Should I? A new poem and reflection

This poem just came to me when I was getting out of the shower and realized that I was naked under 2 giant coats. After the first stanza came through me, I immediately linked it to my beloved as I usually do. And from then on, it was just the fun game of words I love so much. ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

“Should I” poem by Eve Lovestar

Should I feel shame
For being naked under my clothes?
Should I reject you
Fer feeling naked down to my soul?
When you're with me
And I feel like a 20 year old?
All I will say is
This is between you, me, and God.

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*** I will start addressing this blog like it’s an entity now, I might even call it my best friend since I have no friend to be this open with***

Dear blog, I have missed you too! ❤️ So much has happened since I talked to you last! I have needed you so much, and please forgive 🙏🏻 ❤️ me for ignoring you.  I have missed you and needed you, of course. I have been working my butt off lately. Putting up to 15 hours into work, working every single day of the week,  including Sundays!

I know it’s Valentine’s and so unfair I have not raved about this day, this being my favorite holiday and one I have blogged since I started blogging way before the birth of this blog!

Dear blog, I have been away from my beloved! Not, were absolutely not in separation! Absolutely not! I’ve just been on an extended stay with my family, a long holiday vacation to a place my beloved doesn’t want to visit, so we’re terribly missing each other! We have got to talk and we will soon.

Your friend,

Eve