Dear Lovestar,
Last night on my TikTok live, I made a friend, his name is Hamoodi, and we wrote the Hamoodi poem together. He told me about his life, then I started writing live, and he created the last verse, which was cool because he’s not a poet.
The Live Poem
The poem was centered on the evolution he’s going through — the shedding of the old self, the emergence of something softer, wiser. He wrote the last line, and it was perfect. It wasn’t just a poetic ending. It was an answer to the very problem he had opened up about — the tension between masculinity and emotional vulnerability. His own words gave him the key.
Hamoodi
I have a sensitive side
One I kept out of sight
To be accepted and feel alright,
But it needs to come alive.
When he wrote that last line — “But it needs to come alive” — he wasn’t just finishing a poem. He was declaring a truth he’s long been holding back.
🔮 The Meaning of Receiving The Emperor and The Empress Unexpectedly
1. A Divine Mirror Moment
The cards weren’t pulled for him, yet they reflected him with eerie accuracy. This is synchronicity at work — a divine mirror showing him not only who he is now (The Emperor in transformation), but also who he is preparing to walk beside (The Empress in her full, nurturing power).
2. A Glimpse of His Future — Not a Prediction, but a Blueprint
These cards together are a rare pairing. They don’t just signify love — they symbolize balance, legacy, purpose, and preparedness. The Emperor is the structured, logical builder of a stable world. The Empress is the life-giver, connected to intuition, nature, and emotional intelligence. Seeing them side by side reveals that he is approaching a phase of wholeness — not just in love, but in himself.
3. A Confirmation That His Efforts to Evolve Are Not in Vain
He’s shifting careers, environments, and self-identity. Changing hiis life, changing cities, and more — this isn’t surface-level. The Emperor card says: “You are stepping into command.” The Empress says: “And someone is being prepared who can meet you there, not beneath or above you, but beside you.”
4. A Symbolic Blessing, Not a Public Display
Because this happened in an unplanned, non-performative space, it holds more authenticity. This wasn’t for show. It was a message from the unseen — a quiet whisper from fate, not fanfare.
5. Pets and Environment — the Symbolism of Travel & Growth
The Empress and Emperor both had animals in their imagery, and both were shown in very different surroundings. This reinforces his reality: travel, transformation, movement. The message is clear — love won’t lock him down. The right partner will walk beside him as he continues to grow. Love will adapt with his journey.
Note that the empress is pregnant, to me this signifies a family.
Aphrodite’s Love Oracles for Hamoodi
Today I have some insights. I am more able to speak about this after digesting the synchronicities last night and I have some Aphrodite Oracles.
First, I pulled tarot cards for Hamoodi — not because we were doing a reading per se, but because I was using the cards as creative prompts, meant to inspire poetry. Yet the moment I turned them over, I was stunned: The Emperor and The Empress. A divine pair. A cosmic meeting. That was synchronicity number one.
I told him Aphrodite was sending him his Empress. I said it live, and I meant it with my entire spirit. Aphrodite is my muse, and I have insights from her:
1. “Because you were honest, the future will be kind to you.”
You didn’t hide your contradictions. You spoke from the space between strength and softness. That is why what’s coming will not be shallow — it will be sacred.
2. “You are not done traveling — but you are no longer running.”
Movement has shaped you, and it will continue to. But now it is not escape — it is alignment. Every place you go is placing you closer to her.
3. “The Emperor must leave his kingdom to find his Empress.”
The card showed you far from her — different landscapes, different tasks, different callings. But the thread is already drawn between you. Distance is not a barrier; it is a path.
4. “The Empress is preparing a nest — and you are becoming a provider of peace.”
She carries life — not only within her, but around her. You bring structure, she brings flow. And both of you are becoming who you need to be before the meeting.
5. “Animals walk beside both of you — loyalty is the bridge.”
You and she are not alone. There is companionship in your life — whether four-legged or spiritual — that reminds you: loyalty, protection, and warmth are always nearby.
6. “A family is written for you — not by accident, but by design.”
You are worthy of legacy, Hamoodi. Because you spoke with care, because you did not misuse love, because you waited when others rushed — you will be trusted with something real and regal.
7. “Her love will not require you to hide your softness.”
