It’s 888 lions gate portal friends! My favorite time of year and a time when poetry is flowing out of me!
I’m a true fan of silence. I believe in silence we can not only communicate so much but also I believe silence is the key to listening to our souls and I did write a poem about this before… To listen to your soul (or God/the universe) we must first find quiet, then make our minds quiet (a true challenge) and finally, make our bodies quiet (no pain, discomfort etc) and below the noise, the thoughts, the pain is the language of the soul which of course, is silent.
I gave birth, beloveds. It was quite the intense experience but I did it, unmedicated and at home 🏘️ with 2 midwives! Best birth experience of my life and I have 5 children so I have experience!
Labor was long and I had difficult moments. I’d love to tell you all about it, I’ll probably podcast my experience so I can talk about it long and deep.
Virgo full moon
Last month someone told me I would give birth under the full moon and I said no I won’t! Because no way would I let someone else manifest for me just like that! However, she did tell me the full moon brings babies out and, though I never heard this, I wondered…
Come this month, I gave birth not under the full moon but right before one. The night my active labor started I stayed up most of the night of course and through my bedroom windows, I could see the amazing almost full moon. Being Pisces, I talked to the moon and I asked for assistance.
The biggest message I received during this full moon period was patience. Another message was relaxation is key. Let’s talk about it:
Patience: well, I did give birth… You might not have given birth under this full moon but just like the spring which has now started, those little seeds are being patient before they turn into plants.
The very personal
Laboring in my bathNewborn baby girl 1 day old2 days old3 days old4 days old
I wanted to deliver in the bath but as it was taking so long I ended up getting out the bath and trying different positions. I ended up giving birth on my bed.
This, I can say was one of the most empowering experiences of my life and I’m so grateful for the experience.
The midwives were excellent and I would not change anything about it.
I opened my heart to you when I admitted I had closed my heart up which left my heart chakra out of alignment and me 0feeling grumpy, moody, and awful. It’s a long story how this happened but miraculously, as things can happen on this universe, after I meditated, practiced gratitude, and admitted it/ talked about it, I started to feel a shift. Thanks for the ear! If you do want to know what happened and how this blockage manifested in my life, listen to my newest podcast which I will link on this post as soon as it’s finished
I decided to practice gratitude once more and I shall continue this at least until my baby is born for my heart’s sake and an easier birth experience for both me and my baby.
Listen to my latest podcast to know all the details. I talked about this for about 54 minutes:
I’m so so grateful for Pinterest. It’s my favorite search engine and I admit I’m spending lots of time in there looking at Baby crafts, cleaning and organization inspo, baby nesting ideas, and a favorite of mine, homesteading. If you want to connect on Pinterest, I would love that, send me a message if you would like to talk to me on there or if you want me to follow you. Of course I have spiritual topics and twin flame topics, here is the link to my profile: https://pin.it/1JfUObT
Chipotle! My family’s favorite restaurant and my food of choice post delivery. Planning on going there of course for Post delivery meal for the family, also its a birthday favorite and my bday is coming!
My birthday coming! For my birthday, I buy myself arts and crafts materials, because my mom always asks what I want for my birthday I let her know to buy me arts and crafts materials since this time around I’m too concerned shopping and doing baby things, so exciting to have a baby right after my baby, perhaps sharing my Pisces sign and receiving the perfect gift!
Cleaning my bathtub! This is a big one! I’ll be giving birth on it very soon so I’ll clean it even more and keep it clean and make it nicer but for now it was a great start and I took the best shower I’ve had in weeks after an amazing deep clean
Receiving my doterra oils. I bought lavender and lemon which I’ll be using for the birth and eucalyptus oil that we had not had for a little while, a favorite. Soon I’ll have enough points to get an oil I have not ever had before rose oil. This one will be special because the baby’s middle name is Rose and I want to get it during my recovery time since I probably will not be able to get it on time for the birth. Very excited about this!
Ordering two breast pumps for free through my two insurances. I will be receiving one of them next week, before giving birth! Thank you!
