During my recent awakening time (through trauma) I was so low that I had to look into ways to make me feel better, I looked at my gratitude challenge (see previous posts) and decided I had to be even more grateful. I started seeing what really matters and that’s my twin and our children.
I think I just learned unconditional love. I thought I already loved unconditionally before, but I had judgements on him so my love was conditional. Suddenly, I’m full of Love, Love without faults, and it shows through my poetry and his attention. I expect more poems coming through any moment.
I continued writing love poems after my anniversary. It’s such a good feeling to be connected, I only write when I feel connected, and that why sometimes I write a lot and sometimes I can’t write.
Faith in twin flame love poem by Eve LovestarYour Seed love poem for twin flame ๐ฅ๐ฅ
Did you notice yellow was a big theme on this blog post? It’s also a big garden and flower theme, I noticed and started using the color as much as possible, I figured I needed it for balancing my third chakra.
I have another poem already, but it’s not yellow, so I’ll post later but it gave me goosebumps!
I continued writing love poems after my anniversary. It’s such a good feeling to be connected, I only write when I feel connected, and that why sometimes I write a lot and sometimes I can’t write.
Faith in twin flame love poem by Eve LovestarYour Seed love poem for twin flame ๐ฅ๐ฅ
Did you notice yellow was a big theme on this blog post? It’s also a big garden and flower theme, I noticed and started using the color as much as possible, I figured I needed it for balancing my third chakra.
I have another poem already, but it’s not yellow, so I’ll post later but it gave me goosebumps!
I celebrated the 14th anniversary of my physical union with my twin flame, so I wrote some poems.
We celebrate as our anniversary the date of our first date. ๐ We celebrate our first date as our anniversary because we’re unmarried but also because that’s the date when soul recognition happened, the date we became inseparable, the date we first touched each other. It only made sense to celebrate this date.
What’s next for us is to celebrate each other like this every day. Suddenly, we’re on it!
During my time of loss, and then right afterwards my anniversary, what I have learned is that what I want to get from my twin flame I should give him, he has no choice but to give it right back to me.
We already know that twin Flames are mirrors and we forget what that means, I have found through experience that this means that if I want something from my twin flame and I give him that something, he gives it right back. If I wanted him to help me, I could help him, or if I wanted him to be happy with me I should be happy with him, whatever I’ll give him, he gives me right back. And I spent the previous 13 years of our life unhappy due to my judgment of my twin flame in the physical and then I would feel judged by him while I was judging him, so then we got in a fight. What happened during my drama was I woke up and as I changed he realized I’d woken up, I had changed, and then he realized that he loved the new changed me, and then he changed. It always works.ย The only way that this does not work is if you do the work from a place of judgment because then the mirror shows you judgement.
I found myself in the presence of an older lady yesterday, I was telling her about my recent loss experience, she was encouraging. There was a sign on her wall though which really inspired me and I thought that’s exactly what I was there for. It was about gratitude.
“What if you wake up tomorrow with only the things you were grateful for today?”
I was super moved by this quote and was inspired to be even more grateful
So I decided to continue with my gratitude challenge and this sign must have been the sign for me.
What I’m grateful for today:
My twin flame connection. When I think of him, I think how could I be so asleep to take him for granted? He’s the best soul and the only one for me. Being without him would not work out.
My children.
My house, my car, my wealth
My garden
I’m very grateful for you reading this also, thanks for being here.
My garden: did you see my blooming sunflower ๐ป?
Arts and crafts, I finished a crochet blanket for my toddler while I was going through the miscarriage
I’m grateful for friends who send me sweet texts and say sweet things, I’m grateful for presents and long talks.
I’m grateful for poetry and inspiration coming back.
My good friend Gila Nehemia has published a sacred poetry book. It’s a very exciting time for her. I met her through my Twin flame group. She’s full of wisdom and loves to share.
Here’s what she said about her book: The poems emerged as she finally opened up to her erotic desires. Experiencing deep pleasure spawned her creative life force energy. This transformational journey helper heal wounds, speak her truth, and connect to her soul.
Obviously, a great book by the very talented Gila.
I wrote about Gila a while back, you might remember her from when I blogged about her.
Remember that Gila is available as a coach, if you feel you have past traumas that need healing, she’s a twin flame ๐ฅ๐ฅ so if you have hurts in that area, or if you need help connecting through so, Gila can guide you one on one, if you want to chat with her, schedule a chat with her through this link:
I didn’t know much about the Arcturians until one day they were everywhere. My favorite channelings became Arcturian, my Twin flame ๐ฅ tribe started talking about it, Arcturian everything was in my videos. This started late November 2020.
I follow Phil Good on Youtube, he has been channeling the Arcturians exclusively. He said they are here to help us ascend from the 3D to the 5D. Ahhh.
We’re entering the Age of Aquarius and the eclipses are really evolving us. I can feel it in my body now. While I might have doubted ascension during my spiritual awakening, it’s clear now that after an awakening, if we do the job, comes ascension!
Do join me in meditation during the solstice 12/21/2020. I will be sending love and light to all twin Flames ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ป. I’ve set an intention for twin flame ascension and of course, union.
Call the Arcturians if you need a hand. They’re always around you.
Not long ago I was taking a bath ๐ when I started singing just out of the blue. And this is what I sang: Freedom at last!
It was powerful. I’m not a singer and actually I used to think I was a bad singer, I don’t identify with this limiting belief (now that I’m awakened…๐)
Freedom at last. Starseed awakening.
I meditate and do a lot of spiritual work in the bath. I had my broken heart repaired by my Twin Flame in the bath (my TF in spirit came to me, a being of light, it was magical) and I just realized that means I’ve ascended in the bath. I’m going to take a bath right now. ๐
This image is from my art journal, now renamed the TF journal. I’ve been drawing, an indicator that I’m centered, I don’t create if I’m not connected. ๐งโ This is a collaboration with my 8 year old daughter and source.ย