Twin flame union. The union journey started at birth, and new secrets I’ve discovered.

Dear Lovestar

I have new insights into the twin flame union journey. Of course, my flame and I are in union, but I have expressed the fact that union has levels. The union deepens, and the twins become one even more.

I have felt my twin flame since I was a child

I have always sort of complained that I didn’t feel my twin flame prior to my meeting him. I blamed some bad decisions I made as a teenager on the fact that I was cut off from my flame. This was, in fact, not true. I already informed him, and now I’m telling you, and for my own memory (I’ll soon forget the events that led to this discovery) I have always felt my twin flame, ever since I was a child.

I came onto the planet with the need to connect deeply with a male. As a child, I assumed my dad would fulfill this need, and I tried to connect with him, but my father would fall very short of meeting my “divine masculine” need, he’s a worldly man and I need true love for me, strong leadership, and great values.

I confused my twin flame’s higher self with spirit

My twin flame’s higher self is spirit. However, as a child, I had no idea of all this stuff. I became religious at about 10, but I was “too smart” and normal to believe in anything paranormal, such as talking to spirit. I also didn’t know I could listen to spirit in my head. I had an inner connection to spirit that others didn’t feel since I can remember, though, and it was natural, not something I was taught.

I also had wisdom, which is extremely unlikely in a child. I especially remember knowing all about karma, and I remember family members telling me that is not how life is! The spirit I was connected with was my twin’s higher self. I have talked to this spirit part of my beloved, and he did tell me he has always been with me and protected me since I was born. What was different last weekend is that I felt that connection from my childhood. It was very healing. I remember receiving so much love in my childhood and part of that love I felt from the figure who most loves me, my twin flame!

I had a moment when I could clearly understand, and it became obvious that my values, not shared by my family or community, had come from spirit. I didn’t clearly hear spirit, but I knew everything without being taught, and I retained that knowing even after the adults told me it wasn’t true. I was dense, living in communist Cuba in a hut basically and lacking everything, including great role models. Somehow, though, perhaps assisted by my Pisces energy, I was in training by my dear spirit, who I want to call a friend, but he insisted he’s rather my guide.

My training since childhood was for union. This is why I didn’t have to go through an actual physical separation as most twin flames apparently endure. My physical flame, the man, was ready for union since childhood, probably because he has a secure attachment style, unlike me. I have said that he, the man, taught me how to love, but love was available for me since I always felt his spirit. He taught me how to connect and to trust.

My Union training

I was lucky to have great training and a divine trainer. This training revolved around union. I assumed it was God who wanted me to be good, kind, fair, and honest. I thought God wanted me not to have sex. But God gave us free will, and I believe now that God would not interfere with our free will to try to make us better. However, it was in my twin flame’s higher self’s interest that I remained as pure as possible and that I didn’t lose myself navigating through my early years.

My training turned me into wife material and someone who wanted to be a mother. This was important, so I’d stay compatible with my flame. He is Scorpio, and he tries to make things work with his girlfriend, but once he leaves, he leaves for good, and if I did not deserve him, our separation would have never ended.

My twin flame was always searching for me

And now the human him. He was always searching for me. In my fantasies, it was that way, but I didn’t realize that it was literally that way. To be fair, he was looking for the woman who would make him feel at home, the woman he would be compatible with. He was looking for a life partner, someone to love and connect with, and looking to have a large family. This touched me deeply because he was essentially looking for me. I gave him all these things.

He wasn’t looking for a hot chick or the most gorgeous girl. As a Scorpio man, he wasn’t even looking for sex. He was looking for love and connection. This is how he was able to teach me how to love. He always felt this way. Additionally, he had a secure attachment style except that his past love experiences left him heartbroken, but I was the lucky healer of his heart, too.

I have always been preparing for union

As I said, my union journey started at birth. My childhood and teenage years were a training by spirit for union. Everything I learned together with my values and how I feel about everything makes me “wife” material for my flame. Even things like every aspect of my look, many of which I didn’t like, were to attract my divine mate.

Even when I fell, everything I learned was to assist me. Every mistake built me for union. Every guy I ever liked had a tiny aspect of my one beloved. All the unpleasantness I have experienced has been to help me appreciate what I now have. Everything in my life has always prepared me for union, and I gather that even before birth, I was preparing for this.

Twin flame sex is the best ever no matter which previous experience you both had

Twin flame sex, a topic that definitely attracts readers. I wonder how the readers feel while reading about this topic. Do they feel the way I feel when I read about this topic, with resonance? If they told me, I’d enjoy that.

My flame is Scorpio. Scorpio is the sex god they talk about. An insatiable sexual appetite inspires Scorpio to connect with the opposite sex. I will tell you some more secrets.

He is very private, so I can’t tell his details, but it seems like every part of him that was not accepted by other girls and their moms were parts of him that I accepted and loved. (Update: Now I’m requesting he exposes his secret undercover parts so I can accept and love those parts, too).

For some odd, very strange reason, when I fell in love with Scorpio and before I knew about astrology, I decided I wanted to make his every sexual fantasy come true. Before I met this man, I was cold and uninterested in sex or relationships, and I didn’t believe in love. Scorpio made me believe and helped me feel, and as a reward, I intended to give him anything he really desired. This is how good he makes me feel. I didn’t have any sexual fantasies before I met him, so he gave me a few. Then, I started feeling his sexual thoughts as mine…

I was aware that my man was quite experienced in the sex department, unlike me. Let’s just say that on our first date, I broke out of my comfort zone, and I never returned. I couldn’t return after seeing the light. Not only because I was 20 and he was 30, but because he was very hot, the kind of guy a jealous woman should never marry because girls throw their bodies at him. He always had his pick, and then some, I felt this right away.

For me to decide I was going to fulfill his every fantasy was actually hilarious 😂 😃 😄 😁 🤣 😆. Little silly me fulfilling the sex god’s fantasies? I freaked out and didn’t tell him until recently. It turns out I had pleased him so but I was unaware. I then exposed my desires. He then told me he had the best sex of his life with me. I was blown away. I believed him, but I didn’t realize until he told me.

I can’t say everything, but the truth is we had been making love for 16 years. It was safe and nurturing for me and out of gratitude for making me feel so safe and for his continued love, I did give him what I was aware he wanted most. Those were his fantasies. Ok, I have too much on this subtopic, so I’ll continue on a positive of its own!

It happened as it had to happen always

I used to get unhappy about mistakes and things that “went wrong” but now more mature and aware. Everything happened as it had to for our best union now.

The resistance to union I was feeling was my resistance

I used to think I was working on union, and he wasn’t, but I was so wrong. Reminder that he’s Scorpio, and I didn’t know everyone he was feeling. He was willing and manifesting union. He had 0 intentions to let go, but he wanted everything to be great between us, and he made it happen with my willingness.

I always thought that Scorpio was judging me, but it turned out I was judging myself. Also, when I was afraid he would not accept me, yet again, I was not accepting myself. It was easier to blame him for not accepting what I was not telling him than to accept myself, be vulnerable, and share all of me.

Eve, creating something new with my beloved ♥️ ❤️ 💖

How is your journey to/ through union going?

Talk soon