The kids watering my garden. We have planted sunflowers, my favorite flower and one I have blogged about 2 years in a row these flowers are blessed and we’re a gift from Spirit and they came through on 4/4/2020 (444 portal) and I collected seeds, grew the seeds in 2021, collected seeds and now I’m growing the grandbaby seeds of my 2020 sunflowers. A true gift
Organizing my home. This is always an ongoing process, especially because I have four children and I don’t love house work and my beloved and I are quick quite the busy people. I tell my kids whenever you organize or clean you find lost things and it’s so true I just found my long lost knitting needle and I now plan on practicing my knitting skills while I’m healing from giving birth
My beloved shopping and filling my gas tank last night
Receiving a maternity healing compression garment through my insurance for free
I bought cleaning supplies and natural soaps and laundry detergent from my favorite natural company, just received confirmation that they will arrive next week before my baby’s born. Yay! Thank you
I just got a Chipotle free gift! Yay
Stocking my pantry with items I will need during my maternity healing. We do not want to be shopping then
I just received Kohl’s cash as a birthday present, yay, thanks universe!
Finished making a birthday skirt for me. It’s lovely and magical. It’s purple, fav color, with space 🌌 inspired fabric. The elastic around the waist is 0.444 inches thick, and has a lovely black bow on the back!
Making a moon charm for my new and favorite tote bag, which I made not long ago and it’s space fabric purple too (different fabric than the skirt), also magical. I’ll need to blog about my new clothes which I’ve made
Finished making a matching tote bag for my oldest daughter, working on 2 smaller bags for my youngest two girls, also matching mine.
Learning new crochet stitches and tricks. Finally being patient enough to follow a pattern. This opened many opportunities for me and allowed me to make lots of new items. Working on a baby blanket and hat using new skills! Thank you
This is such an excellent exercise and whenever I do it I notice how much really I have to be grateful for. Life Is Good Lovestars! This moment is blessed!
As high intentions as I had for the 222 portal, I have let my heart become quite close. I now am going through the “side effects” of this closing of my heart chakra.
I talk plenty of my powerful and miraculous heart chakra healing in 2020 with spirit and I thought that my heart was healed after that but now I’ve come to the realization that this is forever ongoing work for me as I close my heart off myself and then deal with much pain.
This comes not at the best time as I’m going into labor any time now, which is really exciting for me and I’m putting all my energy into labor and bringing this baby into the world but I must be at my best for the birth experience to be the best.
As I realized today (technically yesterday because it’s past midnight) that I have yet again closed my heart, I immediately turned to meditation and hypnosis, searching for a heart chakra opening hypnosis. I found a great one by Joe Tracy (linked 👇), the first time I did it, I fell asleep enjoying a tiny relaxation as my ego has taken over (I let it get so bad). Woke up and did it a second time and still it was extremely difficult to get out of my mind but I can’t go back to sleep. I’ll talk about this more friends, just in case my experience might benefit someone. At the end of the meditation Joe encouraged keeping a gratitude journal to help the heart open. So here I am, working on my healing. It’s super benefits right now as I’m finding it hard to even be grateful.
My midwife (not going to the hospital) who comes see me at home
My mom who showers me with love and gifts and her coming to visit for new baby
My birthday coming in 1 week
I just talked to both my sister and brother, it had been a while and my brother will be coming to visit soon
Grateful much for my health and my children’s health
Very grateful for nesting
So so grateful for all the DIY projects I’ve finished and I’m working on (if interested in this see my other new blog)
Grateful grateful grateful it’s Pisces season
So very grateful I can see the Pleiades and Sirius star in the early night sky
Grateful for the new moon and a new beginning for me
Grateful for this blog so I don’t have to actually get a journal
Grateful for spirit always supporting me through signs and synchronicities and letting me know what I need to work on for my healing
Grateful for YouTube free meditations and hypnosis
Grateful for YouTube hypno birthing and doula videos
Grateful for the rushes of energy I get here and there
Grateful for my doTERRA oils that just came in the mail today
In the end, I realize I have so much to be grateful for! God bless all of you reading and may you feel grateful about your life and situation no matter what you’re going through.
To celebrate this powerful 222 portal I decided to share a guided meditation for union and heart alignment. This came through on 2/22/2022 but it’s really a timeless meditation you can do any time.
This meditation is based on the meditations I do myself with my twin flame’s soul or higher self.
Lovestar Temple🔥 🔥 