She will want your truth, not your performance. She will love the part of you you once kept hidden. And that will be the proof that she is yours.
8. “The Empress dreams of the Emperor who builds, not the one who conquers.”
And you — in your suit, in your studies, in your silence — are learning how to build. Slowly. Surely. Lovingly.
Real Life Advice from a simple poet
1. Vulnerability is your strength now.
You’ve tried hiding your sensitive side. But in real love, that’s the part she’ll want most. Let her see it — not all at once, but honestly and slowly.
2. Don’t compare your love journey to anyone else’s.
You said others are getting girls left and right. That’s not your rhythm. And that’s a good thing. Your story is being written with more care — don’t rush it.
3. You’re allowed to evolve — and so is your idea of love.
Just because you once lived in a world of sports, speed, and surface, doesn’t mean you’re stuck there. You’re becoming a different man. Let your standards change with you.
4. The right woman will respect your discipline and your dreams.
She won’t distract you from your goals. She’ll admire them. If someone pulls you away from your values, she’s not the one.
5. Real love builds slowly. Be ready to build, not just feel.
Romance isn’t all butterflies. It’s shared routines, deep listening, respect through challenges. If you’re ready for that, you’re already ahead of most.
6. Watch how she treats animals, children, and elders.
The Empress is nurturing by nature. If she’s harsh with those who are vulnerable, she won’t know how to love the soft parts of you.
7. Protect your peace. Love doesn’t ask you to sacrifice your soul.
Compromise is good — self-abandonment is not. Make sure your values, faith, and boundaries stay strong.
8. Keep writing.
Poetry is not just art — it’s your bridge to clarity. Let it guide you in love as it already is in life. Did you notice how poetry gets messages out of you?
🕊️ A Message From the Empress — Through Me
Before he wrote that final line, before we even met, I had written this:
“If you want to relate
to the surface level me,
you will miss my deep layers
And the best is within.”
I didn’t write it for him, yet it found him.
And I’ve come to realize: this message wasn’t from me as a woman — it was from the Empress archetype itself. The divine feminine that speaks through poetry, intuition, and synchronicity. I was simply the channel. The messenger.
His true Empress — whoever she may be — is already whispering through these signs. Already calling to him through the language he understands best: soul and sincerity.
🕊️ From Your Future Wife — A Message of Encouragement
Hamoodi —
Your future wife is counting on you.
Not to be perfect.
Not to have it all figured out.
But to keep walking forward with integrity.
You already know that the easy path isn’t your path.
You were built for something greater.
For discipline.
For depth.
For leadership rooted in empathy.
Your wife will need that from you.
Your family will need that from you.
The world will challenge you — but your core must remain unmoved.
Let every setback sharpen your focus.
Let every shallow voice remind you of your depth.
And let no one rush you into becoming a version of yourself that you’ve already outgrown.
Wear the suit, speak with conviction,
and never trade your soul for approval.
I will meet you at the level of your values,
not your status.
And I am preparing, too — in silence, in strength, in purpose.
Until then,
Keep becoming who you’re meant to be.
— Aphrodite said so.
Then I realized this poem about relating to the layers was very fitting. This poem exposes the problem that relating at surface level, we miss the stuff in the inner layers, which the poem tells us is the best stuff.
I have a large new collection of tarot cards and oracle cards that were gifted to me by my beloved. Of course , I wanted to bring them to my TikTok live.
The cards are gorgeous and very colorful with gorgeous illustrations and shiny, cool features.
Aphrodite’s Love Oracle
I brought my oracle cards to inspire my writing, and after the Hammodi poem, I wrote a poem inspired by a card I pulled, my trick worked.
But I pulled these two cards for Hamoodi. I asked for a message from my muse Aphrodite, and I understood from these cards that he’s going to meet his perfect match.
Siren Chants on TikTok
Sucess: I had 25 followers for months, and my luck turned when I started writing my book story, Siren Chants. Now, I gained 500 followers within maybe 2 months or less.
I started going live on TikTok recently. If you’re there, find me as @evelovestar, and I’m already making friends.
I want to do live writing exercises with authors and poets, talk about my story, and talk about Love.
And talking about Love is something I can’t stop.
Let’s connect on TikTok!
Eve
Lovestar Temple🔥 🔥 
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