Back story: the eclipses triggered a dark night of the soul here and I was unable to blog the entire month of June. I could not even talk to you. Sending you blessings. Have you been well?
Somehow, I had to get back on the game. So I wrote a lovely poem this morning, it was that time. A twin flame awakening Love poem. Enjoy.
Waking up to Love. TF Love poem by Eve Lovestar š
My family and I have been camping a lot since 2020. In 2020, during the pandemic, when we stopped going out to the public so much we started going into nature a lot more, it was the silver lining. We discovered off-grid camping sites, which I blogged about in my previous post and that became the height of my blogging and spiritual experience. It gave me so much content for this blog, it’s kept it afloat.
For the memorial day holiday weekend, we decided on a lake camping experience. It is my youngest daughters’ birthday this week and she wanted to go so we decided to do it for her. It was amazing, we could hear the waves in our tent, yet nowhere near as spiritual as our off-grid camping adventures. There were too many people and lots of party beasts and the energy became heavy, specially as the families left and we were left with the party crowd. We camped for 2 days.
Still, we loved it and we were safe, except from the Mercury Retrograde… My beloved and I got into the biggest misunderstanding situation (fight) ever, I don’t even know how to get over it yet! We both became so triggered, over different reasons. I am doing a lot of soul searching right now and found another dark energy body inside of my system, a huge cloud that stemmed from influential males in my life’s criticism of me. It feels it initiated from me feeling judged and feeling inadequate as a result, I felt the judgement and made that my own feeling, I then judged myself. This, of course, started in childhood. Yet of course, this is the energy coming from females in my line also, it’s not just me, it’s been there. I’ve inherited a lot of trauma and so have all other females.
I have to talk to my twin again. We talked while feelings were hot, now it’s my time, I’ve to talk about what happened after the fact. It’s amazing how our twins know which traumas we carry inside our bodies and how to trigger and stir those until we’re healed. I believe it’s because they know through the triggers and needed healing, we’ll become the perfect angel they knew us to be in the other side of the veil. Our twin’s heart knows we’re their perfect angel š.
But we love each other and all of this is for our learning and ascension. I will not tell you the details because he would not want me to but it was sooo strong. The purge out of my trigger, still pulling trash out if my system! I will be a much lighter person when this is finally over. I’m so grateful šā¤ļøš
Let’s not forget, this eclipse season, communication is a huge theme! This was proven to me at camp again.
Birthday girlThe boy who can’t be contained in a tentView from our tentFunniest camper girlLittle ones stick togetherOur camping setup will be ascending! We sleep 6 in this tentHis oldest sister calls him blueberry eyes
I felt like we were there after leaving!
We will probably camp again this month, we don’t usually plan it ahead of time, we’ll see.
Lovestars, here is a very romantic and sexy poem to dedicate to your special other. If you don’t dedicate poems, you can read the poems and daydream about your beloved.
If you are not in a relationship but wish to be, you can read these poems and manifest your highest love by feeling into the poems. If you can feel the feelings that are transmitted in the poems, then you might manifest someone who makes you feel like the poet felt when writing the poem. In fact, I always have loved love poems and even though I didn’t believe in love when I heard a poem, I could feel that poetry feeling. You might see a poem as a mantra or incantation. I kind of do, without noticing.
I love Lindsey stirling. I love the violin and her music videos are the best! And I think she’s so cool! My daughters also love her and I love the fact that we love some of the same music, something I didn’t share with my parents.
To be totally honest, in my day to day life, I deal with plenty of ungrounded energy. I need to always work on staying grounded. And I do not like to do a lot of things in the human realm. I don’t really like to cook, clean, much less have a job (which I do)… Creating new, positive habits has not been easy for me, my body has taken a lot to change! So I decided to start a 1 hour cleaning challenge when I realized my house was messy. I looked for 1 hour long songs. I then found this extended version of the Artemis song by Lindsey Stirling, see the extended version below.
