energy and speak about our core truths, speak of the things we don’t usually talk about, discuss union and connection, have hard conversations, talk about sex… if we’re honest and live with integrity, Scorpio season will be much more manageable. But I assume that liars have an extremely tough time during the month of Scorpio.

    Scorpio season and 11/11

    The Scorpio season is already intense. Add to the mix up to 2 weeks of extra extreme energy of the 11/11 portal, and we have extreme astrological weather, im carrying my emotional umbrella. I strongly feel the week prior to 11/11 was the harshest as new light is coming in and triggering old darkness to release. This feels painful to us. But it’s growing pains. It’s like the day before we receive a very expected excellent guest, very busy and kind of stressful preparing, buying more food, cooking, cleaning, or the very extreme feeling of expecting a beloved guest and it feels like time is standing still.

    11/11 is when this energetic portal is wide open. The week after 11/11, I told my beloved we shall be reborn of our ashes. This is Scorpio season and like the Phoenix, this week we’re preparing to die, on 11/11 we will die (not literally obviously an energetic death/ ego death), and the week after 11/11 we will be reborn. So the energy should get easier. Hopefully…

    Time slowing down. Will it stop?

    It was a very long week. I felt like it was never going to stop. I even felt bored, and I don’t ever feel bored. My thinking mind told me that the week felt so long because as the days get shorter and there’s less sun we feel more tired. But now, looking back, I felt time slow down, or could it be that the new energy is coming too fast?

    Yesterday, I went to the store with my family and we waited for daddy and I felt we were waiting for 15 minutes, but I looked at the time and only 4 minutes had passed. I was amazed, and I didn’tyell at him.

    Celebrating Scorpio’s birthday

    My lover’s birthday was during this week. He was born during the 11/11 portal. During this very hard week. I told him how he was born during such a hard week, and he didn’t seem impressed. “The entire year is this hard” he replied and this is what happens if you’re a Scorpio, especially born during the 11/11 portal, you bring the intensity of this week into everyday life.

    Well, next year I will not be talking about my beloved’s birthday because he just told me he doesn’t want to celebrate them. Ok, it’s true he has told me this before, but I’m an over-celebrator of birthdays, and I didn’t get it until now.

    Is not celebrating birthdays a Scorpio thing? Well, I’m not going to lie. I’m off the hook for presents or anything planned, but I’ll continue to observe his birthday. Well, I’ll celebrate him more every day.

    Gifts for Scorpio

    Certainly, all Scorpios want different gifts from different people. Probably Scorpio’s beloved will have the most opportunity to ace gifts for him.

    True story: Over the years, my liver has told me that he looks at my pictures, and once he said he was almost hypnotized, looking at my picture. The same happens to me, but I never considered myself photogenic or beautiful, so it was a huge compliment.

    In the past I would not have given him a gift like this one but after years of saying he looks at my pictures I decided to make a collection of all my best pictures through the years and gift them to him. I have already gifted him all my physical photos, including my quinceañera (15 year old birthday) pictures.

    It was a lot of work, and I added my sexiest poems. Then he caught me looking at pictures of myself, and it was weird. In my shame, I said: I made you a collection of pictures of me. And that sounded ridiculous, so I cracked up, and I laughed so hard. He looked at me funny and shot a joke back:

    “Are you going to build a temple for me to worship you in?”

    My fastest response was the proper one. Good thing I didn’t overthink it! I replied:

    No, that place already exists, but it’s on my body. And all laughter ceased. 😃

    Gifts ideas for Scorpio males

    • Best to get to know your Scorpio and give him something meaningful to him
    • My beloved loves sexual gifts. I will not even lie. More than now, during our first year together when I was shy about it.
    • A knife or any sort of weapon. Fun fact: my lover thinks weapons are so cool that he helped me find a job making weapon parts! It’s intimidating for little Pusces here but yet so cool. Though every part leaves my desk with a blessing.
    • A homemade dinner is very special for my Scorpio. Especially baking his favorite desserts.

    Did I miss anything

    With love,

    Eve