Scorpio new moon. Time of rebirth

Dear friend,

The week before the 11/11 portal was tough. The weekend of the 11/11 portal was incredible, a very tired weekend perfect for sleeping, chilling, and hanging out. I didn’t get to do the work I wanted to do, but it was the perfect weekend. For me and my lover, it’s probably the best weekend we have ever had. It was romantic, sexy, sweet, we talked all weekend and about various topics that centered around us and our union.

The weekend was perfect after the extreme week before. During our wild conversations, I told my lover that after that crazy hard week, we would be reborn this week. I was thinking of the Scorpio Phoenix who dies and is reborn over his ashes. With the 11/11 portal as the death moment, I saw the week prior as the dying week, and starting this week with the Scorpio new moon on this Monday, it’s the week of rebirth.

11/11 portal rebirth

Cassidy Cayne from twinflames1111.com says that 11:11 is an ascension code shown to lightworkers and twin flames. I resonated, and I saw this quote while backing up my pictures during the 11/11 portal. Divine timing is always at play, and 11/11 ends up being a time we can perceive spirit, so it’s always divine timing during the portal.

Scorpio new moon

I have talked about this on my previous Scorpio posts. I’m mentioning it again because it’s the perfect time of rebirth after a painful death. The new moon signifies a new beginning with the powerful Scorpio vibes.

Ending the Scorpio month

I strongly feel that from now until the end of Scorpio season, we will be in the rebirth process and being affected by the 11/11 portal, though the hardest part has passed.

I’ll be traveling without my Scorpio, which is already painful but only for 1 week. I’ll be writing him poems and letters, making him videos, and writing blog posts in his honor. I’ll also be resolving some serious issues with some family members, and I’ll channel the Scorpioenergy to help with my truth telling, personal power, and assertiveness (my intention)

What have we learned during 11/11?

I have learned many lessons this Scorpio season but especially during the 11/11 portal. This season is perfect for discovering truth and being honest with ourselves and others. It’s also a season to get insights from spirit and to receive lots of new light. On this list, I’ll also include things that were very positive that happened between my beloved and I.

I’ve learned many things, and as a reminder for when I read this in the future, I’ll list some of the things I’ve learned during this 11/11 rebirth period.

• My lover appreciates my poetry. I should have already known this, but I don’t ask, I just asked him because he talked of his hard to please music taste, and I was like, “Well, do you like my poems?”… he doesn’t like the very short ones as much
• My old poems were no good, and I’m blessed. I thought they were decent back then because otherwise, I would have quit.
• Several great things I learned about making love with my beloved
• I decided to write the jokes I come up with. I’m constantly laughing and making others laugh. I crack myself up, too. Don’t be surprised that it was my lover’s idea, but I’ve already changed my mind and started getting prompts to write the funny things I think about, and I’m working on my fist funny post for the future
• Related to the last item, I made some sex jokes to my partner. It was new and new is good. New light, new energy, new vibes, renewed sexual desire, open communication lines, dropping the shame 🫠 👌 😎
• New recipe I made even though it was an extremely lazy weekend: for my lover’s birthday: a vegan mushroom wellington. I can make a better one nect time, but it’s so delicious 😋 😍 😋
• The wellington pastry I made as well from scratch and has me thinking of a few more recipes I can learn to make: pie, mushroom pot pie, little sweet and savory pies… delicious
• I told my lover my secret dreams. The real dreams I didn’t discuss before due to shame… I told him of the dream when I saw about 10 of him! He joked that I should not have that kind of dream. But I don’t think like him and I didn’t do anything with the other ones, I said. Omg I’ll tell you: he said he would have taken 4 of me if it was the other way around… to do whatever he wanted with them. I just laughed, but this scenario will make it into one of my future jokes. Can you see the sex jokes being born? I can
• Ok I told him in detail my sex dreams and I told him if the time I went lucid in my dream and how I manipulated the dream (it was very sexy, he loved it), then I told him about the time I returned to my dream to fix basically a nightmare which was totally cool.
• My lover revealed something so divine. I was telling him how I never planned on falling on love. He then told me he always wanted to fall in love, and he was always trying to make it happen when he would fall for a girl. Of course, I told him he had me at wanting to fall in love. The handsome, sexy look, and the advanced sexual skills were not necessary. They were add ons for me
• The list is becoming quite sexual… but I expressed how I felt shame regarding some stuff, and he then told me that he didn’t care about that with his open mind and told me what he cared about instead; instant relief
• Did I say the lovemaking became sweeter and even more sensual? I don’t like to speak in code like this, but I expose myself enough.
• During the week prior to 11/11, I was listening to neuroscientists talking about neurons, love, sex, gender, connection, and psychology… all of my favorite things. Well, I started to use that knowledge: I learned that stress is contagious because our hormones leak out of our body, and the alpha male and females are sharing their hormones with the beta males and females. So I flipped out realizing truths about my youth and my “friends” who influenced me in a way I would have never guessed I could have been influenced
• Similarly, my beloved recognized that his biggest adulthood problem was coming from toxic feminines who threw him out of alignment in a money chasing way
• We realized we are normal listening to neuroscientists. His off the charts sexual desire is healthy, and my not being interested in it is normal, too. I’d be sick if I was as sexual as he is. I learned so much from neuroscientists! Can’t even say everything, nor can I remember everything after the fact.
• I should have written things down during the weekend because I obviously forgot most things… but I’ll ask my Scorpio
• Truths came out in a loving but straightforward way
• We talked and he expressed he knows he’s been talking to me like if I was his man friend (which I’ve told him before but I was ok with because I rather he’s honest) and he has decided to change then neuroscientists helped us understand how to talk to men and how to talk to women.
• Scorpio season is actually beautiful and about love and commitment. Not about sex but about lovemaking

Thank you for reading,

Best Scorpio season ever,

Eve deeply in love ❤️ 😍 💖