The 1 hour challenge stuck. Everyone home likes the music, including my beloved. I love the results, the song and visuals are kind of hypnotic, and while it plays, I am able to go into that mental space where I can just work and do what I have to do without thinking š¤.
So I use this music now for cleaning challenge, cooking challenge, cake baking challenge, garden challenge, or just when I want to get in the zone!
I love this so I just wanted to share just in case you’re in need of a challenge like myself.
My family ā¤ļø veggies so we started growing them. Pictured is an eggplant and š sandwich. The š is from a plant in my yard, the š , I bought. We loved it.
Backyard Garden Eggplant
This is the second year this awesome plant has been in our garden and it’s gotten so much better! The first time around, it got bugs and almost died. We treated the bugs with soap water since we are keeping our garden organic.
After the plant was almost decimated, we cut it back and we were delighted to see it grow back this year.
The plant has many eggplants and although kind of small, they are delicious and my family loved them including the baby š. I got my wish to give the baby my homegrown veggies before anything else.
In these quarantine times, gardening is my new nature walks, hiking, going out and everything in between.
Eat your veggies š if you’d like of course š but when you do, do it with love ā¤ļøš šš»š¦š¦
Time has slowed down. The current Coronavirus pandemic situation has a lot of people home. However, I believe time has slowed down for everyone, even people who are still working, like me.
Time might have started slowing down even before Covid-19. I noticed it, did you?
I think it’s a time thing. It’s time to stop time. Time is a thing of the past. What is time? Time to forget time. Time to change time. Time to move beyond time. I love to talk about time since I know nothing about it.
How did I notice such a thing? I’m never late anymore, no matter what time I leave my house, I’m either early, or very early, or at the perfect time, depending on what I need. I have more time in my day, I get so much more done. When I think it’s 2:00 PM, it’s actually 11:00 AM. I don’t follow the clock anymore (I’m still working and my daughter has school through the pandemic).
I noticed this because I had a thing about time, often being late or running late. Missing appointments and due dates. Forgetting birthdays. Counting years to know my age. Not knowing what date it is. Not being able to keep a schedule. The list goes on.
I’m happy to announce this is no more. I still live on Earth. I still have a schedule. But I’m not bound by time. I feel that now I’m in charge of time. I’m skipping through time. I say I’ll be there at 2 and I am. I’ll wake up at 6 and I do. No stress because I know I won’t be late. I can go to sleep whenever, it’s never too late anymore. Sometimes time glitches so I can get there on time or I can do something I need… I’m bending time.
Then again, it could be that the collective (now quarantined) is feeling so bored at home that time has massively slowed for them and they’re making it slower for us.
There are benefits to time slowing down in my case and in my opinion. I report a great increase in productivity as of March. That is if you take advantage of your time and manage it well vs letting time manage and run you, living every second waiting for the next in which case you’ll report boredom.
I report: more “time” to be with my children, more time with my husband, more time to clean, more time to work, more time to read, more time to draw, more time to relax, more time to meditate, more time to contemplate, more time to craft and garden, more time to talk to my mom, more time to blog and podcast, more time to journal and write, more time to clean, I already said that.
Did someone turn all the clocks back 3 hours? That’s how many more hours feel I get in a day vs 2019. What is time anyways? It’s something we can not taste, or see, or smell, or hear. We can track it using clocks but what if something mysterious made all the clocks suddenly defective, why do we rely on the clocks as if they’re running our life. Machines won’t run us!
How could we know at all if time stretched? Think about it for a minute. I don’t know how it’s happening but I know it is happening.
So, does this qualify as an energy reading? It’s my energy and I’m reading it (writing it) for you. I don’t have answers, only questions. I’m inspired to make people question even what we see, feel, know, are. We don’t know it all. There’s magic all around us and we haven’t taken the time to see it, well, that’s changing, because we just got a lot more time.
Thank you guys for reading. If you like this, listen to the Love and Light Energy Readings podcast. You can download the episodes for free on Spreaker. Please do comment and let me know what you think.